kafka was so right i literally could have built the pyramids with the effort it has taken me to cling onto life and reason

dostoyevsky kinda ate with “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.”

:/

btw the majority of your life will be lived as a adult. yeah i don't make the rules. go have fun in your 40s or 70s or whatever. no one expects you to accomplish everything at 17 or 27. you've got time and in the meantime get some life experience, it will pay off

someone said we had more fun in childhood because we didnt have any past memories to linger on and it has stuck with me ever since

just found it. the post that's going to linger in the back of my mind from this point onwards.

friendly advice to not revolve your life around one person, one feeling, one place, one memory, one problem. the complexity of life and the diversity of the world is beautiful and you have the right to explore it. do not settle for less. you deserve better.

If you are mentally fatigued and your day to day life seems meaningless, please try to constantly remind yourself that you are living through a plethora of negative historical events. How you feel is a direct result of that. Be kind to yourself and take it easy.