ShowerThoughts

The best gifts in life are the ones that keep on giving :) i love passing the kindness on :3

It still hurts even though I tell my friends im over it. Even though its been a while. Even though time keeps passing. The world keeps moving and no one else around me is affected by the fact you are gone. But in the quiet moments I think of you. What it would be like to talk to you one last time.

I thirst

Im just a little lobotomite. :3

When its so bad that you can't even entertain the idea of thinking about or looking at other people and they dont even like you back, you know you're fucked up. Like im officially cooked guys. Gordon Ramsey can't help me come back from this one.

I love tattoos but I have no job. Im stuck in the perpetual cycle of suffering.

I think the worse tragedy of life is the fact I keep falling for ugly, chopped ass men who treat me like shit that are going anywhere in life and haven't for the past 18 years. Smh. And I still cry over them? Bitch please.

I miss being missed. I miss when people were happy to see me. I miss being wanted. Where do I go now?

Im tired of being the afterthought. I dont even know who i try for when no one sees me.

Nothing beats that hollow bitter feeling inside when you realize they never truly cared for you and it was one sided all along. Happy valentine's day!!!

Sometimes I feel like my life is a movie that no one is interested in watching but they keep forcing me to keep acting so they can film it anyway. Yall the block buster is not bustering.

Why was i put on this fucking rock hurtling through space to keep breathing for no apparent reason and to suffer endlessly simply because God said so? The fuck you mean the invisible man who is playing Sims with my life said so???

Sometimes im just so done that I dont have any way to explain how done I am any more

Unfortunately I just have the uncontrollable urge to off myself. If it was voices it would make this shit a lot more interesting.

Everybody wants to be loved. But no one wants to put in the time and the effort to love you and that for me will always hurt the most.