written by leigh bardugo. #the life of a fangirl,, math nerd ⊹ ࣪ ˖ professional yearner, perpetually sleep deprived. head in the clouds, too many tabs open. delulu is solulu ⊹ ࣪ ˖ lives in fictional worlds, “just one more chapter”, romanticising the mundane. plushie enthusiast. water over tea & coffee. making little worlds out of words. xander hawthorne’s partner in crime, #1 wylan van eck lover, kuwei yul-bo supporter. avid ravenclaw, cabin 6 sweetheart. existing somewhere between reality & fiction ˖ 𑣲
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i have a like-dislike relationship with leo for frank-related purposes but i was mostly chill w him in this book 🙂↕️ no but fr something i noticed in this book is how piper doesn't go two pages without mentioning jason's looks or how she wants to be his girlfriend so bad like okaaaay....
SO SORRY GIRL I'M A BIT SICK RN AND I TOTALLY FORGOT TO REPLY 😭
anyways, frank related purposes is CRAZY but yeah haha that's the only part where i kinda had beef with him 😭 other than that we best buds
idk Piper just comes off very misogynistic to me?? like most of her internal monologue in lost hero being about her "boyfriend" while at the same time shaming the whole concept of Aphrodite "like oh nooo im an Aphrodite child the rest of them are ditzy fools i don't want them as half siblings" 😭 granted, she does improve at the end and show some character dev throughout the quest but the first few parts esp. when they're at camp she REALLY pissed me off. rick could've done a better job w her character for sure but what im REALLY mad abt is the whole Aphrodite children are so weak and foolish LIKE OMG IM SO MAD IT DESERVES A WHOLE OTHER RANT POST 😭
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i met you as ink on paper, never expecting you to leave fingerprints on my heart.
between impossible heists, impossible dreams, and impossible people who somehow found one another anyway, you taught me that survival is only the beginning. every chapter left me with something i’ll carry far beyond the last page. somewhere along the way, you stopped being characters in a story and became people i looked to whenever i needed reminding of who i wanted to be.
you taught me that resolve is choosing to keep moving forward even when every step hurts. your past never stopped haunting you, but it never dictated where your story would end. you remind me that strength isn’t the absence of fear or pain—it’s refusing to let either make your choices for you.
₊˚ʚ 🕷 ₊˚✧ ﾟ. 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒑𝒚 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒉
inej, thank you for teaching me faith.
not just like faith in your saints, but faith that goodness is worth holding onto. after everything the world stole from you, you still chose mercy over cruelty and hope over bitterness. whenever i find myself questioning whether kindness still has a place in this world, i think of you. you remind me that faith is not believing life will be easy — it’s believing there is still something worth fighting for when it isn’t.
you spent so long believing every flaw made you harder to love. yet your story showed me that healing begins when we stop trying to become someone else. your joy was never carelessness — it was courage. you taught me that every imperfect part of ourselves deserves to be embraced rather than hidden.
not the courage that looks fearless, but the kind that speaks when your voice shakes and you keep trying after years of being told you were never enough. you showed me that gentleness and kindness does not make someone weak — in fact it makes us stronger. sometimes the bravest people are simply the ones who refuse to believe the lies they’ve been taught about themselves.
you were raised to inherit hatred, yet your heart always searched for what was right instead of what was easy. changing your beliefs cost you everything, but you chose truth over comfort anyway. you remind me that our character is measured not by what we’ve been taught, but by what we’re willing to question.
your heart never became smaller, no matter how much grief it carried. you loved without reservation, forgave when it seemed impossible and found room for joy even in the darkest places. you taught me that compassion is not weakness — it is one of the strongest choices a person can make.
₊˚ʚ 🔥 ₊˚✧ ﾟ. 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒙
kuwei, thank you for teaching me identity.
for so much of your life, other people decided who you should be and what you were worth. yet little by little, you learned to become more than someone else’s invention or bargaining chip. you remind me that who we are is not determined by what others need or want from us, but by the choices we make for ourselves.
perhaps that’s the strange magic of stories.
they end, yet somehow continue living inside the people who read them.
thank you for every lesson, every laugh, every heartbreak, every impossible victory, and every quiet reminder that there is always something worth believing in.
wherever life takes me, a part of me will always find its way back to ketterdam.
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𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 ୧ ‧₊˚🎲⋅ ☆ rants and talks a lot, easily geta emotionally attached, can be slightly annoying, can be unintentionally rude, lacks certain social skills, can't read a room to save my life. might bug you a lot, chronically offline. might be dry at times, uses sarcasm
𝒅𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕 ୧ ‧₊˚💣⋅ ☆ 20+ (unless i interact with you first, current mutuals exempt), always rude, makes assumptions without context, only talks about themselves, racist, pedo, porn blog, homophobes, transphobes, anti religion [basic dni]
˙🪶 ̟ a work in progress !! she/her. minor. november girlie. intj. scorpio. written by leigh bardugo. the life of a fangirl,, math nerd ⊹ ࣪ ˖ lives in fictional worlds, #1 wylan van eck lover. avid ravenclaw, cabin 6 sweetheart. existing somewhere between reality & fiction ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ
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˙ 📜 ̟ fictional addresses !! six of crows, the hunger games, riordanverse, land of stories, the naturals, the inheritance games, keeper of the lost cities, descendants, story thieves, a good girl's guide to murder, wings of fire, harry potter
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what do you mean wylan asked kuwei to help him make the weevil and we DIDN’T get to see them bickering in the lab together??
you’re telling me NOTHING significant enough to show in-scene happened there + they didn’t gain a new understanding of each other’s povs even though working together with dangerous chemicals basically demands workable communication + cooperation?
you’re telling me they weren’t taking shots at each other’s daddy issues + privileges until quietly realizing they understand each other more than they thought (i mean they’re wearing the same face for saint’s sake) and begrudgingly realizing it’s kind of nice having someone their age with a similar skillset?
you’re telling me kuwei wasn’t secretly relieved wylan didn’t have pages upon pages of notes written in kerch, a language that uses a different script than he’s used to reading? that wylan wasn’t happy that both of them stumble over the kerch word for a chemical from time to time? that they weren’t both pushing back on each other’s ideas but it was clear they both respected when the other was genuinely correct about the chemistry? that they weren’t both a little comforted by the presence of someone else who doesn’t quite feel like they belong to the barrel + the life they’ve been forced into?
