Xavier :)

still very much genderfluid and loving she her pronouns btw. my faith being public changes none of that. In all honesty I’ve been pretty disillusioned with my faith and beliefs I only mentioned it for like transparency purposes but yeah idk. I’m not really a practicing Muslim anymore. I was just raised mega religious but slowly fell out of it as time went on, a lot more so recently. Im still fasting, Ive still never drank and never smoked. I definitely will NEVER eat pork that’s drilled into me for life. But I’ve definitely done a few things people wouldn’t permit too. Luckily faiths an individual thing so nobody needs to know any of that. I knew talking about it and being open about it would attract people that’d hate the other facet of me but yeah. Still glad I did it. I’m queer and that’s cool, but I don’t know if I should still consider myself Muslim. I’ve talked about it more extensively on the Quag Patreon. But yeah I don’t know. I know the two don’t need to conflict each other. I know I can be queer and Muslim but the two just struggle to go hand in hand right? Like I know it doesn’t have to be that way but I feel holding onto my faith just holds me back from being who I truly wanna be. I made this realization like a year ago, and I’ve tried to ease faith back into my life somewhat since then but idk. It just doesn’t feel like it fits me anymore. My final takeaway from all this though is that I’m gonna hold onto the parts of the religion that matter to me and just keep going on my own path. I don’t really care what labels I’ve got on me. I don’t care if I live up to other peoples standards of Islam either. Muslim, Atheistic or genuinely whatever, I’m PrinceZam, I’m genderfluid, and if that’s an issue then so be it.