Readility

I’m a divine being made of stars. I’m not created for rut living. Going through the motions without vivid colors is not for me. My soul craves majestic and magic. I don’t do pastel living. I need deep brightness to behold and to embody. I don’t want the regular. I want a normal day filled with rainbows, sunshine, vibrancy. I want to notice each color of a slowly flowing butterfly, the glisten of the ocean when the sun smiles on her, the gentle unified sway of the leaves on a beautiful tree when the wind whispers her name.

I don’t have to wait to become a millionaire to live a rich life. Currency was never meant to dictate joyful and intentional living. Each day should be as unique as our DNA, even if it’s a little change or addition. It should be intentional and noticeable to the eyes, the heart, hugging the nervous system.

Life and relationships are to be vibrant not stale. This starts with relationship with self. Infuse color, a dance, an intentional gift, uplifting words of life, a picnic, a hike, a dance party at the top of a mountain, quiet mediation by a waterfall. Just live, making each day unique. It’s not hard nor is it impossible. It simply requires gratitude, imagination and intentionality.

Do something meaningfully different today. Bring life to your living.

All is well.

I gracefully galloped into my divine and align life. I’m actually very excited!!! Let the magic, miracles and manifestation begin.

All is well.

So I call on my divine wealth to come forth.

I call on my divine peace to come forth.

I call on my divine calm to come forth.

I call on my divine joy to come forth.

I call on my divine wisdom to come forth.

I call on my divine health to come forth.

I call on my divine confidence to come forth.

I call on my divine protection to come forth.

I call on my divine provisions to come forth.

I call on all I divinely need and want today to come forth.

All is well.

Open my heart to know.

All is well.

So why am I in Ghana? Am I here to suffer, beg the rich for opportunities? Am I here to live afraid and timid? Am I here to live at the financial mercy of family? Am I here to worry? Do I think the Universe brought me all the way back home to worry? No. No. No.

I am here as a solution. I am here as an answered ancestral prayer. I’m a divine force in physical body to be an extension of Divine plan of liberation. I must move accordingly. Stop shrinking. Stop feeling small.

Money is a tool to build with. Money doesn’t determine my value, my power, my gifts or my abilities. My ancestors moved in power using the currency of faith. I must do the same. So chin up. Chest out. Walk like you’re being lifted and held. Because I am.

All is well.

Last night, I was sitting still and quiet and these thoughts came to mind. What is my role, my mission, my part, my purpose during this time and pivotal moment in history? Am I here to merely survive? Be a distraction? Be distracted? Feel small, vulnerable and helpless as evil empires are exposed and expiring? Am I here to simply be scared and hide? Or am I here to be part of the collective healing, transformation team of Love agents prepared to divinely impact their part of the world through Love in action, community building and humanity focused infrastructure.

What is my part in this powerful turning point in history? If I don’t know my role then any role would do. If I don’t know my power, I will feel powerless. If I don’t recognize my sacred value, I will allow the trappings of the time to make me feel small, insignificant, unnecessary, defeated.

We are at a crucial moment in time when there’s no room for ambiguity and smallness. There’s no time to be afraid. This is the time to be bold and stand on all that I am and have been created and destined to be, no matter what things look like or how I feel. It’s time to go beyond feelings and stand firm in the faith of the power and purpose of the Promise.

My most important purpose at this time is to Love and be Love, in all its magic, miracles and manifestations. That is why I am here in this moment, this time in history. So stop feeling small and scared in moments when you feel you don’t have enough and you’re not enough. I am an earthly extension of an unlimited, unhindered abundance. All I need to fulfill my purpose at this moment and time in history is already provided.

Wait on the promise. Do not shrink. Do not back down. Do not turn back. It’s your moment. It’s your time.

All is well.

While continuing in the aligned path is filled with so much unknown, I’ve come too far, shed too much of the old conditioning to turn back. Shedding the old and walking the aligned path of the unknown can be terrifying. It forces you to live by faith and to be moved by your own divine spirit, not your feelings or fear. But we’re not trained to live like this. So you start to feel uneasy in your own skin because you’re going against your conditioned instincts and living by the voice of your intrinsic divine nature.

Sometimes your faith makes you appear delusional to others and even at times to yourself. How are you believing voice of the Universe over what is reality? How are you believing a 20 years promise? Why is everything taking so long? Does the Universe have no concept of time? What am I going to do about money and how on this earth am I going to afford the purposeful work I’ve been destined to do and the divine life I’ve been promised?

I’ve learned that the how is not my problem and it’s not up to me. That’s for the Universe, my Creator and my divine and loving ancestors job to lead and provide. My work is to continue to believe and prepare. So when it seems easier to just turn back and do what I’ve always done and what most people are doing, which is to survive, I remind myself I was created and designed for more. And more means never settling for less than the original design.

So I move forward on my aligned path towards the life I was born to live. No matter how challenging and expensive life gets, I know I can’t afford to turn back. Survival is never an option when abundance is the promise.

All is well.

All is well.

For me the year of the snake has been five years strong. So I started to get excited about completing my shedding and leaping into the year of the horse. I imagined in 11 days, things will speed up for me. Promises I’ve been waiting to manifest would happen. Opportunities that have been stalled would open wide. Like a horse, my purpose and everything connected to it would gallop over all the the setbacks, disappointments, betrayals, and scarcity, ushering in my time of divine prosperity, and the life of the Promise would finally begin.

I started to feel good and excited. Then the voice that has seen so much disappointments made me feel weird for being excited. It has grown so accustomed to things going “wrong” that it couldn’t see things actually working out. All my life, the other shoe has always fallen. I’d been used to things going wrong so much that when I was younger, I started to believe that the day everything fall into place would be either the day “Jesus” finally returns or the day I get diagnosed with a terminal illness and die. That’s how much I’d normalized disappointments and suffering in my life.

A life where things go well in my favor and abundance endlessly flows for me wasn’t a normal way of being. Then I realized the importance of the snake years. Those years have been to help me shed that way of thinking, living and surviving. So when those old thoughts of perpetual disappointments came, I knew how to relieve and shed it. I no longer entertain those dreadful thoughts or allow them to dictate my thinking, my mood, my being.

I’m ready for the year of the horse. I’m excited to see how the Universe and my divine and loving ancestors show up for me. I’m ready to fully thrive in my abundant and purposeful life, always having in physical form all I need to accomplish the spiritual purpose of my original design. So much joy to spread. So much love to embody and give.

Let’s fucking go.

All is well.

Get excited about life. Stop having moments of worry and simply let go! Let go of it all. The expectations, the worst case scenarios. Focus on the power and nature of the Promise Giver. Get excited. It’s your time.

All is well.

I know the Universe and my divine and loving ancestors are all with me. I remember them reminding me that they’re the roots to my tree and they’re holding me up. I’m not alone. I’m not abandoned. I’m not on my own. I’m loved and cared for.

No matter how I feel today, those are the truths. I believe it. I know it. My only prayer today: Please show me a sign of your favor and your assurance of your Promise.

All is well.

That’s why we’re conditioned to loathe rest and see it as laziness. We’re encouraged to always be the best, work the hardest, accumulate the most. Everything is about labor and self dependency.

This belief unfortunately leaves no room for life’s magical moments and miracles, space for the Universe to smile on you in only the ways the Universe can.

I’m at the point in my life where I’ve done all I’ve been guided to do. What happens next is above and beyond me. In the past, this time would have overwhelmed me with fear and anxiety. No more.

I get up every morning excited to experience moments of magic and miracles. This aren’t fearful moments. These are magical and miracle ready moments.

All is well.

I don’t know what today will bring. It’s 6:15am. I don’t know what the day will bring but I know what I will bring to today.

I will bring gratitude, steadfastness, joy, divine intuition and confidence, smiles and restful adventures.

I will bring compassion, creative intuition and love. I will bring my whole self. I will bring my presence and I will be present. I will focus only on today, not yesterday or tomorrow. Just today.

I will bring today into today. I won’t bring yesterday or tomorrow into today. Today is my gift and I will be present, fully present in joy, peace, divine provision and protection.

All is well.

I’m finally seeing that who I am becoming is more important to my life and my purpose than all the things I have prayed for. All I need will come. They will all be manifested in real time. In the meantime, embodying inner calm is also a prayer answered.

For years, my continuous prayer was, “I don’t want to be afraid anymore.” Now I’m living in a fearful time, and I’m not afraid. I’m not afraid because there’s nothing I can do about the situation. Sometimes fear shows up because we’re living in our own power. So we feel powerless when there’s nothing we can do. As a result, fear rears its ugly energy: scarcity and anxiety. But because I know there’s nothing I can do about this situation, I don’t fear because it’s not my situation to fix. This is where faith in the power and promise of the Universe steps in.

I’ve gotten to the point where faith erases the fear. Believing in the power of Love, I know I can trust the Universe to take care of me. So I’m no longer bullied by circumstances. I’ve finally embodied the peace, calm and focus I need to be the person who receives the promise.

Ase.

I am thankful for life. I am still here after so many brushes with death and demise.

I survived a violent husband in my teens, a drug addicted husband for 18 years. I survived brain surgery. I survived family betrayal and abandonment. I survived blood cloths in my brain and my lungs. I survived the twisting of my intestines. I survived heartbreak. I survived professional sabotages.

I am thankful for a beautiful home. I am thankful for food. I am thankful for great health. I am thankful for the ability to go to the gym and workout. I am thankful for the results of hard work in the gym. I am thankful for a best friend and partner to talk to, cry to, laugh and do life with.

I am thankful for the Universe bringing me home to my home country. Though I don’t know what to do next nor do I know how things will come together, I am thankful that they will.

I am thankful that today I will be guided and held in love, peace, provision and protection by The Universe and my divine and loving ancestors. I am grateful that no matter how I feel, I know that all is well.

I am thankful that the Universe, the Creator and my loving ancestors have chosen me and given me this great path and purpose to be the hands, the heart that embody and personify their love and power on this part of earth.

The Universe didn’t bring me home to abandon me. I thankful that I am loved, protected and abundantly sustained.

The goal then becomes embarking on the journey back to ourselves, our original design, original plan, original person, pursuing our inner divinity and not a religion with all its rules and fears. Our inner child puts us on a journey back to ourselves because she’s known us from the beginning. Some never embark on this journey because they’re held in a chokehold by survival. Their needs become their god.

When our physical needs override our spiritual insights, path and direction, we’re held captive. Our physical needs of survival dictates where we live, how we move and our ability to love and be loved.

I no longer want to be held captive by my physical needs. This means being still when I don’t know what to do. Trusting in the direction of my divine spirit and loving spirit guides and having faith that the Universe will honor its promises to me and my journey.

Plus there are magnificent things I’m destined to do on this journey that only the power of the Universe can make happen. It’s literally above me now.

All is well.