🪾not only unexpressed but inexpressible🪾 @blubbed - Tumblr Blog

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hello! welcome to my blog bog!🔥

i'm ZOE / ADRIEN and i post paintings, textile art, digital art, (my own) poetry, aesthetic images, photography, and silly textposts. adult, lesbian, and avid emoji user. aspiring butch. pro transgenderism / transsexuality (is transmasc). SE Asian (is filipino). i use HE/ANY PRONOUNS ^_^

this is my museum and also my house ☺️🥰 i don't have notifs on for anything so i'll take a while to get back to you if ever 😔😔

you can read BABY BIRDS in chronological order through this link! you can find How To Be Alive (and maybe other zines soon) on my itch.io page! you can find my chapbook Pill Reviews on my ko-fi page! my short story masterpost is here! my poems (and other stuff) are via the tag #zoe's-notebook!

I run (and am supreme overlord of) the GLOBSTER BOOK CLUB! it's a tiny intimate book club for weird little books. you can DM me for an invite any time!

currently reading: Everyone In This Room Will Someday Be Dead by Emily Austin !

blog directory:

@ this one - main; im most active here 🥰

@hotknifebutter - writing archive blog

@lactation - baby birds collage/novel art thing blog

@mascviserra - asoiaf dump blog

@casteeyell - spn dump blog

@jibjobber - dropout blog

@orangerind - occasional journalling blog

@strobbry - strawberry dump blog

Add me! :::: @.blubbt on instagram | @.commits-arson on last.fm

Tag me! in posts with: fire, bright colors, eye imagery, angel imagery, artful gore, bright red slasher blood, glitter, bones, cannibalism, porcelain, CDs, etc! if you feel like i might want to see it, tag me in it 💖

✨✨TAG DIRECTORY✨✨

#zoe's notebook - my writing

#baby birds - a novella/collage series

#zoe's journal - my misc. art

#zoe's creatures - my textile art and other creatures

#zoe's mailbox - asks

#zoe's playlist - songs

#zoe's library - stuff i'm saving to read for later

#zoe's bookmarks - excerpts from things i'm reading

#*sets queue on fire* - queue (mostly art)

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Kiko Miyares. Llanes, Spain-based artist

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parasol cover of belgian appliqué net lace, belgium c. 1880-89.

liveblogging modmouse album release bc u guys alr know what kind of person i am

picking dragons' pockets - good but we knew this

remember yourself - bit too sincere for the kind of person i am right now but sweet as well. good mantra type shit. i like how rhythmic and droning it is i can alr picture myself taking a long meandering walk looking at bugs and leaves and shit. spent like half of it waiting for a beat drop but when i accepted it wasnt happening it became more beautiful #metaphorforlife

life's a dream - music video jumpscare. cuties intro but rllyyy liked the Meat of the song actually fire genuinely and that LINEEE never when you sleep are you alone<33 what a surprise little miss dissociates and disordered sleep likes this song amiright

third side of the moon - my fav of the singles this song is so serious to me. good and we knew this but you'll hear it AGAIN

dogbed in heaven / give it a skeleton - :(( rlly good . i cant stand it all my music sounds like this somehow but RLLY GOOD. give it a skeleton not just a name!!! let it walk around!!!! SAY THAT

ok taking a break bc i have to shower go grocery shopping cook and meet a friend but i like the album a lot so far

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april bernard

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you love me mostly when i'm leaving

i was half-gone when you met me...

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the thing about this song is it’s so it’s sooooo. it’s so

#song of all timeeee

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so yeah. slightly edited ver published in alocasia 15/2/26

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When I was young I said I didn’t want to be a boy or a girl, I wanted to be a plant. I had never been a go-getter but the want grew to be bigger than my body. I held it inside of me as it festered, as it grew up the trellis of my ribs. So I held jungle geraniums under my tongue and spoke spells through the mouthful. I pricked my index finger with every spike on a small cactus, one after the other. I licked the strange milky-white sap dripping off of broken leaves on my grandmother’s ficus. I knelt on a bed of perennial peanut grass and twisted their yellow flowers until the stems weakened, gave up, fluttered downward. Nothing came of these. For a more traditional approach I ate apple cores, gnawed on mango pits, stole vegetable scraps from under my mother’s elbows in the kitchen so I could spoon the seeds of sweet bell peppers directly into my mouth. Nothing came of these, either. I decided if I couldn’t be a plant I could maybe be a terrarium. So I started eating turtle vines. Scraped moss off of walls with my teeth. Swallowed a small pink fittonia cutting, tiny white roots and all. I started taking spoonfuls of lush brown dirt from the garden like medicine, once in the morning and another in the evening. I took perfect white pebbles and shiny little rocks. I told my mom I needed activated charcoal for school and took that, too. And drank a lot of pondwater, seasoned with duckweed. I convinced myself I was growing translucent, my brown skin turning gray and clearing up little by little. I convinced myself I was becoming a self-sustaining ecosystem, wholeness layered like onion scales or nesting dolls or a ripe banana heart. I convinced myself it was working. After a while it was clear that I was lying, that still nothing had come. I wasn’t giving up, though. If I couldn’t become a terrarium I could maybe be mulch. I sipped the brown juice gathered in the bottom of buckets of compost, shredded and ate the dead leaves my grandfather swept up from the garden, took wood chips and bark and sawdust and cardboard, took rice hulls and newspaper and powdered seashells, took straw and hay and grass clippings and gravel. And then I laid my body down on some good, wet soil and waited. I thought—perennial peanuts. Jungle geraniums. Touch-me-nots, asters, rose mallows, pigeonwings, arrowheads, bird’s-nests. Citronella, silvergrass, carabao grass, goosegrass, dropseed. In wilder dreams—rafflesia. Nepenthes, sundews, bladderworts. In miracles—a mangrove swamp. I believe in noble causes. In self-actualization. In active pursuit. I am no longer so young. I am convinced I am becoming, becoming. I am going to die this way, I know, but it won’t be forever. Everything inside of me must one day come out.

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when people tag posts "unreality" it's a signal to people who struggle with discerning reality that a (likely scary if believed to be true) post is not real even though it's written as if it was. it's also a filter tag so those people can opt out of seeing posts like that entirely. many people who rely on the unreality tag are psychotic and struggle with paranoia alongside (or because of) the struggles discerning what's real. posts that these people interpret to be real can lead to incredible distress and compulsions.

when someone tags your post "#unreality" and you screenshot the tags and say "what are you talking about? this is real" because you consider the post easy to discern as not real and find this joke funny you're actually just causing paranoia for people who now feel like they can't trust the unreality tag. not everyone has the same reality discernment skills as you. what's "obviously" a fictional story to you may not be obvious to other people.

I don't think most people make this joke maliciously. I think most people making this joke don't even realize why the unreality tag exists. anyways, if you've made this joke or have the urge to make this joke then consider not doing that.

#:((#main blogging this bc i still see it a lot on the dash

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baby birds chapter 4 part 5

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#prev imnso glad u noticed bc it's one of my faves too and cutting out the elements was a bitch and a half lmao

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Me, Mixed media, 2025.

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my fav new releases (albums + eps) of 2026 so far :)) does anyone have any recs for new albums i might have missed? havent been spending as much time in the bandcamp and youtube trenches as i usually do

#zoe's playlist #ik yall are sick of hearing abt johnnys dreamworld but i am obsessed #mot counting to be released albums here bc no one wants me to keep talking abt modest mouse #realizing also that this paints a pretty good picture of what genres i listen to normally

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Das freie Zeichnen - 1925 - via University of Heidelberg

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