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What’s that!? Commission updates WITHOUT A PRICE INCREASE!? IN THIS ECONOMY!?

I won’t go too deep into a description here as most social media tends to just kill any post for daring to say the scary word “commission”. Like, forgive me for wanting to draw blorbos for cash, Barbara.

Basically, I’m just offering more. You can get more! EVERYONE GETS MORE! ♥ New offerings include NSFW, furries, and full reference sheets!

it's "written by the duffer brothers"

The Meeting on the Turret Stairs (1864) by Frederic William Burton only this time it's a repressed Knight Commander of the Ostwick Circle and a Very Pretty Mage (future Inquisitor Trevelyan btw) who is far too young for him but you try and damn well stop her.

AKA @iblazitastic and I have new blorbos and NNNNNNNNNGGGGG the obsession is real. ;_; Lemme gobble them up yes please sir mmhmm Templar/Mage forbidden fruit yumyumyumyum who would ever have guessed I'd end up so attached to an Orlesian?

these took far too long i feel like im losing my mind ;-;

pls enjoy this way-too-detailed refsheet of my full-embrace durge, calithra. shes pure evil but she is soooo pretty so you know, we can let her get away with it a little bit!

she gets away with it a lot tbh she does kill a LOT of people

im so happy this is finished in time for artfight; whilst i doubt i would get any attacks for her due to her complex design, just the idea of it makes me happy ♥ shes there, and thats what counts!

i did initially play through with the goal of romancing astarion and ascending him, (full evil play, shar got shadowheart, vlaakith got lazael, etc) but the romance was so ass that i cut it completely. not to go off on one but changing it to have tav/durge all smiley and happy whilst being degraded and humilated...actually vomited in my mouth. the original ascended romance was way better, and i would have kept it in if i could have the storyline of durge becoming disilusioned with him and then gleefully murdering him at the end...but alas, twas not to be.

...SO SHE'S A GORTASH KISSER OF COURSE.

her relationship with gortash is built into her design; her armour was a gift from him, hence the black hand of bane over her heart, and she had her own gauntlet for her netherstone ♥ i know its pretty popular to hc that stillmaker is a gift from him so thats in there, too; basically she very much loved her slimy husband and when he died, she um - checks notes - killed the whole world.

lil 2 hour project when i should be cleaning/packing because i need to heal my inner child

not paris paloma so accurately describing how it feels to self-sabotage your life in pursuit of art

im throwing away a perfectly reasonable job and the small flat working it gives me because i simply don’t have enough time to draw and it’s killing me. my depression has never been worse. im taking a pay cut of £600 a month and moving to a night shift. i will be broke, i will be dependent on others, (as i am lucky enough to be,) and i will suffer in the long run

…and i know it will all be worth it when i pick up my pen. creating is all that matters to me. art is all that matters. i will only ever know true happiness and satisfaction when i am making and giving and i hate that ive fought against it for thirty years of my life.