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@pululintu
Lmao I really gotta remember to close anon asks cause this is the second time someone has sent like transphobic hate and vile shit. I ain't phased cause the way they do it is funny as fuck
They like sent it as anon and tried to frame someone else.
Anonymous:
I hope your socks are wet
-Obama
Like that's that's funny af in a really pathetic way.
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I used to be insecure as fuck about having a lot of surgery scars, but then I reframed my thoughts and now i think it's kinda cool cause my leg looks like it has like 10 centipedes running down it. Leg lengthening was miserable as fuck tho so maybe they remind me that I survived that
So even though I am dreading getting new scars from my transition, maybe I will accept them just like with my centipedes.
So I guess the silver lining with all miserable surgeries is you might get sick scars along with the nerve damage.
Oon miettiny et koska mulla on vain yksi sisarus joka on mun kaksoissisko niin jos se saa lapsia niin mä olisin eno. Olen ltse sitä mieltä että setä on kymmenen kertaa parempi termi ja kuulostaa siistimmältä, mut yksi mies vastaan suomen kieli ei oikein toimi.
Olisitko mielummin setä vai eno?
setä
eno
Ite 100% setä mut ehkä oon vaan heitteri.
I've got a few pointers for trans dudes using a STP that I've learned from trial and error and like a year of using one
Start in a shower or no pants cause it's gonna be messy no matter what when ya start.
It takes time to learn the right technique and positioning for you so don't be discouraged even if ya have pissed ya pants like 10 times this week (from experience)
Generally get close to the urinal or toilet and aim your dick down cause otherwise gravity is gonna fuck you up.
Try to control the flow so your packer doesn't overflow.
WASH IT DAILY, a quick rinse can do a lot.
If it gets like a gummy texture try corn starch, it helps.
Pissing is loud af apparently so don't piss standing up at night or at least aim to the side. (had a few awkward conversations with my dad bout that)
Put the toilet seat down, it is quick and saves you from getting yelled at.
Wear well fitting boxers or a strap cause otherwise you're gonna end up ya job with your dick sideways
Take that dick pic, cause you've literally paid for it.
Maybe carry spare boxers with you cause accidents do happen.
I haven't really used urinals but from being in a lot of men's bathrooms: don't talk to nobody, quicker in and out the better, don't peek, don't pull your pants all the way down, stay as far away from others as possible, and please for the love of God wash your hands, way too few men do.
Also please dont risk going to the men's restroom if you aren't sure you pass, the risk is small but the one time it happens might get fucked up, or end up dead. Especially if you don't live in a liberal as fuck and safe place as I do.
Feel free to add your own tips and correct me on stuff. Just trying to share some knowledge I've acquired over time. Btw Axolom is a great and relatively cheap place that I highly recommend for packers and STPs.
2h of sleep, waking up like 6h earlier than usual, no food and had to drive to get breakfast has me so disassociating harder than ever. Will get better once I eat but I genuinely feel unreal.
So yeah a funny thing actually, the reason I did not sleep was cause my chest felt tight which is a really common bad mental health sign for me. I did feel a bit better after eating a banger sandwich tho and it stopped the disassociation. I tried to take a nap after I got home and could not for the life of me sleep even tho I had not slept. Ended up having a panic attack after like a year of not having one, prolly induced by dysphoria getting progressively worse and was triggered by the circumstances. Also almost puked today cause saw my lower body lol.
We chill tho
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tag game!
make yourself with this picrew and say a random fact about yourself!
i have a small tattoo of a star on my middle finger
tags! /nf @starless--city @eli-eli-lema-sabachthani @astralduck08 @kingoftheloonybinza @illmadekn1ght @tenpoiintbuck @pupfettipaws @purezneon + open!
well this acc is just me rping as my persona so why not :P
first ime inviting people instead of being invited, but i love picrews so i knew i had to do it
@sleepytinyangycutiebean @severely-artsy-smoke @untitled-25-mp3 @plywood-rot @yourturnyourtricks
and anyone else who wants to join
it's me!! (since i don't have a persona yet >.<)
the mustache is bc i have hirsutism ;-; <- that's the fact, lol ^w^
@untitled-25-mp3 @roxy4life2 @plywood-rot @apollokid2372 @poetic-grief @yourturnyourtricks @zayyyyyyyyraaa @koiisockz @astralcuite @notonelover @4ngel-bee @nekoqueenalice @dragonsbloodspilled + open tags!!
wanted to put earrings and stuff but irl ts wld be a nightmare so i didnt
uh fact: I'm Sudanese 🇸🇩 (idk what else to say)
@bebamonica @starlykree @hxmurz2 @frenchfryturtle @madamekudo + open tags
the hair is a bit off but whatever,,, it should be much frizzier,,,,, also i dont actually have piercings but i couldnt resist adding those wonderful earrings
my favourite sanrio character is kuromi
@blackhole-enthusiast @sweetfliker @ruleroftheimpishimps @sleep-deprived-scissors @how-very-elly @godfrey-the-chaos-duck @chaotic-alien190 @rin-amamiya + more im definitely forgetting,, if youre my moot and you werent tagged feel free to reblog !!
Tadaa :D
(my hair reaches my shoulders but this is the best I found)
Uuh fun fact I have a birthmark in my eye :3
@thetreeswillbewatching @redmegarex @laciffo-natas @pululintu @ammoniumklorid @luna1star10 @cheez-the-clown
I have an eyebrow piercing irl and next to it a sick ass scar, from me being a dumbass and dropping a kettlebell on my head.
Ain't got nobody to tag tho
2h of sleep, waking up like 6h earlier than usual, no food and had to drive to get breakfast has me so disassociating harder than ever. Will get better once I eat but I genuinely feel unreal.
I swear people sometimes treat the Nordics as a socialist utopia, and I hope this isn't the best that anywhere in the world can offer, cause it is fucking hell to transition here.
Like the law protection is pretty good, tho I was in like middle school when it became legal to change sex without being certified sterile(I think 2019 but could be wrong) , but the protections are pretty good I think. No legal third gender tho, but I have seen petitions.
Anyway the medical side here is fucking hell and abusive. It is like decades behind in the recommended standards of care and takes multiple years more often than not. Testosterone is a controlled substance(idk bout estrogen). The basically don't ever prescribe hormone blockers, and have called our equivalent of cps if a minor has got them from somewhere else. They have some weird requirements, of being 'stable enough for the process', and forced me to get a diagnosis for autism I did not need.
They don't do all the fancy bottom surgery techniques here. The head doctor of one of only two places where you can get help here is a notorious transphobe. The places are like 2h drive for me but it could be over 10 as there are only two places. The process is gatekeepey as fuck. You get kicked out of the system for diy if you're a minor. They have asked minors about how they masturbate. Somebody got kicked out for childhood bullying and being too close to parents. During the process I can't risk therapy as that would mean I'm unstable. I was considering going off my meds to have a better chance of help. They have gotten notices from human right organizations, bout their ancient practises. Also there are no private clinics for hormones here, and u must do it online. U can pay like 7k for top surgery tho.
And despite all that, I still must go there as it's my only choice. So yeah don't come here if ya ain't already diagnosed with dysphoria or haven't started transitioning. After that tho it's aight here, we got our issues but it's cool here.
I want socially and tbh always be treated as a cis man. I am trans but that for me doesn't have shit to do with anyone, unless in specific situation, like trans spaces, peer support or a medical professional. When I do regard that stuff it is usually me bitching about medical stuff, or giving advice.
So my point is I am 100% socially identical to a cis man in 99% of situations, and should be treated as such. I will never unless to a professional, talk about anything regarding my bio sex, but I would my actual sex. Periods? That must suck so bad. Misogyny? I will always support yall, but this is not my place to talk, as a man. Also as I have never really lived as a woman, and bio sex is the only thing separating me from a cis man, this, in non medically related situations or super rare cases that happen, as I have not fully medically transitioned, socially I am a cis man.
Millon joku keksii sellasen mopojonnen joka ei pidä helvetillistä pörinää keskellä yötä kesäkuumalla kun kaikki nukkuu ikkunat auki? Ois mun mielestä tosi hyvä idea.
itellä sähkömopo et voin ylpeänä olla pitämättä ketään hereillä. Et on olemassa vaikken ole muita hirveesti bongannut
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I sure do love getting deadnamed in front if people who don't know I'm trans. Like I love ya dude but shut the fuck up.
I wanna do a durge run, but I swear I have not finished a single playthrough, and always end up stopping like half through act 3. Like the furthest I've got in like 3 attempts is through house of hope and Cazador. My fixation just halts even though I love the game to bits. So I guess a toast to the start of a new inevitably unfinished run.
I fucking love men. Like I don't even give a shit about if a guy is like super attractive. Like sure please take care of yourself, and do stuff you enjoy. If you are a nice person, we are compatible personality wise and we genuinely just care for each other, you are attractive as fuck to me. Like tall, short, thin, fat, hairy, bald, anything under the sun. Like yes I do hold some requirements, like around my age, a man, hold like the basic values everyone should have etc, but genuinely if you are a lovely guy to be around then damn youre hot to me. I can be shallow and stuff and see a smoking hot guy, but if you are a shitty guy to be around, it makes you ugly in my eyes.
(A big dick is always a plus but secondary one at that lol)
I know damn well that even though I do experience phantom sensations of me having a dick, I won't feel shit if I touch it.
That won't stop me from from trying tho. My stp packer better get a nerve connection I swear.
Fuck I am miserable. Surgeries and testosterone into my bloodstream could fix me, but as that is apparently too much to ask cuddling with a cute ass boy would be great.
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I have really complex thoughts about me and the mandatory army service in my country. Like it is a law that all men must do at least half a year of armed service, year of civil service, year in jail or be medically exempt. I will change my legal sex thus I am also required to serve.
I feel patriotic enough that I feel like it is in some way my duty to serve my country but also I know that the army full of mostly 18 to 20yo men will be the ninth layer of hell for a trans man who isnt 100% transitioned, especially as there are communal showers, and saunas. I know that there is 95% change I will face horrific transphobia and bullying.
I will most likely either get medically exempt or do a year of civic, but it in some way makes me feel like a less of a man. I already suffer with feelings of inferiority and insecurity about my manliness and I feel like that would make it worse, as the army is a big cultural thing among men here.
I'm 90% sure I won't go or at least delay my service, but it kinda sucks because if I was a normal man I would totally go. I just feel so fucking alienated from the average man.
If the world was a perfect place and I wouldn't face transphobic bullying I would serve, but the way the world is, war ain't gonna miss one man.
Btw any thoughts are appreciated as I am conflicted.
The reading comprehension here kinda sucks and also I was tired when making this so here are some clarifying details.
I am Finnish and the army here is more like a year long kinda miserable summer camp where you shoot a bit and are in the forest a lot.
We haven't been in war since the natzis. Literally all our veterans are over 90 at this point.
The service doesn't mean you are an active soldier. For example my father did his year service and is on reserve. He hasn't done shit for the army in 30 years.
We aren't the us, here the army doesn't fight wars for oil or do war crimes. Yes there are issues like sexism, but the army has been getting way better.
I am proud to be Finnish. I ain't the most patriotic guy and am first in line to shit on the government, but am proud of my country in a way that I appreciate what it stands for.
The reason I feel conflicted is mostly that the majority of young men my age will do the service and I feel abnormal and insecure, but I am working on it.
I am trans and would not be able to serve in the USA anyway, nor would I want to.
Civil service is like a job where you get paid kinda shittily and work in mutually beneficial places, like libraries, schools etc, usually for the government.
The service or civil thing is mandatory for all men and must be done before 30(or jail)
I have really complex thoughts about me and the mandatory army service in my country. Like it is a law that all men must do at least half a year of armed service, year of civil service, year in jail or be medically exempt. I will change my legal sex thus I am also required to serve.
I feel patriotic enough that I feel like it is in some way my duty to serve my country but also I know that the army full of mostly 18 to 20yo men will be the ninth layer of hell for a trans man who isnt 100% transitioned, especially as there are communal showers, and saunas. I know that there is 95% change I will face horrific transphobia and bullying.
I will most likely either get medically exempt or do a year of civic, but it in some way makes me feel like a less of a man. I already suffer with feelings of inferiority and insecurity about my manliness and I feel like that would make it worse, as the army is a big cultural thing among men here.
I'm 90% sure I won't go or at least delay my service, but it kinda sucks because if I was a normal man I would totally go. I just feel so fucking alienated from the average man.
If the world was a perfect place and I wouldn't face transphobic bullying I would serve, but the way the world is, war ain't gonna miss one man.
Btw any thoughts are appreciated as I am conflicted.
