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i've been hesitant to make a blog on here about this for a while, and i'm not usually the type of person to make callout posts, but considering i can't get into my burner twitter page to post this with the new update, this is my best bet.

user sillygreenrat / daily-cobi / ficklefitz / whatever name he goes by now sexually took advantage of me when I was 11 and he was 15.

This is a document i really did not want to make as it required re-opening wounds i thought i had healed from but i have been stewing in thi

the enclosed document contains discussion of cocsa, sexual fetishes, and brief mentions of incest and rape. please tread lightly.

#i'm going to tag the fandoms he's active in for exposure #great god grove #the amazing digital circus #deltarune #roblox #regretevator #murder drones #furry

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with that being said im ignoring this account for a bit once again because i'm pretty sure i'm having a fuckin manic episode or something and i really dont need the extra stress lol

you know fucking what too? while we're on the topic of zeal being awful, am i finally allowed to talk about how cazsu from the regretevator team is one of the people who tried to manipulate me into silence about my SEXUAL FUCKING ABUSE / COCSA when i was 14 and they were around 19 iirc because they were friends with my fucking abuser and then attempted to bury it by deleting the tweets??? am i finally allowed to talk about that?!

this is my evidence and i have kept quiet for fucking years about it out of genuine fear . i know it isn't the greatest but it proves this claim goes back years .

i will not allow them to act high and mighty about zeal when these are the kinds of people they have working for them

#regretevator #roblox #axosun #pressure #meeleniacs #i don't fucking know what to tag okay

i broke no contact with him. i'm admitting this so it can't be used against me. if anyone wants to know what i said, it's this:

i have every right to say this after losing friends and even a commission because he couldn't fathom me being borderline, and instead used it to mistreat me and paint me as untrustworthy for genuine years of my life.

#and no i do not think that he's 'faking' being borderline himself because it is very possible however that doesn't excuse his treatment of #me

okay i'm done for tonight. toodles

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pyroburner

so. can i finally rant to the public about all the ways this stuff effected me in real life.

pyroburner

because of pyro, i:

- had such a drastic personality shift that my parents were worried about me and when i finally told my mom very vague details a few years later she just responded 'right, i knew there was something going on..'

- wet the bed so frequently from stress that i had to be tested for type 2 diabetes (though he wasn't the only factor in this, it was still linked)

- had a panic attack so severe that i dissociated for several DAYS afterwards, many years later, and my boyfriend can second this because he witnessed me have said panic attack.

- lost multiple friendships because talking about this would require me to disclose i have a vore / belly fetish

- went into school with zero hours of sleep aged ELEVEN because i'd be up all night talking to him

- had such a drastic academic decline that i was essentially placed in special ed for some of my classes when i moved into secondary school

- cannot look at depictions of phoenixes or brown huskies anymore without feeling at least mild distress and discomfort

and many more 👍

#the husky thing genuinely sucks ass for multiple reasons

see the thing is, as well, had pyro apologised for this in like.. 2020-2021, it would have been FINE. if he had come to me and told me, 'you're right, my behaviour toward you was extremely inappropriate and i can see now that it traumatised you, i'm sorry.' and took responsibility SIX FUCKING YEARS AGO, it would have been FINE and i would not have to go through this entire song and dance of calling him out again and maybe, just maybe, i would have healed enough to the point i wouldn't have had the panic attack which caused all of this to resurface after genuinely just stumbling across his art again one day.

but instead what he did was rebrand multiple times, make a twitlonger response denying any wrongdoing and victim blaming me with wonderful sentences such as, 'you were always jealous of me' and 'you had so many chances to leave' as part of his response, and then he proceeded to get one of his friends to try kissing up to me and befriend me while defending his actions.

so, if one day he responds (which i highly doubt considering his track record) and it's formatted like an apology, i want everyone to remember this:

he is not actually fucking sorry. it is him trying to silence me and act like what happened was no big deal because it's "resolved."

if he were actually sorry he would have said so years ago when he had multiple chances to, when this was first brought up publicly.

#yes i am throwing your own 'you had so many chances' rhetoric back at you. FUCK YOU.

im going to be offline for a bit . im anxious. thank you all for finally believing me . thank you all for finally treating this situation seriously thank you all for finally not treating me like i was 'just as bad' or a monster in my own right

take care

so. can i finally rant to the public about all the ways this stuff effected me in real life.

#i was wetting the bed frequently and this was one of the multiple reasons i was stressed enough to get to that point #my bedwetting became so frequent i was tested for type 2 diabetes

pyroburner

'why are you making this blog now?'

for years i have been gaslit and manipulated into keeping quiet by his friends, that what happened was a long time ago and that i should just move on, that he was just a dumb teenager.

i'm making this blog because i refuse to be quiet anymore. i want to lay out exactly what happened to me so people can see that i'm not the abuser here like he claims, and that this did real, genuine damage to me.

pyroburner

i know i am probably going to be mass reported to hell and back but i will make sure this continues to circulate. i refuse to be scared anymore.

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'why are you making this blog now?'

for years i have been gaslit and manipulated into keeping quiet by his friends, that what happened was a long time ago and that i should just move on, that he was just a dumb teenager.

i'm making this blog because i refuse to be quiet anymore. i want to lay out exactly what happened to me so people can see that i'm not the abuser here like he claims, and that this did real, genuine damage to me.

#and he's never genuinely apologised either

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