the opposite is the complement.

im spoiled so bad by the universe. i won the lottery with a cutie with a toy hyperfixation. burgeoning into a special interest? who knows. how come he showed me how to use mine in a better way? :o and he finally let me get him a present!

it can be interesting...generally, i try to assume that people would be comfortable with receiving the kind of attention they give. my cutie especially i swear when there is a full moon is so anti-attention. all day, he tells me that he likes my little frame. even saying my back is cute. but then, i just tell him that his face looks like 5 years younger today and he thinks im saying he looks old T.T he is too cute. come on. absolutely not old. i swear he could seem 20 years younger than he is. the baby face of a lifetime. i am more a carefree person with my looks. i dont do my hair everyday. he is always shopping. i can see him getting plastic surgery. something subtle and high quality only. but of course he is my cutie. i am such a snob when it comes to the appearance of things too. i am by no means shallow. i just love cute things and ugly things distress me bad. like if i have trypophobia, but it's just cuz it's ugly bad. lol.

the main goal of feminism for me is so girls can be the only ones to say suck my dick. guys should no longer be able to make such a request...not even implicitly.

sometimes, i would wonder how guys of the past got to doing more laborious things for their looks and wouldn't quite get it until this looksmaxxing era....like ahhh that makes sense. like i know some guys do a lot of upkeep on their hair, physique, skincare, waxing, etc. but ah the stuff that requires so much precision... it's guys looking through the female gaze looking through the male gaze 🙃 the ego that requires too. no one cares that much about how you look.