im a fake fan of everything i like because i cant remember anything

i mentally killed myself a hundred times

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

i wish i could go to sleep and never wake up ever ever ever but i'm not dead im just sleeping so no one is sad or anything silly like that

anyone else really paranoid that everything has hidden cameras or just me

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

they should put me down they should put me down they should put me down

They shouldve killed me back in october

actually fucking disgusting that glasses cost any money like if you actually think about it for more than a few seconds it is so unconscionably inhumane. this goes for things like insulin and mobility aids and hearing aids too ofc but fuck man, fucking glasses? the thing you need to fucking see? its genuinely sickening and inhumanly evil that those cost ANYTHING.

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and i'm losing sense of time

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over