Purrhapz

So.... I started the spell like normal, cleansed the space, put up the protections and started to conect to the flow of knowledge and I was bombarded with deoderant ads and questions about my flying broom insurance, should I get the extended warranty? What even is a lifeforce protection policy? Is there really a Great Sage trapped in between the vails of the great channel? He says to send him 6000 bars of antimony and he can send me back twice the amount once he's free, who has that much!? I barely have 50 bars! He sounded awfuly suspicious...

I thought I was choosing the right times when being playful with my partner. Why am I so stupid. Even when she is being playful, if I get playful back, its some how to late or I need to focus on another task. I asked for when good times are and she gave me examples I thought I was using. Can I please just get the update to read ny partner's mind.

If I have a single earbud in my ear and you come up to me and start talking, depending on which ear I move it to or if I don't move it will tell you everything about how invested I am in listening to you.

Yep, I am spiraling. Everytime I try and talk I'm cut off. I'm wrong. I'm condecended to. Just something else I've learned I can't talk about.