RAZIJUANA

years and years and years and years and years and years and years

I feel alone on terms of support

I see my friends liking and sharing other things from other friends business or stuff they created. Cheering them on or occasionally giving them a shout out. Most of my closest friends have given me their support and that’s all that should matter, but i guess I’m not wired like that. My closest friends being 3 of them.

I look at the stuff others create, beautiful stuff and I love to share it too. Especially if it’s music. But the support (it feels like) is never likewise from others.

It may just be preference. Idk. Still doesn’t take away the feeling of being alone again. Also sometimes feels like the stuff I create is just not worth being put out. And that sucks cause idk what else I want to do. In general. I’m still young but giving up seems so much easier.