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Do you have anything to tell me, Sybelle?
Whisper something in my muse's ear and see how they react !
Lying by omission to Armand was already akin to sacrilegeous and bad, for Sybelle. Yet, for some reason she felt compelled to keep her secrets ; afraid to disappoint him, but also excited about doing her own thing.
So she kept quiet while simultaneously feeling guilty about it, and lately there were so many things she didn't want him to know. She'd been busy, suddenly gaining a bit of confidence to break a few rules and detach from Armand some, but not mature enough not to see that as absolutely scandalous yet.
Simultaneously being bad at lying and seeing Armand as a sort of omnicient figure in her life did not make things easy, and a part of her knew he would eventually figure it out. Perhaps she simply needed to experience it. Never in her life had she been granted that much freedom, and she hadn't learned how to use it yet.
So much excitement in such a short time was taking its toll on her. Sybelle was growing a little antsy and tired, and as she reached Armand for her usual cuddling time, she had a feeling she won't be able to sustain this for long. Her last feeding recent, her cheeks grew warm and her face colored pink as he whispered in her ear.
She did, and she was actually dying to come clean in a way. But which thing ? Braxton ? The car ride with Gabrielle ? The whole event at court, which surely couldn't be that bad given she hadn't even meant to consume drugged blood and Lestat had been there ? Oh she felt so guilty now, so so so guilty.
"I'm sorry !!" she immediately said, wide eyed. It was one thing to trust that Armand will always, always love her, but somehow in this situation she felt like she'd been so bad it was unforgiveable. She really did hate lying. "You know about my human friend ? He's harmless, I feel like I have to protect him because he's so bad at this !"
Besides, she'd been Armand's human friend before. Granted, she hadn't been a Talamasca agent...