Practice for the (He)art

04: Are you insecure?

I am about some things, for sure! But then I try to remind myself there are other things I am good at, and perfection doesn't exist. I am insecure about my looks (and also personality), sometimes, but then I remember people like me for other reasons (or despite some things). I sometimes have anxiety, but at the same time I can also be confident or not afraid to try something and fail at it a few times. I also don't feel the need to be liked by everyone. So in general I would say I'm not that insecure.

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

A lot of people tbh! I'm not that good at keeping friends, I guess. I'm a bit of an introvert and I'm not that great with small talk, so I have a couple of very good friends, but there are also a lot of friendships that kind of faded out / watered down over the years. I wish I was better at keeping in touch, because I know I could easily become lonely if I keep this up.

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

03: Do you regret anything?

Yeah, al lot of things! It's easy to regret things in hindsight. But on the other hand, every decision led to who and where I am right now, and I don't know what the alternative would have been, so it's no use to dwell on it.

32: What is your favourite color?

18: Are you scared of spiders? 48:What was something unexpected that happened to you in the past year (positive)? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

18: are you scared of spiders?

Not really? I can usually deal with small spiders / spiders in the house. If they are minding their own business I leave them be, and if they are too close I'll transport them outside. I don't like garden spiders or big hairy ones, though...

48:What was something unexpected that happened to you in the past year (positive)?

I need to think about this...well I think finding the KCD fandom, really! I've been to Prague last year, and I only found the game after (because I saw some art and realised it was a Czech game) and I didn't expect to find such a lovely community!

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

This happened to me ages ago now. I was already married (I married young), and this friend was a little younger than me. He was very sweet, and there was SOME chemistry (as in: if I had been single, I would have explored it), but when he tried to kiss me I told him he was a really lovely guy but we were not going to do this. We stayed friendly, but he eventually moved on and found a wonderful girlfriend. We don't really see each other anymore, but we didn't have a massive fallout or anything.

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

I only have my ears pierced. I've wanted to get more ear piercings, but I never got around to it.

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

Phone in bed time. I was reading a quiet life by @skogrr And before that I just have a regular before bed routine, which is brushing teeth and doing some skincare.