hi , im jake / raddirectory and im radqueer . ( obvious . . . ) he / ask
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hi , im jake / raddirectory and im radqueer . ( obvious . . . ) he / ask
my strawpage ( contains most of the info )
current ask game
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dehumanization as horror is great and all but what about humanization as horror. Being forced into a role that was not made for you. Being forced to fulfill expectations that you can never achieve. Being made to exist in a society that so cruelly expects you to act in a way that is against your nature.
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Practically every other post I see by a fictive is them apologizing for their source, feeling bad about their source, or laughing at themself for just fucking existing in this world as a fictive. Stop that. Stop insulting yourself. Stop putting yourself down. Stop telling the world that you don't deserve to be taken seriously. Stop telling the world that your relationships, your efforts, your experiences are worth mockery. You are worth more than that. You have worth. You have a right to love yourself, too. You have a right to respect, too. You have a right to be taken seriously, too. You have a right to everything that everyone else has a right to. Every time you feel like you need to make a joke at your own expense, remind yourself of that. You. Deserve. More. Than. Laughter. At. Your. Existence.
it has taken a lot for me to post this, the context is a lil traumatic for me as well, so please excuse any misspelling and grammar errors.
TW - talks of grooming & csam
I am one of the individuals Permamonika / Jay has sent CSAM to.
and before anyone asks, no, i'm not being dramatic.
because when people hear "someone sent me csam" they immediately imagine a pop-up, a random link, some unavoidable accident.
it wasn't.
it was a person.
a person who made the choice to send it.
a person who knew i was on the other side of the screen.
a person who listened to me react.
a person who had a name.
jay.
on december 11th, 2025, I was in one of the old servers that Jay owned, along with the other individual involved.
now, i cant remember who exactly made the group chat, but one was made for just the three of us. we were all sitting in the server vc, joking, laughing, etc.
then, the conversation turned sexual. jay started making comments on the other individuals appearance, claiming how 'hot' they were from a private selfie they had sent some other time.
at the time, i did not know the other person in call, was 14yo at the time.
ill admit, I sent my own pictures in the group chat, should i have? probably not but im legally an adult, im legally allowed to send nude pictures.
then, jay said, and i quote, 'sharing is caring'. then sent me a photo of a 14yos ass. it was spoilered but i could clearly see what was behind that spoiler.
since jay cant comprehend that this ^^ was harmful, let me break it down for you ;
i was sent CSAM. Child Sexual Abuse Material, meaning that whoever was in said photo, was likely groomed into sending it. THAT IS HARMFUL.
then, he simply said, 'oh thats [redacted] in that'.
after that, i was uncomfortable. I left the vc, deleted my photos, left the group chat, and distanced myself, before making a message to everyone in the server that he had sent me said photo, and left, blocking him on everything i could.
now, months later, im seeing too many posts about him, knowing hes not changed, and continues to harm people.
I felt i needed to add my two cents, seeing as i knew him fairly well at the time.
this post is not harassment by any means. i simply am speaking on a subject i have information on. if anyone would like to speak on this, please dm me
> Then they proceed to drop their socials, family members names and locations, home address, credit card number, phone number, workplace or school and just outright dox them but its okay because they "Don't condone harassment"
> Stop leaking peoples info and expecting the audience to be responsible. Stop having your audience do the harassment for you, You know what you're doing.
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