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Bridgerton

Colin Bridgerton/Penelope Featherington

Doja Cat Modern Songfic Series

Penelope Needs to Know - Explicit, Size Kink, Love Confession, 7/7, 25.6k words

Why Don't You Say So, Colin? - Mature, Masturbation, 2/2, 7.5k words

They've Been Feelin' Freaky Deaky - Explicit, One-Shot, Mirror Sex, 9.1k words

Polin Week 2023

Love Island and a Little Magic - Mature, Modern, Love Confession, 2k words

Rent is Due - Explicit, Modern, Roommates With Benefits, 1.6k words

A Pen Pal Called Pen (or, The Missing Letters) - General Audiences, Regency, Epistolary, 2k words

Never Turned You Off - Explicit, Modern, Flirting Help, Wall Sex, 2.1k words

Olive Like No Other - Teen, Modern, Olive Puns in Greece, 1.5k words

A Visit From Sir Richard - Explicit, Regency, Dildos, 3k words

when you and I collide - Teen, Modern, Intimacy, 1.2k words

Polin Month 2023, Ed Sheeran Edition

learning to speak - General Audiences, Modern, Meet-Cute, Speech Disorder, 2k words

a million more first times - General Audiences, Regency, Developing Friendship, 2.2k words

I see my future in your eyes - Explicit, Regency, Kitchen Sex, 3.4k words

this love won't ever go away - Explicit, Modern, Disney World with Children, 9k words

you will still love me the same - Explicit, Regency, Older Couple, A/B/O, 3.7k words

Polin Week 2024

it's hard to know which one of us is caving - Mature, Regency, Forced Proximity, Arguments, 3k words

linger - Mature, Regency, Lessons, Masturbation, dancing and flirting in Colin's bedroom, 2.2k words

Mr. Brightside - Teen, Fake Dating, Jealous Colin, why does everyone like Debling???, 3.6k words

i wish i was special - Teen, Epistolary, Colin's letters, sad boi hours, 2.6k words

maybe i just wanna be yours - Explicit, Height Difference, Colin goes through Pen's window to propose, 3k words

only fools rush in - Explicit, Soulmate AU, Meet-Cute, Sex under the stars, 5k words

your skin and bones - Explicit, Hopes for Season 3, Mirror Sex, Wedding Night, 2.7k words

Complete Multi-Chapter

Make Me Juno - Teen, Regency, Pregnancy, Child Birth, Family Bonding, Post Season 3, 3/3, 17.3k words

The Scents of Longing - Explicit, Regency, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Demisexual Colin, many confused feelings for our sad boi, Alpha Presentation, 6/6, 37.9k words

Knot Surprising - Explicit, Modern, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Pen asks Colin to help with her heat, it goes super well, since they're great friends and all, 6/6, 38.5k words

The Christmas Cake-Off - Explicit, Modern, Christmas Hallmark Movie, 3/3, 25k words

A Poison Tree - Explicit, Regency, Forced Marriage/Proximity, Only One Bed, Rebuilding Relationships, 19/19, 145k words

Santa Baby - Explicit, Modern, Santa Kink, Lap Sitting, Pregnancy Sex, 3/3, 22k words

It Was a Graveyard Smash - Various Ratings, Halloween One-shots, 21/21, 35k words

Bloodlust - Explicit, Regency, Vampire AU, Blood Drinking, Check Tags and A/N for CW, 4/4, 22k words

Romancing Captain Bridgerton - Explicit, Regency, Mermaid AU, 21/21, 100k words

Summer Afternoons - Explicit, Regency, Coping with Heat, Semi-Public Smut, 4/4, 16k words

One-Shots

voyeur-esque - Explicit, Regency, Voyeurism, Mutual Masturbation, Guided Masturbation, 6k words

my honey bee, come and get this pollen - Explicit, Regency, Breeding Kink, Pregnancy, Colin's turned on by the baby race, 4.2k words

Forgiveness - Explicit, Regency, Spanking, Lady Whistledown Cloak Shenanigans, 4.2k words

Falling for You - Explicit, Regency, Amnesia, Valentine's Day, Love Confessions, 11.2k words

Love in Bloom - Explicit, Regency, Sex Pollen, 5.2k words

you are impossible - Mature, Regency, Love Confession, 2k words

Switch It Up - Explicit, Modern, BDSM, Restraints, Latex, 1.9k words

Kissing the Kettledrums - Mature, Regency, Masturbation, 1.4k words

Baby, It's Cold Outside - Explicit, Regency, Pregnancy Sex, 4.5k words

All's Fair in Love and Pall Mall - Explicit, Regency, Sexual Frustration, 7k words

Works-in-Progress

she walked in the club like nobody's business - Mature (for now), Modern, Stripper Pen, Angry/Horny Colin, 3/6, 14.3k words

a tangled string of lights - Explicit, Modern, Rom-Com, non-linear, friends with benefits, messy, 3/?, 17.8k words

To Build a Hell in Heaven's Despite - Mature (for now), Regency, Murder Couple AU, Colin and Pen kill for each other but neither know about the other (yet), 4/?, 25k words

Twelve Years, One Night - Teen, Modern, Rom-Com (based on Six Days, Seven Nights), 4/?, 11.9k words

Made of Honor: A Polin Love Story - Mature, Modern, Rom-Com (based on Made of Honor), 1/?, 1.8k words

Other Fics

Lord Fife (plz read this fic I swear it's actually so good and gay)

In His Wildest Fantasies - Explicit, Regency, Fife/Ben but also one-sided Fife/Colin and one-sided Cressida/Pen and also Colin/Pen in the background and ends with marriage of convenience for Cressida/Fife, M/M smut, 5.6k words

Queen Charlotte

Agatha Danbury/Lord Ledger

Come With Me - Explicit, no PIV but it's hot I promise, 4.3k words

Call the Midwife

Bernadette | Shelagh Turner/Patrick Turner

I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus - Explicit, Couch Sex, 3k words

may God hold you in the hollow of his hand - Teen, Grief, Loss of a Parent, 4k words

When I Fall In Love, It Will Be Completely - Mature, First Date, 4k words

And i love how they went from this at the start of the interview...

...to straight on cuddling at the end of the interview haha 😂😂😂 #PolinForLife

A scene I didn't appreciate at first, but I do now.

I had a lot of big feelings after watching part 2. Mind you, I stayed up until midnight to watch all the episodes, and one of the things I remember feeling immediately was let down. Especially by the fact they had my favorite couple get married while they were in the middle of a huge fight and there was so much angst between them. But after many rewatches, I can honestly say that the wedding really is a very sweet moment but more specifically the wedding dance and how it is damn near flawless.

The way the two of them never break eye contact. ( like they are basically eye fu*king each other the whole time)

The cut away where they are alone 😪

The cheek caress at the end.

Colin returns from his summer travels to find Pen is missing. He decides to go his own way trying to find her, hiding from the Ton and the rest of his family in the process.

It's funny, a little risque', and full of sibling angst! If that appeals to you, go check it out!

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Here is a little excerpt from Chapter 1:

A Purpose Found

by ALoveLessMelancholy 

“Thank you for being so kind as to request my presence for tea today Lady Bridgerton,”said Penelope.

 “You are quite welcome my dear,” Violet said with genuine warmth. “As you know, I am no longer the lady of the house, but my successor was fully amenable to the suggestion that a request for your presence be extended. We have missed seeing your lovely face for all these long months. I can speak for us all when I say that we are so pleased to see you and Eloise reconcile after your unfortunate falling out.” 

     “Yes, we are certainly happy to see you back at our table where you belong,” chirped Benedict with his usual cheer and good humour.

    Penelope had missed his smile. If she'd had a brother of her own, she would have wanted one much like him. Always quick with a witty observation or remark, she could always depend upon Ben for some much needed levity. 

        “Quite happy indeed,” said Anthony with a sunny smile that could be considered disconcerting if one did not have any context with which to explain its appearance on a once sullen countenance. Penelope beamed brightly at this praise, something that had been sorely missing from the relationships she endured with both her own mother and sisters. 

   “I am sure Eloise has been doing quite well in the world without my presence, but I am certainly happy to return to her side as co-conspirator.” 

  Eloise, who had been watching this scene of reconciliation unfold, turned to her friend at this.

   ”As am I,” she said. 

    Gesturing toward Benedict and Anthony, she elaborated, “Attempts to have any sort of worthwhile discussion regarding the plight of women in our society with either of these two would be rather distressing if not impossible in its difficulty.”

    Benedict protested,” I am quite convinced that you feel that men in general may be the villains who plague all of society with their, and if I may quote you, ’inane ideas and endless self-indulgent blathering’, so what beliefs of my own invention could possibly be suitable for conversation which meets your ridiculously high standards?”

  “Exactly right!” 

    Eloise shot Ben a smug smile just as Anthony, unphased by his sister’s commentary, extended his own sentiments for her evaluation.

    “My wife keeps me well-informed on all matters regarding feminist ideals, so I am confident that you would find conversation with me on such topics to be most vigorous indeed.” 

 Penelope, having been watching and listening intently to this most beloved family’s bantering after being deprived of it for so very long, had as of yet failed to make note of the intent, unwavering gaze directed at her from the man sitting at the far end of the table. 

    Once their eyes locked, Penelope immediately turned a shade of crimson unlike any other she had experienced, the feeling, she imagined, not unlike a molten wave which enveloped first her cheeks, then made its way down the curve of her neck and beyond, down further still to her bosom. 

     Colin followed the path of this exquisite change with his eyes, unrelenting in his observation and admiration of her now blooming femininity. 

   “Colin!” Violet admonished. 

    She had seen Penelope’s deep blush when Colin’s eyes bore into hers and it was blatantly apparent that his mind had turned to thoughts other than family and friendship, most of which she feared were not only inappropriate, but very likely scandalous.

     “Haven’t you anything to say to our guest this afternoon? It has been an age since you last saw one another, so there has to be some catching up that you must feel compelled to do.”

Colin, having been pulled so abruptly from his waking dream by his mother’s baleful shouting, continued gaping momentarily until a glance at his brothers, unabashedly snickering as they were, snapped him awake. What they were carrying on about he could not begin to guess, but he knew that they were most certainly up to no good. He could not be bothered with their insolence when he had so much on his mind. 

    “Yes, of course Mother. I intend to have a chat with Miss Featherington at her discretion. I did not wish to monopolise her attentions with so many of the family in attendance for tea today.”

     Colin trained his eyes upon Penelope once more, momentarily undeterred by what his brothers, mother and sister might think, his mind overtaken with what had transpired between them yesterday evening.  

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