Deep Thought: Anger.
I bare my teeth and bite out of instinct, which is hard to control.
Anger.
An emotion that consumes me twentey four hours everyday of the week leading up to months, leading to years, which then leads to the rest of my life. Of course its an emotion that we all have but to you it may be just a short term into which I applud you for, though not everyone is quite as lucky as you.
"R. if you are just venting then just say your angry and move on."
If you see this as a vent then be by guest but you'd be a fool. Once again the door is right over there, so either leave or Shut up.
Anger an emotion that builds up inside you like a bomb once reached to a point of annoyce or patience. An emotion that is destrctive in ways that can cause harm to you or to others as the emotion clouds our judgement. It is struggle for those who only feel those emotions on a daily and nothing more nothing less, a "short fuss" if you will. Again those who can quickly regain their anger and calm themselves with ease are lucky, for they have kind hearts and think with logic or see prespective of others. Well I am one of the unlucky ones on that ladder,
"R. you're still not making sense, I don't think this is a deep tho-"
Quiet! For everything above just listen.
I understand if this seems out of place, but it is a thought from my head nonetheless. I am filled with rage that is hard to control, snapping at something or someone by just a single breath. This emotion, this emotion that builds at a constant rate no matter the situation no matter the outcome will always lead to harm to others just by voice, just by words, just by actions as well.
Smiling doesn't always mean I'm happy, it decives everyone that I'm not dangerous, that I am not a big bad wolf told in fairy tales. It is a form of trying to show that I am kind, that I mean no harm, that I won't bite and you don't have to run and hide in fear. That you don't have to run away from me or from anyone that always have that rage.
Everyone has anger, has rage inside of them. But this emotion isn't easy for those that feel it everyday without a sense of peace, and if and when we do get that peace that break from that frustastion well just like how quickly anger leaves you, peace leaves us just as fast. We may not control our anger, we don't like the destruction that we create or can create just as much as you do. But you are only human when you have all emotions controlled; while those that are only feeling one well we still are just on a different scale.
I have fangs that I bare out towards you in a warning, I don't enjoy it but at least a warning was given before bit you.
You shouldn't be ashamed if you snapped or bit at someone, we are different and need a bit more support than others. So chin up, you are still perfect just by being you.
Now if you excuse me, it seems I have made a mess and my suit and hands are now stained in red.
-R.













