i've never read a long eo fic of yours but i would like to. which do you suggest starting with?
oh this is a great question! unfortunately my answer is going to be kind of a cop out -
it really depends on what you're into! there's a lot of different flavors and perspectives in my longfics, and I don't know your personal preferences. So I'm gonna make a few recommendations. My real answer is: pick whichever one sounds most interesting to you!
Instinct - read this one first if you're into stories that use sex to explore emotional expression
Hearts on Fire - read this one first if you want domestic married EO having babies and overcoming obstacles together
Into the Great Wide Open - read this one first if you want EO reunion + minor infidelity + lots of tension and cliffhanger chapters
I'll Crawl Home to Her - read this one first if you're interested in parallel universes
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I like the Dan Brown books ok they're very easy reads (this is not Literature and they rely very heavily on familiar archetypes) and I'm a classicist and I'm interested in Renaissance era art so it's fun to read about the art/art history (shout out to angels and demons, which is focused on the works of Bernini, who is my fave) and sometimes I learn new things or a throwaway line may inspire me to do research on something (embarrassingly I had never read about nor considered the impact of the bubonic plague outside Europe, but of course it was not contained to Europe; did you know there were multiple epidemics in China throughout the 14th century that killed somewhere in the neighborhood of 20 million people? There is/was a theory that the bubonic plague originated in China and that theory is widely disputed. Doesn't that sound familiar) and I picked up a used copy of a book I hadn't read before and just finished it.
And what's interesting to me about this one is that the plot is centered around the impact of overpopulation on the world. 20 years ago every edgelord and tech bro was scared shitless about overpopulation. Sure we produce enough food to feed the world (with much of it rotting while people starve) but in the process of all that production we are depleting the world's resources at alarming rates. Mining for the core materials that make all these electronics (which are designed not to last, thus requiring constant production of new pieces intended to be thrown away in 2 years or less), commercial logging, fracking, overfishing, we are stripping the earth for parts, and the greenhouse gases omitted by all this industry are boiling the planet. Plant and animal species are disappearing at a terrifying rate. There are people who believe that curbing the world's population is the only way to save the planet, to save humanity itself - bc how we will survive on the barren husk that will remain once we're done destroying it?
But these arguments that were so recently fashionable, that smart people and people who fancied themselves smart used to endorse whole heartedly, have in recent years been replaced by the exact opposite claim. Now you can't look at your phone without some edgelord or tech bro or politician yelling about how we're not having enough babies. Twenty years ago the worst guys you knew were saying no one should have any babies, and now that same genre of guy is talking about forcing women to give birth for the good of society.
It's an interesting shift but I think the two things are related. Industry is destroying the planet, and if we want to slow it down having fewer consumers is certainly a way to do that. But. Industry is destroying the planet bc of greed, and those greedy fucks need consumers and workers to maintain and even outstrip our current pace in the pursuit of wealth. And now those voices of avarice are the loudest. The people worried about overpopulation didn't go away or change their minds; they're being drowned out by the very same forces they're trying to fight.
I'm not a fucking specialist, or anything, but it seems to me that it's industry, not the number of living humans, that's killing us. The world could support us, if we were not actively tearing it apart. But how are we supposed to stop this machine? How does the entire world roll this back? Because that's what it would take, the cooperation of the entire global population. And the "problems" of overpopulation are only going to get worse while we continue down this path; as weather patterns change our ability to feed and sustain ourselves is changing, too.
The book ends with a release of a virus that alters the world's genetics so that 1/3 of the population is now sterile, and will remain so unless someone invents a way to counteract it. The book's hero isn't especially horrified; he's heard the arguments about overpopulation and while he thinks this Bad, he also thinks maybe the perpetrators have a point, and maybe this is a humane way to address the problem. Not killing people, just stopping them from being born. He's a scholar of Renaissance art and most people believe that the sudden reduction in the European population brought about by the plague is one of the reasons the Renaissance happened in the first place; when people aren't desperately vying for resources they have more time and energy to create art, and sustain artists. And when you look at the current state of work in the US you can kind of see their point; people who spend the vast majority of their time at Work do not have the time or energy to create art.
And of course the "we need more babies now" guys don't want us to have the time or energy to make more art. To breathe, to really live. They want us working, all the time, to make more money for them. Not that they're using all that money to make or fund art, or truly enjoy their lives; they're caught up in the race, too.
I don't have a conclusion here, really. I don't know what the answer is; I won't endorse death camps or forced sterilization, but I don't know how we curb the appetites of the human race. Sure, take your bezos and your musks and your thiels and everybody like them and lock them up for crimes against humanity and break up their companies the world over, but then what? What about the governments, all the boards of shareholders? How do we get countries that have too much to share freely with countries that have too little? How do we stop the very human vice of greed on a global scale? I don't think we do. I don't think we can.
Isn't that a pleasant thought for a Sunday morning.
LINDSEY GRAHAM RANDOMLY DYING OUT OF NOWHERE WHILE WE'RE ALL WAITING ON MITCH MCCONNELL TO GO FROM MOSTLY DEAD TO ALL DEAD IS AN INCREDIBLE FUCKING BIT I'M NOT GONNA LIE
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"Six weeks into the term, I assigned my rhetoric and writing students a 20-page article. It was the same length I had assigned for five years and the same length I had read without complaint as an undergraduate a decade ago. Not one student finished it.
When I asked why, a student answered honestly: It was too long, and she kept losing track of what the paper was about. This was not a remedial class: These were students who had cleared the admissions process and written essays good enough to get them here. Yet a routine academic reading assignment had defeated them.
Every generation of professors has complained that their students cannot read. The lament is usually overblown, but data have caught up to anecdote, and what I am seeing in my classroom is no longer a hunch. There is a measurable, generational collapse in sustained reading and writing, and the academy is responding to it with improvisation and exhaustion rather than the structural overhaul it requires.
In February 2024, Adam Kotsko, who teaches in the Shimer Great Books School at North Central College, wrote in Slate that students who once handled 30 pages of reading per class meeting now seem “intimidated by anything over 10 pages and seem to walk away from readings of as little as 20 pages with no real understanding.” Crucially, he added that this is “not a matter of laziness on the part of the students” but of underlying skills they were never given a chance to build.
The Chronicle of Higher Education’s 2024 investigation found the same pattern across institutions as different as the Stevens Institute of Technology and Wellesley College, where the average SAT exceeds 1400. Nicholaus Gutierrez, an assistant professor at Wellesley, told The Chronicle that the baseline for what students consider a reasonable amount of work has dropped so noticeably that he has cut his readings accordingly; a 750-word essay now strikes many students as long. At Stevens, the science and technology studies associate professor Theresa MacPhail described following the mantra of “meet your students where they are” for so long that she has begun to feel “like a cruise director organizing games of shuffleboard.”
Worse, the national data tell the same story in colder language. On the 2011 National Assessment of Educational Progress (NAEP) writing assessment, which is the most recent comprehensive writing benchmark, only 24 percent of 12th graders reached the Proficient level, and just 3 percent reached Advanced; another 21 percent scored below Basic. The reading side of the ledger is worse, and getting worse fast: The 2024 NAEP results released in September 2025 show 12th-grade reading scores at the lowest level recorded since the assessment began in 1992. Thirty-two percent of 12th graders now score below NAEP Basic in reading, meaning that, in the assessment’s own language, they likely “cannot draw general conclusions based on concepts presented explicitly in a text.” And yet more than half of these same seniors reported being accepted to a four-year college. That last sentence is the whole problem in one line: We are admitting a cohort that cannot read at a college level and are pretending otherwise.
Why is this happening? One reason, of course, is smartphones.
I came into teaching as a skeptic of the anti-smartphone argument: I had a phone in my pocket throughout high school and college in the 2010s, and I read long books anyway. I now think I was wrong, because the neuroscience has caught up. In a 2017 paper, Adrian F. Ward and colleagues at the University of Texas at Austin’s McCombs School of Business showed that the mere presence of a participant’s smartphone — whether that be face down, powered off, untouched, or across the desk out of vision — measurably reduces available working memory and fluid intelligence on cognitive tests, with the largest effects on the most phone-dependent users. A 2022 study by Motoyasu Honma and colleagues at Japan’s Showa University used near-infrared spectroscopy to compare reading on a smartphone with reading the same passage on paper, and found that smartphone reading produced overactivity in the prefrontal cortex, suppressed sigh generation, and led to general lower comprehension scores; the authors argued that the sigh inhibition and prefrontal overload were causally linked to the comprehension decline.
So when a student tells me they “kept losing track” of a 20-page article, I have to acknowledge that they may be describing a measurable neurological condition. The neural pathways that support sustained attention are built by use, and they atrophy without it. Your body is a use-it-or-lose-it system, and the brain is no exception.
Another reason for the decline in student reading capability is increasing reliance on generative AI. In June 2025, Nataliya Kosmyna and colleagues at the MIT Media Lab released a preprint titled “Your Brain on ChatGPT.” They divided 54 participants into three groups writing SAT-style essays — one using ChatGPT, the second group using a search engine, the last group using nothing — and monitored brain activity with a 32-channel EEG. The ChatGPT group showed the lowest neural connectivity of the three, with up to 55 percent reduced connectivity compared with the brain-only group, and “consistently underperformed at neural, linguistic, and behavioral levels.” Eighty-three percent of LLM users could not quote a single line from essays they had written minutes earlier. When the LLM group was forced to write without AI in a follow-up session, their brain activity did not bounce back to baseline; the researchers coined the term “cognitive debt” for the lingering deficit.
This is the first neurophysiological evidence that early reliance on LLMs measurably alters the brain’s engagement with writing tasks, and it is consistent with what those of us in front of classrooms are watching happen in real time. When I assign analysis, I am not trying to extract a polished product; I am trying to put the student’s mind through resistance in order to make it stronger. Offloading the struggle to a chatbot does not “free students up for higher-order work.” It deprives them of building the strength to do any substantial cognitive work at all.
There is a final factor that is contributing to this decline in reading skills, and that is that the students arriving in my classroom today are the first cohort to have experienced Common Core-influenced reading instruction across the entirety of their K–12 schooling. Whatever the standards’ original intent, the on-the-ground implementation in many districts replaced sustained reading with the practice of pulling “evidence” from disconnected short passages, the same format used on the standardized tests that increasingly determine school funding. The education scholar Natalie Wexler, among others, has documented this pivot in detail: Students drilled on “finding the main idea” in two-paragraph excerpts never build the stamina or background knowledge that longform reading requires. The pandemic then added fuel to a fire that was already burning. NAEP scores for 13-year-olds dropped sharply in 2022 and have not recovered. A 2023 EdWeek survey found that 24 percent of secondary-school administrators described pandemic learning loss in English and language arts as “severe or very severe.”
In July 2025, the journalist Mary Harrington argued in The New York Times that “thinking is becoming a luxury good.” The ability to read deeply and reason at length is fragmenting along class lines as ultra-processed digital media replaces text in everyday life, much as ultra-processed food has replaced cooking. Her longer treatment of the subject in First Things makes the more provocative case that we are witnessing the end of print culture itself, and with it the end of the cognitive substrate on which modern liberal democracy was built.
I see this stratification in the classroom and on the page every week. My students from districts that protected sustained reading through small class sizes, strict phone policies, and faculty who refused to teach to the test all arrive with their attention relatively intact. My students from districts that surrendered to devices and standardized testing arrive cognitively winded. A democracy that requires a literate electorate is now training one fraction of that electorate out of literacy while marketing to the other a “deep work” lifestyle as a luxury good. The students who cannot read a 20-page article today are the voters who will not be able to read a bill, or the jurors who cannot follow a closing argument, tomorrow.
I do what I can in my own classroom to address the problems. I break 20-page articles into two halves and assign the first half with explicit analytical tasks. I require exploratory writing before formal drafts. I model (visibly, on the board) how to track an argument across pages or distinguish a source’s claim from my own analysis. I make structured peer review explicit, because the workshop format I used to take for granted now collapses into “this is good” and “maybe add more details” the moment I step back.
But I want to be plain about the limits of what an individual instructor can do, and all of these solutions have costs. Scaffolding a 20-page article into halves compromises the integrity of the argument I am asking students to engage, just as modeling note-taking in a credit-bearing rhetoric course is using a college slot to teach a middle-school skill. None of the syllabi I teach are designed to deliver this type of cognitive rehabilitation, and pretending otherwise has produced credential inflation. We cannot keep conferring degrees on students who cannot do what the degree is supposed to certify.
I’m afraid I don’t have answers. I do, however, have some questions that may point us in the right direction. If higher education is going to respond to the reading crisis as a structural problem rather than a private burden carried by composition instructors and adjuncts, it has to stop avoiding the following questions: If a majority of incoming students cannot read at a level the curriculum requires, are we admitting students we cannot serve, or offering a curriculum we cannot provide?
Why are first-year writing and reading-intensive general-education courses still the most adjunctified, lowest-paid, highest-load corner of the university, at the precise moment when their work has become the most important work the institution does? What is the responsible institutional response for AI usage: Is it a syllabus statement, or a sequencing principle that requires students to demonstrate the cognitive work themselves before AI assistance is permitted?
Why are most college classrooms still phone-permissive by default? K–12 districts from Florida to California are now banning phones bell to bell; higher education has somehow lagged behind the public schools. Universities benefit from a pipeline they did not build and refuse to repair. What would it mean for a university system to invest seriously in the reading instruction happening in the high schools that feed it, rather than treating remediation as something to be quietly outsourced to first-year composition instructors?
The thing I am no longer willing to do is pretend this is a temporary adjustment period, or that “students will adapt.” They will not adapt on their own. The conditions that produced this collapse are still in place: the phones, the algorithmic feeds, the test-prep excerpts, staffing models that load the reading-intensive work onto the most precarious faculty, and now the chatbots that finish students’ sentences before they’ve even begun to think of them. If we want literate citizens, we will have to rebuild the conditions for literacy deliberately, against the grain of every incentive currently pointed the other way. I know the academy has the will to do that. It also has the obligation."
— Tyler Jagt, 1 June 2026, "My Students Can’t Read"
The generational collapse in literacy is measurable, persistent, and likely to get worse.
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