Vent Blog

I'm at whatever level of therapy where I notice a symptom and I respond like "Boo not the depersonalization 👎". I feel like I don't even take it seriously anymore LMAO

Did you know? You can oppose the actions of the Israeli government and even be antizionist without claiming that antisemitism no longer exists and that there's such a thing as "Jewish supremacy".

When your dad is trying to start a fight with you but you have a dissociative disorder and are going through a bit of a depressive episode so are winning the idgaf war by default.

I refuse to keep mourning at my own grave. The grief is a part of me but it does not determine my future. My body remembers, but it also remembers the feeling of sunshine, of hugs, and of the gentle wind blowing through a tree. I feel my heart beat, I watch the first flowers of Spring and remember that I'm alive! I have more I want to do and experience, and life willing, I have more time.

Looking at the job market and my gpa and feeling like. Should I give up forever? The answer is unfortunately, no.

When your brain decides to be suicidal on Yom Kippur and you gotta be like "nuh uh bestie, not getting me that easily"

I kinda wish I had died when I attempted a year and a half ago but I didn't so we stay winning basically