Digital Dumpster

baby blue makeup look serving sky slut realness today 💙☁️ big thank you to my beautiful chaos gremlins for flooding me with requests ~ y’all really said “make content pls” and i’m out here obeying like a simp 😌

hit me with a color and i’ll whip up a whole makeup look inspired by it, no promises on how unhinged it’ll get tho. tomorrow we’re going GREEN, day after is PURPLE.

what color we doing next besties? drop it in the replies, i’m ready to be your emotional support makeup artist ✨

🖤 goth makeup photo dump 🖤

today i was challenged to try out a gothic-inspired makeup look and apparently i completely lost control once the eyeliner hit 😈🦇✨

i kept telling myself “okay, last selfie” and then immediately took another 20 because honestly??? i felt way too powerful in this look hahaha 🖤

fashion is freedom… and maybe that’s why i become exponentially more dangerous every time i put together an outfit that makes me feel like a beautiful menace 😈✨

goth makeup + a trans girl with too much confidence is genuinely a catastrophic combination and i fear these photos may prove it 🕸️🖤

i’m still learning, still practicing, and still experimenting with darker makeup styles, but every look makes me feel more creative and more connected to myself. there’s something really magical about finally seeing yourself reflected in the way you always imagined 🖤

also… i’m sweet like hard candy 🍬 pretty packaging, dangerously addictive, and probably bad for your self control hahaha 😈

anyway!! enjoy the FULL selfie spam because tumblr can actually handle my chaos unlike every other app 😭🦇✨

i stepped into the light today… exactly as i am. no filters. no hiding. just me. ✨

for so long i kept shrinking myself. smoothing out every “imperfection,” hiding behind heavy edits and perfect angles because the thought of being seen — truly seen — terrified me. i was so scared that the real me wouldn’t be enough. that this soft body, these tired eyes, this trans woman staring back at me in the mirror might be too much for the world. so i edited her away. piece by piece.

but i’m so tired of disappearing.

today i’m laying here with my red lips, my unfiltered skin, my curves, my messy hair, my heart wide open… and i’m choosing her. i’m choosing to love her instead of punishing her for existing. the fear is still here — it’s loud and shaky in my chest — but underneath it there’s this trembling, overwhelming sense of relief. of coming home to myself.

it feels like freedom wrapped in terror wrapped in joy. like i’m finally breathing after years underwater. 💋

to every trans girl still hiding pieces of herself in the shadows… i see you. i feel you. you are not too much. you are not wrong. you are breathtaking exactly as you are. the world doesn’t need another polished, edited, palatable version of us. it needs our real, messy, radiant selves.

i’m learning to love her out loud. slowly. tearfully. bravely. one unfiltered photo, one honest breath at a time.

which slide feels more like home to you? 1 or 2?

there is something almost surreal about finally becoming someone you once desperately needed.

not perfect. not healed all at once. not suddenly untouched by the world. just softer. wiser. more certain of who you are beneath all the noise.

i think one of the hardest things to learn is that self-love cannot survive only through the validation of others. friends and family can support you, encourage you, and remind you of your worth 💐 but eventually you have to become the person that speaks kindly to yourself too.

you have to become your own safe place.

and maybe that is what growth really feels like: not becoming someone else, but finally allowing yourself to take up space as the person you already were 🖤

more growth 🍃 more peace 💅 more ambition 💪 more self-respect 🥹

There’s something I find so powerful about finally feeling aligned with the person I am becoming ✨

To feel valid, certain, and confident in a world that does not always offer understanding or acceptance is a gift best received from yourself 🎁

Yes, friends and family 🫂 can love us, accept us, and encourage our growth and self-discovery 💐 But YOU have to love yourself more than anyone else 🦋

Do not rely only on yourself (I’m not saying that 🙈), but remember: you are your fiercest ally, and you will go so much further when you know that even if the world brings you down, you can bring yourself back up 😈

I feel more growth 🍃 More self-respect 🥹 More peace 💅 More ambition 💪