OF A WOLF.

So – here’s the thing, I desperately need help. I hate to do this, but until I get called back by ONE of my multiple job applications, my finances have run dry. Here’s the thing: I recently got up and moved states to move in with my fiance while she finishes up what classes she can on this campus.  Currently, we’re both unemployed, beyond her small business. We’re living off her parents, her grandparents, and my mom’s generosity to pay for food and gas money for people who give us rides. I’m babysitting all this week, we spent a week deep cleaning a house for 100 bucks that had to go towards interview clothes and school clothes for her. My mom has sent us money, which went to bath stuff and general hygiene necessities, and sent us pizza, but $100 dollars doesn’t go far anymore, and she’s outright asked me not to ask her for money unless it’s an absolute emergency. And here’s the FUN part – I have been in the emergency room TWICE in the past month, which means that I owe the hospital approximately $500 worth of medical expenses, despite having my father’s insurance. Both times were absolutely necessary, unfortunately, but I’m already behind on my bills – I was supposed to pay off the first $100 last week. Furthermore, because I haven’t been to see a doctor since last year at least, and a psychiatrist since early May, I am off all my medication – i have ONE inhaler left, and am currently off my birth control, and my antidepressant, as well as being completely out of epi-pens. So here’s my thought: I’ve recently opened a paypal.me which allows people to donate any amount of money which would then be transferred into my account and put towards medical expenses and other necessities, as well as paying off some of my college loans and hopefully getting our car fixed so that we can move BACK to Maine in late December. Here’s where you come in: If you can help at all – $5, $10, any amount helps, or even just passing this around and helping more people see it, it would be absolutely amazing and I would be SO grateful. PLUS, I’m willing to do art commissions as a reward for donating, no matter how much or how little you donate. I do mono- and duo-tone coloured sketches, and am willing to send them or post them for whoever donates – just send me an ask and let me know your name and what you’ve donated so that I can confirm, and I’ll ask you what character/actor etc you would like a portrait off – I’ll also do family portraits if you want it as a gift for a friend or family member, but that will require you emailing me or sending me references on skype. A couple examples of my art would be:

( glinda and elphaba from WICKED ) Sizes might depend on the donation, but I have two different sized sketch books to use. I’ve been trying to open commissions for quite a while with no takers, so this is my plea for help. My paypal is https://www.paypal.me/SarahLister – which is connected to my birth name because it is connected to my debit card. PLEASE do not use that name when contacting me. Thank you, for reading this, for helping, however you can. Hopefully my job applications will go through soon and I’ll be able to pay shit off and see a real doctor soon.

So – here’s the thing, I desperately need help. I hate to do this, but until I get called back by ONE of my multiple job applications, my finances have run dry. Here’s the thing: I recently got up and moved states to move in with my fiance while she finishes up what classes she can on this campus.  Currently, we’re both unemployed, beyond her small business. We’re living off her parents, her grandparents, and my mom’s generosity to pay for food and gas money for people who give us rides. I’m babysitting all this week, we spent a week deep cleaning a house for 100 bucks that had to go towards interview clothes and school clothes for her. My mom has sent us money, which went to bath stuff and general hygiene necessities, and sent us pizza, but $100 dollars doesn’t go far anymore, and she’s outright asked me not to ask her for money unless it’s an absolute emergency. And here’s the FUN part – I have been in the emergency room TWICE in the past month, which means that I owe the hospital approximately $500 worth of medical expenses, despite having my father’s insurance. Both times were absolutely necessary, unfortunately, but I’m already behind on my bills – I was supposed to pay off the first $100 last week. Furthermore, because I haven’t been to see a doctor since last year at least, and a psychiatrist since early May, I am off all my medication – i have ONE inhaler left, and am currently off my birth control, and my antidepressant, as well as being completely out of epi-pens. So here’s my thought: I’ve recently opened a paypal.me which allows people to donate any amount of money which would then be transferred into my account and put towards medical expenses and other necessities, as well as paying off some of my college loans and hopefully getting our car fixed so that we can move BACK to Maine in late December. Here’s where you come in: If you can help at all – $5, $10, any amount helps, or even just passing this around and helping more people see it, it would be absolutely amazing and I would be SO grateful. PLUS, I’m willing to do art commissions as a reward for donating, no matter how much or how little you donate. I do mono- and duo-tone coloured sketches, and am willing to send them or post them for whoever donates – just send me an ask and let me know your name and what you’ve donated so that I can confirm, and I’ll ask you what character/actor etc you would like a portrait off – I’ll also do family portraits if you want it as a gift for a friend or family member, but that will require you emailing me or sending me references on skype. A couple examples of my art would be:

( glinda and elphaba from WICKED ) Sizes might depend on the donation, but I have two different sized sketch books to use. I’ve been trying to open commissions for quite a while with no takers, so this is my plea for help. My paypal is https://www.paypal.me/SarahLister – which is connected to my birth name because it is connected to my debit card. PLEASE do not use that name when contacting me. Thank you, for reading this, for helping, however you can. Hopefully my job applications will go through soon and I’ll be able to pay shit off and see a real doctor soon.

So – here’s the thing, I desperately need help. I hate to do this, but until I get called back by ONE of my multiple job applications, my finances have run dry. Here’s the thing: I recently got up and moved states to move in with my fiance while she finishes up what classes she can on this campus.  Currently, we’re both unemployed, beyond her small business. We’re living off her parents, her grandparents, and my mom’s generosity to pay for food and gas money for people who give us rides. I’m babysitting all this week, we spent a week deep cleaning a house for 100 bucks that had to go towards interview clothes and school clothes for her. My mom has sent us money, which went to bath stuff and general hygiene necessities, and sent us pizza, but $100 dollars doesn’t go far anymore, and she’s outright asked me not to ask her for money unless it’s an absolute emergency. And here’s the FUN part – I have been in the emergency room TWICE in the past month, which means that I owe the hospital approximately $500 worth of medical expenses, despite having my father’s insurance. Both times were absolutely necessary, unfortunately, but I’m already behind on my bills – I was supposed to pay off the first $100 last week. Furthermore, because I haven’t been to see a doctor since last year at least, and a psychiatrist since early May, I am off all my medication – i have ONE inhaler left, and am currently off my birth control, and my antidepressant, as well as being completely out of epi-pens. So here’s my thought: I’ve recently opened a paypal.me which allows people to donate any amount of money which would then be transferred into my account and put towards medical expenses and other necessities, as well as paying off some of my college loans and hopefully getting our car fixed so that we can move BACK to Maine in late December. Here’s where you come in: If you can help at all – $5, $10, any amount helps, or even just passing this around and helping more people see it, it would be absolutely amazing and I would be SO grateful. PLUS, I’m willing to do art commissions as a reward for donating, no matter how much or how little you donate. I do mono- and duo-tone coloured sketches, and am willing to send them or post them for whoever donates – just send me an ask and let me know your name and what you’ve donated so that I can confirm, and I’ll ask you what character/actor etc you would like a portrait off – I’ll also do family portraits if you want it as a gift for a friend or family member, but that will require you emailing me or sending me references on skype. A couple examples of my art would be:

( glinda and elphaba from WICKED ) Sizes might depend on the donation, but I have two different sized sketch books to use. I’ve been trying to open commissions for quite a while with no takers, so this is my plea for help. My paypal is https://www.paypal.me/SarahLister – which is connected to my birth name because it is connected to my debit card. PLEASE do not use that name when contacting me. Thank you, for reading this, for helping, however you can. Hopefully my job applications will go through soon and I’ll be able to pay shit off and see a real doctor soon.

cynicxsms

{ @realxsms }

“Mont was asking about you, y’know.” Dropping onto the couch next to his roommate, Grantaire took a sip of his beer, the words casual – as if there wasn’t a question behind it. He’d run into the man leaving work. “When was the last time you guys were even in the same room together, let alone talking?” 

realxsms

[ @cynicxsms​ ]

  Eponine glanced up, laying aside the book she’d been lost in—a new copy of an old play, which ‘Ferre had given her to read. 

       “–Oh.” His face heated up, and he blinked at her, a bit confused; he never thought of himself as adorable, even when enthusiastic about something. Her touch was soft and kiss gentle, though, and it wiped away his confusion, filling it with an embarrassed happiness – he adored her. Catching her hand, he gave it a little squeeze, letting go as she turned away. “I guess I get about – excited, about things that interest me. I’m glad it doesn’t annoy you.” He accepted the book with a grateful smile, knowing that she picked it out especially for him, a part of her that she was giving to him, something that was important to her; it would be important to him, too, something he would treasure. In return, he pulled out the Sartre book that he’d just finished, placing the story book in his bag instead. “Here, I just finished The Flies, and I think you’ll find it really interesting.”

She smiled again as he subtly stumbled over his words. “Ferre, the only time you annoy me is when you make me realize that I’m wrong about something after I’ve been arguing about it for twenty minutes.”  Eponine took a book off the shelf and a pen out of her pocket, pull the cap off with her teeth as she turned to a specific page, and on her hand wrote down a specific line. “Even then it doesn’t last long.”  Her smile turned to him, pen cap still between secure in it. Once she realized, she quickly recapped it. “ Thank you..” Eponine loved it when he showed her new books and thoughts. She reached out and took the book gladly, her fingers lingering against his for a moment. “ Is this going to be one of those books that I finish and then call you about at three in the morning?”