sciaphilliaâ.
     PERHAPS IRONICALLY,   Terumi doesnât want to deal with anyone high-maintenance. Too much effort? Yes. Hypocritical? Yes. So his eyebrow quirks as she mentions her little checklist of the unpalatable, though he remains guarded with his opinion⌠for now.
His eyes donât linger away from her for too long. The unblinking stare finds its way back quite soon, and with it, a forked tongue peaks from his lips to swipe at the top one. That grin of his, recognizable even in pitch darkness, returns.
   â Feelings. â
He lets the word sit, lets it linger like a weight, a car dropped on a scale. A drop of lead in the drinking water. But, he doesnât leave it alone for too long. He has his reasons, which he gladly expounds on.
   âThink about it,â he begins, âYou join up with a bunch of nasties aiming to do bad. You wanna start some shit, short or long term, but then someone ends up catching feelings. Not necessarily the mushy kind either, but the positive kind, you know? The kind that makes you think âhey maybe this guy wonât betray meâ! And then sike!Â
   âGoing into the deal completely selfish is the only way to go in my opinion. You have a goal in mind, but the second it looks like the other guy is better off gone? Done-zo. And it doesnât ruin shit if you donât trust whoever youâre working with, if you ask me. You just go about shit with a healthy dose of pragmatism.
He nods, agreeing with himself.
   âWhat say you? You donât strike me as the type whoâd ânetworkingâ for the sake of finding her future spouse.â
â but of course,â she purrs. â itâs only natural to do things for yourself, and no other. â
she is a creature of pure impulse and violent want, of total liberation from any boundaries, and yet -- and yet, this city is a shared hunting ground, no matter how much she dislikes it. she is not strong enough to secure a territory, not strong enough to defend it as she would like to, with teeth and claws and mutilated examples of those of her kind that would step on her toes.
she runs the tip of her tongue over her fangs, genuine displeasure perfectly hidden under a saccharine smile.Â
â iâm so happy to have found a kindred soul, â she says, audible but lower, tone from deep in the back of her throat, rumbling in her chest, â itâs such a shame -- our captors wonât let me get to know you for real. â
her expression doesnât change, but magenta flares in her shifting eyes, overpowering the gold for a moment as she blinks, once, twice, and then itâs gone in a split-second as she rests back against the seat, letting out another sigh.
â but youâd do the same to me, wouldnât you? stab me in the back without a second thought. rip me to pieces, if you wanted to. â
all fixations must end, eventually, discarded when boredom sinks in and the last usefulness of the obsession is a final, glorious high. claws carve ragged streaks into her perch as her grip tightens, like a knife through butter -- razors through flesh.Â
â oh, i knew i liked you. weâre going to have so much fun together, you and i -- that is, if youâre available. â










