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friend if you were to write anything more I would really love if you wrote that senator intern au the concept of that is actually killing me
well i made azzi a senator not the intern because i thought it was funnier and less appropriate but here's my late night bullshit drabble for the people
senator!azzi x frequent caller!paige.
| tuesday, 9:00 a.m. |
paige cleared her throat as she pressed dial. the phone rang once, twice. an intern picked up.
"what up, jessica," paige grinned, picturing the intern's face.
"paige," the intern greeted her emotionlessly. "what'll it be today?"
"i'm calling as a constituent of senator fudd to urge her to vote against confirming todd blanche as attorney general."
"okay, i've noted that, paige."
"not gonna ask me for my address this time?"
"i know your address."
"does that ever feel creepy to you? that you know my number by heart and also my address? doesn't that signal any red flags about the surveillance state?" paige asked, trying to keep the laugh out of her voice.
"no."
paige sighed. jessica needed to lighten up.
"can you tell senator fudd that i think she's gorgeous?"
"i'll pass on the message. again."
"also, i love the color she's dyed her hair. that reddish purple really suits her. has she considered getting sponsored by a hair company? it's a broke world out there when you're not taking AIPAC money. need to make sure my senator is eating good."
"thank you for your concern, paige. will that be all today?" jessica cut her off.
"is there any way i can speak to senator fudd directly?"
"no. goodbye, paige."
the line went dead.
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| thursday, 4:00 a.m. |
dear senator fudd,
my name is paige bueckers, and i am writing to you as your constituent from hennepin county. as your constituent, i would encourage you to vote against any version of the KOSA act. as a queer individual, any form of internet restriction that would prevent youth from having an online space, which may be the only form of queer community or support they are able to have, is an act of violence.
thank you,
paige bueckers.
p.s. you are so beautiful. i know you probably already have my number in your database, so feel free to give me a call. here's a picture of myself flexing in a sports bra for your consideration.
[image attached]
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| thursday, 8:00 a.m.|
"good morning, paige," jessica sighed.
"can you tell whatever intern is in charge of the emails to ignore my last one? i forgot that they go through a bunch of people before they get to her."
"senator fudd is not on active senate duty today, and is responding to emails on her own today."
"oh, fuck yeah."
the line went dead.
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| thursday, 10:00 a.m.|
hello, ms. bueckers,
i hear your concerns about the KOSA act, and i can assure you that i will take this perspective into careful consideration. all queer children should have a place to feel safe and protected. thank you for taking the time to write, and i will continue to serve you and hennepin county to the best of my ability.
sen. fudd
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| thursday, 10:30 a.m. |
hello, senator fudd. it's me again. paige bueckers.
i am writing to encourage you to vote against sen. peter's resolution to designate august 7th as "national lighthouse day". i mean, seriously? that's something we're voting on? who gives a shit about lighthouses? they really need a whole day?
people are dying, senator.
paige bueckers
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| thursday, 1:00 p.m. |
good afternoon, ms. bueckers.
i hear your concerns about senator peter's resolution, and i thank you for providing your opinion. i do plan to vote for this resolution, as a way of honoring all of the engineers, workers, and historians who have helped sea travel continue to be safe and effective.
thank you,
senator fudd
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| thursday, 1:30 p.m. |
paige flopped back on her couch, hitting call.
"what," nika groaned at her, "dude, don't you have work?"
"nah, the university has an off day for some public holiday. i had a nine a.m. gyno appointment, though. thank god i'm free, because if i had to walk around and teach college freshman about zoning ordinances on a sore cooch, i would have shot myself."
"okay, well i have work," nika complained.
"you work from home! and you barely even do that!" paige retaliated. she looked up at her ceiling, wondering if she remembered to pay her water bill for the month. probably, right? she hadn't been evicted yet.
nika blew air into the microphone as loud as she could. paige yelped, moving the phone away from her ear.
"do you think our senator is on hinge? or like, raya?"
"wh— paige, what the fuck? why are you thinking about that?"
"dude, have you seen her?"
"no. which one are you talking about? i thought our senators were a bunch of old white dudes."
"common misconception," paige agreed, "very understandable. but no, dude, she's like, drop dead. i've been calling in for the last three months just to send her messages. she's actually personally responding to her emails today, and she's emailed me back twice. i'm giddy. should i send her that pic of us on halloween where i'm dressed up as—"
"no," nika interrupted, "you're going to end up in jail for harassment."
"doesn't she want to get to know her constituents on a personal level? that's the mark of a good senator."
"the fuck do you know about the mark of a good senator?"
"ph.d law student? teaching assistant for political science classes?" paige reminded her. "i got credentials, you know."
"yeah, like being voted biggest homosexual in your service frat, and sleeping your way through half the mechies."
paige sighed dreamily. "nerds."
"dude, fuck off. i'm going back to work."
the line went dead.
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| thursday, 2:00 p.m. |
what's up, fudd? what the fudd is up? lol. do you hear that one a lot?
it's paige again. i'm emailing this time to ask you for some advice. i'm in the last year of my ph.d program right now, and i'm acting as a teaching assistant for two university classes on politics. i know a lot of these kids want to become politicians some day, but they're seeming pretty put out by how difficult and biased the system is. is there anything you think i should tell them to encourage them?
paige
[image attached]
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| thursday, 2:15 p.m. |
good afternoon, ms. bueckers.
yes, i hear that a lot. did you mean to send that image with your email?
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| thursday, 2:16 p.m. |
⤷ yes :) i was a firefighter for halloween last year. just thought you might want to know. i know you love fitness! i do too. you can take a careful look at my biceps to inspire you.
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| thursday, 2:20 p.m. |
⤷ so sorry, ms. bueckers! i sent that email early, before i finished responding.
thank you for asking for advice on that! it's a serious roadblock that many prospective politicians, especially underprivileged ones, have to face. the system can feel tricky and frustrating at times. the key is to start early and make connections as soon as possible. also, if you're sure of your platform and you're able to campaign on it with knowledge, certainty, and passion, you will garner respect and support. that's how i became a senator so young!
good luck with your teaching endeavors.
senator fudd
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| thursday, 10:19 p.m. |
@senatorazzifudd: thank you everyone for your emails today! i enjoyed getting to connect with all of my constituents today, and i will continue to value your opinions as i continue my term.
@senatorazzifudd: also— today i have reflected on the importance of our firefighters to our community. thank you to all of our first responders for putting themselves on the line when people are in danger. firefighters, emts— we owe a lot to you!
@senatorazzifudd: also— to the constituent who complimented my hair today, my intern passed on the message! thank you so much. i get my hair done at @hopkinssalon, and they do an excellent job. show them some love! support our local minnesota businesses.
"nika," paige yelled into the speaker, "she wants me. she wants me bad."
"wha— who?" nika asked, confused.
"our senator!"
nika scoffed. "don't be stupid."
"i sent her the pic of me as a sexy firefighter. she just tweeted about her appreciation for firefighters."
"dude, that's just her job."
"i also told her intern to tell her she's gorgeous and i love her hair, and she tweeted directly about it. she said 'to the constituent who complimented my hair today'. dude, i'm telling you, she wants me."
the line went dead.
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| monday, 10:01 a.m. |
"jessica," paige sang opera into the microphone.
"what," jessica flatlined, "you come to compliment her abs today? her quads?"
"what? no," paige frowned, "i wanted to ask her if she's planning on getting rid of the flock cameras in our area. and don't replace them with axon or some other bullshit."
jessica hummed thoughtfully. "really?"
"yes."
"you don't have anything to say about her most recent outfit on the senate floor?"
"no."
"will you behave?"
"what?"
"if i transfer this call to senator fudd's phone, will you behave? she's actually working on collecting opinions about ai surveillance cameras for a bill she wants to introduce to congress."
paige's stomach leapt. she jumped to her feet. "yes," she breathed into the mic, "i'll behave like a dog who wants a bone. i will. swear."
jessica sighed. "don't make me regret this."
the call went silent, ringing senator fudd's landline. on the fourth ring, she picked up.
"hello, senator fudd speaking. how can i help you?"
"wassup, beautiful?" paige blurted out. "you miss me, or what?"
the line was silent. paige wondered if she should kill herself.
"ms. bueckers?"
fuck. yeah. paige fist pumped the air.
"yes, ma'am."
"why are you on my phone line?" azzi asked, genuinely confused. "who put you on my phone?"
wow, her voice sounded good. it was clear and sweet, a slight rasp that indicated that she'd been working hard and hadn't spoken for a while. paige felt incredibly, incredibly gay.
"jessica. your intern."
"why did she transfer you over?"
"i wanted to discuss flock camera removal," paige shrugged, "still do."
azzi's voice sounded strangled when she next spoke. "that's all?"
"yep."
"paige, i already know your stance on flock cameras. you emailed me about it last month."
"did i? i must have forgotten."
"yes," azzi affirmed, "you said, and i quote, 'this is hanky-pank, rinky-dink bullshit, and a violation of my rights. i would rather search for a dust mite in a pile of poop than grant a peter thiel lackey the rights to my person'."
paige muted herself and cackled. god, she was too good.
"dang, senator. sounds like you're keeping tabs on me," she mused, unmuting herself.
"i try to connect with all of my constituents," azzi said.
"do you post about all of your constituents on twitter, too?" paige pushed, grinning.
"only the ones who message me every single day," azzi said, "paige, i have to work on this. i'll keep your perspective in mind as i continue to work on the ai surveillance camera issue with congress."
paige. she was calling her by name. this fucking rocked.
"yes, ma'am."
"you don't have to call me ma'am."
"yes, beautiful."
"thank you for your time, ms. bueckers," azzi said, voice tight.
"wait," paige blurted out.
"what?" azzi asked, caught off guard.
paige smirked. "i just wanted to hear your voice again. i like it."
the line went dead.
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| monday, 11:00 a.m. |
dear senator fudd,
my name is paige madison bueckers, and i am writing into you (or your intern) as your very beautiful and talented constituent. here's a list of political buzzwords for you to consider today: transgender. haiti. iran. lindsey graham. mitch mcconnell— is he dead? title ix. gas prices. inflation. censorship. hobama.
thank you for your consideration,
pb
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| monday, 11:15 a.m. |
@senatorazzifudd: some emails are better off as thoughts! THINK before you send.
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| tuesday, 6:04 p.m. |
@ paigebueckers: @senatorazzifudd been thinking hard about the GDP lately…..
⤷@senatorazzifudd: what would you like to express your opinion about? as your representative, i value your voice.
⤷@ paigebueckers: G(o on a) D(ate with me) P(lease)
@senatorazzifudd: hello, everyone! do try not to flirt with me on my senatorial account! a member of my team is liable to block you.
@ paigebueckers: @azziiiifudd been thinking hard about the GDP lately…..
⤷ @azziiiifudd: .
@senatorazzifudd: hello, everyone! i will be in minnesota in two weeks for a city meeting. i encourage all of my constituents to come and share their voice as we discuss issues like surveillance, abortion, ICE, and citizenship. see you there!
Hi! Was wondering if you know this fic of Non!bball college Pazzi where P's lowkey a nerd and azzi's popular, it was a one shot and they got partnered together for a project i think, and A's kind of possessive of paige here
Appreciate any leads <3
My guess is My Hot Nerd by @brynnsdreams
💬 8 🔁 65 ❤️ 1019 · 𝑴𝒚 𝒉𝒐𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒅 · pairing: nerd!paige bueckers x popular!azzi fudd
synopsis: paige and azzi instantly hit it off when they
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Summary: They broke up a long time ago. Azzi told herself not to go back, not after everything. But she can’t resist Paige Bueckers.
A/N: sorry for the delay, but i’ll be back to posting every thursday!
Warnings: angst (nothing new around here)
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Chapter Eleven
Dallas, TX
Azzi almost canceled the second date.
Not because Riley had done anything wrong.
That was the problem.
Riley had been nothing but kind.
She had given Azzi space on the first date. She hadn’t pushed when Azzi admitted she still loved Paige. She hadn’t tried to turn it into some competition she could win. She had simply smiled, ordered dessert, and asked Azzi if she wanted to go out again.
Azzi had said yes.
And she had meant it.
At least she thought she had.
Now, standing in front of her bedroom mirror two days later with one earring in and the other still sitting on the dresser, Azzi wasn’t so sure.
Her hangover from the team celebration was long gone.
Unfortunately, the memories weren’t.
She remembered Paige guiding her home. Paige holding her hair back. Paige sitting beside her bed. Paige telling her she wasn’t going to hold Azzi to anything she said while drunk.
And then the morning after.
Their hands tangled together between them.
Paige asking if she was sure before staying.
Paige being careful.
So careful.
Azzi had spent most of the last two days thinking about that.
Which was exactly why going on a date with Riley felt like the smart thing to do.
Probably.
Maybe.
Her phone buzzed.
Riley: I’m downstairs :)
Azzi stared at the message, then at herself. “You agreed to this,” she muttered. She grabbed her jacket and purse before she could talk herself out of it. The elevator ride down felt longer than usual. Azzi tried not to look at the number sixteen when she passed Paige’s floor.
She looked anyway.
The doors didn’t open. For some reason, that made her chest feel strange.
When she reached the lobby, Riley was waiting near the doors.
She smiled immediately. “Hi.”
Azzi’s nerves loosened a little. “Hi.”
Riley looked her over and smiled wider.
“You look really good.”
Azzi felt her cheeks warm. “Thanks.”
“I was going to try to be cooler about it.”
“You failed.”
“Badly.”
Azzi laughed.
That helped.
Riley opened the door for her, and they stepped outside.
Tonight’s date was simpler than the first.
No flowers.
No reservation.
Riley had suggested tacos from a little place downtown and walking through an outdoor market that stayed open late on weekends. Azzi liked that. Less pressure. More movement. Something to look at when conversation became too intimate.
Riley talked while they drove, one hand resting loosely on the wheel. She told Azzi about a customer who had managed to spill three separate drinks in fifteen minutes and somehow blamed the table for all of them.
Azzi laughed.
“He blamed the table?”
“Apparently it had bad energy.”
“That’s insane.”
“I told him I’d speak to management about firing the table.”
Azzi turned toward her, laughing harder.
Riley smiled at the road.
For a while, everything felt easy again.
And Azzi started to believe maybe she had been overthinking.
Maybe she could do this.
Maybe liking Riley didn’t have to mean anything about Paige.
Maybe feelings could overlap without one canceling the other out.
At the taco place, they sat outside beneath string lights, sharing chips and arguing over whether pineapple belonged on anything savory. Riley insisted it did. Azzi threatened to leave.
“You wouldn’t,” Riley said.
“You don’t know me.”
“I know you ordered pineapple salsa five minutes ago.”
Azzi looked down at the bowl between them.
“That’s different.”
“Interesting.”
“Don’t.”
Riley grinned.
Azzi smiled back.
And for a while, she forgot to check her phone. She forgot to wonder if Paige was home. She forgot to think about sixteen floors below eighteen. Almost. After dinner, they walked through the market. There were small stalls selling jewelry, candles, paintings, clothes, handmade soaps.
Riley stopped at nearly every one.
Azzi discovered that Riley was incapable of walking past anything scented without smelling it.
“This one smells like a grandmother’s house,” Riley announced, holding up a candle.
Azzi leaned closer.
“Why does your grandmother’s house smell like cinnamon and cedar?”
“Because she’s elite.”
Azzi laughed.
Riley placed the candle back, then stopped at a small jewelry stand.
There were delicate necklaces laid out over black velvet, tiny charms catching the light.
Riley picked up one shaped like a little basketball.
Azzi groaned.
“No.”
Riley laughed. “What?”
“You’re not buying me basketball jewelry.”
“I wasn’t.”
“You were thinking about it.”
“I was thinking you have trust issues.”
Azzi folded her arms.
Riley set the necklace down.
Then she looked at another one.
A tiny star.
Her expression softened.
Azzi noticed.
Riley picked it up carefully.
“This one’s more you.”
Azzi looked at the necklace.
A small silver star hanging from a thin chain.
Simple.
Pretty.
For some reason, it reminded her of the star Riley used to draw beside her name on coffee cups.
Azzi smiled. “That one I’d allow.”
Riley’s eyebrows lifted. “You’d allow?”
“Don’t push it.”
Riley laughed and put it back.
They kept walking.
By the time they reached the end of the market, the crowd had thinned.
A quiet little courtyard sat between two buildings, lit by warm overhead lights. Music from somewhere nearby drifted faintly through the air.
Riley slowed.
Azzi noticed.
Her stomach fluttered.
Not unpleasantly.
Just enough to make her aware of every inch between them.
Riley stopped near a low stone wall. “So.”
Azzi tucked her hands into her jacket pockets “So.”
Riley smiled nervously. “This is the part where I’m supposed to ask if you’re having a good time.”
“I am.”
“Really?”
Azzi nodded. “Really.”
Riley’s shoulders relaxed. “Good.”
Silence settled.
Not awkward.
Just charged.
Azzi knew what was coming before Riley moved closer.
Riley was giving her plenty of time to step away.
Azzi didn’t.
Her heart started beating faster.
Riley’s eyes searched hers. “Can I kiss you?”
The question hit Azzi harder than she expected.
Because Paige used to ask too.
Not every time.
But in the beginning.
When everything was new and fragile and neither of them knew exactly what they were yet.
Can I kiss you?
Azzi pushed the memory away.
She was here.
With Riley.
Riley was looking at her.
Waiting.
Azzi nodded. “Yeah.”
Riley leaned in.
The kiss was soft. Gentle. Warm. Nothing wrong with it at all. Azzi kissed her back. She let herself. Riley’s hand rested lightly against her waist, not pulling, just touching. Azzi placed one hand against Riley’s arm.
The kiss lasted only a few seconds.
When they separated, Riley stayed close.
Azzi’s eyes remained closed for half a beat longer.
Then she opened them.
Riley was smiling.
Small.
Hopeful.
Azzi smiled back automatically.
“That okay?” Riley asked.
“Yeah.”
And it was.
That was what made the sudden ache in Azzi’s chest so confusing.
It had been good.
Riley was a good kisser.
She had been respectful.
Azzi had wanted it.
So why had the first thing her mind supplied been Paige?
Not even a specific kiss.
Just Paige.
The way Paige used to smile against her mouth when Azzi laughed. The way she would always chase one more kiss when Azzi tried to pull away. The tiny breath Paige would take right before leaning in.
Azzi swallowed.
Riley noticed the shift. “You okay?”
Azzi forced herself back into the moment.
“Yeah.”
Riley studied her for a second. “You sure?”
Azzi nodded. “I’m sure.”
Riley didn’t look entirely convinced, but she didn’t press. Instead, she bumped her shoulder lightly against Azzi’s.
“Come on. I promised you dessert.”
Azzi smiled. “Again?”
“I’m consistent.”
They walked back toward the car.
This time, Riley didn’t reach for Azzi’s hand.
Azzi was grateful.
And disappointed.
Both feelings sat uncomfortably beside each other.
The drive back was quieter.
Still comfortable.
But Azzi spent more time looking out the window.
She told herself she wasn’t thinking about Paige.
She thought about Paige almost the entire way.
When Riley pulled up in front of the building, Azzi looked up automatically.
Her eyes went to the windows.
Sixteenth floor.
Dark.
Azzi frowned.
Paige was usually home by now.
Or at least some light was usually on.
The kitchen. The living room. Something.
Riley put the car in park. “You’re doing that thing.”
Azzi looked at her. “What thing?”
“Thinking really loudly.”
Azzi laughed softly. “Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize.”
Riley leaned back against the seat.
“Was tonight okay?”
Azzi’s chest tightened.
“Yes.”
“You keep saying okay.”
Azzi looked down at her hands.
Riley waited.
Azzi sighed. “The kiss was good.”
Riley’s mouth twitched. “A glowing review.”
“No, I mean it.”
“But?”
Azzi hated that there was always a but.
She looked back out the window.
Paige’s apartment was still dark.
“I’m trying,” Azzi said quietly.
Riley’s expression softened.
“I know.”
“I don’t want you to feel like some experiment.”
“I don’t.”
“You should.”
“I don’t get to decide that for myself?”
Azzi looked back at her.
Riley shrugged. “I like you. I know you’re complicated right now. I knew that when I asked you out again.”
Azzi swallowed. “You kissed me anyway.”
“You said yes.”
That mattered.
Azzi nodded.
Riley smiled faintly.
“I’m not trying to beat Paige.”
Azzi’s chest tightened at the name. “I know.”
“Good.” Riley paused. “Because I probably can’t.”
Azzi immediately frowned. “Don’t say that.”
Riley gave a small laugh. “I’m not insulting myself.”
“It sounds like you are.”
“I’m saying history is history. She knows parts of you I don’t. That doesn’t automatically mean she’s better for you.”
Azzi went quiet.
Riley continued gently.
“And just because you thought about her when I kissed you doesn’t mean the kiss was a mistake.”
Azzi’s eyes snapped toward her.
Riley gave her a knowing look. “You have an expressive face.”
Azzi covered her face with one hand. “Oh my God.”
Riley laughed. “I’m sorry.”
“This is humiliating.”
“It’s really not.”
Azzi lowered her hand.
“You’re weirdly calm about this.”
“I told you. Barista. I deal with emotional disasters before breakfast.”
Azzi smiled reluctantly.
Riley reached over and squeezed her hand once.
“Go inside.”
Azzi looked at their hands.
“Okay.”
“And don’t spiral.”
“That sounds unrealistic.”
“Try.”
Azzi smiled. “Good night, Riley.”
“Good night, Azzi.”
Azzi stepped out of the car. Before she closed the door, Riley called her name. Azzi leaned down.
Riley smiled.
“For the record, I’d still like to see you again.”
Azzi’s heart softened. “I’d like that too.”
This time, she meant it.
Riley drove away.
Azzi stood outside the building for a moment.
Then she looked up again.
Sixteen.
Dark.
Why was that bothering her?
Paige had a life. Paige had friends. Paige didn’t have to sit home waiting. In fact, Azzi had explicitly told her she couldn’t keep hovering. So why did Azzi suddenly feel abandoned?
She stepped into the lobby. The elevator ride up was silent. At sixteen, the doors didn’t open. Azzi stared at them anyway. Then the elevator continued to eighteen. She went inside her apartment. Dropped her purse on the counter. Took off her shoes. Walked toward the windows.
Paige’s apartment was still dark. Azzi stood there longer than she wanted to admit.
Maybe Paige was at the gym. Maybe she was with Zaza. Maybe she went out.
Maybe—
Maybe someone had asked Paige on a date.
The thought arrived uninvited.
Azzi’s stomach twisted.
She immediately frowned at herself. “That’s ridiculous.”
Paige had just ended things with Maya. She had literally admitted she was still in love with Azzi. She wasn’t going on a date. Probably.
Azzi looked toward her phone.
No messages from Paige.
That bothered her too.
There was usually something. A team question. A random reminder. A stupid meme in the group chat that Paige would privately send again because she thought Azzi missed it.
Nothing.
Azzi changed into pajamas. Washed her face. Took out her earrings.
Still nothing.
By eleven-thirty, she was in bed staring at her ceiling.
She thought about Riley kissing her. Then Paige. Then Riley. Then Paige.
She groaned and pulled the blanket over her face.“This is stupid.”
Her phone buzzed.
Azzi shot upright.
Riley.
Riley: Made it home. Thanks for tonight :)
Azzi smiled.
Azzi: Thank you. I had fun.
She hesitated.
Azzi: And the kiss really was good lol.
Riley responded almost immediately.
Riley: That sounded like you were filling out a survey.
Azzi laughed.
Azzi: 4.8 stars.
Riley: Damn, what costed me the .2?
Azzi: Inflation.
Azzi smiled at her screen. Then the conversation slowed. Azzi put her phone down. The room became quiet again. And somehow, despite having just spent hours with Riley, Azzi felt more aware of Paige than ever. She wondered where Paige was. Whether Paige had eaten. Whether Paige was still sleeping badly.
She wondered—
Azzi sat up.
No.
She was not texting Paige.
She had gone on a date. Kissed Riley. Then immediately texting her ex because the ex’s windows were dark would be completely insane.
Azzi lay back down.
Thirty seconds passed.
She picked up her phone again.
Opened Paige’s contact.
Typed:
Azzi: You alive?
She stared at it.
Deleted it.
Typed:
Azzi: Where are you?
Deleted.
Too possessive.
She tried again.
Azzi: Did you end up working out tonight?
She stared.
That was normal. Teammate normal. Completely normal.
She sent it.
Instant regret.
Azzi dropped the phone onto the mattress. “Why did I do that?”
The message showed delivered. No response.
One minute. Three. Five.
Azzi checked again.
Nothing.
Her irritation grew alongside something suspiciously close to anxiety.
Finally, around midnight, her phone buzzed.
Paige: Yeah. Stayed late at the facility. Just leaving now.
Azzi released a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. Then she frowned.
Why was she relieved?
Azzi: This late?
Three dots appeared.
Paige: Couldn’t sleep anyway. Figured I’d get shots up.
Azzi immediately pictured Paige alone in the gym. Exhausted. Sweating through her shirt. Punishing herself again.
Her fingers moved before she could stop them.
Azzi: You need sleep too.
Paige: I know.
Paige: You have fun tonight?
Azzi stared at the question. Paige knew. Of course she knew. Azzi could lie. She didn’t.
Azzi: Yeah.
A pause.
Paige: Good.
There it was again.
That polite little word.
Good.
Azzi suddenly hated it.
Azzi: Riley kissed me.
She sent it.
Her entire body went still. “What the hell?”
Why had she done that?
She could not take it back.
The typing bubble appeared. Disappeared. Appeared again. Disappeared.
Azzi watched it for nearly a full minute.
Finally:
Paige: Okay.
Azzi’s jaw tightened.
Okay?
That was it?
After all that jealousy? After waiting up for her last time? After admitting she still loved her?
Azzi: Okay?
The response came faster.
Paige: What am I supposed to say to that?
Azzi stared.
She didn’t know.
That was the problem.
Azzi: Nothing.
Paige replied:
Paige: Azzi.
Azzi locked her phone.
She was annoyed now. Completely irrationally annoyed. She tossed the phone onto the nightstand. It buzzed again. She ignored it. Then again.
Azzi sighed and picked it up.
Paige: I told you I was going to stop making my feelings your problem. I’m jealous. Obviously.
Azzi’s chest tightened.
Then:
Paige: But I’m not going to punish you for living your life.
Azzi reread the message. Some of her irritation disappeared, replaced by something worse. Guilt. And longing.
She typed slowly.
Azzi: I didn’t tell you to make you jealous.
That was only partially true.
Paige apparently knew it.
Paige: Maybe a little.
Azzi: Shut up.
Paige: You asked.
Azzi: I literally did not.
Paige: You said “Riley kissed me” with zero context at midnight.
Azzi buried her face in her pillow.
Unfortunately, Paige had a point.
Her phone buzzed again.
Paige: Did you like it?
Azzi stopped. That question felt different. Not sharp. Not accusing. Just vulnerable. Azzi stared at the screen.
Then answered honestly.
Azzi: I think so.
A long pause.
Paige: That sounds convincing.
Azzi’s chest hurt.
Azzi: It was good. She didn’t do anything wrong.
Pauge: But?
Azzi smiled sadly.
She typed:
Azzi: I thought about you.
No response.
Thirty seconds. A minute.
Finally:
Paige: Azzi.
She could hear Paige saying her name in her head. Soft. Warning. Hopeful. Scared.
Azzi: I’m not saying it means anything.
Paige: I know.
That should have been comforting.
It wasn’t.
Azzi: Are you home yet?
Paige: Elevator.
Azzi looked toward her bedroom door. Then the clock.
Then, she texted something she would most definitely regret later.
hey im wondering if you know the fic where paige was letting azzi win, i think it was fortnite and they were playing with kk and ice and they realize it
tysm
Not ringing a bell but I will put this on the tags because I also want to read this lol
EDIT: an anon found it. Ty anon https://www.tumblr.com/anonity/784372009902702592/loser
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Paige Bueckers is the franchise star player of the Dallas Wings. She's known to be this generational talent both in basketball and in... women, apparently. Azzi Fudd, one of the most known names in the model industry. doesn't care about basketball nor this 'Paige Bueckers' that her best friend has been fawning over. So, when her best friend got her courtside season tickets to the game, she's forced to attend. From the moment she locks eyes with the star player, she knew Paige was nothing but trouble.
Girl code exists for a reason. Azzi knows better than to cross that line. Well, the only problem is... she wants to. and Paige seems more than willing to break them with her.
first quarter being mostly text scripts! happy ready everyone and tell me your thoughts 💭
read chapter one, two & three here. thank you for all the love!unexpected game's playlist here!! ❤️🔥
—。 Presented and written by, azzidefender.
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chapter four : move four
unknown : hey
unknown : just wanted to check up on u
unknown : you good? you were pretty wasted last night princess.
azzi : ???
azzi : who is this
unknown : does anyone else calls you princess?
azzi : paige?
unknown : the one and only 😌
azzi : how did you get my number?
unknown : damn. not even a hello or a good morning, princess? 🙁
azzi : paige.
unknown : got it from ur manager, me and mack are practically besties now 😎
“really.” was all azzi managed to say, deadpanning with her arms crossed as she heard the front door of her hotel room opening. her manager walked in with a handful of paper bags, one of them unmistakably from azzi’s favorite salad wrap shop nearby, the one she always ordered whenever she was in paris.
mackenzie placed everything on the coffee table before taking off her shades. she lifted her right hand, palm facing azzi, silently signaling her to stop.
“i know what you’re gonna say, and before you say it, she contacted me through her manager first. at three in the morning, azzi. if that doesn’t scream effort, i don’t know what will.”
she chuckled at the end, shaking her head. “i feel bad for michelle, though.” poor azzi, who still looked completely lost and extremely hungover, furrowed her brows.
“who’s michelle?”
“oh, paige’s manager. we’re practically friends now.”the shorter woman shrugged as she began unpacking azzi’s breakfast from the paper bag, completely unfazed by the brunette’s increasingly confused expression.
“you’re joking.”
“not really, no.”
“kenz.”
“az.”
“you gave her my number?”
“i gave michelle your number.” mackenzie corrected.
“that’s the same thing.”
“she’s a stranger!”
mackenzie narrowed her eyes, “that’s not what you said yesterday,” her manager added. “besides, i guess i kinda owed her…” azzi, still in terrible confusion, replied, “what on earth could you possibly owe paige bueckers, mack?”
mackenzie stared at her, unamused. “you don’t remember?”
“i was drunk, of course i don’t remember.”
mackenzie sighed, lifting her eyebrows. “so you don’t remember clinging onto her?”
“what!”
the brunette’s eyes widened at that, finally straightening her back against the headboard. unfortunately, the movement came with another raging pulse of pain shooting through her head, making her wince as she pressed a hand to her temple.
her clinging onto paige?
no, no, no.
this had to be a joke.
she could vaguely remember bits and pieces of what had happened last night. she’d been enjoying herself with her friends at the after party, laughing and drinking until the crowd gradually became too overwhelming. eventually, she’d gotten overstimulated and made her way to the bar, hoping to put some distance between herself and everyone else while having a few drinks alone.
then some guy had come over and said something stupid to hit on her.
and then…
oh.
realization slowly settled over the model’s senses as the memory came rushing back. the blonde had been there. paige had been there.
but still, clinging onto her? that was a bit much.
she definitely hadn’t been clinging onto her,
…right?
“here, take some advil and drink this before you eat your breakfast.” the shorter woman came up to the side of the bed, holding out a couple of pills along with a carton of coconut water.
“be ready to leave in two hours. we’ve got a flight to catch, you have a shoot in mexico.” she handed them to the brunette, who only sulked in response before reluctantly accepting them.
azzi chugged down the pills and sweet liquid, swallowing them both before wiping her mouth with the sleeve of her sweatshirt. “at least i didn’t embarrass myself in front of her, right?” she asked, seemingly unable to let the topic go as she handed mackenzie the empty carton.
mackenzie accepted it, offering her a pitiful smile before shaking her head. “you don’t wanna know that, sweetie...” which earned a groan from the model, who shoved her head back against the pillow, already regretting even drinking yesterday.
her phone, tossed carelessly onto the bed, suddenly buzzed again. she assumed it was still another message from the star player.
unknown : you didn’t answer my question princess.
unknown : azzi ???
unknown : answer meee
unknown : helloo
unknown : don’t just read it bro 😐
unknown : azzi.
unknown : princess.
unknown : bighead.
azzi : what
unknown : ohhh so you reply to bighead, huh?
the brunette huffed, glaring down at the phone in her hand. mackenzie swore she could see the death grip azzi had on it, like she might actually crush the thing if she squeezed any harder.
did paige ever do anything besides get on her nerves?
“you should thank her, you know.” mackenzie took the now empty paper bags, skimming the room before putting her shades back on. she glanced at the watch on her wrist before continuing, “she accompanied you when i couldn’t find you. who knows what would’ve happened while you were drunk? there’s a bunch of weirdos out there.”
azzi scoffed, pouting. “yeah, she’s the weirdo. you should be worried about her being around me.” she glanced down at her phone, the screen still lit.
“hmm, she didn’t look like she did anything weird when i saw you two there. seemed like she was just trying to protect you and keep you company.” mackenzie shrugged. “you also looked like you were enjoying her company.”
she ended with a knowing look before heading toward the door. “don’t forget to eat your breakfast. i’ve got to meet up with your stylist for next week. i’ll be back in two hours. preferably, you’ll be out of your pajamas and not looking hungover.”
“okay, mom. thank you.” azzi rolled her eyes, earning a quiet huff of laughter from mackenzie as she shut the door behind her.
azzi sighed, looking back down at her phone. she opened the unknown contact, staring at the number for a moment before changing the name. a small smile tugged at the corners of her lips.
menace : are you seriously ignoring me again bro.
azzi : you’re so annoying
menace : wow, and here i was worried about u.
the model furrowed her brows in confusion. paige being worried about her? why? had she done something concerning yesterday that would’ve given her a reason to worry?
azzi : why would you be worried abt me?
menace typing…
menace : i worded that out wrong
menace : i meant, i was just checking if you survived.
azzi : well, i’m texting you now, aren’t i?
menace : ok ms. obvious 🙄
menace : you don’t remember anything from last night?
azzi thought about it, this time harder than earlier. trying to piece together the blurry memories from last night. she remembered the outline of it—taking way too many shots, dancing with her friends, some weird guy hitting on her, and paige.
oh, wait.
she remembered talking to the player. nothing too specific, just some random conversation and… laughing. and then she—
i fucking laid my head on her shoulder.
shit.
azzi : no, not really.
menace : oh.
menace : nothing at all?
azzi : nope, why?
menace typing…
menace : nothing, nvm.
menace : just forget abt it.
menace : srry to text you out of nowhere, hope your hangover isn’t too bad.
azzi unconsciously nibbled at her lower lip, mulling over mackenzie’s words from earlier.
you should thank her.
she tapped the back of her phone with the freshly manicured nails, staring at her and paige’s chatroom on the screen.
if what mackenzie said was true—which she didn’t really doubt, considering most of what she could remember from last night somehow involved paige. then…
azzi : paige?
menace : yeah
azzi : thank you
menace : for??
azzi : accompanying me last night.
azzi : until mack came.
azzi : and sorry if i was being too…
azzi : clingy.
menace : so u do remember 😏
menace : my pleasure, princess.
menace : and for the clingy part?
menace : i actually kinda liked it.
azzi dropped her phone so abruptly that it bounced off the edge of the bed and smacked against the hard marble floor.
“fuck.”
she winced, leaning over the edge of the bed to reach for it, her upper body practically hanging off the mattress while the rest of her remained firmly planted. thank god for her thick phone case. the screen was still perfectly intact, the phone seemingly landing on its side instead of flat against the marble.
this was all paige’s fault.
who in their right mind would say some shit like that?
paige bueckers, apparently.
menace : princess, you still there?
menace : bro, again 😑
azzi : shut up.
menace : oh ur back 😁
azzi : what’s the smily face for?
azzi : aren’t you supposed to be busy and stuff?
it’s true, isn’t the star player supposed to be busy. with basketball and other sport promotional stuff? it is still in the middle of the season, after all.
menace : hahaha
menace : it’s ‘and stuff’ rn.
menace : and it’s still 7 in the morning, mama.
menace : no practice till i come back to dallas tmrw.
the brunette’s stomach did something stupid all of a sudden. first she calls me princess, then bighead, and now mama? seriously, what’s next, your majesty?
azzi : don’t call me that.
menace : what
menace : mama?
azzi: yes, that.
menace : oh okay
menace : sorry mama.
talking to paige is like talking to a brick wall, except this brick wall somehow gets on all her nerves. azzi huffs a breath, before continuing to type.
azzi : why do i even bother 😒
menace : wbu
azzi : what abt me?
menace : are u not busy and stuff? 🧐
azzi : if i was, i wouldn’t be texting you.
menace : can’t you ever just answer my question, bighead.
azzi : i have a flight in 2 hours.
menace : oh cool.
menace : where to?
azzi : why do you wanna know?
menace : azzi 😐
azzi : mexico 🙄
menace : oof long flight.
menace typing…
azzi : just say it paige
azzi : don’t type and delete, type and delete.
menace : i was taking my time impatient princess.
menace : i was gonna ask if u wanted to hang today
menace : but u got plans so…
and even azzi didn’t know where it came from. her fingers just typed it before she could think twice, hitting send before her brain could catch up—or, more importantly, before she could take it back.
azzi : i’m free on saturday.
menace : deal.
azzi : wait
menace : nope, no take backs princess.
azzi : ugh
azzi : ur so annoying.
menace : i’ve been told 100 times now
menace : by you.
azzi : that’s cause u are 😒
she knows she shouldn’t, but part of her wants to believe this is some kind of repayment, or at least something she owed the blonde after last night. a hangout that the player had wanted simply to make it up to her. but deep down, she knows that’s not all true.
menace : oh shoot
menace : fuck.
azzi : what?
menace : i just checked my schedule
menace : i have a game on saturday 😞
azzi : ???
azzi : ok? does your game last the whole day or what.
menace : aww, you’ll wait f’me? 🥰
azzi : don’t make it weird.
menace : i’ve got a better idea!
menace : can you just come to my game?
come to a game? what if julia sees? what if the fans see? the brunette chewed on the inside of her cheek, contemplating. but was it really that bad? she could just go to watch the game, right? except—no. that was even more suspicious. she wasn’t even remotely interested in basketball. julia would know something was up immediately.
azzi : yeah, i don’t know abt that paige…
menace : what! why not? ☹️
azzi : there’s a lot of people
menace : so?
azzi : so if they saw us interacting, people would probably make rumors of us.
menace : people can’t be friends?
azzi : who told you we’re friends?
menace : what? you wanna be more? 😏
azzi : it’s pointless talking to u.
menace : hahaha
menace : no but seriously princess.
menace : it’s fine, we can just interact after the game
menace : then maybe go grab somethin’ to eat?
the model contemplated again.
i guess… i could always make up some excuse?
something believable enough to explain why she’d suddenly be at a basketball game without making it look like she actually wanted to be there. yeah, she could totally do that.
azzi : fine…
azzi : how much is a wnba ticket anyway?
menace : 😑
menace : i can’t tell if ur being serious or not.
azzi : what? i’ve never bought one and mackenzie can’t know, so i can’t really tell her to order it for me.
menace : wait, why can’t mack know?
azzi : you calling her mack might be the most questionable thing rn.
menace : i told u we’re besties 😌
azzi : say that to michelle
menace : wait my manager? why?
azzi : mackenzie can’t know cause she’ll start questioning a bunch of stuff, and i don’t really wanna deal with all that.
menace : what is there to question?
azzi : ykw paige? just shut up and tell me the price.
menace : wow, rude. 🙄
menace : i’ll tell you tmrw.
azzi : what
azzi : why tomorrow? what if i wanna buy it today?
menace : then, just buy it tomorrow princess.
menace : i’ll send you the link.
azzi : you overcomplicate things.
menace : and you have one hour left to catch your flight.
menace : better start packing princess.
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next day.
4 new messages from menace!
menace : *picture attached*
menace : looking forward to see u courtside again princess 😉
menace : it’s on me.
menace : so don’t even think about it.
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the loudness of the crowd pierced through the venue, just like the first time she’d come here a little less than a month ago—if not even louder.
azzi’s heels clicked against the hardwood floor as she made her way inside. this time, she was dressed much more comfortably than before, ditching the mini skirt for a pair of white jorts and a matching, body hugging long-sleeve athletic jacket. her hair was curled down, with neat braids perfectly lined along the top of her head. to tie the whole look together, she wore a pair of sunglasses, though she took them off the moment she stepped inside the college park center.
a few people had already recognized her, and someone who was apparently sent by paige had escorted her to her seat, one that happened to be directly next to the dallas wings’ bench.
the odds of that being unplanned? very unlikely, azzi thought.
she’d lied to both mackenzie and julia about being here, telling them it was her parents invitation. she knew it was the most convincing excuse, considering both of her parents were absolutely basketball crazy. they’d bought it pretty easily, although jules had wished she could come along if it weren’t for her schedule.
she still felt bad though, lying to her manager and her best friend like this. but it was just a little white lie… at least, that’s what she kept assuring herself. she just wanted to keep things from becoming complicated. surely, it’s no big deal.
after a couple of minutes of watching a weird-looking horse named ‘lightning’ dance around in the middle of the court, the wings players finally started rolling out of the tunnel.
the model’s eyes tore away from her phone, seemingly searching for the player who had been a constant nuisance to her over the past month, only to find those blue eyes already locked onto hers as she jogged down the court.
the blonde smugly smiled and raised her hand halfway before quickly lowering it again, as if she’d just remembered that they weren’t supposed to acknowledge each other in a space full of cameras.
the player stared down at her palm like it had personally betrayed her, muttering something far too low for the younger girl to make out. azzi merely raised an amused eyebrow, a quiet chuckle escaping her as she watched the other’s odd behavior.
and that was pretty much how the rest of the game went. nothing obvious, nothing that anyone with a camera pointed in their direction could really accuse them of.
just tiny glances exchanged whenever the opportunity presented itself.
the older would jog past the sideline and sneak a look toward her, and azzi would pretend she hadn’t noticed, keeping her attention fixed firmly on the court or her phone. except the tiny smile tugging at the corner of her lips always gave her away.
during a timeout, paige caught her eye from across the court and subtly mouthed something.
you came.
azzi narrowed her eyes. well, duh. did paige seriously think she was going to set her up?
obviously.
paige grinned, immediately turning around when one of her teammates looked her way.
though, for some reason, a few of them started teasing her, nudging her shoulders and whispering among themselves. azzi couldn’t be entirely sure, but judging by the way their eyes kept drifting toward her, she had a pretty good idea what—or rather who, they were talking about.
a few possessions later, paige sank a three.
the crowd erupted.
she backpedaled down the court, looking far too pleased with herself. her eyes found azzi almost instantly, and just before turning away, she gave her a quick, shameless wink.
the brunette stared at her for a second, completely dumbfounded that she actually had the audacity to do that. then rolled her eyes so dramatically that paige could probably see it from the court.
idiot.
paige only smiled wider.
another time, the older caught her staring from the free-throw line. paige raised an eyebrow, silently questioning what she was looking at.
azzi simply shook her head and mouthed, nothing.
paige furrowed her brows and pursed her lips, clearly didn’t believe her.
neither did azzi.
by the fourth quarter, the wings star player was practically everywhere.
she scored, assisted, stole, passed, and somehow still found enough energy to keep glancing toward the courtside whenever she could get away with it. every time their eyes met, there was that same little spark of amusement between them—a conversation neither of them needed words for.
hell, azzi didn’t even know what most of that was.
and when the final buzzer sounded, the numbers on the scoreboard told the rest of the story.
38 points. 8 assists. 5 rebounds.
a monstrous performance.
azzi stared at the stat line on the wide screen above her, looking back at paige, who was already looking towards her.
the blonde lifted both eyebrows as if to say, impressed?
azzi crossed her arms and gave her an unimpressed look, not really.
paige laughed from across the court.
yeah.
definitely an idiot, azzi thought.
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“ms.fudd?”
someone called her name not long after the game ended. azzi turned around, recognizing the same man from earlier, the one who had escorted her to her seat.
“will you follow me this way? ms.bueckers is waiting for you.”
azzi figured he was one of the wings security, so she simply nodded and followed him through the tunnel, leaving behind the sea of people slowly making their way out of the arena.
they stopped in front of a door that appeared to lead into the locker room. and, standing just outside in the hallway, was paige.
the blonde was leaning against the wall, head tilted down as she scrolled through something on her phone, looking completely unbothered by the chaos happening around her.
she’d already changed out of her jersey. her hair was still slightly damp, like she’d only just gotten out of the shower, and she was dressed in a black matching tracksuit with clean white detailing running along the sides.
it looked good on her.
the click of her heels seemed to catch the blonde’s attention, making her look up from her phone. azzi noticed the way paige’s eyes slowly traveled over her, taking in her outfit from head to toe.
the tiny hairs along the back of azzi’s neck inexplicably stood on end.
was the older woman… checking her out?
the model shook the thought from her head. so what if she was? paige probably did this to plenty of women, considering her reputation as a player was pretty well known.
and it was paige, for god’s sake. azzi told herself the prickling sensation along her skin was simply because she was uncomfortable under the blonde’s gaze. that had to be it.
“hey princess,” paige finally spoke once her eyes met hers, her gaze lingering for just a second longer than necessary. “who’d you dress up all pretty for?”the blonde raised an eyebrow, a smug little smirk pulling at the corner of her lips.
“is it f’me?”
the brunette rolled her eyes immediately, the ego on this woman was truly remarkable.
“you wish, bueckers.”
paige’s smirk only grew, clearly unconvinced. azzi would never admit it, and honestly, she wasn’t even sure she understood it herself. but she’d spent an unusually long time picking out her outfit today.
normally, she’d leave that sort of thing to her stylist. today, though, she’d insisted on choosing everything herself. not for any particular reason and certainly not for the blonde standing in front of her.
she just felt like putting a little more effort into herself today, that was all. it had absolutely nothing to do with paige.
“so are we just gonna keep standing here, or what?” azzi asked, entirely unimpressed as she crossed her arms over her chest, like she had a thousand other places she could’ve been instead.
which, technically, she did.
paige only chuckled, pushing herself off the wall before gesturing towards the back exit.
“after you, mama.”
azzi’s heart immediately betrayed her. it thudded hard against her chest, heat creeping up her neck and into her cheeks at the stupid nickname.
that fucking nickname.
“i told you not to call me that.” she glared at the blonde, arms still firmly crossed.
paige’s smirk only widened, “you’re cute when you’re flustered, az.” she said it far too casually, her eyes lingering on azzi’s face for a little longer than necessary.
the brunette felt her stomach do something stupid. something she promptly decided was probably annoyance.
“i’m not flustered.”
“sure.”
“i’m not.”
“whatever you say, ma.”
“paige.”
the blonde laughed, clearly far too entertained with herself. the younger huffed and marched toward the exit, determined to leave the blonde behind. she made it approximately three steps before realizing she had absolutely no idea where paige’s car was parked.
or, for that matter, which car was even hers.
behind her, paige let out another quiet laugh before catching up. “do you even know which one is my car, princess?”
“shut up and lead the way.”
the blonde chuckled again, taking the lead with her hands shoved in the pockets of her tracksuit.
“so… where are we going?” azzi asked as they walked out towards the parking lot.
paige glanced over at her. “you hungry yet?”
“not really.”
“good.”
azzi frowned, “good?”
“yeah.”
“that doesn’t answer my question.”
“it’s a surprise.”
azzi gave her a suspicious look. “that sounds unconvincing.”
“you trust me, don’t you?”
“that’s questionable, paige.”
the blonde laughed again, but her eyes suddenly dropped toward azzi’s feet. she stopped walking, “wait.”
azzi turned around, “what?”
paige pointed towards her heels.
azzi looked down at herself, confused.
“you’re wearin’ that?”
“…yes?”
paige stared at her like she’d just discovered a serious flaw in her planning.
“i didn’t think this through.”
“…think what through?”
“i thought you were gonna wear sneakers or something.”
“you didn’t tell me where we were going.”
“fair.”
azzi raised an eyebrow. “so where are we going?”
paige waved her off. “never mind.”
“paige.”
“just trust me.”
“that’s becoming a concerning phrase.”
“you’ll see, bighead.”
they continued walking toward the parking lot, paige occasionally glancing down at azzi’s heels like they were personally inconveniencing her.
azzi noticed, “you know, if this surprise requires me to walk ten miles, i’m going home.”
“it doesn’t.”
“good.”
“…i think.”
“paige, seriously?”
“‘m kidding!” the blonde grinned as she made her way over to her car. azzi trailing behind, “you’re annoying.”
“you knew that already. and yet, you still wanted to hangout w’me princess.”
azzi looked at her with a straight face, “don’t make me regret it.” which paige only smiled to, while she opened the passenger door for her.
“after you, m’lady.”
azzi paused before getting in, “you know, you could just tell where we’re going.”
“where’s the fun in that?”
“you’ve made this unnecessarily mysterious.”
“that’s because i like watching you get impatient.”
“i’m not impatient.”
“you’ve asked me where we’re going three times, az.”
“who knows, maybe you’re a secret serial killer.”
paige rolled her eyes, “sure i am, mama.”
azzi huffed and climbed into the car. the older shut the door behind her, walking around to the driver’s side. “and for the record,” she said as she got in, “you’re going to thank me later.”
“for what?”
“the surprise.”
“we’ll see about that…” azzi buckled her seatbelt, “i’m not so easy to please, bueckers.”
the player lips curled into a slow, knowing smirk, clearly taking that as a challenge rather than a warning. “good,” she said, starting the car.
“i like a challenge.”
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“…an arcade?”
“an arcade.”
azzi stared through the windshield at the building in front of them, then slowly turned her head toward paige. “why are we here?” the older unbuckled her seatbelt and looked over at her like the answer should’ve been obvious. “have you ever been to one?”
the blonde stared at her for a long second before thinning her lips into a straight line. “you’re no fun.”
“what?”
“who only goes to an arcade once when they’re six?”
the model shrugged, “people with better things to do.”
“like what, azzi?”
“work.”
“boring.”
the younger rolled her eyes, reaching for the door handle. “says the professional basketball player.”
“exactly,” paige replied, placing the keys in her pocket. “i’m fun.”
“that’s debatable.”
“oh, we’re startin’ already?”
“you started it.”
azzi was about to step out when she noticed paige looking down at her feet again.
“hold on, ma.”
“what now, paige?”
paige pointed at her heels. “you’re not wearing those in there.” azzi looked down at her heels, then back at her. “why not?”
“because we’re going to an arcade, azzi.”
“and?”
“and you’re going to be walking around all night in those?”
the brunnete shrugged, “i’ll survive.”
“nope, not happening.” paige reached into the back seat and pulled out a pair of her own nike slides, holding them out toward her. “put these on.”
azzi stared at them, then at paige. “absolutely not.”
“azzi.”
“i’m not wearing your slippers.”
“why?”
“because they’re yours.”
“yes, i’m aware.” paige stared at her like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “it’s either this or i’m carrying you later. i’m not tryna’ have your feet hurting, princess.”
the younger girl’s lips curled into an unamused pout as she rolled her eyes, reluctantly taking the slides from her. “fine.” she slipped out of her heels, replacing them with paige’s slides before glancing down at her feet.
why did paige even care so much?
it was just a pair of heels. she’s used to wearing it for hours. yet somehow, the blonde was making sure she was comfortable like it actually mattered to her.
“there, happy?”
“very. thank you for listening, princess.”
azzi looked up at her, meeting paige’s gaze with a dull, unimpressed stare that somehow did nothing to hide the faint warmth creeping into her cheeks.
paige held her gaze for a moment, a soft smile playing on her lips. then, almost casually, she reached over and gave the underside of azzi’s chin a light tap with her finger.
“c’mon.”
before the brunette could think of a response, paige turned and hopped out of the car. azzi sat there for a second, staring at the closed door.
…what the hell was that?
the moment they stepped inside, azzi was hit with the familiar chaos of an arcade. flashing lights, colorful machines, electronic music, and the occasional sound effect blaring from somewhere in the distance.
except… something felt off.
azzi looked around, there were barely any people. she glanced toward paige. “why is it so empty?”
the blonde shrugged, casually shoving her hands into the pockets of her tracksuit. “maybe because it’s late. not a lot of people come around this time.”
azzi frowned, “don’t people usually come to arcades at night?”
“maybe everyone had better things to do.”
azzi looked at her suspiciously, “like what?” she already knew what was coming.
paige grinned, “work.”
“very funny.” the model deadpanned. paige laughed and grabbed a handful of game tokens from the counter.
“let’s go.”
“where?”
“everywhere.”
and somehow, within minutes, azzi found herself laughing.
they started with air hockey, where paige immediately became far too competitive. she leaned over the table, eyes narrowed in concentration as she tried to block every shot azzi sent her way.
“you’re cheating,” paige accused after azzi scored again. the brunette stared at her incredulously. “how am i cheating?”
“you have to be.”
“because i’m beating you?”
“exactly.”
“that’s not how cheating works, paige.” which the blonde replied with pointing accusingly at the table. “you did something.”
“i hit the puck.”
“you said you went to the arcade, once!”
“i guess i’m just that good.” azzi smiled, shaking her head as she leaned against the edge of the machine.“you’re such a sore loser.”
“i’m not losing.”
“you literally are.”
“rematch.”
“you just lost.”
the player groaned, the sound coming out dangerously close to a whine.
“azziii, rematch.”
she acts like a five year old. the younger rolled her eyes but inserted another token.
“…fine.”
the blonde immediately beamed like a toddler being served candy, and the brunette might found the apple of her cheeks just a bit…cute.
they moved from air hockey to skeeball, where paige somehow managed to miss the easiest targets and then blamed the machine, again. after that came one of those ridiculous zombie-shooting games, where azzi nearly jumped out of her seat when something suddenly appeared on screen. the blonde laughed so hard she nearly dropped the plastic gun.
“that scared me!”
the blonde who was still crouched forward laughing, replied wheezing. “you screamed.”
“i did not.”
“azzi, the entire arcade heard you.”
“no one’s even here, so shut up.”
“you’re adorable.”
“i hate you.”
“no, you don’t.”
azzi ignored her. mostly because she wasn’t sure what to say to that. a week ago, she would’ve definitely said it was true. but she’s not so sure now.
eventually, they wandered over to the basketball game. the brunette folded her arms, already expecting paige to dominate.
“now, this is unfair.” she said, stepping aside with a pout on her face. “you literally do this for a living.”
paige cracked her knuckles dramatically. “watch and learn, princess.”
…which didn’t end up so well because the first shot bounced off the rim. azzi blinked, unimpressed. though, she lets it go since it was the first try.
the second barely touched the net. by the fourth miss, the model was staring in disbelief as a grin took over her features. “are you serious?”
“shut up.”
another shot bounced off the backboard and azzi bursted out laughing. “how are you this bad at basketball?”
“i’m warming up.”
“you’ve missed like, seven.”
“i said i’m warming up.”
“paige, the ball is literally the size of your palm.”
“azzi.”
“what?”
“stop talking.”
paige was clearly starting to get irritated, and azzi? she was loving every second of it. finally, for once, she was the one getting under the blonde’s skin.
the older took another shot and it still missed. the brunette laughter even harder, covering her mouth as she watched paige’s expression slowly change from amused to offended.
“this is embarrassing.”
“okay,” paige’s smile disappeared, she rolled the sleeves of her tracksuit higher, pushing them past her forearms before grabbing another ball. “now you’re making it personal.”
azzi’s giggled faded as her eyes dropped without meaning to.
just for a second.
she noticed the veins running along the older’s forearm, the subtle definition beneath her skin as she tightened her grip around the ball.
azzi immediately looked back at the screen. paige glanced sideways at her, seeming to caught her in action. “you good?”
“fine.”
“you sure?”
“yes.”
“you were staring.”
azzi’s head snapped toward her, “i wasn’t.”
paige’s mouth curved into a knowing smile, “sure.”
“just play.”
“whatever you say, princess.” paige turned back toward the machine, looking far too pleased with herself. and somehow, after that, she started making almost every shot.
azzi stared at the scoreboard. “oh, now you can play?” raising her eyebrows.
“told you, i was warmin’ up.”
“still missed seven in a row.”
“precision takes time, ma.”
azzi rolled her eyes, though the smile threatening to appear on her face betrayed her. by the time they reached mario kart, azzi had stopped pretending she wasn’t having fun.
she sat forward in the little arcade seat, gripping the wheel with both hands, her eyes completely fixed on the screen. paige was beside her, equally focused, except she kept glancing over whenever she thought azzi wasn’t paying attention.
“don’t you dare,” azzi warned.
“what?”
“you know what.”
the older’s grin widened, “i’m literally not doing anything.”
“you’re about to hit me with that shell.”
“maybe…”
“paige.”
the blonde snickered as she launched it which caused azzi’s kart spun out.
“you—”
the blonde immediately burst into laughter, nearly losing control of her own kart.
“you’re dead.”
“you can’t kill me in mario kart, bro.”
“watch me.” the brunette leaned closer to the screen, determined. and somehow, against all odds, she crossed the finish line first. she stared at the results screen for a moment before slowly turning toward paige.
“did i just beat you?”
paige looked at the screen, then at azzi. “…no.”
“it says first place, paige.”
“the machine is wrong.”
azzi’s grin grew, “you lost, again. stop blaming the machine and own it up like a true sportsman.”
“i let you win. there’s a difference.”
“mhm, keep telling yourself that.”
“i did.”
“damn, i’m an arcade master.” azzi uttered a bit smug, which caused paige to shake her head, but there was a grin tugging at her lips.
“you’re enjoying this way too much.”
“maybe i am bueckers, you got a problem with that?” the model replied sassily, facing the blonde.
for a moment, neither of them said anything. the colorful lights from the machines flickered across paige’s face, while the arcade remained quiet around them. azzi peered at her, suddenly aware of how close they were sitting.
paige looked back, and azzi thinks, she must’ve been looking for awhile. neither of them moved. then after a few long seconds, the older finally broke the silence with a grin. “rematch?”
azzi rolled her eyes, already reaching for the wheel again. “you’re so desperate.”
“what? you scared?”
“shh, losers aren’t allowed to talk.”
paige pursed lips, grumbling. and azzi couldn’t stop herself from smiling, dimples deep this time.
she hadn’t expected any of this. she hadn’t expected to laugh this much, or to actually enjoy herself, or to forget about everything waiting for her outside those doors for a few hours.
and, perhaps most surprisingly, she hadn’t expected to enjoy spending time with paige quite this much.
which was probably the most concerning part of all.
still, it was nothing.
this was just her way of repaying paige for accompanying her at the after-party that night. that was all. a simple thank you and nothing more.
synopsis: everything was fine until Paige walked into the bedroom looking… delicious. Azzi just couldn’t help herself; she had to get her hands on paige.
content warnings: smut with no plot, sexual content: strap warming, markings, dirty talk, teasing, a little finger sucking. dominant paige, submissive azzi. streamer! Paige is in this if you squint.
wc: 3k
authors note: hi I hope you enjoy reading this. I’m sorry that it’s so short. also I did a half-ass job editing this. (I only proofread like 20% of this. but anyways ☺️) I was gonna finish proofreading after the game but…I’m pissed rn.
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The light above Azzi’s body shone onto her skin causing her to become warm even though the room was ice-cold. She was curled up, with a book against her legs while she turned to the next page. Her attention drifted off of the book when Paige walked into the room in nothing but a sports bra and sweatpants.
Azzi found herself looking more into the side of Paige’s face. Her eyes watched as Paige’s jaw tightened in frustration and how quickly her hands moved on the controller. The sight caused her to rub her legs together subconsciously hoping that it would help the throbbing pain that had just formed in between her legs.
Her mouth watered in want of tasting the strawberry chapstick that was always on Paige’s lips. Azzi sucked at her bottom lip already imagining the sweet taste on them. The pain in between became too much for her to bear. She got up from her spot and crawled over in the direction Paige was sitting in her chair.
Azzi’s eyes lingered over Paige's computer trying to see if she was playing a game with one of her friends. Good, she’s actually playing alone for once, Azzi thought, pulling the satin straps that were resting on her shoulders down, allowing them to slide down her arm
She fully got off of the bed when an idea formed in her head. She walked out of the room and came back with a bowl filled with washed green grapes. Azzi walked over to Paige and rested her hip against the wooden desk when she was just an inch away from Paige.
“Here, you need to eat babe,” Azzi said, offering the bowl out to Paige for her to take a grape from it.
Paige moved her eyes off of her screen to look at Azzi, “nah-, I’m good mama. I’m not hungry.”
Azzi made a sour face at that. She grabbed one of the grapes and pressed it against Paige’s lips. A smile plastered onto her face from how she didn’t have to say anything. Paige understood the message and opened her mouth for Azzi to feed her.
A faint sound of a moan left Paige’s mouth from the sour but also sweet taste hitting her taste buds. She dragged her tongue over her lips to collect the juices when she was done chewing. She opened her mouth again hoping that Azzi was gonna feed her another grape.
Azzi smiled at that and continued to feed Paige until the bowl was empty. Her face scrunched a little at how sticky her fingers were. Instead of going to the bathroom to wash them she pressed her fingers against Paige’s mouth, letting her digits weigh down Paige’s bottom lip.
“Suck them.”
Paige nodded her head and did exactly what Azzi told her to do. Her cheeks hollowed against Azzi’s fingers from how hard she was sucking. She bobbed her head against the digits looking at Azzi while she did so and slowly pull her mouth off of Azzi’s fingers.
She then looked away from Azzi’s eyes to look down at Azzi’s breasts that were on full display for her. “I rather suck these instead,” Paige said.
Azzi smirked. “I mean nothing is stopping you.”
“You ain’t gotta tell me twice,” Paige mumbled, reaching out to grab Azzi’s hips to pull her closer to her. One of her hands trailed up to grab at Azzi’s boob squeezing it a few times and then eventually wrapped her lips around the hard nipple.
The soft strands of Paige’s hair made contact with the tips of Azzi’s fingers as she glided them through her hair. Azzi tucked a few strands behind Paige’s ear to get it out of her face. She moaned at how Paige trailed her other hand up to knead at her other breast.
Azzi bit the bottom of her lip, using her hand in Paige’s hair to pull her head away from her chest. A faint laugh fell from her lips from not being able to hold it in anymore. “Babe, don’t pout,” she said.
“Why did you pull me away?” Paige asked, batting her eyes a bit trying to make Azzi feel bad so she could latch back onto her nipple.
“I wanna feel you.”
“You are feelin’ me.”
“No, Paige. I wanna feel you inside of me,” Azzi clarified.
Paige smiled. “You don’t even gotta say anything else,” she said, leaning over trying to grab the mouse so she could exit the game she was playing.
Azzi stopped Paige’s hand, “No. I want you to play the game while you're inside of me.”
Paige nodded her head. “M’kay. Go get the strap f’me.”
Azzi ran over to the chest of drawers to grab the silicone strap. Her tits bounced as she moved. At this point her shirt was useless. The straps were now down to her elbows, and the neckline of her shirt was tucked underneath her boobs. Her nipples were coated in Paige’s spit and still hard in need of attention.
When she made it back over to Paige the blonde had her sweatpants off along with her boxers. The only thing she had on was a sports bra. Azzi handed the harness to Paige watching her girlfriend slide the straps up her legs and fastened the straps until they were snug on her hips.
Paige patted her lap, “come on ma,” she groaned, helping azzi take off her satin shorts that hugged her ass and hips. “You don’t have underwear on?” She asked with a grin.
“God forbid I don’t wanna wear underwear,” Azzi argued, kicking the shorts that were at her ankles out of the way. Her palms clung onto Paige’s boarded shoulders to help herself get situated in the streamers lap.
Her girlfriend was no help; she kept grabbing at her ass impatiently and feeling up on her sides. “Stop-, I can’t focus when you touch me like that,” Azzi rasped out, trying to settle her legs in a comfy position.
“M’sorry,” Paige half apologized but didn’t take her hands off of Azzi’s waist. She slid one hand over Azzi’s belly piercing playing with the jewelry, “I love this piercing so much,” she groaned not taking her eyes off of it.
Azzi used one of her hands to move it in between her legs, grabbing the silicon dildo. “Shit-,” she moaned, rubbing the tip through her wet folds. Her left hand moved to cup the side of Paige's neck while she eased the strap into her entrance. A shaky breath left her mouth once all six inches of the purple strap was inside of her.
She leaned her head forward and rested it against Paige’s shoulder. The feeling of being full made her walls tighten around the strap and then soon relaxed once the stinging sensation calmed down. Azzi’s body tensed up when Paige scooted the chair forward with her feet that were planted on the hard floor. One of her hands rested against Azzi’s lower back while her other hand grabbed at her mouse so she could resume her game.
“Fuck-, It’s so deep,” Azzi moaned into Paige’s skin, breathing through her mouth. She let go of Paige’s neck to trail her hand down south and stopped at Paige’s boobs that were covered by the soft fabric of her sports bra.
“Yeah?” Paige rasped out, her words fell directly into Azzi’s ear and her lips skimmed over her ear cartilage as she spoke.
Azzi nodded her head into Paige’s shoulder. “Mhm…I can feel you in my stomach, I swear,” she whimpered, kissing the silicone with her inner walls clamping around it before it let it go. The brunette hissed when Paige slapped her ass at those words.
“Watch your mouth,” Paige mumbled, leaving her left hand to palm Azzi’s ass while her right one moved her mouse around on her desk.
The brunette grinded her hips forward a bit, latching onto the side of Paige’s neck and sucked hard. Her jaw moved from her lips doing a suctioning motion. She pulled away when her lips started hurting, dragging her tongue against the bright red mark a few times. A delicate kiss was placed over the mark before she moved below it to start creating another mark.
Paige tilted her head to the side giving Azzi more room to work with while she still concentrated on her game. “You are gonna have to help me cover those later,” Paige whispered, talking about how she had to stream in about two hours.
Azzi nodded her head against Paige’s neck, unlatching her lips and swiped her tongue over the red skin. “You can just wear a hoodie,” she grunted, rocking her hips just a little and then stopped.
A noise came from Paige’s mouth. “They are still gonna see the marks if I wear a hoodie. Last time I blamed it on how I burned my neck with a curling wand, but I don't think I can use that excuse again.” Paige said, slapping at Azzi’s ass check one more time and smirking at how it jiggled.
Azzi let out a hum in agreement. “Okay,” she whispered, trailing her lips up to suck at the spot directly underneath Paige’s ear. Shivers ran down her spine when Paige had moved her hips fucking the strap deeper into her.
“Hmph—Paige!”
Paige grinned. “What?”
Azzi rocked her hips back and forth and stopped after she did the motion a few times. “I’m not gonna be able to control myself if you keep doing that,” she whined, rolling her eyes up at the blonde to roll out her bottom lip.
The streamer laughed. “M’bad. I didn’t mean to do it,” she apologized, grinning her hips forward one last time acting as if it was an accident.
“God, your so annoying,” Azzi lied, acting as if her entrance wasn’t begging for Paige to fuck her.
“Your pussy says otherwise,” Paige grunted back, referring to how Azzi’s slick dripped from her folds onto Paige’s inner thighs. Azzi gasped at her words and playfully hit her shoulder.
The brunette leaned back to hover her face in front of Paige's. She pierced her lips out silently asking for a kiss. Azzi rolled her eyes when Paige looked at her lips and then looked back at her game. “Bruh-, can you just kiss me?”
Paige shot Azzi a look. “Don’t call me that and ask for one nicely and then I’ll think about it.”
Azzi pouted. “Can I please get a kiss?”
The blonde smiled. “Of course, babygirl,” she said, interlocking their lips together. Paige took her hand off of her mouse to grab onto the side of Azzi’s face. The brunette hummed into the kiss, grinding her lips down while her hands made themselves at home on both of the sides of Paige’s neck.
A cry left Azzi’s lips and traveled into Paige’s mouth from the blonde slapping at her ass cheek again. The slap was so hard that there would definitely be a mark of Paige’s handprint on her ass later.
Paige soothed the slightly pink cheek before moving her hand up and stopped at Azzi’s hip so she could help rock Azzi in her lap. Azzi released Paige’s lips with a moan, “that feels good,” she moaned, rolling her eyes back at the pressure.
“It would feel even better if you rode it.”
Azzi's throat bobbed at that. Fuck it, she thought, lifting herself up by pressing her palms against Paige’s shoulders to lift herself halfway off of the strap and then slamming herself back down. “Fuck-.”
“Just like that babygirl, keep going,” Paige purred, helping Azzi move up and down by holding her waist.
At this point Azzi was crying from finally feeling some type of pleasure. “So good,” she blabbed softly, grinding her hips harder into Paige’s lap to chase after her release. Azzi shoved her face into Paige’s neck nipping at the skin to muffle out the noise that was coming from her mouth.
An even louder cry came out of Azzi’s mouth when Paige had lifted her completely off of the strap. Before she could even complain Paige slammed her back down on the silicone causing a pornographic moan to leave her lips. “Wait-, do that again,” Azzi whimpered, her eyes rolled to the back of her head when Paige did exactly what she asked her to.
“Shit-, I love watching you fall apart on my strap. You’re so needy f’me ma. Coming to me, feeding me fruit with your whole chest on display. It’s like you wanted me to take you then and there.”
Azzi nodded her head. “It’s not my fault you came into the room looking like that. You had me so distracted I couldn’t even focus on my book,” she admitted and then went back to nibbling at Paige’s neck.
Paige grinned at the impact she had on her girlfriend. “Like what? Tell me.”
Azzi removed her head from Paige’s neck so she could look at her properly. “You came in here with nothing but a sports bra and sweatpants that hung so low that I could see your hipbone. And you expected me to stay calm? You made me wet within seconds,” she said, licking her lips as she held eye contact with the blonde.
Somehow those words made Paige feel confident all over. “I should’ve known the second I walked into the room. I could quiet literally feel you eye fucking me,” she groaned, fucking her hips up just to see Azzi’s face scrunch in satisfaction.
Azzi picked up her pace, fully riding Paige’s strap at this point. “No more talking,” she mumbled out breathlessly. Her patience was gone at this point, and her focus was only on one thing: a release
Paige laughed but helped Azzi move her hips faster onto her strap. “Needy as hell,” she mumbled, moving her face in Azzi’s neck to attack the spot that drove Azzi crazy.
Four minutes hadn’t even passed by when Azzi’s eyes started to water. “I’m so close,” she admitted, biting her bottom lip until it stung. The tension in her stomach was starting to become overwhelming—in the best way possible.
“Hold it f’me,” Paige ordered, making Azzi slow her hips down to make Azzi wait longer for her release. She licked away the salty tears that stained the brunette’s cheeks and left small kisses all over Azzi’s face once all the tears were gone.
“Paige—you’re so mean.”
Paige smirked at that. “You like it when I make you hold it in though. So take it like a good girl you are,” she rasped out, connecting their lips again. The kiss was hot, and desperate. Both of them were fighting for dominance, their tongues tangled with one another exchanging saliva. Azzi ended up losing when Paige groped at her ass again; she always lost her train of thought when Paige touched her like that.
The whimper that fell from Azzi's mouth was consumed by Paige's hungry sore lips. When they pulled away, they were both panting and their lungs felt like they were struggling to breathe in oxygen.
The streamer licked her lips and moved forward towards Azzi’s puffy lips to lick up the spit that had dripped down the corner of her mouth. Azzi wrapped her arms fully around Paige’s neck in need of some support to hold her body up. Her legs were burning from the position, and her body was covered in a thin coat of she and Paige’s sweat combined.
She dug her nails into Paige’s shoulder blade. “Paige-, I can’t hold it anymore,” she cried, her voice breaking at the end of her sentence. Azzi’s brown eyes started to water; she was annoyed and so turned on.
Paige grunted. “Cum f’me mama.”
And Azzi did just that. She coated the silicone in her release and her legs trembled from the aftershock. Her vision whitened out a little bit making everything go black and her hips still moved slowly this time working herself through her release. “Fuck-,” she repeated into Paige’s neck at one point she dug her teeth into the side of Paige’s neck because of how powerful her orgasm was.
“Good girl, you did so good f’me,” Paige cooed, rubbing Azzi’s back and gave her girlfriend a few seconds to come back to reality. She gave Azzi a huge grin when the brunette moved her face out of her neck to look at her. “You good? Did I break you?”
Azzi rolled her eyes. “You're actually so annoying,” she groaned, resting her forehead in the middle of the blonde’s chest.
Paige shrugged, “for a second I thought you passed out,” she teased, wincing when Azzi playfully slapped her shoulder with a sulk. Another laugh came from her lips, “okay, I’m done teasing but for real, are you okay?” this time when she asked, her voice was softer.
The brunette nodded her head. “Yeah, I’m good. Thank you.”
“Anything for my needy girl. Now come on, let’s go take a bath. We are all nasty,” she said with her face scrunched. Paige eased Azzi off of her strap and helped her to where she was leaning against her desk because of how wobbly her legs still were.
Paige quickly took off her strap, throwing it to the side so she could grab Azzi by the waist. “I don’t want you fallin’,” she explained after she picked the brunette up and started walking her to the bathroom. Azzi just giggled in response and pressed multiple kisses onto the marks she had left on Paige’s neck.
“And then after I’ll help you cover these marks up since you have to stream later.”
“Fuck, I forgot that I had to stream later,” Paige groaned, causing Azzi to laugh. Once they were in front of the bathroom mirror Paige examined the damage on her neck up close. “Damn you were hungry,” she teased, looking at the multiple dark red marks that were only on her right side of her neck.
Azzi slapped her arm lightly. “Stop teasing me and start the bath.”
“Okay, bossy.” Paige mumbled but did what Azzi told her to do.
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authors note: okay, sorry about the bad editing☺️ like I’m really sorry. but feel free to tell me your thoughts! :) I’m still mad tho.
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By the second Tuesday of October, Paige Bueckers had color-coded herself into a corner.
Pink meant chemistry, blue meant political science, green meant biology, and yellow meant deadlines that would inevitably ruin her week if she forgot about them. but unfortunately for Paige every square in her planner had at least three colors.
She sighed, pressing the cap back onto her highlighter before rubbing her eyes. The university library buzzed with the familiar sounds of midterm season—keyboards clacking, whispered conversations, pages turning, chairs scraping across the floor.
Usually, she loved it, usually, the library felt like home.
But today? Not so much.
Every table was full. A study group in the corner had somehow turned a review session into a comedy show. Someone behind her was chewing gum loud enough to qualify as psychological warfare, and the student across from her had been tapping a mechanical pencil for the last fifteen minutes.
Tap.
Tap.
Tap.
Paige drew in a slow breath through her nose, counting to four the way she always did whenever the world around her started feeling just a little too loud. The inhale filled her lungs, but it didn't settle the knot tightening between her shoulders. If anything, it only made her more aware of the constant stream of noises bouncing around the library.
Someone's keyboard clacked relentlessly a few tables away, a chair scraped against the floor, pages rustled, whispers drifted through the aisles despite the large Quiet Study Area sign hanging on the wall.
Stay calm, she reminded herself.
Her gaze dropped to the neat row of supplies spread across the table in front of her. Every notebook sat perfectly aligned. Every highlighter rested in color order. The familiar organization usually helped.
Today, it wasn't enough.
She reached for her green highlighter, rolling it between her fingers before popping the cap off with her thumb.
Tap.
The plastic cap hit the tabletop softly. Her eyes flicked toward the student across the room still tapping his pencil. Without realizing it, Paige slid the cap back onto the highlighter.
Tap.
The tiny sound barely registered beneath the growing chaos around her. She stared at her notes for another few seconds, willing herself to focus on the highlighted vocabulary words swimming together on the page. But she couldn't. Her shoulders sagged and a quiet breath escaped her lips as she let the highlighter fall onto the notebook.
"I can't do this."
Across the table, Nika finally looked up from her laptop. One earbud slipped from her ear as she paused whatever she'd been watching. Her fingers hovered over the keyboard before she slowly lowered the screen enough to get a better look at Paige.
Her eyebrows pulled together. "Do what?"
Paige looked up with an exhausted expression, then lifted one hand in a vague gesture toward the library around them. "The existing part."
She motioned again, this time more emphatically. "In this building."
Nika followed her hand, glancing around the room. Nothing looked particularly unusual, students studied, someone flipped through a textbook, and another person quietly typed an essay. Then Nika noticed Paige’s eyes lock onto a guy several tables away. He was absentmindedly bouncing the eraser of his pencil against his notebook.
Tap.
Tap.
Tap.
Nika couldn't help the smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. "You've been glaring at that guy with the pencil for like ten minutes."
Paige didn't even pretend to deny it. Her gaze stayed fixed on him, her mouth flattening into a thin line. "He knows what he's doing."
Nika turned to look at the student again. He looked completely oblivious, scribbling something in the margin of his notebook without so much as glancing around.
She looked back at Paige. A laugh escaped before she could stop it. "I promise he doesn't."
Paige finally tore her eyes away from the pencil-tapper just long enough to meet Nika's gaze. Her expression remained completely serious. "He absolutely does."
Nika bit the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing harder. She closed her laptop with a soft click and folded her hands on top of it.
"Okay," she said, leaning forward across the table with the unmistakable look of someone who had already come up with a solution. "Hear me out."
The second those words left Nika’s mouth, Paige narrowed her eyes. She'd seen that expression before, It almost always ended with Nika convincing her to do something she'd already decided against.
"I don't like that sentence." Paige said.
Nika ignored the warning, her grin only widened. "There's a café across campus."
The answer came so quickly Nika barely finished speaking.
"No." The blonde said immediately.
Nika blinked. "You didn't even let me finish."
Paige folded her arms tightly across her chest, settling deeper into her chair as if physically anchoring herself to it. "I know where this is going."
Nika tilted her head. "They have good coffee."
Paige’s nose wrinkled almost immediately. "I don't drink coffee."
Although Nika didn't miss a beat. "They have tea."
Paige gave her a patient look, the kind usually reserved for explaining obvious facts. "I have tea."
Nika nodded thoughtfully, pretending to consider that point before lifting a finger. "They have pastries."
Paige reached into the side pocket of her backpack, pulled out a granola bar, and held it up like courtroom evidence. "I have granola bars."
Nika stared at the wrapper for a second before letting out the most dramatic sigh Paige had heard all week.
Nika’s shoulders slumped as she threw her head back. "You're impossible."
Paige quietly slid the granola bar back into her bag. "I've been told."
Nika rubbed both hands down her face before sitting up again. "Okay," she said, refusing to surrender. "Counterpoint."
Paige sighed.
Mike pointed toward the overcrowded library around them. "They also have actual empty tables."
That almost made Paige crack. She hesitated, her confidence faltered just enough for Nika to notice.
Slowly, Paige turned in her chair and scanned the room again. Not one chair had opened since they'd arrived, every table was full, the pencil was still tapping, and a student nearby had apparently decided headphones were optional and was now watching a video loud enough for three surrounding tables to hear.
Someone hissed, "Can you turn that down?"
The student either didn't hear them or pretended not to.
As if the universe wanted to make Nika’s oint even stronger, another group across the room launched into a surprisingly passionate debate.
"No, seriously," one voice insisted. "Pluto should still count."
"It literally doesn't!"
"It should!"
Paige slowly closed her eyes. Her fingers pinched the bridge of her nose.
I cannot believe this is happening she thought.
She stayed like that for a long moment, silently weighing her options.
Study here...
Or admit Nika had a point.
She disliked both.
Finally, she exhaled through her nose. "Fine."
Nika’s smile appeared instantly, bright and thoroughly self-satisfied. "I knew you'd cave."
Paige opened one eye just enough to glare at her. "I'm not caving."
Nika rested her chin in her palm, looking thoroughly entertained. "No?"
Paige straightened in her chair and reached for her laptop with careful, practiced movements.
"I'm..." she began, sliding it into its padded sleeve before zipping the compartment closed, "uh, relocating."
Nika nodded solemnly. "Mhm."
The blonde gathered the stack of notebooks she'd arranged so meticulously earlier, tapping their edges together until they lined up perfectly. "For academic purposes."
"Of course." Nika replied, her voice was so innocent it was almost borderline offensive.
Paige ignored her and reached for the rest of her things, muttering under her breath as she mentally checked each item off her list.
Planner.
Water bottle.
Pencil pouch.
Headphones.
Charger.
Highlighters.
She paused and counted them. Then grabbed two she'd almost forgotten.
"And if it's loud..." She finally looked up.
Nika didn't even let her finish already knowing what her twin was going to say. "You'll come back."
Paige pursed her lips. She couldn't argue with that. Instead, she hoisted her backpack onto one shoulder, nearly tipping sideways under the weight before correcting herself.
Nika’s eyes slowly traveled from Paige’s face...to the overloaded backpack...to the armful of notebooks...to the planner tucked against her side...and finally to the handful of highlighters she was somehow still carrying.
She blinked once then twice. "Do you own anything that isn't in your backpack?"
Paige glanced down at herself as though genuinely considering the question. After a thoughtful pause, she looked back up. "No."
Nika laughed, pushing herself to her feet. "You pack like you're leaving civilization."
Paige adjusted the backpack strap digging into her shoulder before giving a small shrug. "You never know."
Nika slipped her laptop into her own bag, which looked suspiciously light by comparison, and stared at Paige with open disbelief. "For what?"
The blonde frowned thoughtfully, she honestly didn't know. That was the problem. But after a beat, she answered with complete sincerity. "I don't know."
Nika shook her head, unable to hide the smile tugging at her lips as she headed toward the library doors. "Exactly."
—
The walk across campus was colder than Paige expected. October had finally decided to act like October. Leaves drifted across the brick sidewalks, painting them shades of orange and gold. Students hurried between buildings with scarves wrapped around their necks and warm drinks in their hands.
Paige adjusted the strap of her backpack, she had almost turned around twice because studying in a café sounded inefficient. Coffee machines were loud, people talked, and music played. How was she supposed to focus? She quickly pushed that thought out of her head because anything had to be better than the mayhem in the library today.
She reached the corner of a quiet street where a little café labeled “Stors Sips” sat tucked between the campus bookstore and a flower shop. A chalkboard sign rested outside.
Today's Special: Maple Cinnamon Latte 🍁
Beneath it someone had doodled a smiling coffee cup. Paige smiled before she realized she was smiling. The soft chime above the café door announced Paige’s arrival the second she stepped inside. Warm air wrapped around her almost immediately, carrying the comforting scent of freshly brewed coffee, vanilla syrup, and pastries that had probably come out of the oven not long ago. It was quieter than the library—still busy, but the sounds blended together instead of fighting for her attention. Low conversations drifted between tables, the espresso machine hissed rhythmically behind the counter, and somewhere in the corner, soft acoustic music played just loud enough to fill the silence without interrupting it.
Paige paused just inside the entrance. The tightness she'd been carrying in her shoulders since leaving the library loosened a fraction.
This was better.
She adjusted the strap of her backpack higher onto her shoulder before shifting the stack of notebooks tucked beneath her arm. Her planner threatened to slide free, so she nudged it back into place with her elbow and joined the short line at the register.
There was only one customer ahead of her, good.
She could order, find a table, and finally study somewhere that didn't involve pencil tapping or impromptu astronomy debates.
The elderly man at the register accepted his drink with both hands, smiling warmly at the barista across the counter.
Before Paige even had a chance to glance at the menu, a bright, familiar-sounding voice carried across the café.
"See you tomorrow, Mr. Collins!"
Paige looked up automatically. The barista leaned across the counter just enough to wave as the older man started toward the door, her smile so genuine it reached her eyes.
Mr. Collins laughed, pointing playfully at her with his cup. "Same time?"
She rested one hand against the counter, the other still holding a steaming pitcher of milk. "You know it."
The laugh that followed came easily, completely unforced, and somehow managed to make the entire café feel warmer. Mr. Collins chuckled to himself before heading toward the exit, as he passed Paige, he tipped his cup in a small goodbye.
Paige barely noticed. Her attention had settled somewhere else entirely. Behind the espresso machine stood the prettiest girl she'd ever seen.
Dark hair had been pulled back into a loose ponytail that somehow looked intentionally effortless. A few curly wisps framed her face, softening features that were already unfairly beautiful. A brown apron dusted lightly with flour was tied neatly around her waist, and a thin silver necklace caught the warm overhead lights each time she moved.
She worked with practiced ease. One hand set another cup beneath the espresso machine while the other reached for a clean towel without looking.
Nothing about her movements seemed rushed, nor did they seem forced. She looked like she belonged here. Paige quickly realized she'd been staring. She should probably stop doing that, she didn't.
The barista looked back toward the register, expecting the next customer. Instead, she found Paige frozen in place. For the briefest second, curiosity flickered across her face before her smile softened. "Hi."
The greeting was warm and easy, offered without hesitation.
Paige’s stomach immediately tied itself into a knot. She opened her mouth but nothing came out.
Say something.
Anything.
The silence stretched one beat too long. The barista's smile never disappeared, though one eyebrow lifted just slightly in gentle amusement.
"...Hi?" She murmured.
The second greeting finally jolted Paige back to reality. She blinked hard. "Oh."
The word escaped before she had time to think. The moment she heard herself, she wanted to disappear.
Seriously?
'Oh?'
That's the best you could come up with?
She resisted the urge to hide behind the stack of notebooks still tucked awkwardly against her side.
The barista didn't seem bothered in the slightest. If anything, her smile became a little brighter. She rested both hands lightly on the counter, giving Paige her full attention despite the drinks waiting behind her. "What can I get started for you?"
Grateful for the excuse to stop making eye contact, Paige quickly looked up at the menu overhead.
Which she instantly regretted. Her eyes swept across line after line of unfamiliar drinks.
Espresso.
Americano.
Latte.
Macchiato.
Flat White.
Cortado.
Mocha.
Cold Brew.
The list kept going. Then came flavor options.
Milk choices.
Extra shots.
Foam.
Whipped cream.
Half of the words might as well have been written in another language.
Why are there so many? She thought
She'd walked in expecting to choose between coffee or tea. Not decipher an advanced coffee textbook.
"I..." Her voice caught before the sentence had a chance to begin. She kept staring at the menu, hoping one option would somehow stand out.
None of them did.
The silence felt longer with every passing second. She also became painfully aware that Azzi was still waiting and so was the customer behind her.
Heat crept steadily into her cheeks. Finally, she tore her eyes away from the menu and looked back at the barista with an apologetic smile.
"I'm sorry," she admitted with a quiet laugh that was more embarrassing than amusing. "What do you recommend?"
The barista didn't answer immediately. Instead, she tilted her head ever so slightly, studying Paige with open curiosity.
Not judgment, curiosity.
Her eyes flicked briefly from Paige’s face to the menu overhead before returning again.
"If you don't like coffee?" She questioned.
Paige frowned before she could stop herself. She hugged her notebooks a little closer against her chest. "Is it that obvious?"
The corners of the barista's mouth curved upward. She let out a soft laugh, shaking her head just a little. "You looked terrified when you saw the espresso menu."
Paige’s face immediately grew warmer. She let out a quiet groan under her breath before glancing back at the menu as if maybe it had betrayed her.
"I wasn't..." She stopped herself because there wasn't much point denying it.
She looked back at Azzi and laughed quietly at her own expense. "Okay, maybe a little."
Azzi laughed with her, not at her, and somehow the distinction made all the difference. The knot in Paige’s stomach loosened just enough for her to breathe normally again.
"I just..." Paige shifted the notebooks slipping against her arm before continuing. "I don't know what any of these words mean bro."
Understanding immediately Azzi softened her expression. "No worries."
The reassurance came so naturally that Paige believed her without question. Azzi rested one forearm lightly against the counter. "What do you usually drink?"
Paige answered almost immediately, relieved to finally have a question she actually knew the answer to.
"Tea."
Azzi nodded once, thoughtful. "Hot or iced?"
"Hot." Paige answered without hesitation before realizing how quickly she'd replied.
She smiled sheepishly. "Always hot."
Another nod. "Sweet?" Azzi questioned.
Paige thought about it for a second, unconsciously tracing the edge of one notebook with her thumb.
"A little."
Azzi smiled as though she'd already decided exactly what Paige needed. "I've got you."
Something about the certainty in Azzi’s voice settled Paige almost instantly.
The anxious grip she'd kept on her notebooks since walking into the café loosened, and she felt the tension she'd been carrying all afternoon slip from her shoulders. She wasn't entirely sure why she trusted this complete stranger so easily.
She just did.
A small smile tugged at the corners of her mouth before she could stop it. "Okay."
Azzi caught the smile and answered with one of her own. It was easy and genuine, the kind that didn't seem practiced even though she probably smiled at hundreds of customers every day. Reaching for a paper cup with one hand, she uncapped the marker tucked behind the register with the other.
"Name?" The curly girl asked.
Paige shifted the stack of notebooks higher against her hip before answering.
"Paige."
Azzi glanced up just long enough to meet her eyes again.
"I'm Azzi."
There was something strangely comforting about finally putting a name to the face.
Paige watched as Azzi lowered the marker to the side of the cup, her handwriting flowing across the paper in neat, looping letters that somehow looked as effortless as everything else she did.
She capped the marker with a soft click before sliding the cup toward the espresso machine. "There you go."
"Thank you," Paige said quietly, her voice steadier than it had been a minute ago.
She stepped away from the register, carefully balancing the notebooks beneath one arm while adjusting the strap of her backpack with the other.
Okay.
That wasn't so bad.
Maybe Nika had been—
Something shifted.
Paige felt the pencil pouch she'd wedged between her notebooks begin to slide.
Her eyes widened.
No.
She reached for it.
Too late.
One green highlighter escaped first. It bounced once against the hardwood floor, then another followed, and another. Within seconds, nearly half her collection exploded from the pouch, plastic cylinders ricocheting across the café in every direction.
Pink rolled beneath an empty chair, blue spun toward the pastry display, and orange bounced off someone's boot before continuing across the floor. The clattering seemed impossibly loud. Every colorful piece felt like another announcement to the room that she existed.
Paige froze.
She stared down at the rainbow scattered around her feet. Her stomach dropped.
"...No." The word came out barely above a whisper. She squeezed her eyes shut for the briefest second before opening them again, as though maybe the mess would have disappeared.
It hadn't.
Her shoulders sagged. "...Not again."
Before she could kneel down, movement caught her attention.
Azzi had already pushed through the swinging gate at the end of the counter. Without a trace of hesitation, she walked over and crouched beside the runaway highlighters, reaching for the blue one before it rolled beneath another table.
"I've got the escape artists."
Paige’s head snapped up. "You don't have to—"
Azzi looked over at her, still smiling as she picked up another highlighter. "It's okay."
There wasn't the slightest hint of annoyance in her voice. If anything she sounded amused.
Paige let out a quiet breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding and carefully knelt on the opposite side of the colorful disaster, setting her notebooks beside her before reaching for the nearest highlighter.
"I'm so sorry," she mumbled, ducking her head as she gathered another handful. "This keeps happening."
Azzi leaned farther beneath a neighboring table, stretching until her fingertips caught a pink highlighter that had almost escaped.
When she sat back, she held it up between two fingers with a small grin. "You own more highlighters than we own syrups."
Paige couldn't help it. A laugh escaped before she had the chance to stop it. It was quiet, surprising, and completely involuntary.
"I like being organized," she admitted, stacking the recovered highlighters neatly against her notebooks before immediately straightening them into a perfect pile.
Azzi noticed.
The grin on her face widened. "I can tell."
She reached for the final runaway highlighter resting near the leg of a chair before standing. Walking the last step toward Paige, she held it out in the palm of her hand. "Our first impression is going great."
Paige accepted the highlighter with a groan. She covered her face with one hand, wishing just briefly that the floor might open up beneath her.
"I'm usually much cooler than this." She protested.
Azzi crossed her arms loosely, looking down at Paige with an expression that said she didn't believe a single word. "Mhm."
Paige peeked at her through her fingers. "I am."
Azzi nodded with exaggerated seriousness. "I believe you."
Paige lowered her hand completely, narrowing her eyes just enough to make Azzi laugh. "You don't."
Azzi’s bunny smile turned openly teasing. "I absolutely don't."
For a second, Paige simply looked at her. Then another laugh slipped free, a real one this time. The embarrassment was still there, and her cheeks were still warm.
She'd still just scattered enough stationery across the café floor to stock a middle-school classroom. But somehow it didn't feel like the end of the world anymore.
Azzi smiled once more before collecting the empty cup she'd set aside. "I should probably get your drink started."
Paige nodded, hugging her recovered notebooks a little tighter against her chest.
"Probably."
With one last amused glance in Paige’s direction, Azzi turned and disappeared back behind the espresso machine, already greeting the next customer before she'd even tied her apron back into place.
Paige watched her for a second longer than she meant to.
Okay.
Maybe stop staring now.
She looked away before Azzi could catch her again and made her way toward the pickup counter, clutching her supplies a little more carefully this time.
She lingered there, shifting her weight from one foot to the other. Partly because she genuinely wasn't sure where customers were supposed to wait.
And partly because she was still mentally replaying the last three minutes, each one somehow more embarrassing than the one before.
She let out a quiet sigh, shaking her head at herself. "So much for making a normal first impression," she muttered under her breath.
Paige adjusted the stack of textbooks against her hip before finally leaving the pickup counter, tightening her grip on the pencil pouch tucked beneath her arm.
Maybe let's not throw your entire stationery collection across the café a second time.
She shifted the pouch higher against the notebooks until she was satisfied nothing else could escape. Only then did she let herself look around for somewhere to sit.
Her eyes landed on a table near the front windows. It was tucked into the corner, just far enough away from the register that she wouldn't feel like she was standing in everyone's way, but close enough that she could still watch the quiet rhythm of the café if she happened to look up from her work.
Perfect.
She made her way over, weaving carefully between occupied tables. As she reached the chair, she set her things down with far more caution than necessary, making sure nothing rolled, tipped, or fell before finally pulling the chair out and sitting.
Sunlight streamed through the windows beside her, warming one side of the worn wooden tabletop. Tiny scratches crisscrossed the surface, along with faint rings left behind by years of coffee mugs and students who had probably claimed this very table for the exact same reason she had. To study.
Paige rested both hands on the edge of the table for a moment before glancing outside.
Students crossed the street in small groups, scarves wrapped around their necks against the cool afternoon air. A gust of wind chased orange and yellow leaves across the sidewalk, sending them tumbling around hurried footsteps before they settled again.
Inside, everything felt different. Not silent, she didn't think she'd actually wanted silence. Silence could be uncomfortable but this? This was comfortable.
Conversations blended together into a soft murmur that never demanded her attention. Every so often the espresso machine hissed behind the counter before settling again, followed by the familiar clink of ceramic mugs meeting saucers. Quiet music drifted through the speakers overhead, soft enough that she couldn't quite make out the lyrics, but steady enough to fill the empty spaces between conversations.
She listened for a moment. Nobody was tapping pencils, nobody was arguing about Pluto, and nobody was watching videos at full volume.
A small smile appeared before she realized it.
I can work with this.
The thought barely settled before another followed.
Nika was right.
Paige’s smile immediately faded into a skeptical frown.
Let's not get carried away.
Admitting Nika had been right once was dangerous enough.
If she found out Paige wasn't sure she'd ever hear the end of it. She let out a quiet breath through her nose before reaching for her backpack.
"Okay," she murmured to herself, more out of habit than necessity. "Let's actually study."
She unzipped the largest pocket and began unpacking her things one at a time, placing each item in its usual spot.
Her laptop came out first. She centered it carefully with the edge of the table before opening the screen.
Next came her planner, she placed it to the left. Her biology textbook followed, then the notebook she'd need for today's lecture.
Finally, she reached for her pencil pouch.
Her hand paused, she looked at it suspiciously. After everything that had happened five minutes ago she wasn't taking chances. Slowly, she unzipped it, the colorful tops of dozens of highlighters peeked back at her.
Paige nodded once to herself. "Roll call."
She picked up the first one.
"One..."
She set it neatly beside her notebook, then reached for another.
"Two..."
Another joined the row. She continued counting under her breath, lining them up by color as she went.
"Three..."
"Four..."
By the time she reached the final highlighter, she placed it at the end of the line with a small, satisfied nod.
"All present." She let out the tiniest breath of relief.
Good, no casualties.
"Good to know." The unfamiliar voice made Paige jump just enough that she nearly dropped the last highlighter she'd been holding.
Her head snapped up. Azzi stood beside the table, balancing a ceramic mug in one hand while a small tray rested against her hip.
A smile tugged at the corners of her mouth as her gaze drifted from Paige to the perfectly organised rainbow lined across the table.
"I was worried we'd have another emergency." Azzi joked.
Heat crept into Paige’s cheeks all over again. She glanced down at the row of highlighters before looking back up with an embarrassed smile. "They're fragile."
Azzi’s eyebrows lifted. "The highlighters?"
Paige shook her head with a quiet laugh. "The situation."
For just a second, Azzi stared at her. Then she laughed, not loudly. Just enough to make the smile in her eyes grow a little brighter.
"I'll keep that in mind." She said still smiling, she leaned forward and carefully placed the ceramic mug in front of Paige before straightening again.
"I made you something."
Paige’s attention dropped immediately to the drink before lifting back to Azzi.
"You did?"
Azzi nodded once, resting her hands lightly behind her back. "I figured since you trusted me with your order," she said, her smile softening almost imperceptibly, "I should at least make sure it was actually something you'd like."
Paige looked back down at the mug. Warm steam curled lazily toward the ceiling and resting on top of the creamy foam was a carefully poured leaf design, so neat it almost looked painted instead of poured.
She hesitated. It looked, too pretty. Almost too pretty to touch.
Her fingers wrapped carefully around the mug, welcoming the warmth against her palms.
"You made this?" Paige questioned.
Azzi’s smile widened just a fraction, and she gave a small nod. "I did."
Paige looked back down at the mug, studying it again as if seeing it from a different angle might explain how someone could make a drink look like artwork.
"It's.." She paused, searching for the right word before looking back up. "really pretty."
just like you Paige thought.
Azzi’s smile softened. "I'm glad you think so."
She nodded toward the mug still resting between Paige’s hands. "Technically, it's not coffee." She lifted one shoulder in an easy shrug. "It's a honey vanilla chamomile latte."
Paige’s eyebrows rose. She looked down at the drink again, then back at Azzi. "That's a thing?"
Azzi laughed quietly at the disbelief on Paige’s face.
"Apparently." She murmured, grinning.
Paige tilted her head, still trying to decide whether that sounded made up. "Interesting."
Azzi leaned against the back of the empty chair across from Paige's table, folding her hands loosely over the top of it. "Think of it as tea pretending to be coffee."
The description caught Paige off guard. A laugh escaped before she could stop it. "I think that's something I can handle."
"I was hoping." The brunette replied, a faint blush on her cheeks.
A comfortable silence settled between them for a moment. Paige looked back down at the mug, watching the steam curl lazily into the air. The little foam leaf sat perfectly in the center untouched.
She frowned ever so slightly. "It looks too nice to drink."
Azzi followed her gaze to the foam art before looking back at Paige.
One corner of her mouth lifted. "Don't worry." She waved a dismissive hand with an easy smile. "I won't be offended when you destroy my artwork."
Paige’s fingers tightened just a little around the mug. "I might be."
Azzi blinked, amused. "Why?"
Paige glanced down at the foam leaf again before answering. "Because now I feel responsible for the tiny foam leaf."
For a second, Azzi just looked at her.
Then another laugh escaped, warm and effortless enough that Paige felt herself smiling again without meaning to.
"I think you'll survive."
Paige pretended to consider that. Her eyes drifted thoughtfully toward the ceiling before returning to Azzi.
"That's a bold assumption." She added.
Azzi crossed her arms loosely, the smile never leaving her face. "I have faith in you."
The words were simple, casual. Probably something Azzi said without giving it much thought. But Paige felt them land somewhere she couldn't quite explain.
She looked up. And for just a second, the sounds of the café seemed to fade into the background.
Azzi wasn't teasing. She wasn't rushing to greet another customer. She was just looking at Paige, waiting.
The blonde cleared her throat, suddenly very aware she'd been holding Azzi’s gaze longer than she intended.
"Well..." She wrapped both hands around the mug again before lifting it carefully from the table. "I'll let you know if it lives up to the expectations."
Azzi took a small step backward toward the counter, her smile returning to its usual playful shape. "I'll be waiting for the review."
She started walking back toward the espresso machine, weaving easily between occupied tables. Halfway there, she slowed, then stopped. Turning back over her shoulder, she found Paige already watching her.
A grin spread across her face. "And Paige?"
Paige looked up immediately. "Yeah?"
Azzi’s eyes drifted toward the perfectly straight line of highlighters sitting beside Paige's notebook.
The corners of her mouth twitched. "Don't let the highlighters distract you from actually studying."
Paige instinctively looked down at them. Without realizing it, she'd already arranged them into a flawless rainbow.
She let out a quiet, embarrassed laugh. "No promises."
Azzi shook her head as if she'd expected exactly that answer.
"I had a feeling you'd say that." With one last smile, she turned and disappeared behind the espresso machine, greeting another customer before Paige had time to say anything else.
Paige watched her go. She watched a second longer than she probably should have. Only when Azzi disappeared behind the crowd gathering near the register did Paige blink and look back down at the table.
The mug still rested in front of her, steam continued curling from the surface, and the foam leaf remained perfectly intact.
She smiled to herself. Then she reached for the mug with both hands.
"Okay," she whispered under her breath, giving herself a small nod before opening her laptop.
"Focus."
She took one sip. The warmth spread through her almost instantly, her eyes widened.
"...Okay," she murmured, this time to the drink instead of herself. "Nika was definitely right."
A beat passed.
She sighed dramatically.
"I am never telling her that."
Paige opened her biology textbook and for the first time all afternoon, the words on the page actually held her attention.
For the next hour, she managed to get more work done than she had all week. Not because the café was silent, because it wasn’t. And not because there weren't distractions. (There definitely were.)
But something about the atmosphere made it easier to breathe. She wasn't trapped in the library fighting against every little sound, and she wasn't staring at the same paragraph over and over again. She was just comfortable.
Every once in a while, she noticed Azzi moving behind the counter. Not because she was trying to. At least, that's what Paige told herself. She noticed because Azzi was impossible not to notice.
The way she remembered people's names, the way she smiled at regular customers, the way she made every interaction feel personal instead of rushed. It was different. Paige had worked a customer service job once in high school, and she had spent most of her shifts counting down the minutes until she could leave.
But Azzi looked like she belonged there. Like the café wasn't just somewhere she worked. It was somewhere she was part of.
Paige caught herself watching the counter again and immediately looked back down at her notes.
"Absolutely not," she whispered.
She picked up her green highlighter. "You're here to study." She reminded herself.
Her phone buzzed, she glanced down.
Twin🇭🇷🦈: So?
Paige stared at the message.
Paige: So what?
The response came almost immediately.
Twin🇭🇷🦈: How's the café?
Paige looked around at the warm lights, the quiet tables, and also at drink beside her and, unfortunately, the barista who had somehow made her first day there memorable.
Paige typed back.
Paige : It's actually really nice.
Twin🇭🇷🦈: "Nice" nice or actually nice?
Paige frowned.
Paige: What does that mean bro?
Twin🇭🇷🦈: You know exactly what that means.
Paige rolled her eyes.
Paige: I'm studying.
Twin🇭🇷🦈: Are you?
Paige looked down at her textbook. Then at the notes she'd actually completed.
Paige : yes.
A pause.
Nika🇭🇷🦈: Are any of the baristas cute😏?
Paige froze. How the fuck would Nika know?
She looked around the café instinctively, even though Nika was nowhere near her.
Paige: I'm hanging up this conversation.
Twin🇭🇷🦈: You didn't answer.
Paige locked her phone. She absolutely did not need to answer because the answer was obvious. And that was exactly the problem.
She returned her attention to her textbook, determined to prove herself wrong. Unfortunately, the small smile she couldn't quite get rid of made that difficult.
By the time Paige finally looked up from her laptop, the light outside the café windows had shifted. The bright afternoon sun had softened into a warm golden glow, the kind that made the leaves outside look like they were glowing instead of simply falling.
She blinked. Then she looked at the clock above the pastry case.
5:42 p.m.
Her eyebrows lifted. "No way."
She glanced back down at her notebook. Somehow, she had actually gotten work done, not everything. And also definitely not enough to stop worrying about midterms, but enough.
Her biology notes were filled with organized sections, important terms highlighted, and questions written neatly in the margins for her to review later.
It was progress, actual progress. And that was surprising, because when she first walked in, she had been convinced a café was the worst possible place to study. Too many distractions, too much noise, and too many people.
Yet somehow, she'd spent nearly four hours there and hadn't regretted it once. Paige started packing up her things.
Laptop first.
Charger tucked away.
Planner.
Notebook.
Textbook.
Water bottle.
Then her eyes landed on the row of highlighters beside her notebook. For a moment, she simply stared at them. A small smile pulled at the corner of her mouth.
After the chaos they had caused earlier, seeing them all accounted for felt strangely satisfying. She reached over and picked them up one by one, carefully sliding them back into her pencil pouch.
"Still here," she murmured quietly, shaking her head with a small laugh.
The highlighters disappeared into the pouch, and she zipped it closed with a quiet sound.
"Perfect." The word had barely left her mouth when another voice came from beside the table.
"Happy to hear there were no more incidents."
Paige looked up.
Azzi stood beside her with an empty tray balanced in one hand. She looked like she had been moving nonstop since the last time they spoke—hair slightly looser, apron still dusted with tiny traces of flour, and a few strands falling around her face.
Yet somehow, she still carried the same calm energy she had when Paige first walked in. Like nothing ever truly overwhelmed her. Paige glanced down at her neatly packed belongings before looking back up at Azzi.
"Thank you for checking."
Azzi’s expression turned slightly more serious, though the amusement in her eyes remained. "I was concerned."
Paige paused. The way Azzi said it made the statement sound much more dramatic than it probably was.
Her eyebrows lifted slightly. "About my safety?"
The question came out with just enough seriousness that Azzi’s smile immediately grew. For a second, she looked like she was considering whether to play along.
Then she admitted the truth. "About the highlighters."
Paige stared at her, a beat passed. Then she slowly nodded, accepting the answer like it was completely reasonable."Understandable."
Azzi laughed softly. The sound made Paige smile before she could stop herself. There was something about the way Azzi laughed that made everything feel lighter.
The barista shifted the tray to her other hand, her eyes moving briefly toward Paige’s notebook.
"So..." she started, drawing out the word slightly as if she already knew she was interrupting a very serious study session. "How was the studying?"
Paige followed Azzi’s gaze down to her notes. The pages were filled, more filled than she expected, actually. She ran her thumb lightly along the edge of the notebook before answering. "Better than expected."
Azzi’s eyebrows lifted. "Really?"
Paige nodded, closing the notebook and placing it on top of her textbook. "Yeah."
She looked at the stack of completed work, a small sense of accomplishment settling in. "I actually got a lot done."
Azzi smiled, looking pleased with herself even though she had technically done very little besides make a drink and provide a quieter place to sit.
"See?" She gestured around the café with her free hand. "The café passed the test."
Paige glanced around. The warm lights, the quiet conversations, the comfortable hum of people coming and going. She had to admit it had passed the test.
"I guess it did." The small smile that appeared on her face felt natural.
Azzi noticed, and for some reason, that made Paige suddenly aware of it.
"I was nervous." The confession caught Paige off guard.
She looked back at Azzi . The barista reached up, brushing a loose strand of hair away from her face before tucking it behind her ear.
"You were?" The blonde asked.
Azzi nodded like it was obvious. "Of course."
Paige tilted her head slightly. "Why?"
Azzi leaned lightly against the edge of the nearby chair, thinking for a second before answering.
"Because if you hated it..." she explained, her expression turning playfully thoughtful, "I'd have to question my entire understanding of what makes a good study environment."
The ridiculous seriousness of the statement caught Paige by surprise. A laugh escaped before she could hold it back, a real one.
Azzi smiled, clearly pleased she had managed to get it out of her.
"I think you'll survive."
Azzi placed a hand over her chest in exaggerated relief. "Good."
She nodded solemnly. "I was worried."
Paige shook her head, still smiling. She wasn't used to conversations like this. Usually, conversations had a purpose, class discussions, presentations, or debates. Things where she knew exactly what was expected of her. There were rules, there were answers, and there were ways to prepare. But casual conversations? Those were different. Those required instinct, they required knowing when to speak, when to joke, when to stop.
And somehow, with Azzi, Paige didn't feel like she had to mentally rehearse every response before saying it. She just talked.
Which was unusual, and honestly, a little concerning. Because Paige liked being prepared. She liked knowing what came next. But Azzi made that harder,not in a bad way. Just in a way Paige wasn't used to.
She glanced toward the clock above the counter and realized more time had passed than she expected.
"I should probably get going." The words came out reluctantly.
She stood, sliding her backpack onto one shoulder and adjusting the strap until it sat comfortably. Azzi straightened from where she had been leaning.
"Early morning?" She asked
Paige nodded. "Eight o'clock class."
Azzi immediately made a sympathetic face. The reaction was so genuine that Paige almost laughed. "That's rough."
"Trust I know." The blonde huffed.
The simple agreement made Azzi smile. "Do you have coffee?"
Paige turned toward her with immediate disbelief. Her eyebrows rose, "I told you."
She pointed lightly toward herself. "I don't drink coffee."
Azzi’s eyes widened slightly as if remembering. "Right."
A small smile tugged at her mouth. "Tea person."
Paige nodded."Exactly."
Azzi smiled. "Then I hope tomorrow's tea is better than today's."
—
She walked towards the door, the bell chiming above her as she stepped outside. The cold October air hit her immediately. Paige tucked her hands into her jacket pockets and started walking back across campus.
She told herself she was thinking about the tea, the quiet atmosphere, the comfortable table by the window, and the fact that she had actually been productive. Those were all valid reasons to return, completely logical reasons.
The barista definitely had nothing to do with it, absolutely nothing.
Except… Paige couldn't stop thinking about the way Azzi remembered people's names, the way she laughed, and the way she made a random café feel familiar after only a few hours. She shook her head. "This is ridiculous."
A student walking past glanced at her, Paige immediately looked away.
Great. Now she was talking to herself on campus.
Nika was going to have a field day.
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When Paige opened the apartment door, the first thing that greeted her was the sound of the television playing from the living room. A sitcom laugh track echoed softly through the apartment, followed by the familiar glow of the screen spilling across the room.
Paige stepped inside, already reaching for the strap of her backpack to pull it off her shoulder. She barely made it two steps, Nika looked up from the couch. The second her eyes landed on Paige’s face, her expression changed.
Her eyebrows lifted, then narrowed. A slow, knowing smile appeared. Paige immediately stopped, she knew that look and she already hated it.
"Oh no." Nika’s voice held far too much confidence.
Paige tightened her grip on her backpack strap. "What?"
Instead of answering, Nika grabbed the remote and muted the television. The sudden quiet made Paige feel like she had just walked into an interrogation.
Nika leaned forward, studying her. "You have a look."
Paige stared at her. "A look?"
She glanced down at herself, briefly wondering if something was wrong with her clothes or if she had somehow walked home with something embarrassing on her face.
Then she looked back at Nika. "I do not."
Nika didn't even blink."You do."
Paige sighed, dropping her backpack beside the door. She should have known Nika would notice something.
Nika always noticed something, they were “twins” after all.
"I went to study." Paige defended.
Nika hummed, clearly unconvinced. "Mhm."
Paige slipped off her shoes and walked farther into the apartment. "I did."
Another hum. "Mhm."
She looked over her shoulder. "It was productive."
Nika’s expression softened into the exact kind of smile Paige didn't trust. The one that meant she was waiting for Paige to realize she had already given herself away.
"And?" Nika questioned.
Paige turned back around. "And what?"
The Croatian girl smiled. "There it is."
Paige frowned, and she crossed her arms. "There what is?"
"The part where you're pretending I don't know exactly what's going on." Nika explained.
Paige immediately rolled her eyes. "Nothing is going on."
Nika leaned back against the couch, completely relaxed. "Okay."
Paige stared at her. "Okay."
Neither of them moved, and neither of them spoke. Paige refused to give Nika the satisfaction.
Although Nika looked perfectly happy waiting all night. But unfortunately, Paige knew her best friend and roommate. Nika was more stubborn than anyone Paige had ever met.
Finally, Nika sighed and gave up pretending she wasn't curious. "So..."
She watched Paige carefully. "How was the barista?"
The reaction was immediate, Paige looked away. Only for a second, but it was enough.
Nika caught it, of course she caught it.
Paige cleared her throat, suddenly very interested in adjusting the sleeve of her jacket. "I don't know what you're talking about."
The brunette smile widened. "Sure."
Paige shook her head. "She was just nice."
Nika repeated the word slowly. "Nice?"
Paige looked back at her. "Yes."
Nika tilted her head. "The kind of nice where you come home and immediately have a suspicious expression?"
Paige opened her mouth, then closed it. Because that was annoyingly accurate. “I did not mention her." She defended.
Nika pointed toward Paige’s backpack. "The tea."
Paige glanced at the bag. She already knew exactly where this conversation was going.
"You mentioned the tea." Nika added.
Paige shrugged, trying to sound casual. "The tea was good."
Nika nodded slowly. "Uh-huh."
Paige crossed her arms tighter. "It was."
But even as she said it, her mind betrayed her. Because yes, the tea had been good. The café had been comfortable, and she had gotten work done. Those were the reasons she was thinking about going back.
Obviously.
Completely obvious reasons.
Except… Her brain immediately supplied an image of Azzi standing behind the counter. The way she smiled when she greeted people, the way she laughed, and the way her whole face softened when she was joking.
Paige quickly pushed the thought away.
No.
Absolutely not, she was not doing this. She was not sitting here thinking about a girl she had known for one afternoon. Especially not a girl she had met while embarrassing herself with a highlighter explosion.
Nika pointed toward the planner sticking out of Paige’s bag. "Open it."
Paige immediately looked at her. The request was suspicious, very suspicious.
"Why?" She asked.
Nika shrugged. "Just open it."
Paige narrowed her eyes. She knew better than to blindly follow Nika’s instructions, but curiosity got the better of her.
With a quiet sigh, she pulled the planner from her bag and flipped it open to the next day. Her schedule stared back at her. Classes, assignments, a three-hour gap between lectures, and an empty space. Which meant a perfect opportunity.
Before she could stop herself, her fingers were already reaching for the pen tucked into the planner.
The movement was automatic.
She wrote:
Study — Storrs sips Cafe.
The second the ink touched the page, Paige froze. She stared at the words and Nika stared at Paige. Neither of them said anything because they both knew.
Paige looked back down at the planner. This was a normal decision, a quiet logical decision, a good study choice. That was all.
Except the small, annoying part of her brain immediately pictured Azzi looking up when she walked through the café door.
That smile, that little surprised expression. And the way she would probably say her name.
Paige frowned. This was getting ridiculous.
Finally, Nika broke the silence. A slow smile spread across her face. "You're going back."
Paige snapped the planner shut. "Because it's a good study place."
Nika nodded. "Of course."
"It is." She protested.
"Sure." Nika said, not sounding convinced at all.
Paige shoved the planner back into her bag, ignoring the heat creeping into her cheeks. She turned toward the hallway
“It’s just a good study place!!” She yelled, defending herself one more time before she disappeared into her room and closed the door behind her.
A few seconds later, Nika laughed quietly from the living room, not loudly. Just enough to prove she had already figured everything out.
"Whatever you say." She yelled back.
Inside her room, Paige leaned against the closed door. She let out a long breath, Nika was wrong. She had to be. She was only going back because the café was comfortable, because she could actually focus there, because the tea was good, and because she got more done than she expected.
That was it. Those were the reasons, nothing else.
Except Paige walked over to her desk and dropped her planner beside her laptop and immediately thought about Azzi again.
Which was becoming a problem because Azzi was not just nice.
She was...Paige paused.
No.
She wasn't finishing that sentence, she already knew where it was going.
Azzi was cute, annoyingly cute. The kind of cute that made Paige notice tiny things she had no reason to remember. Like the way she tucked her hair behind her ear, like the way she smiled when she laughed, or like the way she looked completely comfortable behind the counter, like she belonged there.
Paige covered her face with both hands. "Seriously?" She had known this girl for one singular afternoon.
And somehow she was already acting like a complete simp. For a barista, A very pretty, and kind barista who had made her a drink with a tiny foam leaf who somehow made Paige feel less awkward and being awkward.
That was the dangerous part. It wasn't just that Azzi was pretty. It was that Paige liked being around her. Now usually Paige knew how to handle everything with a clear purpose, but with Azzi it was different. She just let herself exist. Which was honestly more concerning than the fact she thought Azzi was cute. Paige set her alarm for the next morning and placed her phone on the nightstand.
She told herself she wasn't excited. She also told herself tomorrow was just another study day. A normal afternoon, a normal trip to a café. Nothing more, nothing at all.
Except when she closed her eyes, the first thing she thought about was tomorrow afternoon.
And the possibility of seeing Azzi again.
AZZIS POV:
The last few customers had finally left.
Azzi stood behind the counter, wiping down the espresso machine as the café settled into its nighttime quiet. Without the constant movement of orders being called out, cups being placed on trays, and conversations filling every corner, the space felt completely different. Almost peaceful.
She emptied the last bit of milk from the pitcher, rinsed it out, and placed it upside down on the drying rack.
Another closing shift finished, well almost.
The soft scrape of a chair moving across the floor caught her attention. Her manager, Caroline , was flipping the chairs onto the tables near the front windows, getting the café ready to close for the night.
"You know," Caroline said casually, not looking up from the chair she was lifting, "I don't think I've seen you smile that much during a shift in a while."
Azzi paused, only for a second. But long enough for Caroline to notice.
Azzi continued wiping the counter, pretending she suddenly found a very interesting spot that needed cleaning.
"I smile all the time." She said.
Caroline looked over. The expression on her face made it obvious she didn't believe that for a second.
Azzi narrowed her eyes slightly, she knew that tone.
"What?" She asked, not getting at what Caroline was saying.
Caroline finished placing the chair on the table before turning around. "The girl from earlier."
Azzi immediately knew who she meant. Which was probably the problem, her mind didn't even have to search. The girl with the stack of notebooks, the girl who looked like she had prepared for every possible academic emergency, the girl who had stared at the menu like it was written in another language, and specifically the girl who had dropped half her highlighters across the café floor.
A small smile tugged at Azzi’s mouth before she could stop it.
Caroline caught it instantly. "There it is."
Azzi looked away. "There is what?"
"That smile." Caroline said.
Azzi began to get flush, "There is no smile."
Caroline laughed quietly. "Azzi."
Azzi grabbed a clean towel and folded it carefully, mostly to give her hands something to do. "She was just a customer." She explained.
"Right." Caroline said, her voice carrying the exact amount of teasing Azzi expected.
Azzi looked over. "She has a name."
Caroline’s eyebrows lifted. "Oh?"
Azzi immediately realized what she had just admitted. She sighed, “Paige." The name came out easily, too easily.
Caroline smiled. "Paige." She repeated.
Azzi looked down, continuing to wipe the counter. "Yes."
"The highlighter girl?" Caroline added.
Azzi tried not to laugh, but it didn't work. A small smile escaped. "She has a name, remember?"
Caroline grinned. "Apparently one you remember."
Azzi opened her mouth to argue, then stopped. Because she did remember, not just Paige’s name, but everything else too.
The way Paige had walked into the café like she was prepared to battle the entire menu.
The way she had looked genuinely overwhelmed by the coffee options.
The way she had tried so hard to pretend she wasn't embarrassed when she froze at the register.
The way her face had turned slightly pink every time she realized she was overthinking something.
And the highlighters, specifically the highlighters.
Azzi shook her head slightly. She still couldn't believe how many there had been. Twenty?, Maybe more.
Paige had looked absolutely horrified when they scattered across the floor. Like the highlighters had betrayed her personally. But somehow, even while panicking, she had been polite. Apologising, trying to pick everything up herself, and worried she was causing trouble.
Azzi had found that strangely adorable. Not the dropping things part. Well...Maybe a little. But mostly the way Paige cared so much.
Everything about her seemed intentional. The organized notebooks, the planner, the color-coded highlighters, and the careful way she answered questions. Like she wanted to make sure she was doing everything correctly.
Except every once in a while, that carefulness slipped and Azzi got to see the person underneath it. The person who laughed at herself, the person who made jokes when she was embarrassed, and the person who looked genuinely surprised when someone was kind to her.
"You like her."
Caroline’s voice pulled Azzi out of her thoughts.
Azzi looked up quickly. "What?"
Caroline leaned against the counter, amused. "You heard me."
Azzi shook her head immediately. "No." The answer came too fast.
Caroline’s smile widened. "That was convincing."
Azzi rolled her eyes. "She was nice."
"Mhm."
"She was." Azzi insisted.
"I didn't say she wasn't." Caroline added.
Azzi looked down at the counter again. Because that was the problem, Caroline wasn't wrong that Paige was memorable. But it wasn't because Paige was trying to be. That was what made it different.
Paige wasn't the type of person who walked into a room wanting attention. If anything, she seemed like she was constantly trying not to have any, and somehow, she still managed to.
Azzi remembered the way Paige had laughed when they were picking up the highlighters. It had been a little surprising. Like she hadn't expected herself to laugh, like she had forgotten for a moment that she was supposed to be embarrassed.
Azzi smiled faintly, she liked that. She liked making Paige laugh. Which was probably something she shouldn't be thinking about after meeting someone once.
But still. There was something charming about her. The awkwardness, the nervousness, yhe way she tried so hard to seem composed while very obviously being anything but. It was cute, really cute. Azzi shook her head at herself.
"You're smiling again."
She looked up. Caroline was watching her with an entertained expression.
Azzi immediately went back to wiping the counter. "I am closing the café."
"That wasn't a denial." Her manager teased.
Azzi ignored her, because unfortunately she couldn't even argue. Paige had been awkward, she had been clumsy, she had been completely overwhelmed by a drink menu, she also had dropped an impressive amount of stationery.
And somehow Azzi had found all of it adorable.
She finished wiping down the counter and turned off the last row of lights. The café grew dimmer, the warm glow disappearing one section at a time.
Tomorrow, Paige might come back, orr she might not. Azzi had no idea, but for some reason, she found herself hoping she would.
Because she was curious about the girl with the notebooks. The girl with the highlighters, the girl who looked like she had everything planned out. Except for the way she made Azzi smile.
Paige Bueckers is the franchise star player of the Dallas Wings. She's known to be this generational talent both in basketball and in... women, apparently. Azzi Fudd, one of the most known names in the model industry. doesn't care about basketball nor this 'Paige Bueckers' that her best friend has been fawning over. So, when her best friend got her courtside season tickets to the game, she's forced to attend. From the moment she locks eyes with the star player, she knew Paige was nothing but trouble.
Girl code exists for a reason. Azzi knows better than to cross that line. Well, the only problem is... she wants to. and Paige seems more than willing to break them with her.
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—。 Presented and written by, azzidefender. (unedited.)
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chapter three : move three
“your partner was paige?!” julia exclaimed a little too loudly, her voice carrying through the crowded café where they were having their usual brunch.
azzi immediately glanced around before leaning forward. “can you keep it down, jules? we’re literally in public. what if someone recognizes us?” she hushed.
the redhead had called her three times back-to-back the second the calvin klein pride campaign dropped. azzi hadn’t answered, she’d been in the middle of her workout. but judging by julia’s expression now, waiting had only made things worse.
“why didn’t you tell me?” julia demanded, throwing her hands in the air. “you know i literally have a crush on—ugh, why didn’t you tell me?”
azzi blinked at her, genuinely confused by the reaction. sure, julia had a thing for paige, but what exactly was she supposed to do about it? she hadn’t even known paige was going to be her partner until she walked onto set.
“i didn’t know i was shooting with her,” azzi replied, brows knitting together. “besides, what’s the big deal, jules? it was just a photoshoot.”
julia let out an irritated groan, tossing her napkin onto the table. “it is a big deal, az! at least to me. you know i like her.”
azzi stared at her for a second, almost in disbelief.“over a thirst trap edit?” she asked flatly.
“that doesn’t matter!” julia shot back. “i like her, and you went and did a whole campaign with her without even telling me.”
azzi sighed, setting her fork down with a soft clink against the plate before reaching for her wine. she took a small sip, hoping it’d somehow make this conversation make more sense.
“and if i had told you?” she asked calmly. “what would’ve changed? i still would’ve had to do the shoot. i wasn’t exactly gonna decline it because you have a stupid crush on her.”
she shook her head, “but that’s not even the point. i didn’t know it was paige until i got there. if i had known beforehand, i would’ve told you, obviously.”
julia scoffed. “stupid? so now you’re calling my interest in women stupid?” azzi’s brows immediately pinched together. “what? no—”
“must’ve been nice, huh?”
“jules…” azzi sighed. “you know that’s not what i meant.”
“no, seriously.” julia let out a humorless laugh, forcing a smile that never quite reached her eyes. “getting paired with your best friend’s celebrity crush? that’s actually insane.”
azzi parted her lips, but julia wasn’t finished. “and now everyone’s losing their minds over your chemistry online.”
“there is no chemistry, jules.”
lie.
“i literally can’t stand her.”
well, that was true.
julia studied her for a few seconds, her breath slowly steadied, she was still searching azzi’s face for any hint that she was lying. “…really?”
azzi nodded without hesitation. “really.” after a few minutes of silence, the tension sitting between them eased, only by a little. azzi let out a quiet breath before looking down at her plate. “..i’m sorry, jules. i really didn’t mean to.”
julia’s expression finally calmed. “i know you didn’t mean to,” she said, giving a small shrug. “just… tell me next time, okay? even if you find out last minute.”
“i will.”
“promise?”
“promise.”
julia finally smiled, faint but genuine. “okay,” she reached for her fork again. “apology accepted.” azzi smiled back, relieved the conversation had finally drifted away from the argument, which was about paige, a questionable argument to begin with.
for all of three seconds before julia started again. “…so.”
azzi narrowed her eyes, “what?”
julia rested her chin on her hand, trying—and failing to hide the grin creeping onto her face. “well… what was it like?”
azzi blinked, “what was what like?”
“azzi.” julia looked at her as though she’d just asked the dumbest question imaginable. “sitting on paige’s lap, obviously.” she groaned dramatically, dragging out the last word. “ugh, i wish i were you.”
azzi’s face scrunched up almost instantly.
“ew.”
julia laughed, “i’m serious!”
“well, it wasn’t all that, trust me.” azzi stabbed at a piece of avocado with unnecessary force. “she’s annoying, she’s irritating, and she made us retake, like— a million shots.”
“because she kept messing up?”
because she kept staring at my boobs.
“because she wouldn’t stop talking.” azzi instead, said.
“that sounds adorable.”
the younger raised her eyebrows, “it was exhausting.”
julia sighed dreamily, absentmindedly poking at the untouched chicken sitting on top of her salad. “i don’t know,” she murmured. “she looked really hot in that shoot.”
azzi stared at her best friend with genuine concern.“your taste in women genuinely worries me sometimes.”
“my taste is excellent.”
“your taste needs professional help.”
julia gasped, placing a hand over her chest. “that’s so rude.”
azzi only shook her head. sure… paige looked good. i mean, objectively speaking, she was well above average, there was no denying that. but looks could only carry someone so far. because the second she opened her mouth, azzi was reminded exactly why she couldn’t stand her.
cocky, irritating, and impossibly smug. it was like that insufferable smirk had been glued to her face. azzi thinks she might’ve been born with that. she was the kind of person who somehow managed to get under azzi’s skin within minutes of meeting her.
“anyways, i’m over that paige talk. wanna go to paris together tomorrow?” azzi asked, taking another bite of her poke bowl.
julia winced. it was brief and barely there, but azzi caught it. “oh right. sorry, az.” she rubbed the palm of her hand. “i completely forgot to tell you.”
azzi tilted her head, “tell me what?”
“i’m actually going to cabo tomorrow.”
azzi blinked, “wait… you’re not going to fashion week?” she asked, confusion lacing her voice. “i thought we were going together.”
they always went together.
julia gave an absent-minded shrug, pushing her salad around with her fork, taking another bite. “just like you said,” she replied. “we can’t expect to do everything together.”
azzi’s lips parted, though no words came out.
“i got booked for a frankies bikinis campaign,” julia continued, the excitement quickly returning to her face. “can you believe it? i’m finally gonna be the face of the new line, az!”
oh.
“that’s… amazing.”
and it really was. azzi smiled, this time without forcing it. “i’m really happy for you, jules.”
she meant every word. julia had been modeling for frankies for over a year now. azzi had worked with the brand once herself, so she knew exactly how much this meant. becoming the face of a collection wasn’t just another campaign, it was something julia had quietly hoped for ever since signing with them.
julia’s face softened. “thank you, az. i knew you’d understand, babe.” she reached over and squeezed azzi’s hand before pulling away.
“have fun in paris, though.” she chuckled. “i’m kinda over it, honestly. three years in a row? nothing ever happens.”
…
okay, ouch.
azzi’s smile faltered for the smallest fraction of a second. she quickly hid it behind another bite of food.
because, really?
she’d always thought fashion week was fun. not just because of the shows or the parties or getting dressed up. but because it had become their thing. every year, the two of them would fly out together, coordinate matching outfits for at least one event, spend way too much money at cafés between shows, and complain about sore feet by the end of the week.
azzi had always assumed julia loved the tradition just as much as she did.
i guess, the jokes on her.
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“you goin’ to paris, pb?”
zaza asked as she bent down to untie her game shoes. the game had just ended only a few minutes ago, and the locker room was beginning to empty, teammates filtering in and out with tired conversations echoing off the walls.
paige, meanwhile, had just rushed out of the facility showers. her blonde hair was still damp, droplets clinging to the ends as she quickly towel-dried it for what felt like the hundredth time. she still felt gross. the kind of gross that came from showering anywhere that wasn’t your own bathroom.
“yeah,” paige replied, shoving the last of her toiletries into her backpack. “gotta catch a flight.”
her suitcase had already been loaded into the car by her manager earlier that afternoon, leaving only her and her backpack.
zaza nodded knowingly.
“fashion week?”
“mhm.”
“for work or for fun?” arike teased, butting into the conversation.
“hopefully a lil’ bit of both.” paige smirked.
“she’s hoping she’ll run into…” jess chimed in from across the locker room, pausing dramatically before fake coughing into her fist. “ahem. you know who.”
paige looked up from stuffing the last t-shirt into her backpack, her brows knitting together despite the smile tugging at her lips.
“shut up, bro.” she laughed, “you’re making her sound like she’s voldemort.”
the locker room erupted into quiet chuckles. paige rolled her eyes before adding, “and no, i’m not expecting to see her there.” she zipped up her backpack.
“why would i, we hardly know each other...” the confidence in her voice faded just enough for the sentence to trail off.
jess’s grin widened and arike slowly turned to look at zaza, zaza looked right back at arike. then, almost in sync, both of them shifted their gaze to jess. the three exchanged the exact same knowing look.
“what?” paige asked suspiciously, looking between them.
zaza’s lips thinned into a straight line. “you don’t gotta know the person to fuck her, pb.”
the blonde raised her eyebrows at the sudden bluntness. “woaah, pause. who said anything about fuckin’?”
jess laughed. “you act like you don’t want to. it’s azzi fudd, bro. shit, i would too, if i could.”
paige halted for half a second. somehow, that comment made her skin crawl and not in a good way. her jaw tensed just slightly before she brushed it off with a forced chuckle. “man, it’s not like that. sure, she’s hot, but we’re basically coworkers. you know i don’t do that shit with people i work with.”
that got a full eyeroll from zaza. “you worked with her once— and what about lia?” paige’s brow furrowed. “who?” her mind was a total blank.
“one of your unrivaled staff, ring any bells?”
realization finally crossed the blonde’s face. “ooh, her.” light dawns, and paige clicked her tongue. “bro, that was a one-time thing and i was in miami.”
as if being in miami somehow justified sleeping with a staff member.
“okay,” arike cut in, “then what about claudia?” paige furrowed her brow again, prompting arike to facepalm.
“our wings cheerleader? the one who quit three months ago because you ghosted her?”
paige simply shrugged. “okay maybe two time-thing. plus, it wasn’t my fault she thought it was serious.”
“when are you ever serious?” jess questioned lightly, that earned a chorus of snickers around the room. “facts,” arike nodded. “the day paige bueckers settles down is the day the world ends.”
“nah,” zaza cut in, “hell would’ve frozen over before that happens, pb commits to one woman? yeah right.”
“y’all done?”
arike smirked, “we’re just waiting for the impossible.”
“keep waitin’.” paige slung the bag over her shoulder before turning towards the door.
“i’m out, later.”
“don’t fall in love!” zaza called after her.
without looking back, paige lifted her middle finger as a farewell.
another round of laughter followed as she disappeared down the hallway, the locker room door swinging shut behind her. despite the teasing fading into the background, one thought lingered longer than she’d care to admit.
azzi fudd.
she clicked her tongue to herself.
will she be there?
…not that she cares, obviously.
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the second the brunette stepped out of the car, she was met with the familiar chorus of camera shutters firing from every direction.
“azzi!”
“over here!”
“one more ms.fudd!”
“off the shoulder!”
flashes lit up the entrance in rapid succession as photographers called her name over one another, hoping to steal a glance or better yet, a smile.
azzi wasn’t new to any of this.
she’d attended paris fashion week for years now, but every season somehow managed to feel a little different. this time especially, since julia wasn’t here.
this wasn’t a single brand event where guests arrived exclusively for one designer’s show. paris fashion week was a whirlwind. brands, editors, athletes, actors, musicians, and models all moved through the same city, attending different shows while representing the fashion houses they were partnered with.
and this year, azzi was there as one of dolce & gabbana’s invited muses. the category : suited for you. the italian fashion house had sent over a custom look weeks in advance.
a tailored tan suit with matching dress pants that sat low enough to reveal the waistband of blue and white boxers peeking just above them. beneath the open blazer was nothing but a simple black bralette, striking the perfect balance between structured tailoring and effortless confidence. a tiny coffee brown shoulder bag completed the look, custom made to complement the suit down to the smallest detail.
her dark curls were left loose, cascading effortlessly past her shoulders in soft, glossy waves. it was a rare change from the curly up-do she often wore, and one that dolce & gabbana’s creative team had insisted on the moment they saw her.
she adjusted the cuff of her blazer before offering the cameras a small smile, turning just enough for them to capture every angle.
click. click. click.
she’d gotten used to it years ago, the lights no longer made her flinch and the shouting barely registered anymore. instead, she slipped effortlessly into the version of herself the public expected. poised, elegant, and quietly confident beneath the sea of flashing cameras. the princess, they would say.
after a few moments, azzi gave one final wave before following a staff member through the venue’s entrance, leaving the flashes behind as quickly as they’d found her.
“you did good, azzi. this look’s definitely gonna break the internet.”
“oh, i know.” azzi replied with a small, knowing smile. mackenzie, her manager, walked beside her while her security team guided them through the crowded venue.
the moment azzi stepped inside, she felt the switch. heads turned almost instantly. she could feel eyes following her every move, not just because of the custom look she was wearing, but because it was her. cameras subtly shifted in her direction, conversations quieted for a beat before picking back up, and flashes began chasing her path across the room.
it hadn’t always been easy.
when she first stepped into the modeling industry, she hated being the center of attention. every stare made her second-guess herself, every camera felt intrusive. she never craved the spotlight and she still didn’t.
but somewhere along the way, she learned how to wear confidence like a second skin. she stood taller, smiled easier, and carried herself with a quiet certainty that people mistook as effortless.
she knew she was beautiful. she knew she photographed well. she was proud of the body she’d worked tirelessly for and comfortable in the skin she lived in.
“right this way, ms. fudd.”
azzi followed the event coordinator through the venue, politely smiling at the occasional familiar face she passed and photographers lingered near the entrance, waiting for the next celebrity arrival.
she’d barely taken another step when—
thump.
“oh—i’m so sorry.” azzi apologized instinctively, taking a step back.
“careful, princess.”
azzi looked up, already knowing exactly who calls her that by a singular nickname and who she’d bumped into.
“you, again?”
the blonde’s lips curled into an annoyingly satisfied grin. “me, again?” she raised her brows, placing a hand against her chest. “’s that how you greet your friends, beautiful?”
azzi snorted, “us? friends?” she deadpanned. since when were they ever friends. “please. we’ve seen each other twice, bueckers.”
“twice is practically a lifelong friendship.”
“in what universe?”
“mine.”
“well, i can tell your universe is filled with fake friendships then.”
paige laughed, unbothered. while azzi just glared at the other, she decided to actually look at the other’s appearance, which turned out to be a terrible (hot) mistake.
the older was wearing a tailored deep burgundy suit that fit her frame almost unfairly well. saint laurent, azzi guesses. a crisp white striped button-up sat neatly beneath it, while a dark brown silk tie pulled the entire look together without trying too hard. her blonde hair was slicked back into a bun, every strand perfectly in place. she looked irritatingly attractive for her liking. and her jaw—
“done?”
azzi blinked, “huh?”
paige’s grin stretched even wider. “you finished checking me out?”
“get that stupid grin off your face.”
“i’ll take that as a yes.”
“whatever.”
paige chuckled as they continued walking. after a few steps, azzi noticed the blonde was still beside her. she frowned, “…can you stop following me?”
paige looked genuinely confused, “following you?” her hands shoved into the pocket of her tailored pants.
“yes. it’s getting weird.”
paige let out another laugh, “i know you’ve got a big head sweetheart,” she reached the front row before pointing at the seating cards resting atop two adjacent chairs.
“but my seat’s right here.”
azzi looked where she was pointing.
PAIGE BUECKERS.
directly beside,
AZZI FUDD.
of course. azzi stared at the name cards for a beat longer than necessary. surely, the universe had to be playing some kind of practical joke, was bumping into her the second time, not enough.
she cleared her throat awkwardly, without another word, she quietly took her seat. paige raised an amused eyebrow, clearly enjoying every second of azzi realizing she’d been completely wrong.
“nothing else to accuse me of?”
azzi refused to acknowledge the question. instead, she dramatically turned her entire upper body away from paige and toward the guest seated on her left side.
thankfully, someone she actually knew.
azzi greeted a little too enthusiastically for her usual demeanor, immediately striking up a conversation as though the blonde beside her had ceased to exist. the older watched the whole performance unfold before shaking her head with a quiet chuckle, taking a seat right besides her.
azzi didn’t seem to realize she was pouting.
nor did she seem to realize that somehow, against all reason, paige found the whole display ridiculously adorable.
“can you move your leg?” azzi whisper-shouted the moment the lights dimmed and the first model stepped onto the runway.
paige glanced down, then back at her. “what?”
“your leg.”
azzi subtly pointed toward the space between them. or rather… the lack of it. paige was sitting with her knees spread just enough that one of them had wandered far too close to azzi’s thigh.
what annoyed her even more was that her other leg had plenty of room on the opposite side. “you’re literally invading my space.”
paige looked down again, inspecting the situation with exaggerated seriousness. then she looked back at azzi, “there’s not exactly much room for me to move, princess.” she gestured toward the front-row seats as if the answer were painfully obvious.
azzi followed the gesture, then slowly turned her head toward paige’s other side. the blonde’s right leg had an unreasonable amount of space.
“seriously?”
paige blinked innocently while azzi pointed towards the empty space beside paige’s right leg. paige glanced over to direction the other was pointing to. with a sigh, she slid her leg back into her own space.
“happy?”
“very.” azzi replied flatly, finally settling back into her seat. for a blissful few seconds, neither of them spoke.
then… azzi felt it.
a knee brushing against hers. she slowly turned her head, the player was staring straight ahead at the runway as though she hadn’t moved an inch.
“really?” azzi whispered.
“hm?”
“your leg, bueckers.”
paige looked down with an innocent frown.
“oh.” she shifted it away again.
azzi narrowed her eyes and directed her focus back on the show. another few seconds passed, the runway lights danced across the room as another model stepped out, azzi was beginning to be drawn in by the pieces.
then, ever so slowly, paige’s knee began drifting back. one inch, and another. until it was once again pressed just inside azzi’s again. this time, the younger didn’t even look. she could practically feel the smug smile growing beside her.
paige stole a glance and the brunette was still focusing on the runway, pretending the blonde didn’t exist.
well, that’s no fun.
paige nudged her knee a tiniest bit closer until a deep sigh escaped azzi’s nose. still, she wasn’t willing to give the blonde the attention. paige’s grin only widened when the younger closed her eyes, determined to keep her peace intact.
she acts like a fucking eleven year old boy, azzi thought.
“paige.” she finally said, in a dangerously yet calming tone.
a warning.
paige bit the inside of her cheek, already fighting a laugh. “okay, okay.” she finally pulled her leg back for good, lifting both hands slightly in surrender.
“i’m done, f’real.”
azzi gave a single nod, eyes never leaving the runway “good girl.”
the blonde smiled to herself, seemingly pleased by the comment.
the bass was thumping through the floorboards, but paige had made it her personal mission to provide a full-length runway commentary rather than actually watching the show silently.
“shit, that must be heavy.” she leaned over and muttered directly into azzi’s ear as a model treading down the runway wore a structured, sculpted armor piece.
azzi didn’t even blink, target-locked on the fashion ahead. “and that...” paige whispered a note louder, index finger jabbing against her own knee as the next look came by. a sheer, draped gown topped off with lethal stilettos. “i’d trip wearin’ that within like— three seconds.”
azzi’s lips stiffened, she stared straight ahead for three full seconds. “oh, you for sure would trip.” she highlighted the word for sure, imagining the blonde in those heals.
paige’s head snapped towards her, “excuse me?”
azzi kept her eyes on the runway, the smallest hint of satisfaction tugging at her lips. “you heard me.”
paige looked thoroughly unimpressed. “you act like you could do it.” that finally made azzi turn, “did you forget i’m a model?”
“you’re a print model, there’s a difference.”
okay now that, offended her. azzi gasped softly,“excuse you.”
“have you ever walked a runway in heels that tall?”
“yes.”
“without tripping?”
“yes.”
paige squinted, unbelieving. “…prove it.”
azzi let out a bewildered laugh. “you want me to hijack the show?”
“just sayin’. wouldn’t believe it ‘till i see it.”
“you’re impossible.”
“shhhh!”
a loud, sharp, and extremely audible sound came straight from the attendee sitting directly to paige’s right. both of them absolutely winced, their shoulders shrugging up in the same split second.
“see what you did?” paige said, silently moving her lips.
“what i did?” azzi hissed back. “you started it.”
“did not.”
“did too.”
“did not.”
“did too—”
“shhhh!”
the second one was much louder and more direct. paige actually shrunked back to her seat this time, leaning slightly away from the brunette and muttering a quick, “…sorry, my bad.” to the person next to her.
a few seconds of uneasy silence passed. then, out of a sudden— azzi let out a short snort, she absolutely could not hold it in.
paige turned her head slowly to catch her chuckling. “bro. not funny.” she muttered, though the corners of her own mouth twitched and broke into a grin.
azzi was still biting her lip, her grin spreading wide as she shoved her arm against paige’s, nudging her lightly. “shut up, and pay attention bueckers.”
paige lingered on her dimples for a couple of seconds, a soft, mischievous smirk anchoring on her face.
“alright, princess.”
and for the rest of the show, the blonde really stayed put and focused.
for the most part.
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the after party was held in a dimly lit, high-end lounge downtown, the heavy bass from the runway show replaced by a smooth, low tempo beat.
azzi was sitting alone at the marble bar, taking a quiet breather from the group of friends she’d been hanging out with earlier. she’d swapped her runway front look for a mini skirt and an off the shoulder black top, her hair pinned up in a loose, effortless updo with a few soft curls framing her face. she was slightly tipsy, the subtle hum of the alcohol making the ambient lights bleed together in a warm haze.
she was minding her own business, idly spinning the straw in her glass, when some guy slid into the stool next to her. he immediately launched into a pitch about who he was some self-proclaimed influencer and despite azzi giving the bare minimum one-word replies, he just kept pushing, leaning a little too close into her personal space.
“can’t say i have.” he laughed as if she’d told a joke.
she hadn’t.
“let me buy you a drink.”
“i’m good.” azzi declined politely.
“come on.”
“really, i’m okay.”
“just one.”
azzi forced another smile, “i said i’m—”
“she said she’s good.”
the voice came from beside them, they both turned. the guy blinked, looking up at paige, who was standing there with her hands resting casually in her pockets, giving him a flat, unbothered look that made it very clear he should move along. after a brief beat, he got the message, muttered something under his breath, and backed off into the crowd.
“thanks.” azzi said, feeling a wave of relief wash over her.
the older shrugged, “‘course.”
she nodded toward the empty stool beside azzi. “this seat taken?”
it must’ve been the alcohol, azzi thought, because instead of giving her a hard time like she usually would, she just shook her head. “no.” paige smiled before sliding onto the stool beside her.
azzi took a quick second to look her over. paige had changed into something way more casual than her earlier front row fit. just a black long-sleeve sweatshirt and relaxed pants. she looked…comfy.
“what?” paige caught her.
“nothing.” she quickly, replied.
“you survived the rest of the show without getting us kicked out, i see.” azzi said, her voice softer now, a fond edge replacing her usual sharpness.
paige let out a quiet laugh, turning on her stool to face her. “hey, once i was silenced by row one authority, i was on my absolute best behavior. you were the one who broke first, by the way. that sudden laugh almost got us exiled princess.”
“i couldn't help it, the way you flinched and immediately went 'sorry, my bad' was ridiculous.” azzi admitted, a real, bright laugh escaping her lips this time.
“i had to save us bro!” paige argued, grinning as she leaned her elbow on the bar, resting her chin in her hand.
“so, can i buy you a drink princess?”
azzi lifted the nearly full glass in her hand. “already have one.”
paige looked at it, “that’s almost empty.”
azzi frowned, sadly. “…is it?”
paige laughed, “how many have you had, pretty?”
the younger glared playfully, “that’s between me and the bartender.”
“so, more than two?”
“nu-uh.”
“okay, more than three.”
azzi pouted, “you’re acting like my dad.”
which only earned paige a playful smirk. “i could be somethin’ close to that… if you wanted.” azzi stared at her for a beat before letting out an incredulous laugh.
“you’re actually disgusting.”
“that’s not a no.”
“that’s absolutely a no.”
paige chuckled, “worth a shot.”
azzi shook her head, unable to stop the giggle that escaped anyway. okay, she was definitely tipsy.
“there it is.”
“what?”
“your real laugh.”
“i laugh.”
“not around me.”
“maybe you’re just not funny.”
“ouch, princess.”
“truth hurts, bueckers.” azzi grinned into something softer.
as the night went on, the usual back and forth competitive banter melted away into something surprisingly easy. they lost track of time just cracking jokes, leaning into each other’s shoulders when something was too funny, and sharing quiet stories away from the noise of the main room.
the alcohol, the warmth of the lounge, and the sheer comfort between them slowly dissolved the space between their stools. neither of them really noticed the exact moment it happened, but by the time the lounge was starting to empty out, they were turned completely toward each other.
azzi’s knee was resting right against paige’s leg, their clothes practically brushed together, and their faces were settled just inches apart. paige had one arm resting on the back of azzi’s stool, her fingers casually playing with a stray curl that had fallen from azzi’s updo, while azzi’s head was tilted in, resting slightly too close to the older’s shoulder for it to be considered just casual.
“you know,” paige whispered, her voice dropping into a low, warm register as she looked down at her, “you're a lot less trouble when you're not trying to argue with me.”
“don’t get used to it,” azzi murmured, a small, sleepy smile tugging at the corners of her lips.
she made no effort to pull away. if anything, she drifted the slightest bit closer without even realizing it.
paige noticed. the blonde’s gaze flickered down for the briefest moment, lingering on azzi’s lips before catching herself.
when her eyes met azzi’s again, there was a flicker of something unreadable behind the teasing grin she’d been wearing all night.
“azzi—
“azzi!”
the voice snapped both of them out of whatever had settled between them. azzi blinked, turning her head toward the familiar voice.
“…kenz?”
mackenzie stood a few feet away, one hand on her hip, the other clutching her phone. she let out the deepest sigh of relief she’d had all night.
“oh, thank god.”
azzi frowned, “what?”
“what?” mackenzie repeated incredulously. “i’ve been looking everywhere for you.”
“yes, you menace.” mackenzie walked over, gently grabbing azzi by the wrist. “i turned around for five minutes and you disappeared.”
azzi frowned thoughtfully.
“…i did?”
paige couldn’t help to let out a chuckle that escaped her. mackenzie finally looked over at the blonde.
“oh,” she smiled apologetically. “you must be paige. the basketball player, right?”
paige nodded, “that’s me.”
“mackenzie, azzi’s manager.” the shorter woman offered her free hand as to shake it, which the blonde quickly complied to. “seriously, thank you for looking after her.”
“i was fine…” azzi mumbled drowsyly.
“you’re literally a baby when you're drunk azzi, sit up.” mackenzie gently scolded, grabbing azzi's clutch off the bar counter and slipping her hand under azzi's arm to help her off the stool. “i am so sorry about her, paige. she gets so clingy when she's had a couple drinks.”
“i do not.” azzi again, grumbled.
“you let a stranger sit next to you.”
azzi pointed at paige, “she’s not a stranger.”
the blonde paused. “…that’s actually progress.” paige chuckled, “i’ll take it.”
paige just grinned softly, stepping back slightly to let mackenzie pull azzi upright, though her hand lingered near azzi's waist for a second just to make sure she was steady on her feet. “don’t worry ‘bout it, mackenzie. she was good company.”
“right… well, bedtime for the model.” mackenzie said firmly, wrapping an arm around azzi to drag her towards the elevator.
“come on. hotel.”
“already?”
“yes, already.”
“but i’m talking.”
“you can talk tomorrow.”
“that’s kinda controlling.”
“and you’re kinda drunk.”
azzi lets out a buff and lets herself be pulled to her feet before looking back at paige. “bye, bueckers.”
paige smiled, “night, princess.”
azzi rolled her eyes, though there wasn’t much conviction behind it anymore. “don’t call me that.”
“see you around.”
“hopefully not.”
paige laughed, “you don’t mean that.”
the drunken brunette opened her mouth to argue, but somehow the only thing that slipped out was “…goodnight.”
the older smiled, softer this time. “goodnight, az.”
mackenzie didn’t miss the way azzi failed to protest the nickname. she simply shook her head to herself as she led the younger woman toward the elevators, heading down to the lobby.
“you’re smiling,” mackenzie pointed out.
“am not.”
“you literally are.”
“it’s the alcohol.”
“sure.”
“it is.”
“whatever you say girl.”
their voices gradually disappeared into the tiny leftover crowd. paige remained seated at the bar, her drink untouched.
the player looked towards the elevators just in time to catch azzi glancing back over her shoulder for the briefest second before the doors closed.
well, this took an unexpected turn.
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the next morning, azzi woke up to her pulse ringing in her head as a brutal hangover kicked in, her memories of the night before nothing more than a blurry haze. groaning against the sunlight, she blindly reached for her phone on the nightstand, only to freeze when a single notification lit up her screen from the last person she ever expected.
@ paigebueckers started following you!
oh, fuck. what did she do.
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Paige Bueckers is the franchise star player of the Dallas Wings. She's known to be this generational talent both in basketball and in... women, apparently. Azzi Fudd, one of the most known names in the model industry. doesn't care about basketball nor this 'Paige Bueckers' that her best friend has been fawning over. So, when her best friend got her courtside season tickets to the game, she's forced to attend. From the moment she locks eyes with the star player, she knew Paige was nothing but trouble.
Girl code exists for a reason. Azzi knows better than to cross that line. Well, the only problem is... she wants to. and Paige seems more than willing to break them with her.
read chapter one here. thank you for all the love ❤️🫠 updated! unexpected game’s playlist here.
—。 Presented and written by, azzidefender.
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chapter two : move two
“okay, i’m gonna head out now, jules.” azzi called as she hurried to the kitchen, grabbing the protein shake she’d made earlier from the fridge. balancing on one foot, she shoved on her shoe, her damp hair and fresh clothes a testament to the lightning-fast shower she’d taken after the gym.
julia’s red head popped up from behind the couch. “what? where?” she frowned, “i thought our meeting was at two.”
“yeah, but i’ve got a shoot before that, i thought i already told you.” azzi barely looked up as she continued pacing around their shared penthouse, patting down countertops and side tables in search of her keys.
“what shoot?” jules asked, her curiosity piqued.
azzi shrugged, “calvin’s.”
julia’s head whipped around. “calvin klein?”
“mhm.” azzi answered distractedly, still searching every countertop for her damn car keys. “hey, have you seen my—
“why didn’t i get an offer?” julia cut in, sounding genuinely offended.
azzi sighed, not this again.
“we can’t expect to get the same offers every time, jules. you booked jacquemus last week, and i was nothing but happy for you. can’t you just be happy for me?”
julia immediately shook her head. “no—no, i am happy for you, az.” she hesitated before adding, “it’s just… weird that you got the offer and i didn’t.”
azzi finally stopped pacing, turning to look at her. “how is that weird?”
for a split second, julia’s expression faltered before she let out a light, dismissive laugh. “never mind.” she waved it off. “what’s the shoot for, anyway?”
azzi held her gaze for another moment, unconvinced. “…it’s for a pride month campaign.”
julia’s eyebrows shot up, “so… you’re gonna be shooting with a girl?” azzi shrugged for what felt like the second time that morning, “i guess? i don’t know.”
julia let out another laugh, though this one sounded just a touch awkward. “since when do you like shooting with girls?”
finally spotting her keys on the entryway table, azzi grabbed them and arched a brow. “did you forget i’m bi?” she reminded her best friend. “besides, work is work. i don’t really care who i’m shooting with.”
“…right,” julia murmured. “aren’t you gonna take joe? i know you hate driving.”
joe was their personal driver.
azzi pulled the front door open. “no, you can take him. i know you’re grabbing matcha with your friends later.” she glanced at the time on her phone, “i really gotta go now. see you, jules.”
“oh, okay. see you, az. love you!”
a small smile tugged at azzi’s lips as she stepped into the hallway, “love you too.”
with that, she pulled the door shut behind her.
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“you’ve got to be kidding me.”
remember when azzi said she didn’t care who she was gonna shoot with approximately forty minutes ago? well, she cares now.
“what are you doing here?” azzi asked, her brows furrowing as she came face-to-face with the blonde, who was scrolling through her phone, already camera ready.
paige looked up at the sound of her voice. the star player was dressed in a white tank top layered beneath a denim jacket, matching denim jeans, and the signature calvin waistband peeking just above them.
fuck, she looked hot. azzi thought.
“oh, hey princess. finally decided to show up?” paige drawled, not looking the least bit surprised to see azzi. she leaned back in her chair, lazily chewing a piece of gum with the hint of a smug grin tugging at her lips.
azzi had the overwhelming urge to knock that smug expression clean off paige’s face.
“you didn’t answer my question, bueckers.” azzi crossed her arms, raising an eyebrow.
paige only spread her hands with an amused smile, wordlessly inviting azzi to look around before motioning to herself and her outfit, it should’ve been pretty obvious.
“use your context clues, princess.”
azzi stared back at her blankly. “let me rephrase that.” she tilted her head, “what are you doing in this shoot? …are you an extra?”
paige’s jaw dropped. she let out the most exaggerated gasp azzi had ever heard before placing a hand over her chest.
“how dare you.”
“an extra?” paige repeated, batting her eyelashes dramatically. “i didn’t know the princess was such a big head.”
azzi immediately furrowed her brows, “am not.”
“are too.” paige mocked.
“am not.”
“are too.”
“yo! paige, azzi!” damon, the photographer, called out, drawing both of their attention away from their childish bickering. “you two know each other already?”
“no.”
“yeah.”
azzi shot paige a look while damon laughed, “so which one is it?”
“we don’t know each other.”
“we know each other.”
they answered at the exact same time, earning an amused chuckle from the photographer. he pulled azzi into a quick hug before making his way over to paige, greeting her with a dap.
“okay…” he drawled, stretching out the o. “azzi what’chu doin’ girl? we’re starting in thirty. go get your hair and makeup done.”
“yeah, go get your hair and makeup done, bighead. don’t want us commoners waitin’ on you.” paige piled on, arching an eyebrow.
azzi glared at paige. god, she’d never met anyone so aggravating. she let out a heavy exhale through her nose before marching towards the dressing room without so much as another glance.
the blonde smirked to herself, clearly satisfied with the reaction she’d managed to get out of azzi. poor damon, on the other hand, looked completely lost with his camera hanging around his neck.
“what was that about?” he asked, watching azzi disappear into the dressing room. “she on her period?”
paige let out a laugh before patting him on the shoulder. “oh, damon,” she said, shaking her head with a grin. “never ask a woman that. ever.”
then, still chewing her gum, paige sauntered off, leaving damon standing in the middle of the bustling studio.
“…y’all are mad weird.”
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“can we bring that key light up a little?”
“we’re getting glare on the jacket!”
“touch-up!”
the studio buzzed with overlapping voices as paige’s hairstylist fussed over the last few strands of her wavy hair, styled loose around her shoulders. they were about to start shooting.
paige hissed as hairspray found its way straight into her eye. "oh my god—sorry!" her hairstylist apologetically uttered.
"you're good." paige assured her through gritted teeth.
god damn, that burns like hell.
once she was alone again, she blinked furiously, waving a hand in front of her watering eye in a hopeless attempt to ease the sting.
“where’s azzi?! we need to start!” one of the crew shouted.
as if right on cue, azzi walked in. and in that moment. paige thought, fuck her and her life, because damn.
paige’s throat went bone-dry in an instant. her eyes locked onto azzi and completely refused to track anything else in the room.
azzi carried herself with an effortless, casual confidence that made paige’s heart do a violent, erratic thud against her ribs. the same way it did at the game, last week. her hair fell in the softest, most luscious curls the blonde had ever laid eyes on, and all paige could think about was what it would feel like to wrap her fingers through them, pulling azzi just a little bit closer.
azzi wore a simple bralette that barely managed to hold the soft, heavy curve of her breasts, leaving her smooth, honey-brown skin glowing beneath the studio lights. the thin fabric strained slightly against her full shape, offering a glimpse of shadow and cleavage that made paige’s chest tight. it was torture.
her gaze traced the way her breasts shifted subtly with every breath, down to the dip of her collarbone, and then further down to a silver belly button piercing that caught the light every time she moved, drawing paige’s eyes right to her waist.
a pair of light-wash denim jeans sat low on her hips, mirroring paige’s look, except instead of a boxer waistband peeking through, the signature calvin klein band of her underwear rested perfectly above the denim.
the older swallowed hard, a sudden, heavy heat pooling low in her stomach. it was unfair how badly she wanted to slide her hands under that waistband, to see if azzi’s skin felt as warm and velvety as it looked. if they were supposed to be shooting a scene together, paige was absolutely doomed.
but she had to play it cool, obviously.
“fashionably late, are we?” paige smirked, making absolutely no effort to hide the way her eyes shamelessly roamed over the supermodel.
azzi caught her in the act almost immediately, her expression flattening as she strode closer. “eyes up here, bueckers.”
paige’s gaze finally met hers, a crooked grin tugging at her lips. “just appreciating the fit.”
“mhm.” azzi hummed, unconvinced. “sure you were.”
“i was.”
“right.”
“what? it’s a nice outfit.” the blonde defended herself.
azzi only gave her a look before walking past. although, the corner of her mouth threatening to curl into a smile. “keep telling yourself that.”
paige watched her go for exactly half a second before her eyes betrayed her again. her gaze dropped, completely powerless against the pull, and locked right onto the heavy, perfect curve of azzi’s ass.
fuck, that bubble ass. she whistled internally, she told herself that was an accident (it was very much intentional.)
“seriously?” azzi called over her shoulder without even turning around. the older blinked innocently, “what? now i was just appreciating the shoes.”
“you are unbelievable.”
yeah, unbelievably gay. paige thought.
“alright ladies, let’s start simple.” damon called out, gesturing toward the center of the backdrop.
paige rolled her shoulders, trying to look like she wasn’t currently fighting for her life in a room that suddenly felt eighty degrees hotter.
they started with standard, professional poses. paige stood facing away from the lens, flexing her back just enough for the studio lights to catch the line of her spine through the denim jacket. azzi stepped up behind her, turning the opposite way and casually leaning her elbow right on paige’s shoulder.
the physical contact sent a jolt straight through the blonde’s entire body. naturally, she couldn't just behave.
“you’re heavy,” paige mumbled out of the side of her mouth, keeping her jaw tense for the camera. “what did you eat for breakfast, rocks?”
“shut up, bueckers.” azzi muttered back through a perfectly practiced, gorgeous smize. “stand still and look pretty… or just stand still, since looking pretty is my job.” the younger continued, causing paige to chuckle.
“next set! on the floor, on your backs, facing the ceiling!” damon yelled, the camera shutter clicking rapidly.
they dropped to the backdrop, laying side by side. they were supposed to be looking cool and detached, staring up at the lens overhead. instead, paige immediately started inching her shoulder over until it bumped azzi’s.
“you’re in my space.” azzi whispered, her eyes fixed on the camera lens but her tone sharp enough to cut glass.
“it’s a shared backdrop, fudd. sharing is caring.” paige whispered back, deliberately shifting her leg so the denim of their jeans brushed. “besides, you love being close to me.”
“i will literally kick you in the shin on camera paige.”
“do it. the fans will love the tension.”
as the shoot went on, damon started directing them into progressively more intimate setups. the gap between them vanished. hands were placed on hips, breaths were turning warm against necks, and paige’s brain was rapidly melting into mush. she was doing her absolute best to mask her sheer, desperate horniness with obnoxious banter, but it was getting harder by the second.
“okay, let’s up the heat.” damon called out, looking through the viewfinder with a grin. “azzi, hop into her lap. face her. let’s get something raw.”
paige barely had time to brace herself before azzi pivoted, straddling her lap. because of the low-slung jeans and the sheer lack of fabric in azzi's bralette, the positioning meant the soft, heavy curve of azzi’s breasts was aligned directly with paige’s face. like, zero distance. paige’s vision was entirely filled with honey-brown skin and the teasing shadow of cleavage.
paige froze. her mind went completely blank. she was staring. she was staring so hard her eyes were practically burning.
the camera clicked. snap! snap!
azzi’s eyes narrowed as she maintained her fierce, sultry pose for the lens. through her teeth, she hissed, “can you stop staring at my breasts?”
paige didn't even blink. she just leaned in a fraction of an inch, her voice dropping to a low, completely unbothered whisper. “well, it’s kinda hard if it’s right in front of me, princess.”
azzi’s cheeks flushed a furious, beautiful pink. “you are insufferable.”
“and you’re sitting on my lap. look who’s winning.”
“that’s it.” azzi snapped, suddenly throwing her hands up. she scrambled off paige’s lap, marching right over to the front of the set toward the photographer. “damon, seriously, why do i have to do this with paige of all people? shouldn’t this be like… a couple thing? it’s way too much.”
paige didn't even bother getting up. she stayed right there on the floor, leaning back on her hands against the backdrop, her legs sprawled out, wearing the biggest, most shit-eating grin known to mankind.
damon lowered his camera. around the studio, the rest of the staff stopped dead in their tracks, slowly looking at each other in stunned silence. azzi fudd was always known to be the epitome of a consummate professional on set. the fact that paige had cracked her standard composure was nothing short of a miracle.
damon blinked, looking between the stressed out azzi and the smugly vibrating paige. “okay,” damon said slowly, raising an eyebrow. “do you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend, azzi?”
azzi crossed her arms, defensive. “...no.”
damon’s gaze slowly drifted past azzi’s shoulder, locking onto paige. silently asking what about you?
paige was still peacefully sitting on the ground, completely content with her life choices. without losing a beat, paige offered a loud, cheerful, “nope.” popping the p at the end.
damon looked back at azzi, a wide concerning smile breaking across his face. “do both of you wanna get paid?”
at the exact same time, like a pair of synchronized twins, both azzi and paige aggressively nodded their heads.
“then act like y’all at least tolerate each other for five damn minutes!” damon threw his hands in the air, completely crashing out.
azzi winced, she pursed her lips into a pout. meanwhile paige? yes, she was still shit-grinning in the back.
“back on the lap. let’s go!”
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two weeks later.
@calvinklein made a new post!
📸: paige bueckers & azzi fudd
bio : gravity pulls, but they pull harder. unapologetic, breathtaking, and entirely magnetic in each other's orbit.
@ paigebueckers and @ azzifudd in calvin klein. closer than ever. #pride
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@bueckers.nation: WAIT??? PAIGE AND AZZI FOR CALVIN KLEIN??? IM SCREAMING 😭😭😭
╰› @fuddontop: this is like a DREAM COLLAB.
╰› @azprincess: what is life fr.
@bigbucketspb: paige is so… 🥵🤤 respectfully.
@womenshoops.vibe: HOLYY— this campaign is absolutely legendary 😭🔥
@pb5court: look at the second slide omg... paige looks DOWN BAD. she is literally staring directly at azzi’s chest like her life depends on it 💀
╰› @paigey5: LMFAO not you calling our girl out 😭
╰› @pb.wings: no but she’s so real for that.
╰›@uconnforever: nah she just gay.
@ballersparadise: THE crossover i never knew i needed. the chemistry in these photos is actually insane.
@fuddszn: azzi looks INSANE in that bralette omg but can we talk about the lap pose??? the way paige is looking up at her??? they are not just coworkers your honor.
@paigeypov: paige is fighting for her actual life in that lap picture. I GET HER, LIKE MOVE TF OUT BLONDIE.
╰› @azlover: NO BUT HOW DO I BECOME AZZI. like i wanna sit on paige’s lap. 🤠
@hoopsandhearts: what does paige have that i don’t 💔😞
╰› @bucketcharts: a lot honey, A LOT.
@damonshotsofficial: y’all don’t wanna know what i went through for this.
Paige Bueckers is the franchise star player of the Dallas Wings. She’s known to be this generational talent both in basketball and in… women, apparently. Azzi Fudd, one of the most known names in the model industry. doesn’t care about basketball nor this ‘Paige Bueckers’ that her best friend has been fawning over. So, when her best friend got her courtside season tickets to the game, she’s forced to attend. From the moment she locks eyes with the star player, she knew Paige was nothing but trouble.
Girl code exists for a reason. Azzi knows better than to cross that line. Well, the only problem is… she wants to. and Paige seems more than willing to break them with her.
dedicated to my dear anon who came up with this highly requested prompt awhile ago.
obviously feel free to tell me what you guys think 💭 ‼️
—。Presented and written by, azzidefender.
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chapter one : move one
dallas college park center was deafening. excitement buzzed through the arena, the energy crackling in the air as the crowd erupted into thunderous cheers every time a wings player scored. azzi could feel the vibrations beneath her boots, the atmosphere unlike anything she’d ever experienced.
it couldn’t have been more different from the world azzi is used to. her workplace was subdued, almost sacred, where the loudest sound was the rhythmic click of heels against the runway, the background music and the soft instructions murmured from behind the camera.
the contrast was almost jarring, yet somehow fascinating. in a way, she understood the thrill.
fashion wasn’t always quiet either, backstage was a different story entirely. a beautiful kind of chaos where stylists rushed between racks, makeup artists made last second touch-ups, hairdressers fixed every strand that dared fall out of place, and someone was always counting down the seconds until the next look.
she’s learned how to slip in and out of outfits in record time while voices overlapped around her, calling her name, adjusting a sleeve, straightening a collar, reminding her where to stand next. it wasn’t all that different from what she was witnessing now. different worlds and uniforms, but the same adrenaline pulsing beneath it all.
how did azzi end up here? she doesn’t really know…
yesterday, she was catching up with julia and somehow now, she’s sitting court-side at a dallas wings game against the atlanta dream.
she doesn’t even like basketball. well, doesn’t like is a strong word. she more so… doesn’t understand it. if she doesn’t understand it, how can she possibly enjoy it, right?
angel is on the atlanta dream though, which is exciting to see. azzi and her met two years ago, during a shoot for skims. she was surprised to find out that modeling wasn’t angel’s main job, considering how talented she is at it. since then, they became close friends and meet up once every couple of months.
angel snagged the ball after it bounced off the rim. a rebound, azzi thought. at least she was pretty sure that’s what it was called. years of overhearing her basketball-crazy parents yelling at the tv had to count for something.
azzi clapped, earning a few side glances from the wings fan besides her. one of them including her best friend, julia.
“did you forget we’re here to support the wings azzi?”
azzi shrugged unfazed, “i don’t know any of em, we do know angel though, so you should clap for her too jules.” she called out, they should show their friend some support.
julia gaped as she stared at her best friend. “az, that’s not how it works. we live in dallas, we should support our home team.”
azzi raised an eyebrow, “says you. aren’t you just here for paige beukers—
“it’s bueckers azzi, b-u-e-c-k-e-r-s. how many times do i have to repeat this for you to get it right? julia cuts off, spelling the star player name one by one.
azzi rolled her eyes, “yea her, anyways. you weren’t even into sports a week ago, let alone basketball. so you have no right to question who i support.” she sassily replied.
julia thinned her lips into a straight line, not even questioning the younger anymore, she had grown used to it. “but isn’t paige so hot? i mean, look at her az. that’s my future wife right there.” she continued, bringing her hand up in the air towards the blonde player with the number 5 attached on the back.
azzi simply stared at julia blankly. this is the third time her lesbian best friend has had a crush on someone this year, and it’s all thanks to her obsession with watching thirst trap edits. tho, azzi would say this one was the worst so far.
“i can’t believe you bought court-side tickets after seeing her on your, for you page.”
julia waved her hand dismissively. “we have too much money to spend anyway, might as well.” azzi let out a quiet laugh, shaking her head at the ridiculous logic of her redheaded best friend.
“oh! azzi, look! we’re on the jumbotron.” julia exclaimed excitedly.
azzi lifted her head towards the massive screen hanging above the arena. sure enough, there they were, front and center. azzi fudd & julia ricardo, with supermodel displayed beneath their names. the crowd erupted into cheers the moment they recognized the pair. after all, they were the most famous supermodel duo in dallas.
julia threw both hands into the air, waving so enthusiastically as if the jumbotron wasn’t already impossible to miss. azzi, on the other hand, only let out a soft chuckle before flashing the camera a small, dimpled smile accompanied by a subtle wave.
with the game paused for a timeout, most of the players instinctively looked up at the jumbotron, puzzled by the crowd’s sudden burst of cheers.
azzi noticed several of the players looking pleasantly surprised at the sight of them on the jumbotron. smiles spread across their faces almost instantly, with a few even nudging their teammates to look. angel, in particular, beamed the moment she spotted them.
but that wasn’t the main thing she noticed. azzi couldn’t shake the feeling of a certain blonde’s gaze crawling beneath her skin. while the other players quickly looked away, she didn’t. she kept staring at them… particularly at her.
across the court, bueckers sat on the dallas bench, chest rising and falling with heavy breaths as the coach drew up the next play. a bottle of gatorade rested in her hand, taking the occasional sip, yet her eyes never once left azzi.
their view were directly across from one another.
azzi had never been one to lose a staring contest. if anything, she welcomed the challenge. so instead of looking away, she held the blonde’s gaze without hesitation, one brow slowly arching as if to silently ask, what?
seconds stretched between them. the noise of the arena faded into the background as neither of them blinked first.
then, just as the referee signaled for play to resume, the blonde let out, on what it looks like the faintest chuckle. a smug grin tugged at the corner of her lips before she pushed herself off the bench and jogged back onto the court, leaving azzi watching after her with a confusion she couldn’t quite explain.
okay, she’s hella weird. azzi internally thought. they didn’t even know each other.
“omg, az! did you see that?” julia squealed suddenly, shoving azzi’s shoulder with a grin so wide it looked like her cheeks might split. “paige was a thousand percent checking me out! did you see the way she kept staring? she was basically eye-fucking me with her eyes!”
the brunette chuckled awkwardly, “yeah… i saw that.” she couldn’t bring herself to burst her best friend’s bubble, especially when she wasn’t even sure what had just happened herself.
“ugh, thank god i did my hair today. i knew it would pay off! she’s totally into me.” julia declared, dramatically brushing her thick, fiery red hair over one shoulder with an impossibly smug smile.
azzi rolled her eyes once again, unable to hide her amused smile at julia’s unwavering confidence.
to be fair, her best friend is gorgeous.
she couldn’t exactly blame julia for assuming the blonde had been staring. the last two gay women julia had developed a crush on had ended up in her bed, so her confidence wasn’t exactly unfounded. maybe this blonde would be next.
and maybe… julia was right.
maybe azzi had simply mistaken the direction of the stare. they had been sitting shoulder to shoulder, after all.
“yeah, your hair looks great, jules. as always.” azzi said with a soft laugh, indulging her best friend’s ego. julia grinned triumphantly before leaning her head against azzi’s shoulder. “thanks babe, you also look absolutely stunning.”
she’d admit it, she did look good as well. but she was starting to regret wearing the leather mini skirt. it wasn’t exactly the most comfortable thing to sit in, especially with courtside seats in the very front row.
the game carried on, just as intense as it had been all night. neither team was willing to give an inch, and before anyone knew it, regulation had come and gone.
overtime. the arena buzzed with anticipation as every possession suddenly felt like it could decide the game.
then, in the blink of an eye, number 10 from the wings lost her handle. the ball slipped from her fingertips and skidded across the hardwood, bouncing dangerously toward the sideline—right where azzi and julia were seated.
before either of them even had the chance to flinch, a blonde blur darted into view.
bueckers lunged without hesitation, stretching every inch of her frame to snatch the loose ball inches before it sailed out of bounds or into the hands of an atlanta player. one fluid motion later, she had already shoveled it back to a teammate before crashing into the courtside barricade.
without thinking, azzi instinctively reached out a hand to help. she was the closest to the blonde, after all.
bueckers looked momentarily dazed from the collision, blinking a couple of times before her eyes found azzi’s. after a brief beat, she slipped her hand into azzi’s and let the brunette steady her back onto her feet.
“you okay, princess?”
the words were barely above a murmur, low enough that azzi almost convinced herself she’d imagined them.
princess?
her brows furrowed, who the hell did this woman think she was? calling her princess.
“i think you should be asking yourself that.” azzi replied, raising one of her eyebrows in amusement.
the blonde’s grin widened ever so slightly, as if she’d gotten exactly the reaction she was hoping for, paige winked playfully before jogging back into the game.
“damn,” julia sulked dramatically. “i should’ve taken your seat earlier.” she slumped back in her chair with an exaggerated sigh after instinctively shrieking to the other side when the collision happened. “i could’ve touched her strong veiny hands.”
azzi shot julia a look, equal parts entertained and incredulous. “okay… now you’re just making it weird jules.”
julia continued to pout beside her while azzi found herself glancing down at her own hand, she couldn’t help but to agree.
paige bueckers did have nice hands. strong, warm, and surprisingly gentle.
okay, stop. you’re the one being weird now. azzi shook her head, forcing the train of thought out of her mind.
once the final buzzer sounded, signaling the end of the game, angel made her way over to them. “hey, ladiesss.” she greeted with a grin. “didn’t know you were coming to the game, you should’ve give me a heads up fudd!”
azzi wasted no time wrapping the girl in a hug. “hey, angel. i didn’t even know i was coming until 9 p.m. last night, so… i couldn’t exactly text you a heads-up.” she replied with a sheepish laugh, sending julia a knowing glance.
julia rolled her eyes dramatically. “fine… it was my spontaneous idea, az. blame me.” she said, raising her hands in mock surrender.
she stepped forward to give angel a quick hug, which the taller woman returned with an easy smile. while julia and angel weren’t nearly as close as azzi and angel were, they’d crossed paths on enough projects over the years to know each other well enough for the greeting to feel effortless.
“great game by the way, you killed it.” azzi added.
“it would’ve been if paige hadn’t come in clutch,” angel replied with mock annoyance. “she’s so damn irritating when she does that, which is all the time.”
the mention of one particular player immediately caught julia’s attention.
“you know her?”
azzi and angel turned to look at her at the exact same time. even azzi, who barely knew the first thing about basketball, knew the answer to that.
her best friend squeezed her eyes shut for a second, realizing she’d just asked a pretty stupid question. which, to be fair, she had.
“i mean…” she quickly corrected herself. “are you two close?”
angel blinked, a little caught off guard by the question. “um… i mean, yeah. we’re good friends.”
“oh, cool.” julia replied a little too quickly, unable to hide the spark of interest in her voice. angel’s gaze flickered to azzi, silently asking, what’s going on?
azzi only smiled and gave an innocent little shrug, choosing not to expose her best friend’s very obvious crush. judging by the amused look beginning to form on angel’s face, though, she had a feeling her teammate was already connecting the dots.
“…alright, i’ve gotta head to media now, but i’ll catch up with you guys later.” angel gestured toward the tunnel before flashing azzi a grin. “and i love the skirt, az. you have to tell me where you got it.”
“i’ll text you.” azzi laughed.
with one last nod, angel slowly backed away, turning only when she was a few steps out before jogging towards the media room.
“well, great job hiding your interest jules, not noticeable at all.” azzi teased, shooting her a cheeky look. julia groaned, “i panicked, okay?”
“sure. can we get some food now, though? i’m starving.” azzi said, rubbing her stomach.
“not yet, az.” julia shook her head. “i’ve gotta get paige’s attention first. i have to at least talk to her!”
azzi let out an exaggerated sigh. “jules…”
“what do you think the point of me wearing this green snakeskin dress was?” julia gestured to herself. “i didn’t suffer through all this just to not talk to her.”
she gave herself an unnecessary twirl, as if azzi hadn’t already seen the outfit a dozen times, before dramatically pointing towards the blonde, who was currently in the middle of a postgame interview at center court.
azzi let out a long, resigned sigh. “fine… go talk to her, i’ll wait.” she gave a small nod toward the player, silently urging julia to get on with it already. the sooner she went, the sooner they could finally get something to eat.
“are you crazy? i can’t just walk up to her!” julia exclaimed, earning a confused frown from azzi.
“why not?”
“because!” julia threw her hands up, “she’s gonna think i’m desperate.”
azzi stared at her best friend, thoroughly unimpressed. “she’s not gonna think you’re desperate, jules. just go introduce yourself.” she crossed her arms, waiting.
julia began tapping her heels against the floor, clearly thinking something over. suddenly, her face lit up.
“i have an idea!” she beamed. “how about you introduce me to her?” azzi’s brows immediately knitted together. “i don’t even know her.”
“well…” julia said carefully, a hopeful smile creeping onto her face. “you will once you talk to her.”
azzi let out a disbelieving laugh, “i am not walking up to her just to tell her you’re interested, jules.”
julia’s face instantly fell into an exaggerated pout,“what? why not?” she whined. “pleasee, help me out, az. you’re way better at this.”
“no, jules.”
“help your best friend out, please?”
azzi sighed, she couldn’t believe she was actually doing this. all she could think about was the perfect roast dinner after this. the sooner this was over, the sooner she’d finally get to eat.
“fine.” she muttered more to herself, “let’s just get this over with, but dinner’s on you.”
“deal!” julia practically bounced with excitement. “thank you, az! you’re the best. now go!” before azzi could even reconsider, julia began shooing her away with both hands.
azzi shot her a silent glare before turning and making her way through the crowd on the court.
i can’t believe i’m actually doing this. she thought. weaving past players, staff, and media crews.
the star player appeared to be wrapping up her postgame interview, reaching up to unclip the microphone from the collar of her jersey.
just as she handed the mic back to a crew member, she noticed someone making their way towards her.
paige’s gaze lifted, settling on the striking curly brunette walking directly in her direction. instinctively, she straightened a little, her curiosity piqued as she watched azzi close the distance.
azzi came to an abrupt stop right in front of her, meeting the blonde’s gaze without a hint of hesitation.
“hi.”
the blonde raised an eyebrow, the corner of her mouth curling into an amused smile as her gaze drifted over azzi, lingering for a brief moment on her bellybutton piercing before returning to meet her eyes.
“hey, princess.”
azzi held out a hand. “the name’s azzi, not princess. so you can stop calling me that, thanks.” paige’s grin only widened as she reached out to shake it. there it was again—that firm yet surprisingly gentle grip.
“you do realize,” paige said, her smile turning almost smug. “you’re the one who walked up to me, right?”
“don’t flatter yourself, bueckers. i’m not here to chat with you.” the younger woman shot back without missing a beat.
“oh?” paige tilted her head, clearly entertained. “and what reason would that be then, princess?”
okay, now she was definitely doing it on purpose.
azzi parted her lips, fully prepared to come up with a comeback that would wipe that smug grin off the blonde’s face. but before she could, a tiny tug on the hem of paige’s basketball shorts made both women glance down.
a little girl, no older than six, stood there in an oversized bueckers jersey, looking up with wide eyes.
paige’s grin immediately softened, “hey, buddy.” she crouched slightly to the girl’s height. “you want an autograph?”
the little girl vigorously shook her head. before paige could even process what was happening, the child darted right past her. straight to azzi.
tiny arms wrapped around azzi’s leg in an enthusiastic hug, azzi blinked in surprise before her expression melted into something impossibly gentle.
“hi there.” she greeted softly.
“princess!” the little girl beamed.
a pair of horrified parents came rushing over seconds later, “oh my gosh, we’re so sorry!” the mother apologized between embarrassed laughs. “she just… took off.”
the father rubbed the back of his neck apologetically.“she’s such a huge fan of the people’s princess,” he explained. “we really can’t believe she just ran onto the court.” azzi’s brows lifted ever so slightly.
“would it be alright if she took a picture with you, azzi?”
a warm smile spread across azzi’s face. “of course,” she answered. “i’d love to.”
she glanced sideways at paige just in time to catch the blonde staring at her with an expression that hovered somewhere between disbelief and amusement.
azzi couldn’t resist. she flashed paige the tiniest, most satisfied smirk before turning her attention back to the little girl.
“come here.”
she effortlessly picked the child up onto her hip, earning an excited squeal. the parents hurriedly unlocked a phone before the mother hesitated.
“actually…” she said sheepishly, looking toward paige. “would you mind joining too? we’re big fans of yours as well.”
paige laughed under her breath, “guess i can do that.” she stepped beside azzi, close enough that their shoulders nearly brushed.
the little girl, now perched comfortably in azzi’s arms, wrapped one arm around her neck while grinning at the camera. without really thinking about it, paige rested a light hand against the small of azzi’s back to steady her.
azzi felt it immediately. she turned her head just enough to meet paige’s eyes for a split second, the blonde’s grin was downright insufferable.
“ready?” the father called.
“one, two, three!”
the flash went off. it had to be one of the most awkwardly random photos either of them had ever taken and yet, somehow, neither of them moved away right after. the parents thanked them profusely, apologizing one last time before hurrying off with their daughter.
the moment they were out of earshot, paige turned back to azzi, a smug grin already creeping onto her face.
“so…” she dragged out. “you really do get called a princess.”
azzi rolled her eyes so hard it was almost impressive.“you’re awfully cocky for someone who only scored fourteen points today.”
the effect was immediate because paige looked personally offended. “excuse you?” she pressed a hand to her chest. “ten of those fourteen were clutch points, mind you. and i had a double-double.”
azzi frowned, shifting her weight onto one leg as she crossed her arms.
“…what’s a double-double?”
paige let out the most dramatic gasp imaginable.“okay bro, you officially don’t get to comment on my game if you don’t even know what a double-double is, princess.”
“i told you to stop calling me that, bueckers.”
“right. my mistake, princess.”
“stop.”
“my apologies… princess.” paige drawled, placing deliberate emphasis on the nickname.
azzi pinched the bridge of her nose, “you’re unbelievably annoying.”
“and yet,” paige said with a grin that bordered on insufferable, “you’re the one who walked up to me.” she signed both hands towards azzi then back to herself.
“against my will.”
“still counts.”
“it absolutely does not.”
“pretty sure it does.”
azzi shot her a deadpan look. “you’re making this conversation significantly longer than it needs to be.”
“you haven’t even told me why you came over.”
…right.
julia.
azzi closed her eyes for a brief second. she’d gotten so distracted arguing with this irritating human being that she’d completely forgotten why she was there in the first place.
she drew in a quiet breath, ready to explain. only for a member of the dallas wings media staff to appear beside them.
“perfect, you two already know each other!” she said with a relieved smile. “we were actually wondering if you’d be willing to take a quick photo together with jess, and your co-partner, julia ricardo, if that’s alright with you, ms. fudd? it’s for the wings social media.”
azzi blinked, “…yeah, that’s fine.”
“awesome. thank you!” the staff member motioned for them to follow.
azzi shot paige a brief look before turning around and leading the way back towards julia. the second the redhead realized who was walking beside her, her posture noticeably shifted. her body language screaming act normal.
paige offered an easy smile, extending her hand first, “nice to meet you, i’m paige.”
julia stared for half a second before remembering how to function. “h-hi.” she quickly tucked a strand of red hair behind her ear before accepting the handshake. “julia.”
“yeah,” paige replied with a teasing grin. “i know.” she punctuated it with a quick wink.
azzi looked between the two of them before slowly rolling her eyes.
unbelievable.
before julia could recover from whatever just happened, another woman approached them with an easy smile.
“hey, i’m jess.”
she introduced herself to both azzi and julia, exchanging quick greetings before the staff member clapped their hands together. “alright, let’s line up!”
azzi and julia naturally stood beside one another in the middle. before anyone else could move, paige casually stepped up beside azzi. at the exact same time, she motioned for jess to stand on julia’s other side. jess caught on immediately, taking her place next to the visibly flustered julia.
the photographer adjusted the camera, “everyone ready?” without warning, paige rested a hand lightly against azzi’s bare waist.
azzi went completely still.
paige felt it instantly, a satisfied smile tugged at her lips. she leaned in just enough for only azzi to hear.
“smile for the camera, princess.”
azzi shot her a sideways glare. then, almost effortlessly, she shifted her attention to the camera. her signature smile appeared as though it’d been switched on. warm dimples on full display.
“perfect!” the photographer called. “one more.”
click.
“got it. thank you, everyone!”
almost immediately, another member of the media team waved paige over. “paige! we’re waiting for you.”
“comin!”
paige let her hand slip from azzi’s waist before taking a step back. as she passed, she dipped her head ever so slightly toward azzi.
“catch you later, princess.” she murmured.
before azzi could think of a reply, paige was already walking away.
“bye, paige!” julia called after her.
paige glanced over her shoulder, offering nothing more than a polite wave and an easy smile.
“thanks for coming out and supporting us,” she said. “really appreciate it.” then she disappeared into the crowd alongside jess, leaving julia standing there in complete awe.
“…she winked at me.”
azzi sighed, “she winks at everyone, jules.”
“don’t ruin this for me az.”
“i think i just found the love of my life.” julia continued dreamily, still staring after the blonde’s back.
azzi blinked, what on earth just happened?
in the span of ten minutes, she’d somehow been forced to play cupid, she was called princess for an unreasonable amount of times, and had a professional basketball player shamelessly get under her skin for her own entertainment.
all she knew was this : paige bueckers was without question. the most unbelievable, infuriating, and utterly irritating person she had ever met.
and if her best friend really planned on falling for that.
well, good luck to her.
as for azzi?
every alarm bell in her head was screaming the exact same thing. stay as far away from the wings star player as humanly possible.
“can we get food now?” she asked, already turning towards the exit.
julia practically skipped after her, “yeah, yeah… but first, can we talk about the fact that paige winked at me?”
azzi groaned, “absolutely not.”
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📸: paige bueckers, jessica shepard, azzi fudd & julia ricardo
bio : special visitors or more like supermodels 👀 at tonight’s game! thanks for stopping by and stealing the show. @ azzifudd and @ juliaricardo
always love having familiar faces courtside!
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@bueckerswifee: WAIT??? AZZI FUDD???
@wnbacentral: i had to do a double take 😭
@paigenewsacc: since WHEN were azzi and julia at a wings game??
@hoopsdaily: the crossover i never knew i needed.
@fuddingiconic: azzi looks INSANE in that mini skirt OMG.
@juliasnumber1fan: JULIA WON TODAY IDC.
@pb5goat: paige standing suspiciously close to azzi… 👀
@courtsidecam: OMG. the people’s princess x the nonchalant final boss? this is MY NICHE.
╰› @lesbianagendas: THIS COMMENT LMAOOOO.
╰› @bueckersfuddfan : no fr.
@fuddforever: whoever manifested this crossover… thank you.
@bueckers4life: i need them in the same room again immediately.
@paigeglazer: wait did anyone else see that family that took a picture with paige and azzi together??
╰› @hoopsobsessed: YEAH I SAW THAT!! paige was standing SO close bro 😭
╰› @pbfilm: and her hand was literally on azzi’s waist for the team picture HELLO???
╰› @uconnicpb5: i’m sayingggg 😭
╰› @basketballgirl234: y’all are mad weird.
╰› @princessazzifudd: imagine being that little girl and accidentally creating the most random crossover ever.
@wnbaupdatess: i need the behind the scenes footage immediately.
Summary: They broke up a long time ago. Azzi told herself not to go back, not after everything. But she can’t resist Paige Bueckers.
A/N: okay we back to regular chaps!! i think this is my favorite one so far
warnings: serious angst
A Couple Minutes Masterlist
Main Masterlist
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Chapter Ten
Dallas, TX
The team chose a bar three blocks from the apartment building. That was the first mistake. The second was letting Arike organize the night.
By eight-thirty, she had claimed the largest section in the back, convinced the bartender to put the team’s playlist on, and ordered enough appetizers to feed twice as many people as they actually had.
“We survived training camp,” Arike announced, raising her glass. “Some of us barely.”
Her eyes landed on Paige.
Paige leaned back in her chair. “Why are you looking at me?”
“You spent half of camp trying to break the rim.”
“I was working on my shot.”
“Your shot was working on you.”
Laughter moved around the table.
Paige rolled her eyes, but she raised her drink with everyone else.
“To making the roster,” someone shouted.
“To the season.”
“To no more conditioning tests.”
That earned the loudest cheer.
Glasses clinked.
Paige took a small sip and looked toward the opposite end of the table. Azzi sat between two of their teammates, her hair loose around her shoulders and a bright smile on her face. She had traded the team-issued sweats Paige had gotten used to seeing her in for dark jeans and a fitted black top.
Paige had noticed the second Azzi walked into the lobby.
She had also noticed that Azzi smelled like the perfume Paige had bought her for her birthday last year.
She had not mentioned either thing.
She was learning.
Slowly.
Painfully.
But she was learning.
Azzi looked up and caught Paige staring.
Paige immediately turned toward Arike
Arike raised one eyebrow.
“Don’t,” Paige warned.
Arike put up her hands. “I didn’t say anything.”
“You were about to.”
“I was about to ask if you wanted a mozzarella stick.”
Paige glanced at the empty plate between them.
“There aren’t any left.”
“Then I guess we’ll never know.”
Paige took another sip of her drink.
Across the table, Azzi laughed at something one of the rookies said.
Paige felt the familiar ache.
It wasn’t as sharp as it had been that morning in the gym.
It was quieter now.
Still there.
Always there.
But she was trying to let Azzi have the night without watching every smile and wondering whether Riley had caused it.
That became more difficult when Azzi’s phone lit up beside her glass.
Azzi looked at the screen.
Her expression softened.
Paige looked away before she could see anything else.
She focused on Jordan describing a disastrous date she had gone on the previous summer. Paige nodded in what she hoped were the right places, but her thoughts kept drifting.
Riley was probably texting Azzi.
Maybe they were finalizing their second date.
Maybe Riley was telling her to have fun tonight.
Maybe—
Paige stopped herself.
Azzi’s phone was none of her business.
She took a slow breath and placed her glass on the table.
Maddy glanced at her.
“You good?”
“Yeah.”
“That answer has never once been convincing.”
“I’m trying something new.”
“What?”
“Mindfulness.”
Maddy stared at her. “Huh?”
Paige shrugged. “I saw it on TikTok.”
“That explains why you look like you’re trying not to commit a damn felony.”
Paige kicked her lightly beneath the table.
Maddy laughed.
At the other end, someone ordered a round of shots.
Azzi shook her head immediately. “No.”
The teammate beside her placed one in front of her anyway.
“One,” she said. “You made the roster. It’s basically mandatory.”
“I already have a drink.”
“That’s a cocktail. This is team bonding.”
Azzi looked down at the small glass.
Paige knew that expression.
Azzi wanted to say no.
She also didn’t want to seem uptight on one of her first official nights with the team.
Before Paige could intervene, Azzi picked up the shot.
“To surviving camp,” she said.
Everyone cheered.
Azzi tipped it back.
Her face twisted immediately. “That’s disgusting.”
The table erupted in laughter.
Paige smiled despite herself.
Azzi reached for her cocktail and took a long drink to wash away the taste.
Paige’s smile faded.
She knew Azzi’s tolerance.
More accurately, she knew Azzi didn’t have one.
When they had been together, Azzi usually stopped after one drink. Two if they had eaten first and were staying somewhere safe. Tonight, she had barely touched the appetizers. Paige glanced at the cocktail in front of her. It was already half gone. Not my girlfriend, Paige reminded herself. Not your decision.
She looked toward the basket of fries in the center of the table and pushed it down toward Azzi.
Azzi watched it slide to a stop in front of her.
Her eyes lifted to Paige’s.
Paige nodded toward the food.
Azzi’s mouth curved faintly.
She took a fry.
It was a tiny thing.
Paige still felt relieved.
An hour later, the bar had grown louder.
The reserved section dissolved as players moved between tables and the dance floor. Someone had convinced two assistant coaches to join them. Zaza was arguing with the DJ over a song request. Paige remained near the edge of the group, nursing the same drink she had started with. She had practice in two days. She didn’t like feeling out of control. And, though she didn’t admit it, she was keeping an eye on Azzi. Not because Azzi belonged to her. Because Azzi was drinking faster than usual, and no one else seemed to notice.
Azzi had abandoned her seat and joined a group on the dance floor. Her movements were looser now, her smile brighter. Every few minutes she stumbled into one of their teammates and laughed like it was the funniest thing that had ever happened.
Paige tried not to stare.
She failed.
Arike appeared at her side, slightly out of breath.
“She is wasted.”
Paige didn’t need to ask who she meant. “She’s getting there.”
“She passed getting there twenty minutes ago.”
Paige watched Azzi lift both arms as the song changed, nearly elbowing someone behind her.
“How many drinks has she had?”
Arike counted on her fingers. “Cocktail when we got here. Shot. Someone bought her another cocktail. Then she had part of mine because she said hers tasted weird.”
Paige turned toward her. “You gave her more?”
“I didn’t realize she’d already had that much.”
Paige rubbed a hand over her face.
“I tried to give her water,” Arike added. “She said water was boring.”
“That sounds like her.”
Arike watched Paige for a moment. “You should probably talk to her.”
“Why me?”
Arike gave her a flat look.
Paige knew the answer.
Because even drunk, Azzi still listened to Paige.
Or at least she used to.
Paige’s chest tightened.
“I’m not her girlfriend,” she said.
“No,” Arike replied. “You’re her teammate, and right now your teammate is one bad decision away from dancing on the bar.”
As if summoned by the warning, Azzi placed one hand against the edge of a nearby table and looked at it with clear consideration.
Paige moved before she could stop herself. She crossed the dance floor, slipping between teammates until she reached Azzi. Azzi’s face lit up the moment she saw her.
“Paige!”
Paige steadied her as Azzi turned too quickly “Hey.”
“You’re not dancing.”
“I noticed.”
Azzi placed both hands on Paige’s shoulders and leaned closer, apparently needing to concentrate to look her in the eyes.
“You’re being boring.”
“You’re being drunk.”
“I’m celebrating.”
“You can celebrate with water.”
Azzi frowned as though Paige had deeply offended her. “Water doesn’t taste like anything.”
“That’s one of its better qualities.”
Azzi laughed and dropped her forehead against Paige’s shoulder. Every muscle in Paige’s body went still. It was automatic. Familiar. Azzi used to do this after games when she was exhausted, folding herself into Paige and trusting her to keep them both upright. Paige’s hands hovered near Azzi’s waist. She didn’t touch her.
Not at first.
Then Azzi swayed.
Paige caught her.
Her hands settled carefully against Azzi’s sides.
Azzi sighed. “You always catch me.”
The words were slurred around the edges.
Paige’s heart hurt. “Someone has to.”
Azzi lifted her head.
Her eyes were glassy, her cheeks warm and flushed.
“Are you mad at me?”
“No.”
“You look mad.”
“I’m worried.”
“Same thing.”
“It really isn’t.”
Azzi studied Paige’s face with drunken seriousness. “You have pretty eyes.”
Paige’s breath caught.
“Okay. We’re getting you water.”
“I’m serious.”
“I know.”
“They’re very blue.”
“Thank you.”
“I used to look at them when you weren’t watching.”
Paige swallowed.
Azzi smiled sadly.
“But you were usually watching.”
Paige glanced around them.
A few teammates were nearby, but no one seemed to be paying attention.
Still, this wasn’t a conversation Azzi should be having when she could barely stand.
Paige took her gently by the shoulders. “Come sit down.”
“I want to dance with you.”
“Tomorrow you’ll be grateful I said no.”
Azzi’s face fell.
Paige nearly gave in.
Then she reminded herself that Azzi was drunk.
She could care for her.
She could not take advantage of the closeness Azzi was offering. Even something as innocent as dancing would mean more to Paige than Azzi might remember in the morning.
“Come on,” Paige said softly. “Let’s get some air.”
Azzi allowed Paige to guide her away from the dance floor.
She leaned heavily into Paige’s side, one hand gripping the back of Paige’s shirt.
Paige wrapped an arm around her waist to keep her steady. The contact burned. She tried not to think about how perfectly Azzi still fit against her.
They stepped through a side door onto a small patio. The night air was warm, but cooler than the crowded bar.
Azzi inhaled deeply.
Then grimaced.
“The outside is moving.”
“That’s not ideal.”
Paige helped her sit on a bench against the wall.“Stay here.”
Azzi loosened her grip but didn’t let go completely.
Paige pulled out her phone and texted Arike.
Paige: Bring water and food outside.
Arike responded with a thumbs-up.
Azzi rested her head against Paige’s shoulder.
Paige stared straight ahead.
The patio was quiet except for muffled music coming through the wall and traffic moving along the street.
“You smell good,” Azzi mumbled.
Paige closed her eyes briefly. “You’re very drunk.”
“I can be drunk and right.”
“Unfortunately.”
Azzi traced one finger over the sleeve of Paige’s jacket.
Paige watched the movement.
She wanted to cover Azzi’s hand with her own.
She didn’t.
“Did Riley text you tonight?” Paige asked before she could stop herself.
Azzi lifted her head.
Even drunk, she looked surprised.
Paige immediately regretted it.
“Never mind.”
“She did.”
Jealousy tightened around Paige’s ribs.
She forced her expression to remain neutral.
“That’s nice.”
Azzi squinted at her. “You don’t mean that.”
“I’m working on it.”
“She said to have fun.”
Paige nodded.
Azzi continued studying her. “Are you jealous?”
“Yes.”
The answer came easily now.
Paige didn’t see the point in lying.
Azzi’s expression softened.
“You’re honest when I’m drunk.”
“I’m honest when you’re sober too. You just argue more.”
Azzi smiled, then rested her head against Paige again.
“I don’t want you to be sad.”
“That isn’t something you have to fix.”
“I used to fix it.”
“You used to try.”
“I was good at it.”
Paige looked down at her. “You were.”
Azzi’s eyes were closed.
Her voice dropped to a whisper.
“I miss when I was yours.”
Paige stopped breathing.
For one terrible, hopeful second, the whole world seemed to narrow around those words. She could tell Azzi she could be hers again. She could ask her to choose. She could take this moment and hold on to it. But Azzi was drunk. Tomorrow, she might not remember saying it. And Paige had already made enough decisions for both of them.
“You’re not mine,” Paige said gently.
Azzi’s face pinched.. “I know.”
“You’re your own.”
“That sounds lonely.”
“It doesn’t have to be.”
Azzi opened her eyes and looked up at Paige.
“But you want me.”
Paige’s throat tightened. “Yes.”
“Then why can’t I be yours?”
“Because wanting you doesn’t make that choice for you.”
Azzi stared at her, struggling to follow through the alcohol.
Paige softened her voice. “When you’re sober, you get to decide what you want. Tonight, I’m just making sure you’re safe.”
Azzi was quiet.
Then she leaned farther into Paige’s side.
“You’re always safe.”
Paige looked away before Azzi could see the tears gathering in her eyes.
Arike stepped onto the patio carrying two bottles of water and a basket of fries. She slowed when she saw them. Azzi curled against Paige. Paige’s arm around her waist. Neither of them speaking.
Arlie’s teasing expression disappeared.
She handed Paige the water.
“How bad?”
“She thinks the outside is moving.”
“Fantastic.”
Azzi lifted her head. “I can hear you.”
Arike placed the fries beside her. “Then eat.”
Azzi looked offended.
Paige opened one of the water bottles and placed it in her hand. “Small sips.”
Azzi drank obediently.
Jordan raised her eyebrows at Paige.
Paige ignored her.
For the next twenty minutes, they managed to get half the water and several fries into Azzi.
She became sleepier but no steadier.
When Paige asked if she felt sick, Azzi shook her head, then immediately stopped as though the motion had been a mistake.
“I want my bed.”
“I think that’s the smartest thing you’ve said tonight.”
Azzi held her arms out toward Paige.
Paige stared at her. “What are you doing?”
“Help.”
Paige sighed and stood.
She pulled Azzi carefully to her feet.
Azzi stumbled directly into her chest.
Paige caught her again.
Arike picked up Azzi’s purse from the bench.
“I’ll tell everyone you’re taking her home.”
Paige looked at her.
“You sure?”
Arike’s expression said the question was ridiculous. “She won’t go with anyone else right now.”
That was exactly what worried Paige.
Not because she would ever hurt Azzi.
Because some selfish part of her still wanted to believe Azzi choosing her while drunk meant something.
Paige pushed the thought away.
“I’m taking her straight upstairs,” she said.
Arike looked at her. “I know.”
The walk back to the apartment building took nearly fifteen minutes despite being only three blocks.
Azzi moved slowly, leaning most of her weight against Paige. Every few steps, she became distracted by something.
A dog tied outside a late-night restaurant.
Music spilling out of a passing car.
A window display filled with cakes.
“Riley makes cinnamon rolls,” Azzi said as they passed a bakery.
Paige looked straight ahead. “I know.”
“They’re good.”
“I’m sure.”
“You hate her.”
“I don’t hate her.”
“You hate her cinnamon rolls.”
“I’ve never had one.”
Azzi nodded solemnly. “That’s why.”
Paige almost laughed.
Azzi leaned into her. “You’re warm.”
“You’re freezing.”
“I’m not.”
Paige removed her jacket and draped it around Azzi’s shoulders anyway.
Azzi pushed her arms into the sleeves.
The jacket swallowed her.
Paige’s chest tightened at the sight.
Azzi used to steal her clothes constantly.
Paige had complained every time.
Secretly, she had loved opening Azzi’s closet and finding pieces of herself everywhere.
“This still smells like you,” Azzi murmured.
Paige pressed the crossing button again even though it was already lit.
“Imagine that.”
When they reached the apartment building, the night attendant gave them one look and quickly returned his attention to his computer.
Paige guided Azzi into the elevator.
“Eighteen,” she said.
Azzi frowned at the buttons.
“You live on sixteen.”
“You live on eighteen.”
“I know.”
“Then why are you confused?”
Azzi looked at her. “I want to go with you.”
Paige’s heart stumbled. “No.”
The elevator began rising.
Azzi’s face fell. “You don’t want me?”
Paige stepped closer, keeping her voice gentle.
“I want you more than I should.”
“Then—”
“But you’re drunk. I’m taking you to your apartment.”
Azzi stared down at Paige’s jacket wrapped around her. “What if I don’t want to be alone?”
Paige considered it.
She didn’t want Azzi alone either.
Not while she was this intoxicated.
“I can stay until you fall asleep,” she said. “On the couch.”
Azzi nodded immediately. “Okay.”
The elevator opened on eighteen.
Paige took Azzi’s purse from Jordan and searched for her keys. It took three attempts to unlock the door because Azzi kept leaning against her arm.
Once inside, Paige turned on the lights.
Azzi blinked at the brightness. “Too much.”
Paige dimmed them.
“Better?”
Azzi nodded.
She kicked off one shoe, then lost her balance trying to remove the other.
Paige caught her by the elbow.
“Sit.”
Azzi dropped onto the couch.
Paige crouched and removed the second shoe for her.
The intimacy of it felt strange.
Not romantic.
Just familiar.
She had done this before after parties, long flights, exhausting games.
Back when taking care of Azzi had been as natural as breathing.
Azzi looked down at her. “You’re pretty from this angle too.”
Paige shook her head. “Stay there.”
She went to the kitchen and filled a large glass with water. Then she searched the cabinets until she found crackers. When she returned, Azzi was lying across the couch with one arm over her eyes.
Paige sat on the coffee table in front of her. “Drink.”
Azzi moved her arm enough to look at the glass.
“You’re bossy.”
“You like that about me.”
Azzi’s mouth curved.
“I like everything about you.”
Paige froze.
Azzi reached for the water.
Her hand missed.
Paige guided the glass into her grip.
“Slowly.”
Azzi took several sips.
Then her face changed.
Paige recognized it instantly.
“Bathroom?”
Azzi nodded.
Paige barely got her there in time.
She held Azzi’s hair away from her face while Azzi knelt in front of the toilet and got sick.
There was nothing romantic about it.
Nothing graceful.
Just Azzi shaking beneath Paige’s hand while Paige rubbed slow circles between her shoulder blades.
“It’s okay,” Paige murmured. “Let it happen.”
When it was over, Azzi sat back against the side of the bathtub, exhausted and embarrassed. “I’m never drinking again.”
“You say that every time.”
“I mean it now.”
“Of course.”
Paige dampened a washcloth with cool water and pressed it gently against the back of Azzi’s neck.
Azzi closed her eyes. “Don’t tell the team.”
“They saw you try to negotiate with a lamp.”
Azzi’s eyes opened. “I did not.”
“You told it to move.”
“It was in my way.”
“It was bolted to the floor.”
Azzi groaned and covered her face.
Paige smiled faintly. “There she is.”
“Stop.”
“You’ll survive.”
“I don’t want to survive. I want to disappear.”
“Tomorrow morning you might.”
Paige helped her rinse her mouth, then guided her back into the bedroom.
Azzi sat on the edge of the bed while Paige searched through her dresser.
She found an oversized T-shirt and a pair of shorts.
“Can you change by yourself?”
Azzi looked at the clothes.
Then at Paige.
“Yes.”
Paige placed them beside her. “I’ll be outside.”
She left the bedroom and closed the door behind her.
No hesitation.
No lingering.
Whatever they had once shared did not give Paige permission now. She cleaned the bathroom while she waited, then returned to the kitchen to refill the water glass. A few minutes later, Azzi called her name.
Paige opened the bedroom door carefully.
Azzi was under the covers, still wearing Paige’s jacket over her T-shirt.
Paige stopped in the doorway.
“You’re sleeping in that?”
Azzi pulled it tighter around herself. “Yes.”
Paige didn’t argue.
She placed the water and crackers on the nightstand, along with a small trash can in case Azzi felt sick again.
“Sleep on your side,” Paige said.
Azzi rolled over obediently.
Paige adjusted the pillows behind her.
“You’ve done this before,” Azzi murmured.
“You’ve been drunk before.”
“No.” Azzi looked up at her. “Taken care of me.”
Paige’s hands stilled. “Yeah.”
“You always did.”
Paige sat on the edge of the bed.
Azzi reached out and curled her fingers around Paige’s wrist.
“Did I ruin your night?”
“No.”
“You could’ve stayed.”
“I wanted to make sure you were okay.”
Azzi blinked slowly.
“You still take care of me like I’m yours.”
Paige looked down at their hands. “I take care of you because I love you.”
Azzi’s eyes softened. “That sounds the same.”
“It isn’t.”
“What’s different?”
Paige thought about it.
“Before, I thought loving you gave me a place in your life.” Her voice remained quiet. “Now I know you have to give me that place. I can’t just take it.”
Azzi’s fingers loosened slightly. “But you came.”
“You needed someone.”
“I needed you.”
Paige closed her eyes.
Azzi might remember none of this tomorrow.
That was probably for the best.
“Get some sleep.”
“Will you be here when I wake up?”
Paige looked toward the chair in the corner, then back at Azzi.
“I’ll stay until I know you’re okay.”
“That isn’t what I asked.”
Paige swallowed. “I’ll be here.”
Azzi relaxed into the pillow.
Her eyes drifted closed.
For several minutes, Paige remained beside her, listening to her breathing even out. Just before sleep claimed her completely, Azzi whispered, “I didn’t kiss Riley.”
Paige’s chest tightened.
“I know.”
“I thought about you.”
“Azzi—”
“I always think about you.”
Paige looked down at her.
Azzi’s eyes were closed now.
Her grip around Paige’s wrist had gone loose.
Paige carefully moved her hand away and pulled the blanket higher over her shoulder. “That doesn’t count tonight,” she whispered.
Azzi didn’t respond.
Paige moved to the chair in the corner of the bedroom.
She could have slept on the couch.
It would have been better for her back.
But from the chair, she could watch Azzi’s breathing. She could make sure she stayed on her side. She could be there quickly if she got sick again.
Azzi drank slowly while Paige supported the bottom.
When she finished, she looked around the dark room. “You stayed.”
“I said I would.”
Azzi stared at her for a long moment.
Then she shifted toward the empty side of the bed. “Lie down.”
Paige’s heart began beating harder. “No.”
“Not like that.”
“I know.”
“Then why?”
Because Paige remembered too much. How it felt to fall asleep beside her. How Azzi always moved closer during the night. How dangerous it would be to pretend, even for a few hours, that they were still together.
“I’m okay in the chair.”
Azzi looked at the chair and frowned. “You’ll hurt tomorrow.”
“I’ve had worse.”
“Paige.”
Even drunk and half asleep, Azzi knew exactly how to say her name in a way that weakened every defense.
Paige sighed.
She moved to the bed but remained on top of the blankets, as far from Azzi as the mattress allowed.
Azzi watched her settle.
“No touching,” Paige said gently.
Azzi gave a sleepy nod. “Okay.”
Paige lay on her back, staring at the ceiling.
Beside her, Azzi’s breathing slowly deepened again. For nearly ten minutes, Paige remained rigid. Then Azzi shifted in her sleep. Her hand moved across the space between them, searching. Paige caught it before it reached her waist. Azzi’s fingers closed around hers automatically. Paige could have pulled away. She should have. Instead, she held Azzi’s hand loosely between them.
Nothing more.
No promises. No assumptions.
Just enough to let Azzi sleep.
By morning, sunlight stretched across the bedroom floor.
Azzi woke with a pounding headache, a dry mouth, and no immediate understanding of why she was wearing Paige’s jacket. Then she felt the hand holding hers. She turned her head. Paige was asleep beside her on top of the covers, still fully dressed. Her body was angled away, creating a careful distance between them. Only their hands connected in the middle of the bed.
Memory returned in scattered pieces.
The bar.
Dancing.
Paige taking her outside.
The walk home.
Being sick.
Paige’s voice telling her she wasn’t hers.
Paige promising to stay.
Azzi’s stomach dropped.
She had no idea what else she had said.
She slowly pulled her hand away.
Paige woke immediately.
Her eyes opened, alert and concerned.
“You okay?”
Azzi winced. “No.”
Paige pushed herself upright. “Headache?”
“Everything ache.”
“I left painkillers in the kitchen, but you need food first.”
Azzi stared at her.
Paige’s hair was messy from sleep. There were faint lines across one side of her face from the pillow, and her neck was bent at an uncomfortable angle.
“You slept here.”
“You asked me to stay.”
Azzi looked down at Paige’s jacket around her body.
“Did I…” She swallowed. “Did I do anything?”
Paige understood the fear behind the question.
“No.”
“Did we?”
“No.” Paige’s answer was immediate and firm. “Nothing happened.”
Relief crossed Azzi’s face.
Then embarrassment replaced it. “What did I say?
Paige looked toward the window.
“Nothing you need to worry about.”
“That means I said something terrible.”
“You were drunk.”
“Paige.”
Paige looked back at her.
Azzi searched her expression. “Did I talk about Riley?”
“A little.”
“Did I talk about us?”
Paige hesitated.
That was enough.
Azzi covered her face with both hands.
“Oh my God.”
“You don’t have to be embarrassed.”
“Yes, I do.”
“You were emotional.”
“That is never a comforting thing to hear about yourself.”
Paige almost smiled.
Azzi lowered her hands. “Tell me.”
“I don’t think that’s fair.”
“What?”
“To hold you to things you said when you weren’t sober.”
Azzi’s expression softened.
Paige continued, “You didn’t hurt me. You didn’t do anything wrong. I took care of you, and that’s all it was.”
“That’s all?”
The question escaped before Azzi could stop it.
Paige went still.
Azzi looked away.
“I didn’t mean—”
“I know.”
Silence settled between them.
Azzi touched the sleeve of Paige’s jacket.
“Thank you.”
“You don’t have to thank me.”
“I do.”
Paige moved toward the edge of the bed.
“I’ll make you toast.”
Azzi reached out and caught her hand.
Paige looked down at their joined fingers.
This time, Azzi was sober.
Hungover and miserable, but sober.
“Stay for a minute,” Azzi said.
Paige’s chest tightened. “Are you sure?”
Azzi nodded.
Paige settled back onto the bed.
She didn’t move closer.
Azzi didn’t ask her to.
They sat in silence, their hands resting between them.
Azzi studied Paige’s face.
“You could’ve sent me home with someone else.”
“I could have.”
“But you didn’t.”
“No.”
“Why?”
Paige gave her a tired look. “You know why.”
Azzi did.
Because even after the breakup, Paige still noticed when she hadn’t eaten. Still knew how many drinks were too many. Still held her hair when she was sick. Still made sure the lights weren’t too bright. Still remembered that she needed water in the middle of the night. Paige loved her. Not perfectly. Not without fear. But enough to stay.
Azzi tightened her grip slightly. “I’m not yours,” she said quietly.
Pain flashed across Paige’s face, but she nodded.
“I know.”
“But last night, I trusted you.”
Paige looked at her.
Azzi’s voice softened. “I still do.”
Paige’s eyes filled.
She looked down at their hands.“I’m going to try to deserve that.”
Azzi nodded.
Neither of them called it forgiveness.
It wasn’t reconciliation. Azzi still had a second date planned with Riley.
Paige was still learning how to love her without expecting anything in return.
But when Paige finally stood to make breakfast, Azzi kept her jacket wrapped around herself.
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dallaswings!paige bueckers x dallaswings!azzi fudd
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contains: domestic fluff, established relationship, stupid little lesbians aww
summary: paige and azzi are both finally in dallas and azzi isn't having a very good day. she comes to spend the night at paige's. paige is apparently too busy playing minecraft to get in bed with her, but she eventually has something to show her.
a/n: Sighs really loud idk this is kinda some bullshit the prompt was so cuteness thank u anon but its so short im sorry guys. was gonna make it j a drabble but i dont give a fuck im calling it a oneshot
Azzi is irritated. She’s tired, and her hip randomly is hurting, and practice tonight felt like it was dragging on forever, and she nearly had gotten into an accident driving back to her apartment because apparently no one knows how to drive in Dallas. And she had gotten home and realized she was out of shampoo, so she had called Paige and asked if she could just shower at hers, and Paige had said of course. So she had showered and dressed herself in one of Paige’s old shirts and scrunched product into her curls and smoothed lotion over her skin. And she had gotten into Paige’s bed. And Paige has yet to join her.
She’s playing Minecraft. Minecraft, of all things. She’s playing with KK and Sarah, Azzi thinks, and she’d like to say it’s endearing and she misses when all four of them were in the same place doing the same thing instead of being halfway across the country from each other, but she’s finding it hard to think anything about this is cute when her legs have never hurt this badly in her life and all she wants is for Paige to crawl into bed next to her and hold her.
The lighting in her room is soft. The windows are dark outside and so it’s just the glare of Paige’s monitor and the warm light of a floor lamp in one corner of the room to illuminate where they are. Paige laughs at something Azzi can’t hear and it feels like the bedsheets are suddenly prickling against her skin. She furrows her brows. She’s laying on her side, staring blankly at Paige’s closet door, silently deciding between yelling, crying, or leaving.
Paige laughs again, harder this time. Azzi lifts her head off of her pillow to glare at the back of her head. She wishes her girlfriend could read her mind, could sense the irritation and the need clinging to her like sharp seeds stuck to skin. Her bun is a mess beneath her headset and it shakes a little with more laughter. Azzi sighs a little. “Paige?”
To her credit, Paige immediately straightens at the sound of her own name through her headphones. She turns to look over her shoulder and lifts the cup of her headphones off of one ear. Her side profile is lined with the sharp light of her computer, washing her out, making her feel so far from Azzi. There’s a glare in each lens of her glasses. “What’s up, baby?” She says it sincerely.
Azzi blinks at the outline of her face once. She props herself up a little more, elbow dragging up, her brows furrowing. “When are you coming to bed?” The same words have left her mouth multiple times since she herself had crawled underneath the covers. Each time, they’ve become less soft, the fraying edges of them hardening a little more into something closer to annoyance every time.
Paige’s head twitches as she turns a little to glance back at her monitor. She pouts, turning to look at Azzi again, blue eyes shining gray in the light from her computer that can pass through them. “Give me, like, ten more minutes, Az,” she says. It’s slightly pleading.
She’s turning to face her monitor again before Azzi even answers. She frowns at the back of her head, watching her settle her headphones back over her ears again. She looks soft, and that’s what’s so infuriating for Azzi. She’s wearing a worn t-shirt and pajama pants and her hair is washed and up. Azzi knows she smells like the nice lotion she’d forced Paige to buy for herself because she liked how it smells. She would like to be smelling that now, thank you, instead of trying to chase the scent off of her pillow case. “You said that ten minutes ago,” Azzi grumbles as her head finds the pillows again.
Paige laughs a little. Her keyboard and mouse click quietly. Azzi glares at the closet door, curling her legs into herself under the covers. The soft rustling nearly drowns out the sound of Paige on her computer. “I’m- I’m doing something, it’s taking longer than I thought.”
Azzi squeezes her eyes shut. “Tell KK and Sarah to finish it,” she says, face screwed up. Her head hurts in the way it always does when she’s too tired. It’s a dull ache, running from the base of her neck to her eyes, and she just knows the comforting weight of Paige against her back and the sound of her even breathing close to her ear would send it away.
“We’re not on the same world,” Paige confesses, laughing a little. And then there’s a momentary pause and she’s laughing harder. Azzi knows one of their friends has cracked a joke and the fact that Paige is laughing at it makes her even more irritated. It’s not even because she feels left out. She’s just annoyed that it’s not her that’s being given Paige’s attention, that she’d rather laugh at some stupid joke than be with Azzi. “We’re on different worlds, we’re just talking. I’m almost done, I swear.”
Azzi says nothing in response. Paige clearly doesn’t pick up that Azzi is genuinely irritated at this point, because she just goes right back to playing Minecraft, giggling at whatever Sarah and KK are saying and making her own jokes Azzi only half-gets. She pulls the covers up to her chin. They’re soft and smell just enough like Paige to feel like they’re teasing her.
She’s been laying in Paige’s bed for upwards of half an hour when she decides she’s over it, when her skin feels hot because of how annoyed she is that she’s not receiving Paige’s attention and instead is laying alone in a cold bed with light splashing over her despite it being too late for this. She huffs to herself and starts to get up out of the bed.
She doesn’t really have a plan, and when she catches sight of herself in her bonnet and Paige’s old clothes in the mirror held up on the wall, she knows she looks a little insane. She’s just rolled out of bed and she looks the part. The soft bags lining her undereyes are visible even from where she stands. She frowns a little at her own reflection, at the shine of her skin and the pout of her lips and the set of her eyes.
Azzi hasn’t even gotten to the door to leave Paige’s bedroom before the blonde is noticing her attempt at absence. “Azzi, wha’d’you need?” Her voice is tinged with laughter, bright and a little energetic and so far from what Azzi wants to be wrapped up in right now that she can’t even bring herself to lean into the sound of it. She just stops, hand not even reached out towards the door, face still a little crumpled with frustration.
“Sleep,” she says. She looks over her shoulder. Paige is looking at her, a little confused, still smiling slightly. She’s doing that thing again where she lifts one side of her headphones up and Azzi hates her body for betraying her when it runs a little warm at the way she looks doing that with her glasses on. “‘m going back to my place, can’t sleep here. See you tomorrow, love you,” she says, turning back over her shoulder again.
The sound of shuffling at a desk, of things being placed down and abandoned as a body lifts itself out of a chair. “No, no, Azzi, no,” she says. It’s almost cooed, which makes Azzi bite the inside of her cheek. She’s being petty and she knows it. She doesn’t care. She reaches out to grab the doorknob. “Don’t leave. You should’ve told me I was actually keeping you up, I thought you were chillin’ waiting for me.”
Paige’s steps are quiet against the carpet but still quick. Azzi can sense her coming up behind her as she starts to pull the door open, can feel her soft heat trying to cling to her body in the way she always likes. “I keep asking when you’re coming to bed ‘cause I just wanna go to bed ‘cause my day’s been shit, but I get it if you wanna play with them. I’m just gonna sleep at mine.” She twists the doorknob and it clicks a little with the force at which she completes the action.
Arms around her waist. She pulls the door open, but it’s no use, hallway dark and lifeless in the yawning doorway as Paige presses her front against Azzi’s back. Azzi’s mind goes just a little fuzzier at the feeling. “No, no, ‘m done. I’d rather go to bed with you now than keep playing and go to bed without you.” Paige tucks her face into Azzi’s neck, mouth soft on the skin there. Azzi is so tired. She stays still in Paige’s hold, hand dropping from the door, just staring out into the hallway. “Will you stay? Please? I wanna cuddle.”
She huffs a little, but Paige readjusts her arms to pull her just a little more flush against her, and Azzi is finding it harder and harder to scramble and hold onto her irritation. “Now you do,” she mumbles. Paige laughs a little into her. The sound should probably just make Azzi more annoyed, but it’s so quiet and almost pleading that she has to squint her eyes and screw up her face to stop herself from fully melting back into Paige.
“Don’t be that way, please,” Paige murmurs. Her arms, grown from their thinner shape in college but still lithe as they snake around her body, move to settle her hands on her hips and turn her around. Azzi lets herself get flipped. Her face is still screwed up as she faces Paige. Warm hands slide from her hips to her lower back.
Paige squints back at her from under the frame of her glasses. It’s incredibly endearing, to Azzi’s dismay. Her hair is a little messy from taking her headphones off and her pajamas are so big that they’re almost dripping off of her and Azzi does love her so much. Paige’s hands move from her back to her face, palms flat and warm, fingertips gentle on her skin. Azzi just looks at her.
They both stand there for a few moments. Azzi’s resolve slips away from her like meat off a bone. She tries to stay squinting at Paige, tries to convince her she’s still annoyed, but she doesn’t think she’s doing a very good job. Paige’s expression softens into a half-smile and she smooths her thumbs over the thin skin of Azzi’s undereyes. “Can I show you what I was making?” Her smile turns a little more sly as she asks.
At this, Azzi scoffs, rolling her eyes. She’s smiling with it, unfortunately, and so it doesn’t really hold much weight. “Dude,” she says. Paige laughs a little. The shape of her mouth is gummy. Azzi is already losing her exasperation.
“No, you’re gonna like it, I promise,” Paige says. She repeats the motion of her thumbs, pads of them gentle against Azzi’s tired undereyes, a physical attempt to lull her into giving in. Azzi scoffs again. Paige’s smile turns crooked. “I promise! Come look, mama, please, and then we’re going to bed. Together. You’re staying ‘cause I wanna cuddle you.” She pouts a little at Azzi, bottom lip swelling as she draws her brows from under the frames of her glasses.
Azzi stares at her for a few moments. At the shine of her bright irises, warmed to something just bluer than a gray in the warm light of the bedroom, at the broken pieces of hair too short to be collected into her bun that hang around her face, at the way she’s looking at Azzi and holding her face and standing so close to her. Her chest is warm. She sighs. “Okay, fine. But it better be quick, ‘cause I wanna go to bed.”
Paige brightens. “It will be,” she says, eyes crinkled to thin crescents. Her hands slip away from Azzi’s face and reach down. The weight of Paige’s palm is familiar in Azzi’s and she lets herself be led back into the room, towards Paige’s desk instead of the mattress still rumpled with her attempt at escape. The monitor is bright and Paige’s headset is set haphazardly on the keyboard. She pushes Azzi lightly to get her to sit in the chair and picks up the headphones.
“I gotta go guys, it’s bed time in Dallas. Love you, talk to you later,” Paige says into the microphone. Tinny voices spill out of the ear pieces, saying words Azzi can’t decipher. Paige holds one up to her ear to listen as Azzi lowers herself into the chair, looking up at Paige. The older girl laughs a little. “No, shut the fuck up. Y’all just mad ‘cause you don’t got game like I do. I’m turning off my video games to join a beautiful woman in my bed, fuck you guys, goodnight,” she says, and then she leans across the desk to reach the mouse and hangs up on a call.
Azzi laughs quietly despite herself. She looks up at Paige, who’s still looking at the monitor, a slightly sheepish expression gripping her face. It’s illuminated palely by the light of her computer and Azzi grins a little at the way she looks. “What am I looking at?” Paige clicks around with the mouse for a moment and unpauses her game of Minecraft.
“Here, let me show you,” she says, settling herself behind Azzi. Her arms come around either side of her, one settling its long fingers against the keys and the other resting against the mouse. She rests her chin against Azzi’s shoulder over the back of the chair. Azzi smiles a little at the way Paige so easily envelopes her, at the way she exhales a nearly silent laugh and Azzi can still feel it close to her ear. Paige starts walking her character towards a structure made of pink wood. “Okay, so this is our house.”
Azzi’s mouth twitches with a smile. She’s being shown the house she’s assuming Paige, KK, and Sarah had been working on. She’s surprised it’s so pink. “It’s nice,” she praises, taking in the large windows and grand roof and the decoration lining the outside of the house. It looks nicer than anything she thinks the three of them could come up with. “You used a tutorial for this?”
Paige laughs quietly. “Only a little. The back looks like shit, ‘cause I got bored before it got to the back. And the inside. But I wanted to do the inside myself, anyway.” Azzi laughs, too. Paige sprints towards the front, taking Azzi up to the door inside. She stops in front of it. “Look,” she says, raising a hand off of the mouse to point at the screen. There’s a pale sign next to the doors, and in dark, blocky text, it reads: “fudd-bueckers house :) <3”. And Azzi remembers that Paige wasn’t playing with KK and Sarah, and so “our house” really could only mean one thing.
“Oh, it’s our house,” she says dumbly. There’s a stupid smile crawling up onto her face. It’s almost embarrassing, how quickly she finds everything Paige does endearing, how she’s so in love with her that her face is heating a little because she had built them a house to live in in a video game Azzi wasn’t even playing with her.
Paige scoffs quietly, but it’s teasing. “Yeah. What’d you think I meant?” Azzi says nothing. She just stays grinning at the computer screen, watching Paige lower her hand again and hit the door open. “And I made it outta the pink wood for you.” She walks into the house.
“It’s nice,” Azzi compliments again. She tries to stop how big her smile is from bleeding into her voice, but she thinks she’s mostly unsuccessful. Paige turns around herself to shut the door behind her. An amused noise comes out of her throat and settles in the dip of Azzi’s collarbone.
The keys click softly as Paige leads them farther into the house. Azzi is led to an area she thinks is a kitchen, clean, white blocks lining the walls and a white door acting as what she thinks is a fridge. “Look, this is the kitchen. We have a- so there’s a bar, and an island with some stools. And then I also gave us two sinks, ‘cause I know you want two sinks in a kitchen,” Paige explains as she runs around.
Azzi’s mouth twists with an even bigger smile. “I do,” she agrees, because she does. She doesn’t even remember bringing that up to Paige. She finds it stupidly sweet, though, that Paige remembers that. Such a silly detail to keep locked away. She cocks her head slightly to the side and it rests gently against Paige’s.
She’s run to another area, this one with stairs circled around what Azzi believes to be a coffee table. Paige turns to look at the wall in front of it. “Then…here’s our living room, we got a big ass TV to watch stuff on. And I put the boxing painting on it ‘cause it’s like we’re watching a game.” She punches aimlessly at the television and Azzi laughs a little. Paige snorts softly with her. “Then…you come up the stairs, you got our dog,”
Azzi squints at the screen, an amused smile finding her warm face. Paige crouches in front of the brown and white dog sat at the top of the stairs with a purple collar. “You named it Rufus?” Paige just laughs and starts to feed the dog a piece of raw meat. Azzi snickers.
“Sarah told me to do it,” Paige says, running past the dog and into another room. “Then…this is our bedroom. And look. I put our beds next to each other.” She says it suggestively, voice going low around the stupid smile dragging her voice up, and Azzi laughs. “I thought a pink bed and a purple bed next to each other would be ugly, so we both just have a gray one, but I gave us both little nightstands with a pink and a purple flower. So we know which side is ours.”
And true to Paige’s word, Azzi notices the flowerpots placed on top of the blocks on either side of their bed, one with a pink tulip and another with a round flower of a lavender color. “That’s good,” Azzi praises quietly. Paige makes a sort of self-satisfied sound and then leaves their bedroom.
She goes further down the hallway. “Then…here’s the kids’ room,” she says, turning into another room, and Azzi starts cheesing so hard she thinks Paige can probably feel her smile where their heads are touching. Paige leads her character into a room with carpet and chests and bookshelves, and it’s so stupid, but Azzi goes so soft as Paige walks them around the room.
Azzi laughs a little. “Paige, there’s, like, four bunk beds.” She points at the screen, towards the corners Paige has tucked a large amount of beds into the room meant for their future children.
Paige snorts. “You’re not tryna have eight of my kids?” She knocks her head to the side, gently coming into contact with Azzi’s before letting their heads just rest against each others’ again. Paige laughs a little. “I took a buncha beds from a village and I just…I needed to use ‘em up. We can have a reasonable amount of kids and they can use the extra beds for…I dunno, jumping on.”
Azzi screws her face up to keep from bursting out laughing. She holds her breath for a few moments, feeling the way Paige is still breathing evenly against her, listening to the sound of the keys, feeling the warmth of her own chest. “That’s nice,” she eventually says. Paige makes another satisfied sound.
Paige walks back down the hallway to the stairs to mess with the dog. “And…yeah. That’s our house tour. Wha’d’you think?” Azzi sits there and watches, amused, as Paige makes the dog stand up and sit down over and over as she waits for Azzi’s approval. The dog’s nametag flashes at Azzi again - Rufus, she’s reminded - and she grins stupidly.
“You’re such a…gay nerd,” she eventually lands on. Paige grunts in protest. Azzi laughs a little, looking at their dog on the screen, feeling the warmth of where their heads come together and where Paige’s arms brush hers to reach around her. Paige stops messing with Rufus.
“Bro, I sit here and I build us a beautiful house with my bare hands, and I decorate it the way you would want, and you call me gay and a nerd.” She’s grumbling. It makes Azzi laugh, the sound bright and real, lighter than the way she’s felt for most of the day. Paige huffs close to her ear. “My girl ungrateful as hell. Prolly can’t even wife her up, ‘cause she’d just call me a gay nerd for asking to marry her.” She can feel Paige start to straighten back up from leaning over her and she laughs.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it. It’s nice, Paige.” Paige fully parts from her now, a grin lighting Azzi’s face, laughter spilling out of her. She turns around the chair to look up at Paige, blonde brows drawn and bottom lip sticking a little bit out again. She crosses her arms. “Stop, now you’re the one pouting. I’m sorry! I love the house, P, it’s really nice. I’d love to live there with you. Stop it, babe, stop looking at me like that,” she says, still giggling through it, and Paige breaks a little to laugh with her.
Paige points a little over Azzi’s shoulder towards her monitor. “Do you actually like it?” She’s smiling a little as she asks, almost giddy. It’s adorable. Azzi can almost feel the press of her own dimples digging into her molars because of how hard she’s grinning.
“Yes,” she answers, and Paige’s smile turns a little lopsided and gummy. Azzi reaches her hands out in a silent ask. Paige answers by holding her own out and grabbing Azzi’s. “And I like that you were still thinking about me. I was lonely in bed without you, ‘m glad you were at least thinking about me while playing,” she says softly, still smiling.
Paige looks at her and her pupils are so large and round that Azzi can feel her own heart swelling a little at how sweet she looks. “‘m always thinking about you,” she says, voice quiet and sincere, hands warm where they’re held in Azzi’s.
Azzi doesn’t remember how she had gotten annoyed at Paige for this in the first place. “Aw, my little gay nerd,” she all but coos, and Paige laughs a little, looking down and away from her. Azzi smiles at the soft warmth of a blush that just barely pricks her cheeks from underneath her glasses, strawberry against cream. “I really like it. Thanks for showing me.”
Paige looks at her again. She smiles, almost sheepish, and Azzi pulls on her hands a little to get her to stumble closer to where she sits in the chair. Paige bends over and presses a chaste kiss against Azzi’s lips, both of them smiling a little, and Azzi is pleased to note that she really does smell like the nice lotion. “Time for bed?” She asks the question against Paige’s lips. Paige just hums.
She turns her PC off first, and then she walks over to the floor lamp to turn that off as well. Azzi watches her from her chair with a smile. She only gets up when she remembers she probably doesn’t want to try and feel her way to the bed through the dark, walking towards the bed in comfortable silence. “Y’know, I could think of many, many things to do to you in that bed that wouldn’t be nerdy.”
The lamp switches off. The room is dark now, Azzi climbing up onto the foot of the mattress. “Would still be gay,” Azzi counters as she wades towards the head of the bed while on her knees. The comforter is soft and swallows her actions, making them slow and lazy as she gets closer and closer to the top.
Paige groans. “I can’t win,” she complains, and Azzi laughs as she flops down into bed with her, her weight familiar and comforting as they sift through the mess of the covers until Azzi’s back is pressed against Paige’s front. She’s warm, and she’s happy again, and Paige is softly sighing close to her ear. She laces her fingers through Paige’s where they lay splayed over Azzi’s abdomen. Paige gently squeezes them back through the dark.
Catholic!paige x rebellious!Azzi, catholic boarding school au
Warnings: light angst, brief mentions of addiction
A/n: words can’t describe how excited I am for this one!! Thank you guys for all the love on book one, and for sticking with me through this new part of their story! it means the absolute world to me. I love yall so much 🩷
Word count: 10k
It had been five years since Paige disappeared. Azzi now lived in a bright, brick-walled apartment in downtown D.C. Having graduated from Georgetown top of her class the previous spring, Azzi was now working full-time for an independent publishing house. Most importantly, sitting prominently on her bedside table was a small, polished metal coin; a milestone chip marking three years of sobriety.
"Teddy, stop trying to eat my earring," Azzi laughed, gently nudging a big, fluffy orange cat away from the vanity.
On the counter next to her makeup bag, her phone was propped up against a candle, displaying Caroline’s face on FaceTime.
"I'm serious, you're going to be so proud of me today," Azzi said, applying a light coat of lip gloss as she looked into the camera. "I am actually leaving my apartment and going to an art gallery nearby."
On screen, Caroline gasped, dropping her jaw in dramatic, exaggerated shock. "Wait, what? Usually you just spend your weekend sitting on the couch reading with teddy."
"Hey! Teddy is a great companion," Azzi scoffed, scratching the cat behind his ears as he purred loudly. "And yes. It’s supposed to be only female artists, so I figured it’d be really cool to check out. I'm actually really excited."
A playful grin slowly spread across Caroline’s face. "Ooh, maybe there’ll be some hot artsy girls there. You know that’s your type."
Azzi rolled her eyes, picking up her perfume bottle. "I don't have a type, Caroline."
"Please," Caroline snickered, leaning back in her chair. "Your ex literally used to draw portraits of you for fun."
The mention of Paige hung in the air for a fraction of a second, but it didn't send Azzi into panic the way it used to. The grief had settled into a quiet, permanent warmth in her chest; a scar, no longer an open wound. Still, Azzi pointed a finger strictly at the camera.
"Stop," Azzi said, a soft, warning smirk on her face. "First of all, I am not looking to date anyone. I'm just going to look at art. And second of all... Paige isn't my ex."
"Azzi..." Caroline groaned.
"We never officially broke up," Azzi stated plainly, grabbing her keys and bag from the counter. "So technically, she's not an ex."
On the screen, Caroline shook her head. "It has been five years, Azzi."
"Still not my ex," Azzi chuckled softly, throwing her jacket over her shoulders and checking her reflection one last time. "I'll call you when I get home and tell you how it went."
"Have fun, stay safe, and don't fall in love with a painter!" Caroline called out.
"I won’t," Azzi teased, hanging up the call. She gave Teddy one last pat on the head, stepped out of her apartment.
—
A few miles across D.C., the hum of a tattoo machine cut out, replaced by the soft spray of green soap wiping over fresh ink.
Paige was a full-fledged tattoo artist now, so established at the shop that she even had her own apprentice: an eighteen year old named Kelis, whose personality was almost as obnoxious as KK’s.
Paige also had her own apartment, a solid routine, and five years of steady therapy under her belt. She was grounded, confident, and whole.
"Alright, take a look," Paige said, stepping back so her client could admire the floral piece on her forearm.
While the client checked out her arm in the mirror, KK leaned against the adjacent doorframe, while Nai carefully prepped a fresh tray near the front window.
"So, P," KK called out, raising an eyebrow. "Tonight’s the big night, right? Your paintings are up at the gallery?"
Paige wiped down her station, a faint, proud smile tugging at the corner of her lips. "Yep. Five of my paintings made it. They’ve been hanging in the main gallery all morning."
"Look at you, big time artist," Kelis chimed in from the back room, walking out with a stack of paper towels and rolling her eyes dramatically. "Don't forget about us when you're famous, boss."
“I literally pay your stipend, Kelis, get back to cleaning the grip tubes," Paige laughed, tossing a clean washcloth at her apprentice.
KK chuckled. "Seriously though, you should use tonight to put yourself out there and find a nice girl."
Paige shook her head, letting out a breathy laugh as she threw away her used gloves. "Absolutely not. I am going there to look at art, and eat free food. That is it."
From across the room, Nai didn't even look up from sorting her tattoo needles, but a playful smirk hit her face.
"Oh, please," Nai chimed in, her tone dripping with affection and fond exasperation. "We all know the rule by now. If her name isn't Azzi, Paige doesn't want her."
Paige burst into a genuine, clear laugh, the sound ringing easily through the shop. A faint blush warmed her cheeks, but there was no panic in it anymore; just a deep, quiet truth that she had long since accepted.
"Okay, okay, leave me alone," Paige giggled, picking up her bag from her desk chair.
"Make sure you wear something that shows off your tattoos," KK added, a grin spreading across her face as she gestured toward Paige's inked arms. "Girls love that shit."
Paige tossed her head back with a laugh. "Just for you, KK, I'm wearing long sleeves."
—
"Are you sure about the green?" Caroline’s voice bounced off the bathroom tiles as Azzi balanced her phone against the sink mirror, holding up two different sweaters.
"Yes! The button-up one," Azzi said, slipping into a white tank top before pulling the deep green knit sweater on over it, leaving the top few buttons undone so the white tank showed underneath. She smoothed down her low-rise jeans and slid her feet into a fresh pair of New Balance sneakers. "It's comfortable, and I look put together."
"You look great," Caroline approved on FaceTime. "Now go look at pretty things and pretty girls."
"You’re annoying," Azzi smiled, grabbing her purse and keys. "Talk to you later."
Fifteen minutes later, Azzi pulled up to the brick-front gallery in downtown. The space inside was airy and bright, filled with warm track lighting, polished concrete floors, and a moderate crowd of people sipping wine and murmuring in low voices.
Azzi grabbed a cup of sparkling water and began slowly wandering the perimeter, studying the pieces. There were abstract acrylics, bold graphic prints, and intricate sculptures, but nothing caught her eye until she rounded a partition wall near the back of the gallery.
She froze.
Hanging on the crisp white wall was a watercolor painting. The soft blues and hazy greens captured a thick grove of oak trees with a small wooden bench sitting right near a clearing.
Azzi felt the breath leave her lungs. It looked exactly like the woods behind the academy where she and Paige used to sneak off to smoke. The exact tilt of the branches, the specific way the light hit the clearing... it was almost terrifyingly precise.
"What...?" Azzi whispered to herself, her brow furrowing in confusion.
She took a slow step backward, her heart suddenly beginning to thud against her ribs like a trapped bird. She moved down the wall to the next piece.
It was an oil painting of a weathered stone chapel with distinct stained-glass windows; it looked exactly like the chapel at St. Mary's.
Azzi’s hands began to tremble. Her throat went dry as she stepped to the third piece in the collection.
This one hit her like a blow. It was a still-life painting of a delicate pink nightgown, glowing under soft moonlight, hanging all alone on a wooden hanger inside an open closet.
It was a nightgown Azzi used to wear. The exact closet from their dorm.
A dizzying wave of disbelief crashed over Azzi. She stood frozen in the middle of the gallery, the chatter of the room fading into total, silent static. It felt like she was standing in front of an open diary of her past; like someone had stripped away five years of time and painted the ghost of her and Paige’s old life together.
An electrifying spark of raw, terrifying hope flared deep in her chest.
It couldn't be. There was no way.
Azzi spun on her heel, her shoes squeaking slightly against the concrete floor as she practically ran toward the front desk. Standing near it was a tall woman in a black blazer with a clip-on badge reading Gallery Director.
"Excuse me," Azzi breathed out, her voice shaking violently as she stopped in front of the woman, her heart hammering wildly against her ribs. "Excuse me, the paintings... the watercolors and oils in the back corner. The woods, the chapel..."
The director looked up, offering a polite, professional smile. "Beautiful work, isn't it?"
"Who painted them?" Azzi demanded, her fingers clutching tightly to the strap of her bag as tears burned behind her eyes. "I want to speak to the artist."
The director smiled, gesturing for Azzi to follow her toward a quieter corner of the main gallery room. "She's right over here. She just stepped out from the back a few minutes ago."
Azzi’s heart was hammering a frantic, deafening rhythm against her ribs. Her hands shook so violently she had to shove them into the pockets of her jeans just to keep them still. Every step felt surreal.
"Paige?" the director called out warmly, stopping a few feet away from a woman standing near a tall display pillar. "There's someone here who wanted to speak to you about your work."
The woman; dressed in a loose sweater and black trousers, was chatting with a gallery guest, her back turned to them. But at the sound of her name, she paused.
She turned around.
Azzi’s breath hitched, caught firmly in her throat. Her mind completely short-circuited, freezing in a state of absolute, staggering shock.
It was Paige.
Five years of distance, five years of longing, five years of carrying a ghost in her heart; and there she was. Her blonde hair was a little darker, her posture grounded and confident, but her eyes were the exact same shade that Azzi had spent half a decade dreaming about.
Before Azzi could even begin to process the reality of the moment, before her brain could form a single word, Paige moved.
Paige took two quick steps forward, closing the space between them without a second of hesitation, and pulled Azzi straight into her arms.
It was fluid, natural, and immediate. Azzi’s arms instinctively flew up, her hands wrapping tightly around the back of Paige’s neck, burying her fingers into her hair. Paige’s hands settled firmly around Azzi’s waist, pulling her close.
Neither of them cried. There was just a deep, quiet stillness as they held each other. The rest of the gallery, the noise, the people, the paintings; it all melted away.
"Az," Paige murmured quietly against the crook of Azzi's neck, her voice warm, low, and steady.
A shaky, disbelieving breath escaped Azzi’s lips, her shoulders trembling slightly under Paige's grip as the shock finally started to crash over her.
"What the fuck..." Azzi whispered, her voice cracked, a breathy, half-laughing gasp of complete bewilderment.
When they finally pulled back, just enough to look at each other; a flash of self-consciousness crossed Paige's face.
Paige looked down, her eyes widening slightly as she realized her left hand was fully exposed. Instinctively, almost magnetically, she shoved her hand deep into the pocket of her trousers, hiding the tattoo on the back of her hand out of sight.
She was terrified of overwhelming Azzi. She didn't want Azzi to look at her and see a stranger just yet.
Azzi, still shaking slightly, noticed the sudden movement, her eyes darting down to Paige's hidden hand before snapping back up to meet Paige's soft, familiar gaze.
"You..." Azzi breathed out, her hands slowly coming down from Paige's neck, though she stayed standing closer than she had ever stood to anyone in five years. "It's really you."
Paige felt her heart beating at a wild cadence.
"Hi," Paige blurted out, her voice a little higher than normal.
Hi? Really? That's all you've got after five years? Paige screamed at herself internally.
She took a quick, grounding breath, remembering every single thing her therapist had taught her. Slow down. You're fine. Don't blow this. "I mean... hi," Paige corrected herself, a small, nervous smile breaking through her shock. "It’s so good to see you. I... do you want me to show you around? I can walk with you."
Azzi’s breath caught in her throat, her own heart hammering against her ribs. "Yeah. Yeah, I'd really like that."
They started walking side by side, keeping a careful inch of space between them. Paige kept her left hand firmly buried in her pocket, her mind racing at a million miles an hour as they stopped in front of the watercolor of the woods.
"Okay, so," Paige started, rubbing the back of her neck with her free hand, a deep, flustered blush creeping up her cheeks. "Obviously... you know what these are. I'm not going to pretend they're about some random trees. But I really hope it doesn't make you uncomfortable."
Azzi blinked, turning her eyes from the canvas back to Paige. "Uncomfortable?"
"Yeah," Paige admitted softly, looking down at her shoes for a second before meeting Azzi's gaze. "I'm a little embarrassed. When I submitted these I... I never thought you would actually see them. These were just my way of processing that part of my life."
A soft, nervous chuckle bubbled out of Azzi’s chest, the knot of tension in her own stomach loosening.
"Paige," Azzi whispered, looking back at the painting, her heart aching with a profound, beautiful warmth. "You don't have to be embarrassed. It doesn't make me uncomfortable."
Paige let out a quiet, relieved breath. "Really?"
"Really," Azzi said, her voice shaking just a little bit as she gestured toward the canvas. "It’s incredible, P. You’ve become such a talented artist."
A genuine, radiant smile broke across Paige's face, her shoulders dropping as the lingering fear melted away. "Thanks, Az."
They moved down the line to the painting of the chapel at St. Mary's.
"I was really hesitant about including the chapel," Paige admitted quietly, her tone dropping into something much more grounded. "It carried a lot of weight. But painting it felt like... honoring who we were at the time, instead of running from it."
"It doesn't feel heavy." Azzi said softly, her fingers idly pulling at the edge of her sweater as she looked at Paige. "I recognized it the second I walked up."
Paige glanced over at her, catching the way the warm track lights reflected in Azzi’s eyes. Five years, and Azzi was still the most beautiful person in any room.
"I'm really glad you came tonight," Paige said softly.
Azzi looked back at her, a timid, fragile smile resting on her lips. "Me too."
They moved down the wall to the third piece; the still life of the nightgown hanging in the closet.
As soon as they stopped in front of it, Paige’s face flushed a deeper, unmistakable shade of pink. She cleared her throat softly, running a hand through her hair.
"Okay, this one..." Paige started, a sheepish, nervous chuckle escaping her lips as she stared at the canvas. "This is definitely something I'm always going to associate with you."
Azzi looked at the painting, her chest tightening with a swell of warmth. "My nightgown."
"The first one you ever wore around me," Paige added quietly, her eyes softening as she looked sideways at Azzi. "I remember sitting on my bed, watching you walk around the room in it. You were so confident. I wa so jealous of how comfortable you were in your own skin back then."
Azzi’s breath hitched. Standing this close, Azzi finally had a moment to really look at Paige’s face.
Paige had grown up. She had a more defined jawline, and clear, grounded eyes. She carried herself with an easy, unbothered grace that was breathtakingly gorgeous. Azzi’s heart did a flip in her chest as the realization hit her all at once: Paige wasn't just the girl she loved; she was a stunning, mature, undeniably beautiful woman.
Azzi opened her mouth to speak, but before she could say a word, a voice cut through.
"Excuse me, Paige? Sorry to interrupt, but the owner is looking for you by the front desk to sign a couple of certificates."
Paige blinked, turning her head toward the gallery assistant who had walked up. "Oh! Right. Yeah, of course."
Paige turned back to Azzi, an immediate, subtle flash of worry crossing her features; like she was terrified that if she looked away for two seconds, Azzi would vanish into thin air again.
"I have to go take care of that really fast," Paige said, her voice dropping into a soft, urgent request. "I'll be right back. Please... don't go anywhere, okay?"
Azzi offered her a soft, reassuring smile, her own heart fluttering at the earnest look on Paige's face.
"I'm not going anywhere," Azzi promised softly. "Take your time."
A few minutes later, Paige pushed her way back through the crowd, her eyes immediately scanning the room until they locked onto Azzi, who was still standing right where she had left her. Paige let out a quiet, relieved breath, her shoulders easing as she walked back over.
Azzi looked at her with a soft, affectionate expression, though a bit of lingering exhaustion was starting to pull at the edges of her eyes.
"Hey," Azzi said gently as Paige stopped in front of her. "I think... I'm gonna start heading out."
A tiny flicker of panic darted across Paige's face, but she caught herself, keeping her tone grounded and calm. "Okay. Yeah, totally." She took a small, careful breath, pulling her phone out of her pocket with her free hand while her left remained tucked safely away. "Before you go... can I get your number? I really hope... I really hope we can see each other again, if you want to."
Azzi didn't hesitate. "Yes. Absolutely."
She took Paige's phone, typing her contact info in with familiar, quick movements, before handing it back. Paige slid the phone away, but before she could say another word, Azzi stepped forward and wrapped her arms around Paige once again.
This time, the hug was different. It carried the weight of five long, quiet years of separation. Azzi buried her face into the crook of Paige’s neck, her hands gripping the soft fabric of Paige's sweater tightly.
"I was so worried about you for so long," Azzi whispered against her skin, her voice cracking just a little. "It makes me really, really happy to see you doing so well."
Paige's chest tightened, a surge of emotion threatening to overflow. She wrapped her right arm securely around Azzi’s waist, squeezing her close. "I'm so sorry, Az," Paige murmured softly. "For everything."
"It's okay," Azzi breathed out, rubbing a comforting circle into Paige's back. "It's really okay."
When they finally pulled back, they didn't immediately step away. They lingered in the small space between them, their eyes locked, just searching each other's faces; soaking in every subtle change, every familiar detail, and the undeniable truth that the connection between them hadn't faded a single bit.
Before Azzi could step backward toward the exit, Paige reached out with her right hand, catching Azzi's waist, and gently pulled her back in.
Without a word, Paige wrapped her arms around Azzi again, bringing them into a long, silent, deep hold. There were no explanations needed, no lingering apologies; just two people who had spent years apart finally holding onto the love they had lost.
Azzi rested her head back on Paige's shoulder, closing her eyes and letting the moment wash over her completely.
When they finally let go for real, Azzi offered a soft, quiet smile, stepping back toward the doors. "Text me, okay?"
Paige stood there, her heart full, a genuine smile lighting up her face as she watched her walk away. "I will. Bye, Az."
—
The moment the glass door of the gallery closed behind her, Azzi’s knees felt like water. She practically floated across the pavement to her car, unlocking it with trembling hands and sliding into the driver's seat.
She shut the door, and the silence of the car hit her hard.
The floodgates opened. Tears burst from her eyes; hot, fast, and continuous, but for the first time in five years, they were completely free of pain. They were tears of joy and overwhelming relief. A quiet, breathless laugh escaped her lips as she wiped her cheeks, resting her forehead against the steering wheel while her whole body shook with happy sobs.
She turned the key in the ignition and backed out of the space, crying out of sheer happiness the entire drive home.
The second she pulled into her apartment garage and parked, she grabbed her phone, hit FaceTime, and called Caroline.
Caroline picked up almost immediately, her face filling the screen. "Hey! How was it—" Caroline cut herself off, her eyes going wide as she took in Azzi’s completely blotchy, tear-soaked face and heaving chest. "Azzi?! Oh my god, what happened?! Are you okay? Did someone hurt you?!"
"Carol..." Azzi choked out, letting out a watery, breathy laugh through her sobs, wiping her nose with her sleeve.
"Azzi, why are you crying?" Caroline pleaded, leaning dangerously close to her camera. "Did something go wrong?"
"Guess... guess who was there," Azzi sniffled, her voice thick and trembling.
Caroline paused, trying to lighten the frantic mood. "Did you see a ghost?"
"No, Carol, listen to me," Azzi said, her tone suddenly dropping into a raw, intense quiet that made Caroline instantly stop smiling. "This is serious."
Caroline’s brow furrowed, a sudden, quiet falling over her end of the line. "Okay... who was there?"
"Paige," Azzi whispered, fresh tears spilling over her eyelashes as a brilliant, radiant smile broke across her face anyway. "It was Paige, she was there."
Caroline stared at the screen, her mouth dropping completely open. For three full seconds, total silence hung in the air.
"Wait... what?!" Caroline shrieked, throwing her hands to her face, her eyes practically popping out of her head. "Paige?! Paige-Paige?! Are you serious right now?! Azzi, don't play with me!"
"I'm not playing!" Azzi cried out, laughing and crying all at once. "She had paintings in the gallery, Caroline. She painted the woods, and St. Mary’s chapel, and my nightgown... they were all about us. They were all about me!"
"Oh my god," Caroline gasped, her hands clutching her heart as tears sprang into her own eyes from pure shock and happiness for her best friend. "Oh my god, Azzi..."
"She came right up to me and she hugged me," Azzi sobbed happily, pressing her palm to her chest where her heart was pounding. "We hugged three whole times, Carol. She asked for my number, and I gave it to her, and... and she looks so good. She looks so happy, and so healthy, and she was so gentle with me."
Azzi leaned her head back against the car headrest, letting out a long, shuddering breath as a warm, beautiful peace washed over her soul.
"She's okay, Carol,” Azzi whispered softly, a quiet, tearful smile resting on her lips. "She's really, really okay. And she still wants to be close to me."
The minute Paige unlocked the front door to her apartment, she kicked off her shoes, dropped her bag onto the entryway table, and collapsed onto her couch.
Her chest was heaving. She reached for her phone with trembling hands, tapped the icon for FaceTime, and hit Nika’s contact.
It barely rang once before Nika’s face popped up on the screen, bright and full of energy. "Hey, P! How did the art show go?"
The sound of her best friend's voice broke the floodgates. A loud sob tore from Paige’s throat as she pulled her knees up to her chest, propping her phone up against a throw pillow on the couch.
"Paige?!" Nika’s expression flipped instantly from playful to frantic, her face coming right up close to her camera. "Paige, oh my god, what’s wrong?! Did it go bad? Did someone say something to you?!"
"No—no, Nika, it didn't go bad," Paige choked out through her sobs, pressing the heel of her palm against her eyes as happy tears flooded her face. "I saw her. Nika, I saw Azzi."
On the other side of the screen, Nika froze, her jaw dropping completely.
"You... what?" Nika whispered, her eyes wide with total shock.
"Azzi was there," Paige cried, an overwhelmed laugh mixing with her tears as she looked into the phone. "She asked to see me."
"Oh my god," Nika gasped, and within two seconds, Paige watched on the screen as tears welled up in Nika's eyes. "Oh my god, P! Are you serious?! You saw Azzi?!"
"We hugged, Nika," Paige sobbed, her whole body shaking with the profound, overwhelming relief of the last hour. "She let me hug her, and she held me. Like... actually held me. It felt so... so safe. Just like it used to."
Nika was weeping open-heartedly on her end of the call, wiping her cheeks with the back of her hand. "Paige... I'm crying so hard right now, holy shit. Was she okay? Did you guys talk?"
"She was so sweet," Paige sniffled, resting her chin on her knees as she stared at her screen. "She looked at all my paintings, and she complimented them. She wasn't creeped out at all. She told me I was an incredible artist. And then... before she left, she gave me her number."
"She gave you her number?!" Nika practically yelled through her tears, letting out a laugh on the screen. "P, that is amazing!"
"I can't believe it," Paige cried, burying her face into her sleeve for a second before looking back at Nika, tears of absolute joy keeping falling. "This is everything I fought for. Just to get to see her again like this, as a real person, and not lose her."
"I am so beyond proud of you," Nika choked out, leaning close to her camera. "You earned this. You deserve every bit of this happiness."
Nika wiped a fresh tear from her cheek on screen, suddenly leaning in super close to her camera, her eyes wide with urgent excitement.
"Okay, P, listen to me," Nika commanded, pointing a finger directly at the phone screen. "You need to text her. Right now."
Paige blinked, her brain stuttering. "Wait—what?! Right now?!"
"Yes!" Nika insisted, waving her hands. "Send her a text!"
"I don't even know what to say!" Paige panicked gently, her heart suddenly racing all over again as she looked down at her lap where her phone sat. "What if I sound too eager? What if she's driving? What do I write?!"
"Keep it simple, dummy!" Nika laughed warmly through her screen. "Just tell her it was really great to see her!"
Paige took a deep, shaky breath, wiping her tear-stained cheeks. "Okay. Okay, yeah. I can do that."
With hands that were still trembling slightly, Paige tapped open a new text thread, staring at the empty screen for a second before typing out:
Paige: Hey, it’s Paige. Just wanted to say it was really, really great seeing you today.
Paige hit send and immediately dropped her phone onto her couch cushion like it was radioactive.
"I sent it," Paige squeaked out.
"Good!" Nika beamed.
Not even ten seconds passed before Paige's phone buzzed on the fabric. Paige gasped, grabbing it instantly.
Azzi: It was so great seeing you too. I’m so glad I came.
A huge smile broke across Paige's face, the knot in her chest completely unravelling.
"Now ask her out!" Nika whispered loudly, pumping her fist. "Do it!"
Paige bit her lower lip, her fingers flying across the keyboard with a newfound confidence.
Paige: I’d really love to see you again. Are you free tomorrow night?
She hit send, her heart thumping a steady, excited rhythm against her ribs.
The three little typing dots appeared instantly on Azzi’s end.
Azzi: Yes! Absolutely.
Paige typed back quickly:
Paige: Perfect. I’ll text you the details tomorrow morning.
A second later, Azzi's reply popped up:
Azzi: Goodnight, P. :)
Paige looked back at Nika on screen, a quiet, disbelieving laugh escaping her lips.
"I have a date tomorrow night," Paige whispered.
"You have a date tomorrow night!" Nika cheered, clapping her hands wildly.
—
The next afternoon Paige was hard at work in her apartment building’s parking lot. She had a sleek, dark blue pickup truck, and today, that truck bed was getting a transformation.
Paige grunted slightly as she hauled an air mattress down the stairs, tossing it into the bed of the truck. She plugged in a portable air pump, listening to the loud, satisfying hum as the mattress slowly filled out, fitting almost perfectly between the wheel wells.
She was taking Azzi to the drive-in just outside the city; a place where they could sit under the stars, talk as much as they wanted, and just be without the noise of a crowded restaurant.
Paige wanted everything to be absolute perfection for her.
She ran back upstairs to grab a giant plastic bin stuffed to the brim with white sheets, four plush down pillows, and a thick fleece comforter. She carefully fitted the sheet over the air mattress, fluffing the pillows and arranging them against the back wall of the truck cab. She even threw in a couple of extra
blankets, just in case it got chilly later in the night.
Stepping back to inspect her work, Paige wiped her forehead with the back of her hand, a soft, proud smile spreading across her face.
It looked incredibly cozy, warm, and completely private. Satisfied, Paige walked back inside to get ready.
She leaned her phone against her bedroom mirror, adjusting the camera angle as she smoothed a comb through her hair. On screen, Nika was sitting on her own bed, watching closely.
Paige took a brush, carefully smoothing her blonde hair into a tight slick-back bun. She had spent twenty minutes picking out her outfit, finally settling on an oversized, charcoal-gray hoodie and soft black cargo pants; comfortable, warm, and covering every single inch of her skin.
"Okay, be honest with me," Paige said, her voice laced with an underlying, nervous edge as she sprayed a light coat of hairspray. "Does my hair look alright?"
"P, you look gorgeous, relax," Nika chuckled on screen. Then her brow furrowed. "Wait... why are you wearing a hoodie and sweats? It’s not that cold yet. Aren't you gonna roll your sleeves up?"
Paige stopped, the hairbrush hanging mid-air. Her eyes darted to the screen, anxiety washing over her face.
"No," Paige said quietly, looking down at her vanity. "I'm keeping the hoodie on."
Nika sighed softly. "Paige... are you nervous about her seeing your tattoos?"
"Yes! Of course I am!" Paige blurted out, turning to face the phone, her hands gesturing frantically. "Nika, you don't understand!"
"P, they’re hot!" Nika argued gently. "You’re covered in beautiful art! Anyone with eyes can see that!"
"That's not the point!" Paige panicked, her chest tightening as she paced a small circle in front of her mirror. "What if Azzi doesn't like tattoos? Or... or what if she doesn't like that I'm more masc now? I wasn't really like this when we were together, Nika. What if she wants the old version of me?"
Nika rolled her eyes affectionately, cutting her off. "First of all, Azzi is not going to care about that. She didn't fall in love with you for the clothes you wore, Paige. Second of all, and no offense to your teenage self, you are a thousand times prettier now than you were when you guys were together."
Paige flushed slightly, but the anxiety kept swirling. "Okay, fine, but what about the tattoos? Nika, I have eight tattoos dedicated to her!"
Nika went quiet on the other end of the line.
"Eight!" Paige repeated, her voice cracking under the weight of the confession. "I spent so long thinking I was never going to see her again, so I put our memories onto my skin but if she sees them, it’s going to weird her out! She’s going to think I’m insane!"
"P... Azzi isn’t going to think you’re insane. But beyond just the tattoos, she’s rightfully going to have questions. And she deserves answers about where you went and why you vanished."
A sharp, defensive wall immediately slammed down inside Paige. Her posture went rigid, her jaw clenching as her eyes flashed.
"No," Paige said, her voice dropping into an intense, protective snap. "No, Nika, absolutely not."
"Paige—"
"I am finally getting to see her again for the first time in years," Paige cut her off, her breathing shallow as tears of frustration pricked her eyes. "We just got each other back. I don't want our first actual date; our first real interaction, to be me dragging her down into the mud and telling her about how I was tortured for five months! I am not ruining tonight with that!"
Nika held her breath, watching her best friend defend her fragile piece of happiness. On the screen, Nika slowly nodded, her expression softening into pure warmth and empathy.
"Okay," Nika whispered softly, holding her hands up in surrender. "Okay, P. You're right. Just... enjoy being with her."
Paige let out a long, shaky exhale, pressing her palms against her cheeks to cool down her flushed skin. "Thank you," she murmured, looking back at the mirror. "I just want tonight to be normal. I just want us to be okay."
—
Paige pulled up to the curb outside Azzi’s apartment building right at 6:30, her hands gripping the steering wheel as her heart hammered against her ribs.
A moment later, the front door opened, and Azzi stepped out. She looked breathtaking in a cozy beige hoodie, dark gray sweatpants, and her hair down over her shoulders. The second Azzi spotted the blue truck, her face lit up with a smile that made Paige’s breath catch in her throat.
Paige hopped out of the truck immediately. The moment Azzi reached her, she stepped right into Paige's space and wrapped her arms tight around Paige's neck. Paige’s arms instinctively locked around Azzi’s waist, pulling her close, breathing in the soft, familiar scent of lavender and fresh laundry that she had missed for half a decade.
"Hi," Azzi whispered into Paige's shoulder.
"Hi," Paige breathed out, holding her just a second longer before stepping back. With a shy smile, Paige reached out and opened the passenger side door for her.
Azzi chuckled, her cheeks flushing slightly as she climbed up into the truck. "A truck? And opening doors for me? Look at you."
"Only the best," Paige teased gently, closing the door and jogging around to the driver's side.
As Paige pulled onto the main road, Azzi settled into the seat, turning her body slightly to face Paige. "So... where are we going? Or is it a secret?"
"Not a secret," Paige smiled, glancing over at her briefly before looking back at the road. "I'm taking us to the drive-in. I just... I thought it would be nice. We can actually talk, be comfortable, and have some privacy instead of sitting in a restaurant."
A soft, warm look crossed Azzi’s face. "That sounds amazing."
Paige relaxed a tiny bit, her hands gripping the top of the steering wheel. But as she adjusted her grip, her left sleeve slid up just an inch, exposing the tattoo across the back of her hand.
Azzi’s eyes immediately darted down to it.
Before Paige could register what was happening, Azzi reached over. Her fingers gently wrapped around Paige’s wrist, lifting her hand off the steering wheel and placing it onto the center console between them.
Paige’s entire body went rigid. Her pulse spiked into overdrive, panic flaring hot behind her eyes.
"Azzi—" Paige choked out, her throat suddenly bone-dry.
Azzi didn't pull away. She leaned in closer, her index finger tracing the intricate floral pattern inked into Paige's skin.
"When did you get this?" Azzi asked softly, her touch sending shivers all the way up Paige's arm.
Paige swallowed hard, staring straight at the red light in front of them, terrified to look over. "A... a little less than five years ago," she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
"It's really beautiful, P," Azzi whispered, tracing the outer border of the design again. Her brow furrowed slightly in thought. "It looks... so familiar."
Paige felt her heart in her throat. The panic was suffocating, but looking at Azzi's gentle face, Paige knew she couldn't lie to her.
"It's..." Paige cleared her throat, her voice dropping into a super quiet, trembling pitch. "It's the pattern on the locket you got me."
Azzi’s hand stilled over Paige's skin.
The silence inside the truck suddenly felt monumental. Azzi’s expression softened completely, her eyes shining with a deep tenderness as she looked up from Paige's hand to meet her terrified gaze.
"You got that tattooed on your hand?" Azzi breathed out softly.
Paige nodded slowly, her shoulders tight with anxiety, bracing herself for Azzi to be creeped out.
"Paige..." Azzi whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "Do you... do you still have the necklace?"
Paige nodded again, unable to form words.
Azzi looked down at Paige's hand still resting on the console. Gently, Azzi slid her fingers down, slipping them between Paige's fingers and intertwining their hands together, resting them comfortably in the space between their seats.
"Is this ok?" Azzi asked quietly.
"Yeah," Paige breathed, her voice cracking as a massive wave of relief washed over her entire body. "Yeah, of course."
Azzi squeezed Paige's hand gently, leaning back into her seat with a soft, affectionate smile resting on her lips. "I love it, P. Don't be embarrassed. I really, really love it."
Paige let out a long, shaky exhale, her grip tightening on Azzi's hand, feeling the warm, steady reality of Azzi right beside her.
—
When they finally pulled into the drive-in, the sky had turned a deep, bruised purple. Paige parked the truck near the back row under the soft glow of the venue's string lights, cut the engine, and immediately hopped out.
"Okay, stay there for one second!" Paige said, a flash of eager, proud excitement lighting up her face.
She walked around to the back and lowered the tailgate. Azzi opened her door and walked over, peering into the bed of the truck, and immediately let out a soft, delighted gasp.
"Paige... are you serious?" Azzi laughed, looking at the inflated air mattress, the crisp white sheets, the mountain of plush pillows, and the fleece blankets laid out so neatly. "You built a whole bedroom back here!"
Paige rubbed the back of her neck, a sheepish flush rising on her cheeks, but her eyes were glowing. "I just wanted tonight to be perfect."
"It is perfect," Azzi whispered. Without a second thought, she kicked off her shoes, climbed into the truck bed, and crawled straight under the comforter.
Paige slipped off her shoes and climbed in after her, pulling the tailgate up. Before Paige could even adjust her throw pillow, Azzi shifted over and curled up directly against Paige’s side,
Paige froze for half a second; her heart doing a happy, frantic somersault, before pulling the blanket over both of them.
"So," Azzi murmured, looking up at Paige with curious eyes as the ads started flickering on the screen. "What do you do now, P? For work?"
"I'm a tattoo artist," Paige smiled, looking down at her. "I've been at the same shop for almost five years now. I even have my own apprentice."
Azzi’s eyebrows raised in genuine impression. "So, I’m going to go out on a limb and assume that isn't your only tattoo?" she teased, poking Paige's hand gently.
Paige let out a quiet, nervous laugh, tucking her arms a little closer beneath the blanket. "Yeah. Safe assumption. I have... twenty four."
"Twenty four?!" Azzi gasped playfully, sitting up a tiny bit to look at Paige's
hoodie. "Okay, wait, I need a tattoo tour right now."
Paige’s chest tightened with a quick flash of nerves, remembering the eight pieces hidden under her clothes that belonged entirely to Azzi. "Not right now," Paige said softly, offering a gentle, reassuring smile. "Some other time, I promise."
"Okay, holding you to that," Azzi smiled, settling back down against the pillows. "What about you?"
"Well," Azzi said, her tone brimming with a quiet, grounded pride. "I graduated last year from Georgetown, and now I'm working for an independent publishing company downtown."
Paige’s entire face illuminated with pure, unfiltered joy. "Az... Georgetown?!" Paige breathed out, a massive smile breaking across her lips. "Oh my god! That was your dream school! I am so, so proud of you!"
Azzi’s cheeks burned a pretty shade of pink at Paige’s excitement. "Thanks, P."
Azzi paused, looking up at Paige thoughtfully. "Did you... did you ever go to college?"
Paige’s eyes softened, a small, completely unbothered shrug moving her shoulders. "No. College wasn't really in the cards for me. I actually just got my GED two years ago."
Azzi’s heart swelled. "That's amazing, Paige," Azzi whispered with absolute sincerity, her eyes shining in the dim light of the movie screen. "Look at us. Look at how far we've come."
Paige took a long, quiet breath, feeling safer than she had in five long years. "Yeah," Paige whispered. "Look at us."
Paige looked down at Azzi, her eyes tracing the way her hoodie draped over Azzi’s shoulders. Sitting this close, she couldn't help but notice how much broader and toned Azzi felt pressed against her.
Without really thinking, the thought slipped right out of Paige's mouth. "You've gotten big."
Azzi froze mid-breath. She instantly pulled back just enough to glare up at Paige, her eyes widening in disbelief. "I'm sorry, what did you just say to me?"
Paige’s brain completely short-circuited. Horror hit her like a bucket of ice water, her face turning bright red as panic flared behind her eyes.
"Wait—no! No, no, no!" Paige stuttered frantically, waving her hands in total desperation. "I swear to god that's not what I meant! I meant muscular! Muscular! You look super strong! I’m so sorry, oh my god—"
"For your information," Azzi said, her tone still slightly annoyed as she settled back under the comforter, "I work out about five times a week now." She paused. "I actually have abs."
Paige blinked, the mental image hitting her like a ton of bricks.
Azzi. In a sports bra. With visible, defined abs.
Heat surged straight up Paige’s neck, turning her entire face a deep, furious shade of crimson. Her throat went dry, and her brain went completely blank as she stared straight ahead at the movie screen, utterly incapable of forming a coherent sentence.
Azzi caught the dark flush creeping across Paige's cheeks and cheeks instantly, a triumphant, satisfied grin spreading across her lips.
Paige glanced sideways at Azzi, catching the subtle way her shoulders hitched. Azzi pulled her hands deeper into the sleeves of her hoodie, rubbing her forearms through the thick fabric.
A flare of quiet anxiety fluttered in Paige’s chest. Her heart began to beat a little faster as an internal debate raged behind her eyes.
She’s cold. You brought three blankets, but she’s still cold. She wanted so desperately to pull Azzi closer, to feel the solid, comforting weight of her again. But a deep, lingering voice whispered in the back of her head, warning her not to push too hard, not to overstep the fragile boundaries they were so carefully navigating.
What if it’s too much? What if she’s not ready for that?
Paige took a slow, deep breath to steady her nerves. Just test the waters. Gentle.
Carefully, her movement laced with nervous energy, Paige lifted her right arm and extended it across the back of the truck bed, letting her hand rest loosely over the edge of the blanket just behind Azzi’s shoulders. She didn't force the contact, holding her breath for a second as she waited to see Azzi's reaction.
Azzi paused, looking down at the space between them before turning her eyes up to Paige.
Paige gave her a small, timid smile, her blush threatening to return. "You look cold, Az," she murmured, her voice soft and entirely devoid of pressure. "Is... is this okay?"
For a second, the quiet hum of the movie audio washed over them. Then, Azzi’s face softened into a warm little smile.
She didn't pull away.
Instead, Azzi shifted her weight, uncurling her legs and leaning directly into Paige’s space. She slid under Paige’s open arm, tucking herself snug against Paige’s side and resting her head comfortably against Paige’s shoulder, letting out a long, contented sigh.
A massive, overwhelming wave of relief and pure happiness crashed over Paige. The tension in her shoulders melted away instantly. She wrapped her arm securely around Azzi, pulling her just a fraction closer to lock in their shared warmth, her chin resting gently against the top of Azzi’s dark curls.
Paige stared out at the flickering movie screen, a radiant smile stretching across her face, her heart fuller than it had been in years.
—
For a while, they just stayed like that, the cool night air brushing against their cheeks while the movie played out ahead. Azzi rested her head comfortably on Paige’s shoulder, her hand resting loosely over Paige's knee, feeling the steady, rhythmic rise and fall of Paige’s chest.
After a few minutes of peaceful silence, Azzi shifted slightly, her eyes looking up toward the screen before a quiet, lingering curiosity took over.
"Hey, P?" Azzi murmured softly, her warm breath forming a faint, brief mist in the chilly air.
"Hmm?" Paige hummed, her fingers gently tracing tiny, subconscious circles on Azzi's shoulder.
"Do you... have social media? Like, Instagram or anything?" Azzi asked casually, trying to keep her tone light.
"Oh. No, not really," Paige replied, shaking her head as she kept her eyes on the screen. "I mean, I have a professional account just for posting my flash sheets, healed pieces, and scheduling appointments with clients; but I don't really use it for personal stuff. I don't have a private page or anything."
Azzi let out a soft, understanding ah, nodding her head against Paige's shoulder. "That makes sense. I guess that explains why I could never find you, no matter how many times I looked."
Paige blinked, the casual confession catching her slightly off guard. A sudden flare of awkward, nervous energy spiked in her chest.
Panicking, uncomfortable with the sudden reminder of the distance, and stupidly trying to play it cool to hide how flustered she was, Paige blurted out the first thought that popped into her head.
"Yeah... I mean, I never really thought to look for you," Paige said, her tone offhand and conversational, completely oblivious to how the words sounded out loud. "If I did, I probably could've found you pretty easily."
The silence that fell over the truck bed was instant and suffocating.
Paige hadn't meant a single bit of harm by it. In her mind, she was just stating a simple, factual thought; that she didn’t use social media often and never thought to check for Azzi there. But to Azzi, the words landed like a blow straight to the chest.
Azzi’s breath hitched in her throat. The warm, protective bubble they had built over the course of the night burst in a fraction of a second, replaced by a sharp, icy ache.
I never really thought to look for you.
While Azzi had spent five agonizing years typing Paige’s name into search bars late at night, scouring tagged photos, praying to catch just a glimpse of a familiar face to know she was alive and okay... Paige hadn't even bothered to type her name into a search bar once.
A knot twisted violently in Azzi’s stomach. A wave of sudden, humiliating insecurity washed over her, making her feel small, pathetically unwanted, and foolish for how intensely she had pined for someone who apparently hadn't even thought to check on her.
Azzi quickly shifted her weight. She uncurled herself from Paige’s side, lifting her head off Paige’s shoulder. She pulled her hands deep back into the sleeves of her hoodie, sitting up straight and creating a stark, agonizing space between them as she stared blankly ahead at the movie screen, her jaw set tight to keep her chin from trembling.
The loss of Azzi's warmth made Paige instantly freeze.
Paige turned her head, looking at the newly formed gap between them. She saw the guarded posture, the rigid line of Azzi’s back, and the distance in her eyes.
A sickening cold dread slammed into Paige's stomach.
Oh god. Her brain replayed the last ten seconds in a frantic, horror-filled loop. I never really thought to look for you. The words echoed back in her head, sounding infinitely worse, colder, and more cruel than she had ever intended.
Paige's heart began hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird. Panic flared hot behind her eyes. She desperately wanted to reach out, to grab Azzi’s hand, to frantically scream that’s not what I meant, I thought about you every single day! But her mouth felt like it was full of sand. She sat there paralyzed, her hands twitching uselessly on the blanket, completely terrified that saying anything else would only make it ten times worse.
Azzi was entirely motionless beside her, staring straight ahead at the screen, her expression unreadable and completely shut down. The warmth, the soft smiles, the gentle laughter; all of it had vanished in an instant, replaced by a cold, impenetrable wall.
Paige could feel her pulse hammering in her ears, her hands shaking as she tried to force her brain to formulate a single coherent thought. She had ruined it. She had finally gotten Azzi close again, and she had blown it with one stupid, thoughtless sentence.
"Az..." Paige’s voice cracked, sounding small and pathetically weak. She swallowed hard, her palms clammy against her pants. "Azzi, I... I'm—"
She stuttered, the words catching in her throat as she tried to fix it, but her anxiety made her fumble. Seeing Azzi shrink even further into her hoodie, Paige felt guilt wash over her. She couldn't fix this right now. She was making it worse just by breathing.
"D-do you... do you wanna leave?" Paige finally managed to squeak out, her voice trembling violently. "I can... I can just take you home right now if you want. We don't have to stay."
Azzi didn't turn her head. She didn't look at Paige, nor did she offer a soft, reassuring lie to smooth things over. She just let out a tiny, hollow exhale that barely registered over the movie audio.
Slowly, methodically, Azzi swung her legs over the side of the truck bed and slid down onto the asphalt. Without saying a single word, she walked over to the passenger side, picked up her shoes from where she'd left them, and slipped them on. She opened the truck door, climbed into the front seat, and pulled the door shut with a soft, final click.
Paige stood frozen in the back of the truck, watching through the rear window as Azzi pulled her knees up toward her chest, staring blankly out the windshield.
Paige felt like she couldn't breathe. Her chest felt crushed as she hastily threw the blankets into a pile, scrambled down from the truck bed, and hurried around to the driver's side, her stomach churning with dread the entire way.
The drive back to Azzi’s apartment was agonizingly quiet. The silence inside the cab of the truck was broken only by the soft hum of the tires against the pavement and the click of the turn signals.
Paige kept her knuckles white on the steering wheel, her chest tightly constricted as she stole terrified, desperate glances sideways. Azzi sat pressed as close to the passenger door as possible, her forehead resting against the cool glass of the window, staring blankly out at the passing streetlights. Every time Paige opened her mouth to speak, the words died in her throat, strangled by the terror of making things even worse.
When Paige finally pulled the truck up to the curb outside Azzi’s apartment complex, she slammed the gear shift into park. Her heart was hammering violently against her ribs, her hands trembling so badly she had to clasp them together.
She turned in her seat, her eyes wide, glassy, and completely desperate.
"Azzi, please... I am so, so sorry, I didn't mean—"
"Night, Paige," Azzi cut in instantly, her voice flat, quiet, and entirely hollow.
She didn't look back. Without giving Paige another second to explain or plead, Azzi popped the door handle, stepped out into the night, and shut the door firmly behind her.
Paige sat paralyzed in the driver's seat, watching through the blurring tears in her eyes as Azzi walked up the steps and disappeared into the building.
—
The door to Paige’s apartment had barely clicked shut before she completely collapsed against it. She slid down the wood until she was sitting on the floor, burying her face in her knees as loud, chest-heaving sobs finally broke out of her.
With trembling, frantic hands, she pulled her phone from her pocket and dialed Nika’s number. It rang twice before Nika picked up.
"Hey, P! How did the drive-in go—"
"N-Nika," Paige choked out, a ragged, desperate sob cutting through the speaker. "I ruined everything. I'm so fucking stupid."
On the other end, the casual background noise instantly cut out. "Paige? What happened? Are you okay?" Nika asked, her voice instantly dropping into sharp, protective concern. "Where are you?"
"I'm home... I took her home," Paige sobbed, clutching her phone so tightly her knuckles turned white. Her chest was heaving so hard she could barely get the words out. "She looked so sad, Nika. Her face just... everything dropped. She shut down, and it's all my fault. I’m the dumbest person alive."
"P, breathe. Slow down," Nika urged gently, though her confusion was clear. "What do you mean you ruined everything? You said she was excited to go! What happened?"
"It was going so well!" Paige cried out, pressing the heel of her hand against her eyes. "We were literally holding each other. She was resting her head on my shoulder, under the blankets, and everything felt... it felt like normal, it was perfect. And then..."
Paige let out a shuddering breath, her voice breaking into a quiet, agonized whisper.
"She asked if I had social media," Paige choked out. "And I told her no, just my tattoo page. And she... she said that made sense, because she had tried to look for me on social media a bunch of times over the years and could never find me."
"Okay..." Nika said slowly, trying to piece it together. "How did—"
"Because I'm an idiot!" Paige burst out, fresh tears spilling over her cheeks. "I got nervous, and I... I blurted out that I never looked for her. And that if I did, I probably could've found her pretty easily."
A stunned silence stretched across the line from Nika’s end.
"Nika, she thought I meant I didn't care!" Paige sobbed, curling into a tighter ball on her entryway floor. "She was looking for me, and I made it sound like she never even crossed my mind! She moved away from me immediately. She stopped talking. She wouldn't even look at me on the drive back. When I tried to apologize, she just said 'night' and walked away."
Paige pressed her forehead against her knees, her shoulders shaking violently. "She thinks I didn't give a damn about her. How could I say something so horrible to her?"
"Paige, listen to me for a second," Nika said, her voice firm yet infinitely patient over the phone. "Azzi loves you. You know she loves you. She isn't going to just throw everything away or stop talking to you over a stupid mistake."
"You don't get it!" Paige sobbed, her hand clutching her hair as she pulled her knees tighter to her chest. "I just made it seem like I don't love her! You didn't see the look on her face, Nik... it broke my heart. She looked so hurt."
"P, she knows you love her—"
"No, she doesn't! Not right now!" Paige cried, a fresh wave of tears choking out her voice. "I've gone through so much just to get to this moment. Five years of hell, trying to survive, trying to heal, trying to get back to a place where I could just hold her again..."
"I know, Paige. I know how hard you fought," Nika softened, her tone full of deep empathy. "I was there, remember?"
"That's why this hurts so bad!" Paige choked out, pressing her back flat against her front door, staring up at her ceiling as her chest heaved. "The last thing I ever wanted to do was make her feel unwanted... and that is exactly what I did."
Nika let out a long, slow breath through the phone, the noise static-soft over the speaker.
"Okay, then show her," Nika said firmly, cutting through Paige’s ragged gasps. "Show her she’s wanted, Paige. Do something that proves to her how much you care and make it up to her. Don't just sit on your floor drowning in guilt."
"What if... what if it's not enough?" Paige whispered, her voice trembling, so tiny and terrified it barely carried across the line. "What if I do something and it just isn't enough to fix what I broke?"
"It will be," Nika replied instantly, her tone leaving zero room for argument. "And even if it isn't right away, P... at least she’ll know you tried. At least she’ll know you care."
—
Meanwhile, across town, Azzi sat curled up in the corner of her couch, her knees pulled tight against her chest. Her phone was propped up on a decorative pillow, screen glowing with Caroline’s face.
Azzi was silently crying, hot, thick tears spilling over her lashes and soaking into the collar of her hoodie.
"Az, honey, please talk to me," Caroline said gently on screen, her voice filled with deep concern. "What happened? You said the movie went fine!"
"It didn't," Azzi choked out, her voice cracking as she buried her face into her knees, her shoulders trembling. "Paige doesn't want me anymore. She doesn't."
"Azzi, that’s not true—"
"It is!" Azzi sobbed, pulling back and wiping frantically at her wet cheeks. "It was so obvious she only asked me out because she felt like she had to! Like she owed it to me or something! We were sitting in the bed of her truck, and... and she made this comment about how much muscle I've gained. She literally told me I got big."
Caroline’s eyes widened in disbelief on screen. "She... wait, what?"
"I laughed it off but what if she doesn't think I'm pretty anymore?" Azzi wept, her chest heaving as she let out built-up insecurity and heartbreak. "What if she looks at me now and just... hates what she sees? I feel like shit, Caroline."
Caroline looked like she wanted to fly through the phone and hug her. "Oh, sweetie..."
"And the worst part is, it was so confusing!" Azzi cried, throwing her hands up in utter frustration. "She was sending me the most insane mixed signals! Caroline, she has a tattoo across the back of her left hand... and it's the exact pattern from the locket I gave her five years ago."
Caroline gasped softly. "Wait, really?"
"Yes!" Azzi wailed, pulling her knees back in. "She got my locket tattooed on her hand! She let me hold her hand, she let me curl up next to her under the blankets, and it felt so warm and perfect, just like how we used to be! But then she told me she never tried to look for me and if she would’ve she could’ve found me easily. I feel so stupid for loving her this long."
—
The next morning, Azzi woke up with heavy, swollen eyes and an aching chest. She dragged herself through her morning routine, barely touching her coffee, feeling a lingering dark cloud hanging over her.
Around 8:00 AM, Azzi pulled on her coat, grabbed her work bag, and unlocked her apartment door to head to the publishing office.
The second she pulled the door open, she nearly stepped right onto a vibrant, gorgeous bouquet of wild peonies, white roses, and eucalyptus sitting neatly on her doorstep.
Azzi froze, her heart instantly leaping into her throat.
She slowly crouched down, reaching out to touch the soft, fragrant petals. Tucked right into the center of the arrangement was a thick cream-colored envelope with her name written across the front.
Azzi took a deep breath, her fingers trembling slightly as she pulled out the folded note inside.
I’m sorry about last night, I was nervous and messed things up. I care about you so much and missed you every second we were apart. I hope you’ll give me another chance.
Have a good day at work,
Paige
Azzi stared at the note, reading the simple, honest words over and over until they blurred through the fresh tears filling her eyes.
A massive wave of relief washed over her, completely melting away the heartbreak that had been consuming her all night. She brought the flowers up to her face, breathing in their sweet scent, a genuine smile breaking across her lips.
Azzi brought the bouquet inside, setting her bag down on the entryway table. She pulled a tall vase from her cabinet, filled it with cool water, and carefully arranged the peonies and roses, placing them right in the center of her dining table where they caught the morning light.
She looked down at the flowers, a soft, helpless smile tucking at the corners of her mouth. Pulling out her phone, her thumb hovered over Paige's contact before she typed out a message.
Azzi: Thank you for the flowers, P. They’re beautiful.
Azzi: I get out of work at five. Do you want to come over for dinner at six? I can’t cook to save my life, but we can order something.
Across town, Paige was sitting on the edge of her bed, staring intently at her phone like it was about to detonate. The second the screen lit up with Azzi's name, Paige practically lunged for it.
Her heart did a violent, happy somersault as she read the texts. Relief flooded her so fast her hands shook while she typed back.
Paige: yeah, that sounds really great. 6 works perfectly. See you then :)
Paige threw her head back against her pillows, letting out a breathless, ecstatic laugh. She hadn't blown it. She actually had a second chance.
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