YOU ARE JUST AS SANE AS I AM

being a trauma informed therapist is ✨awesome✨ and I really love my job, wish I could go back in time and let my younger self know it was all going to work out

I've started working with clients with EDs and in a way, I feel like I'm healing parts of myself in the process. I was so scared to work with this population, for obvious reasons, but so far it's been so rewarding! I really really get them, so much so that sometimes it feels like I'm reading their minds and it's crazy that now I'm planning small exposures for them that I couldn't even do two years ago but now I'm totally fine with it? What is life, I feel so much gratitude ❤️‍🩹

this sucks but my sister's boyfriend is the absolute worst, he's just so stupid omg I literally hold myself back bc for some reason she likes him but he cannot be that stupid and disrespectful, she's a sunshine, I literally can't

I can't watch the last episode of tsitp until Saturday so any time I check IG it's just parkour trying to avoid all those spoilers omg

So far, I've read 23 non academic books this year which is a win! I'm currently halfway through love on the brain and I'm really liking it (even more than love, theoretically and the love hypothesis).

whenever I'm struggling with my tampon, I hear Adam Carlsen saying "you can take it" and some really deep rooted part of me just whispers "yes I can".

I'm second guessing my asexuality yet again only because there's this part of me that from time to time pops up being like "what if you are not asexual and you're just really really scared of men?" and then this other part of me is like "OMG I'm just scared and childish and naive can't believe I've been lying to myself" but I mean, I do NOT experience sexual attraction and the fact I'm aromantic (well, platonic romantic) makes it even more confusing because sometimes I FEEL stuff just not sexual attraction not anything like that, just crushes and squishes

I'm asexual AND somehow I also have some sort of daddy kink so I want to sit on Conrad's lap while I drink my coffee and read a book and I want him to grab me by the waist and call me a good baby girl from times to times

I was on the last few pages and it was all kinda good, I was feeling hopeful and suddenly I got my heart crushed, literally gasped and started sobbing because I didn't see it [that kind of ending] coming. It's a gift and a curse, the fact that I never know what's going to happen next (even when I encounter spoilers, which happens often).