stuff, i guess

my mental health has gotten to the point where

i felt the need to return to this hellsite

as something of a completely different individual than who i was on here. 5 yrs or something ago?

so hello. although i'm posting my rambles to the public, i guess i don't care if anybody reads this. maybe some other self-loathing bitch will read this and feel a little less bad. I've always been treating this tumblr as something of a private journal. I never shared it with anyone on the outside, not once. I still much prefer this platform to the instagrams and facebooks. this feels like the only place where i could just put whatever i want and not care how it looks and who follows it. the pressure to have a successful social media account as an artist is so crushing these days that it stops me from sharing anything.

probs will be lurking and share some fandom posts, music, and inspo whatever makes me happy these days.