unhinged dumbass

JUSTICE FOR MY GIRLLLLLL

I have a post on it here breaking down all my thoughts on how it would go

TLDR : The only evidence Wish! Nikki actually disposed of is the brick. Every other piece of evidence we have gets shown to get Nikki and Bear’s evidence all over it. With Bear dead the court becomes pretty heavy on public opinion on opinions of the cops at the time on Nikki’s mental state and if she “seems” like a victim or perpetrator. Nikki is really widely loved within her circle, and she’s shown to be really kind to everyone, so there wouldn’t be a lack of people who could be brought in like “what.. Nikki is an amazing person?” On the other hand we get told that public option of Bear is worsening because he doesn’t have any friends besides Nikki and Sarah. Nikki also behaves like a hostage victim with how many blackouts she was having and the way she was constantly defending Bear or acting erratically, Bear also has a cabinet full of pills and some of those side effects are gonna be able to cause brain fog that can excuse Nikki’s account of flashing in and out of reality

Wish Nikki knows that Ian isn’t standing in her way with Bear, and she knows Ian doesn’t care about Bear to try and pull him away either. On the other hand she knows that Sarah likes Bear and she absolutely confronted her about that fact whether Wish Nikki started with that knowledge or not. She can’t hold or maintain any relationship, but she’s outright hostile to Sarah from the little bit we see of them on screen together alone

JUSTICE FOR MY GIRLLLLLL

I have a post on it here breaking down all my thoughts on how it would go

TLDR : The only evidence Wish! Nikki actually disposed of is the brick. Every other piece of evidence we have gets shown to get Nikki and Bear’s evidence all over it. With Bear dead the court becomes pretty heavy on public opinion on opinions of the cops at the time on Nikki’s mental state and if she “seems” like a victim or perpetrator. Nikki is really widely loved within her circle, and she’s shown to be really kind to everyone, so there wouldn’t be a lack of people who could be brought in like “what.. Nikki is an amazing person?” On the other hand we get told that public option of Bear is worsening because he doesn’t have any friends besides Nikki and Sarah. Nikki also behaves like a hostage victim with how many blackouts she was having and the way she was constantly defending Bear or acting erratically, Bear also has a cabinet full of pills and some of those side effects are gonna be able to cause brain fog that can excuse Nikki’s account of flashing in and out of reality

On one hand i know he didn't mean to get anybody hurt, but on the other hand when he realized that people WERE DYING and he had every opportunity to do the right thing he makes the selfish choice instead of the right one whoch makes him A BAD PERSOOOON

And yet despite that, I still feel a bit bad for him. I KNOW he's an asshole, like SCREW HIM!! People like him should just be forgotten and left alone!!

And yet still, i feel slightly bad for him because I know that when he made that wish he didn't intend to get anyone killed. He made a wish at that moment because he wants Nikki to like him but he didn't expect it to work and that the consequences would be so horrific.

But still, I know he is 100% an asshole right from the beginning because he is so pathetic he made a wish that Nikki would just love him instead of accepting the fact that she doesn't. I mean i even questioned his character when he called Nikki "Freaky Nikki" Even though he knows it makes her feel uncomfortable

Oh and ofc he was still an asshole right to the very end because even tho Nikki is so traumatized by everything, Bear is still willing to tolerate or make altercations just to make the love wish work in his favor. Even when he was going to end it all, it wasn't an act of sacrifice it was an act of escape becauss if it were a sacrifice, he should have done it sooner.

Did Bear get what he deserve? Yeah I think ending his life was the only satisfying way for his character to go. Did he deserve what he went thru??

Honestly, I think no. I don't think the guy deserve to see his friends die that way, even though he was an asshole AND it was the consequences of his actions because that is crazy traumatic. I don't think he wanted that. He wanted Nikki to love him which as a result took his friends life becauss he doesn't give enough of a shit to stop it before it got to that point

I know he's a terrible person from the very start to the very end so WHY DO I FEEL BAD FOR HIMMMMM am i defending the guy??? Cus like, i know what he did was 100% wrong and yet I still do feel bad for him

from the start he knew nikki didn't like him, he knew her behaviour has changed due to the wish, heck he even knew she wanted to kiss him bc of it yet he never questioned the morality of the situation. he didnt mind her personality and mind has been overwritten by his will until he noticed she's been lying to him.

the thing with wishnikki is that she has an overbearing need to be close to bear. she loves him more than anyone in the world and this feeling that was supposed to have been built up slowly, suddenly erupted so we watch her try to establish that as soon as possible. that is why she lied about her fathers illness to have an excuse to stay with bear.

behind this behaviour though, actual consciousness of nikki with still a sense of herself can find her behaviour irrational and out of character but she has no way to overcome the will of the (bear's) wish. her rationality gets clouded back and she loses herself again. it is an entirely new person conjured for bear and she doesnt exist lest he observes her.

this situation gets especially uncomfortable during the rape scene where we watch her face with absolute stillness despite making moaning sounds for bear to hear. she doesnt need to play the part when he doesnt observe her and realnikki is being raped by a dear friend she saw as a brother while being forced to enjoy bc of his wish. once bear gets off her and tells her it was amazing we cant even see nikki's reaction to it because only ever his feelings mattered.

the very next scene, bear wakes up at 3:45 to an empty bed because nikki has moved to the corner of the bedroom. she refuses to go back to bed and starts crying uncontrollably because of a "bad dream". which she repeats in the morning and goes all silently thinking back on it.

i read by someone else that her display of sarah relates to how she feels about her own rape. she displayed sarahs body the way she thought he would like just like how she put sandy's dead body in the kitchen floor with flowers and candles around. she thought bear would enjoy a faceless naked figure with open legs because thats what she thinks bear likes about her. she also pulls the gun out of her vagina cuz she associates sex with violence due to, again, rape.

AND YES I FORGOT TO ADD the whole fkin rape thing and the incestuous-ness of it all!! Idk maybe my BRAIN did not want to remember it because of how horrible it is but I'm glad you mentioned it as well, it's so disgusting

That's why I'm second-guessing my feelings with Bear. He is a HORRIBLE HORRIBLE thing idk why I still have the compassion to feel BAD for somebody who doesn't feel bad for OTHERS.

I've wished death upon real people for doing horrible crimes, but idk why I didn't do the same with Bear :/ it's something i've been reflecting on for a while.

I never heard of the substance tho :0 maybe I will watch that next after the backrooms

On one hand i know he didn't mean to get anybody hurt, but on the other hand when he realized that people WERE DYING and he had every opportunity to do the right thing he makes the selfish choice instead of the right one whoch makes him A BAD PERSOOOON

And yet despite that, I still feel a bit bad for him. I KNOW he's an asshole, like SCREW HIM!! People like him should just be forgotten and left alone!!

And yet still, i feel slightly bad for him because I know that when he made that wish he didn't intend to get anyone killed. He made a wish at that moment because he wants Nikki to like him but he didn't expect it to work and that the consequences would be so horrific.

But still, I know he is 100% an asshole right from the beginning because he is so pathetic he made a wish that Nikki would just love him instead of accepting the fact that she doesn't. I mean i even questioned his character when he called Nikki "Freaky Nikki" Even though he knows it makes her feel uncomfortable

Oh and ofc he was still an asshole right to the very end because even tho Nikki is so traumatized by everything, Bear is still willing to tolerate or make altercations just to make the love wish work in his favor. Even when he was going to end it all, it wasn't an act of sacrifice it was an act of escape becauss if it were a sacrifice, he should have done it sooner.

Did Bear get what he deserve? Yeah I think ending his life was the only satisfying way for his character to go. Did he deserve what he went thru??

Honestly, I think no. I don't think the guy deserve to see his friends die that way, even though he was an asshole AND it was the consequences of his actions because that is crazy traumatic. I don't think he wanted that. He wanted Nikki to love him which as a result took his friends life becauss he doesn't give enough of a shit to stop it before it got to that point

I know he's a terrible person from the very start to the very end so WHY DO I FEEL BAD FOR HIMMMMM am i defending the guy??? Cus like, i know what he did was 100% wrong and yet I still do feel bad for him

from the start he knew nikki didn't like him, he knew her behaviour has changed due to the wish, heck he even knew she wanted to kiss him bc of it yet he never questioned the morality of the situation. he didnt mind her personality and mind has been overwritten by his will until he noticed she's been lying to him.

the thing with wishnikki is that she has an overbearing need to be close to bear. she loves him more than anyone in the world and this feeling that was supposed to have been built up slowly, suddenly erupted so we watch her try to establish that as soon as possible. that is why she lied about her fathers illness to have an excuse to stay with bear.

behind this behaviour though, actual consciousness of nikki with still a sense of herself can find her behaviour irrational and out of character but she has no way to overcome the will of the (bear's) wish. her rationality gets clouded back and she loses herself again. it is an entirely new person conjured for bear and she doesnt exist lest he observes her.

this situation gets especially uncomfortable during the rape scene where we watch her face with absolute stillness despite making moaning sounds for bear to hear. she doesnt need to play the part when he doesnt observe her and realnikki is being raped by a dear friend she saw as a brother while being forced to enjoy bc of his wish. once bear gets off her and tells her it was amazing we cant even see nikki's reaction to it because only ever his feelings mattered.

the very next scene, bear wakes up at 3:45 to an empty bed because nikki has moved to the corner of the bedroom. she refuses to go back to bed and starts crying uncontrollably because of a "bad dream". which she repeats in the morning and goes all silently thinking back on it.

i read by someone else that her display of sarah relates to how she feels about her own rape. she displayed sarahs body the way she thought he would like just like how she put sandy's dead body in the kitchen floor with flowers and candles around. she thought bear would enjoy a faceless naked figure with open legs because thats what she thinks bear likes about her. she also pulls the gun out of her vagina cuz she associates sex with violence due to, again, rape.

AND YES I FORGOT TO ADD the whole fkin rape thing and the incestuous-ness of it all!! Idk maybe my BRAIN did not want to remember it because of how horrible it is but I'm glad you mentioned it as well, it's so disgusting

That's why I'm second-guessing my feelings with Bear. He is a HORRIBLE HORRIBLE thing idk why I still have the compassion to feel BAD for somebody who doesn't feel bad for OTHERS.

I've wished death upon real people for doing horrible crimes, but idk why I didn't do the same with Bear :/ it's something i've been reflecting on for a while.