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āYou did?ā
In spite of himself, he buried a laugh in his hand. It was so stupid. It was so⦠sad. Everything theyādāeverything heād worked so hard for was threatening to unravel at the seams, and here they both were thinking the other person had the pieces they were missing. If only it were that simple.
Even so, it was reassuring not to be the only person who didnāt know what the hell was going on. More reassuring still that it was Frank, who exuded such effortless calm even nowāenough that Egorās hands had stopped wringing, simply resting in one other as he watched Frank light his cigarette, his eyes drifting awkwardly between his face and the open seat next to him.
āā¦Yeah.ā He finally sat, shifting a few times to adjust the distance between them. More, then less. Then more. Less. They had always had a hinge between them, be it Aleksis or Coltānot until now did it occur to Egor that he wasnāt sure how to interact with Frank on his own. He set his hands on his knees, fingers drumming nervously. āSo⦠what do you think?ā
Are we going to die?
āI thinkāI mean, itās Colt, not someāā He made a vague twirling gesture with his hands. āāitās Colt. Heāll listen to us, right? This doesnāt have to end in⦠well. It doesnāt have to end.ā
Tucking the zippo back into the inside of his jacket, Frank let out a smoky sigh as he looked ahead at nothing in particular. Egorās question was a difficult one to answer. In all honesty, Frank didnāt know what to think. He was angry, of course. Disappointed and confused, definitely. But none of it made any sense. He knew Coltāor thought he did anyways. But there was no way all that happened between them was bullshit. Frankās had his fair share of experience of two-faced assholes trying to get all chummy with him. Colt wasnāt that. There was no way.
So why?
āā¦It wonāt end.ā Frank sniffed before hunching forward to rest his elbows on his knees, neck twisting to glance over at Egor, āListen, I dunno exactly what the hellās got Colt possessed right now, but thereās no way heāll break the Loop.ā The conviction was feigned perhaps, but it was said with such certainty that Frank nearly believed himself.
āNow, whether or not heāll listenā¦ā Frank pursed his lips and shrugged with a little shake of his head, āā¦Iāve no fuckinā clue. Julianna made it sound like heās beyond reason and Charlie didnāt hesitate to nuke his account on the minicoms. So there aināt any real way of knowing that heāll listen without getting all up close and personal and crapāand ya know, probably at least one of us looping by the end.ā













