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Burning eyeball

Water colour on a software. Clearly I have no idea how to perform watercolour techniques on computer. But practice makes perfect right?

But I wouldn't believe them anyway.

Because I'm an insecure little shit and know nothing about self love.

At the ending of last year did I truly realise how true this quote was -'you can't love someone until you love yourself'. I care about other people and I love them and would do so much for them. I didnt trust myself to do something like that for me. Would I believe anyone else would be ok doing that for me?

Also, is no one gonna talk about Luke’s Force ghost? Or the fact that Ben ‘died’ just like Luke did??  

So I read this post a lot because 1. I love Harry Potter and 2. I want someone for whom I don't have to be strong for. Since middle school I have learned and tried to push all all my feelings to the bottom and not feel them. Sometimes I burst and cry alone at night because I can't take it anymore. I don't want someone who will tell me it's just a phase. I want someone to hug me and kiss my forehead and tell me they'll be there for.