gay and tired

Man every day I work with children I hear the craziest shit. Like today one child teased his sister by confessing to me and others that they have kissed on the lips regularly and cuddle on the couch at night. And the sister was like embarrassed so she knew it ain't right and told him to not tell anyone. Also the same child kissed some random boy without consent. Like damn.

I had like a three hour nap today after work and it was the greatest nap ever. I had my blanket and a weighted blanket on top and just woke up so refreshed.

At work my coworkers are middle aged ladies and now that it's World Cup there has been a lot of talk about hot football players. I wanna say so bad that yes they are hot af etc.

I fucking hate being trans. It is 2am I am depressed. I am wearing a binder and probable gonna sleep in it cause i can't handle not wearing it rn. I am gay and fully aware no gay guy will love my deformed body. I am 16 yo teenage boy who just cried because he tried to jerk off and could not feel his dick. I live in a country that makes it almost impossible for minors to get hrt. I feel so alone cause I have nobody who actually understands the struggle I go through.

To all my nonbinary pals let me introduce you to the best way to wrap a towel around yourself gender neutrally. The adventurer™ It might leave a bit of stuff hanging out or a bit of butt but man do you feel cool with your cape as compared to the other peasants.

Why tf do doctors only hang out with other doctors? Like my mom is in a doctor only knitting group, has gone on multiple doctor hiking trips and is in a doctor recycling/flea market group.

How the fuck does gender euphoria feel and why do people experience it?

I went in my summer job with the children to like multi sports field that they could play like, basketball, pingis, etc. The children were a bit bored but it was overall quite fun.

Man I always thought that the Rasputin song went like: Ra ra Rasputin lover of the Russian king. But apparently it is the Russian queen.

Happy pride to every trans person struggling to get the medically lifesaving care they deserve due to their fucked up country, medical system, transphobia or any other messed up situation.

Ya boy is employed and tired af. I swear I'mma collapse if I'm asked to play more uno or especially football. I am like meh at football, but to these kids I'm fucking Ronaldo.

Fuck I wore my binder for like 40h+ and it rubbed against my underarm really bad.