Raul Esparza Confessions

“I had a dream last night, my God, the best of my life I think... I was at a party where Raul was, I wanted to wash my hands because I felt like they were sticky (lmao idk why), I went to the bathroom which was in the basement ( I know, it's a bit like a horror movie ^^), I started washing my hands when Raul came into the room, it was just the two of us, he smiled seductively at me and locked the door, he said "Is it for me that you dressed like that or for someone else? " I don't remember what I was wearing but the material was like a dress and it was very tight because I didn't feel very comfortable in it. Without thinking I said "It's for you". He leaned me against the sink and started to kiss me viciously, I'm not going to be too long but the best part was when he turned me over to face the mirror and he bent me over the sink to fuck me hard while pulling my hair, I could see his reflection in the mirror, his excitement, his pleasure, he was looking at me while he was fucking me, ... His mouth half-opened, his moaning, the dirty talk in my ear like 

- "Ask permission for coming, I want to hear you beg for it." 

- “ Tell me, where is my cock sweetheart ?” (in my ass btw)

- “You call me Sir when I fuck you”

- “Am I too hard on you, or do you want more?”

... It was exquisite ...”

“I want Raúl to fuck me into next week and then do it again so hard that I forget my name. I want him to use me and debase me in every which way and orifice. Once over, I’d thank him for it.”

“I love Raul, as a human, and all of his characters. He's a huge inspiration and such a good, kind, articulate person. But cocky Barba (especially seasons 14/15/16, season 22) brings out something feral in me. I just want to get on my knees for him. I can lose myself imagining him leaning on the edge of his desk, beckoning me over, unfastening his belt as I drop down in front of him, his hands going into my hair. I don't even want him to return the favor. Just seeing Barba's office turns me on. ”

“Is it me or Raul has such beautiful hands with long thin fingers .... Those hands could make good smack on the butt ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ... And many other things ... ”

“i've been catching up on SVU and i have falling madly in love with Raul as Barba but now i'm utterly obsessed with Raul and am watching everything i can get my hands on. i swear to god i would let him f'ck me in every way possible and some ways that are likely not possible and thank him for it not to mention that every time he comes on screen all i can think of is going down on him.”

“For all fanfiction writers, if you are reading this and feel inspired by my request, please do yourself a favor... Right now I really like to read angsty fanfiction, I started to like this style recently, I've already read a lot of fanfiction about Raul's characters and I'd like to read one where either Frederick Chilton or Bryan Kneef (I think it "might" fit better with those characters) is really really really bad/evil. I don't know what situation in particular, for example harassing an employee? I don't have something in mind but, i trust you, you'll find something... The only request i have is, a lot of angst and a Villain Raul's character, and “smut” if it fits. Thanks for reading me !” 

“I get extremely hot and bothered every time I watch the belt scene in Twenty-five acts of SVU... like damn Raúl getting choked turned me on in ways I didn’t think were possible 😍🥵😅”

“I really, really want to suck Raul’s cock. I want hands threaded in my hair, him just fucking my mouth without abandon. I want choke and gag on it. I’ve been praised for my oral skills and I just want to feel that creamy load burst in my mouth. I bet he tastes delicious.”

“Raúl Esparza should absolutely be cast as Desi Arnaz in the new Lucille Ball biopic! It’s unfair that he doesn’t get cast more considering how massively talented he is.”

“I absolutely love that your bio says like “cute, sweet or hot” but ALL of these confessions are just straight up 💫i want this man to fucking rail me💫 ”

“I think there was another sex scene with Raul too. It was in The Path S3 E6 “Messiah.” However, you can barely see him.”

“Yeah Raul definitely knows what he's doing. He's not stupid. He knows his fandom loves him and he seems like the type of guy to get off to his own fics? Idk he just strikes me as that type of dude. Just imagine it you've written a fic and raul is just reading it ”

“Ever since I've discovered Raul Esparza, him and his fandom have helped me realize I have kinks I didn't think were possible. Hand kink? Language kink? Blood kink?

the man is the perfect age to be my father, but that's not exactly what i would be calling him if I ever got him alone”

“If you’re looking for a sex scene with Raul in it. (Please don’t ask me how I know I just saw him as a guest star and didn’t expect to see it. 😭😭) but if you’re looking for one, watch the Law and Order S20 E12 Blackmail. I died when I saw that. 👀👀”

“I'm dying to see a s*x scene with Raul but I can’t find one ... please help meee :’( “

“I think raul reads his fanfics lmao”

“This man is old enough to be my father, but I swear to god I would bang him like a screen door in a hurricane”