i wish i told you how you made me feel safe. you made me feel like i was home. i wish i told you how i never wanted anything more than to see you happy, to make you happy, to give you everything you ever needed and wanted. like i know i could. i wish i told you how when you smiled it was like the world stopped. i wish i told you that when i looked into your eyes it was like the afternoon sunlight hitting a glass jar of golden honey, and oh how i would get lost in them. i wish i told you how the freckles across your nose and cheeks made me smile at the thought of how much you loved the sun and ocean and how much trouble i know you get up to - its your youthfulness. i wish i told you how when i would talk about you to my friends i could never ever stop smiling. i wish i told you how you added to my happiness and made me want to grow to be better for you. i wish i told you how i knew how to love you the way i knew you needed. i wish i told you how i wanted to keep you safe from the world and everything bad. i wish i told you that i wouldve moved heaven and earth to give you anything and everything. i wish i told you that everytime you kissed me it made my stomach turn with butterflies. i wish i told you how your touch lit my soul on fire and made me catch my breath. i wish i told you how every love song reminded me of you and oh how i would dance around the house singing and imagining the day it would be you and me. i wish i told you how much i cared about you and how i thought you were the most amazing person to walk this earth. i wish i told you how much your mind intrigued me and how i wanted to learn everything about you knowing i would never get tired of understanding you. i wish i told you that i know i would have kept every promise i would have made. i wish i told you how everytime i saw you cry it broke a little piece off my heart, and oh how i would buy the stars to see you smile again. i wish i told you that i would have kept your heart safe. i wish i told you that i wanted to pick you up every time you fell down. i wish i told you how seeing your name come up in my phone never failed to make me smile. i wish i told you how i never wanted you to go through your demons alone, i wanted to fight with you. i wanted to fight for you. i wish i told you how i would wait forever for you. i wish i told you that there was no one in this world with a softer more loving heart than you. i wish i told you that your sense of humour drove me crazy. i wish i told you that i valued you so much more than you could ever understand. i wish i told you how you would never be my second option, as every night i wished for you to be mine, you would have been my world. i wish i told you how you put the stars in my eyes. i wish i told you how i wanted to watch you grow and help you be the best version of you. . i wish i told you how every place i ever went to, i wished for you to be with me. i wish i told you how you never ever left my mind. i wish i told you how content i was just being in your company. i wish i told you that the reason why i always chose my words carefully is because i never wanted to hurt you and i never wanted to be too much. i wish i had the courage to share with you what ran through my mind every time i looked at you, or hugged you or felt you next to me. but for now and forever, ill keep those wishes in a jar, dreams for when im asleep, and silently wish you the best and all the happiness the world could ever give you, because thats all that you will ever deserve.
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