grrrrrrrrr

i'm adrian, 23 years old, he/it

this is mainly a ventblog ,, i use it to process whatever i'm going through . (bc god knows i can't keep a diary . sorry i'm like tinkerbell i need attention lol)

my life has been a general fucking shitshow of trauma and shit so like if literally anything at all might trigger u stay away !!! i don't really tag anything so like . truly stay away pls

block me & don't report, this is my safespace and i would only spiral further without it

tall friend is truly the best sport . i owe him my life by now i'm not even kidding but he knows how much i appreciate him bc i will not shut up about it

when we were packing down i grabbed a beer (after finishing my own packing) and then i saw him wiping down a table in the catering area which just . i get him on a filmset impromptu, as he gets there i just throw him to some other ppl (bc i had to run off to do my own job), afterwards i throw him on set to be an extra when we suddenly realize we need one (he was closeby and i knew he'd be game lol) and then afterwards i just see him wipe down a table ????? how helpful can a person be ?????

i rlly like working with this crew of ppl so it feels a bit sad already, but i might already have another gig as a sound recordist coming up next week which i might say yes to

which is fine he's a child but pls 1. don't make weird noises into my mic and 2. don't tell me where my limit is i know how to do my job and either i will 1. ask the dop where it is or 2. look at the frame myself to know where it is

he literally pushed my boom up and told me it was in frame AS I WAS LOOKING AT THE FRAME

i was . not in frame .