Battling PTSD and depression

Messing around with my #staedler marsmatic 700 #doodles #doodling #sketch #drawing https://www.instagram.com/p/BxkQlsxlruO/?igshid=1wwuhj62tpg1x

Beautiful day to be out on a walk #exploring #chinesegarden #chinagarden #lakephalen #phalenpark #exploringmn https://www.instagram.com/p/BxflbBrlyNy/?igshid=1rdkljwwyf66c

#stpaulmn #stpaul #exploring #minnesota #minnesotastatecapitol https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxc5-7VFrtb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mauv2vvclr7t

Took the bus on an adventure to find a place to cut my hair. After being on the ship for 28 days this #disconnectedundercut is feeling good. #hairdo #beards #beardstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/BxawLqGFsPJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nwkz3j9z152f

Pretty excited to try these #steadlerpens I scored at a garage sale for $3.00. Technically they are for drafting, but that is not what I’ll be using them for #steadler #marsmatic #marsmatic700 #thrifting #thrifted #garagesalefinds #garagesalefind https://www.instagram.com/p/BxXG0DIlY0Y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u5ni6x0grtda

Went for my first log walk of the year along the #mississippiriver and found some #graffiti #exploringminnesota #exploring #bridges #bridgesofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/BxW9qSAlivZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18ma80z3qgpax

#sterlingsilverfinds for yesterday. My favorite is #2. #sterlingsilver #bracelet made in #madeinitaly with an awesome texture. Which one do you like the best? #sterlingsilver925 #sterlingsilverjewelry #jewelry #treasurehunting #treasurehuntingtreasurefound #sterlingsilverbracelet https://www.instagram.com/p/BxVXbVBl_2V/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=iuhh2kyahme3

I am not finding a whole lot of sterling and gold on my first garage sale hunt of the season but the fam is. Mom scored these #oldschool 10” metal reels. #tdk #teac #vintageaudio #vinrageaudiogear https://www.instagram.com/p/BxSnnO2F2YO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=i5ownnay7ubg

A little #cutco score for the day. I wonder if they would replace it with a new one if I sent it in. #vintage honing stone going into my collection. #cutcocutlery #thrifting #thriftingfinds https://www.instagram.com/p/BxOHtOdlihD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xv0qife9aa1e

Got home at 2 am. At least there we some #goodviews on the way. #airplanewindow #planeview #planeviews #windowviews #windowview https://www.instagram.com/p/BxLKkyVF1sa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3zzj0qlzm6i0

#justlanded #adventure#helicopter #helicopters https://www.instagram.com/p/BxIqqoNlrgv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1of2vjjaqh6fq

Catching a chopper off this rig tomorrow. Citywide garage sales this weekend. Soooooo #excited #garagesales #thrifty #bargainhunter #update https://www.instagram.com/p/BxFklBPlszg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v6cc8z4vq0ak

Beard is finally getting back to where it was. Getting to learn to operate some heavy machinery while out here. #selfie #workselfies #workselfie #selfie https://www.instagram.com/p/BwhhdNSleBM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qv261dhaei4j

The lighting still hanging out next to us. #maritime #shipspotting #shipspotter https://www.instagram.com/p/BwX4OhTlwUA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ukodld8c4giw

Holy smokes I wish I would have had these manipulators while disarming bombs. This is a picture of our #ROV AT 6000 FT. My first time using the T4 arm. It is so smooth, and the controller is awesome! #ptsdsurvivor #militaryveteran #usmilitaryveteran #rov #robot #robotics #underwaterrobot https://www.instagram.com/p/BwXKxz5Fz18/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=x25pmgazbcsp

#dusk #offshore #boats #ship #ships #gulfofmexico https://www.instagram.com/p/BwTZu8qFX0N/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=owtqcxbc45c1