Punk du Sol

My kink is men who want me to be their manager or their President. Idk what I’m doing to make men want me in these roles but I appreciate their willingness to want to be under me.

Girls want to hang out with a dark skin woman like me because they think I’ll make them look better. Then they get mad at me when I get attn from men.

I want to explore a trouple but non-monogamous guys don’t like non-monogamous women.

I quit my corporate job. Im anxious but free.

What if I don’t want to be loved?

I loved Wednesday the show but not Wednesday the character. I’m not done with the season but she better learn how to listen to people and stop thinking she knows everything. That hyper-independent complex she has going on is toxic and I cannot stan.

My coworkers think I need to go out more because every Monday morning I say all I did was rest over the weekend. Though, I just dont think its appropriate to mention my orgies or strip club outings with my coworkers.

I often think about the time when my ex and I was chilling at a bar where I was the one who was able to snag a seat. He didnt mind. He just had his arms wrapped around me while we were trying to figure out what drink we wanted. This was a bar that was well-known, very crowded, so it was common for patrons to not have a seat. However, the bartender refused to take our order until my ex was “standing in the right spot”. Long story, short, my ex tried to find “the right spot” and was still turned down for drinks even though others would come up and stand in the same spot and got served. The night actually ended with us (and another black couple who we didnt know) getting kicked out of the bar because my ex was supposedly standing in an area that restricted the bartender from doing his job. I felt bad for the black couple who got kicked out with us because they were just trying to have their own date night. Turns out that the bartender never served the other couple the whole time they were both seated (and they were there before us!). Anyways, racism sucks.

I always thought it was really weird that LA guys actively tried to ruin me going home with another guy if he was of a different race/different skin tone. Like, I could be in the middle of flirting with a guy and another guy (who I never even met before) would come up and start naming reasons why a guy shouldnt go home with me.