So Iāve been going over in my head how to make this post or if I even should, but I feel like I owe an explanation to the few cool people on here that Iāve met, and I also want to burn bridges with the assholes who have unfortunately been the majority of my encounters on this platform. Buckle in; this is a long one. I used this blog for two main reasons: to make people laugh and build connections and community with other queer people. But ever since October 7th, Iāve realized most of you are massive hypocrites and horrible people. You claim that your reason for acting like Nazis is because youāre against genocide, and then you call for genocide against Jews and Israelis or for actions that will obviously lead to that (like the destruction of Israel). Even though Iām actively trying to avoid antisemitism, I still see it almost every day. Iāve seen people supporting the rape and murder of Jews, call for our death more times than I can count, spread Nazi-era hate and stereotypes, and Iāve been personally targeted for speaking out against this. And thatās just the tip of the iceberg. Iāve realized that not only do I not want to build a community with most of you, but that Iād rather be completely on my own than have anything to do with you. And the more of you I encounter, the more being on my own actually sounds like a huge relief. I hope someday you have to pay for what youāve done. I hope it destroys your life. I donāt have any mercy or empathy left for you. You donāt deserve it. These last couple of years have fundamentally changed who I am, and Iāve decided to work on building my own independence and focus on working on my health, as itās been getting worse. Iāve sworn off this blog before but came back because I wanted to go back to the time when I believed that there were more decent people in the world and I could make people laugh and build connections. I know better now. If I can find a way or a platform that allows me to effectively censor antisemitism and antisemites, then maybe Iāll make a new blog or account and post the link here, but I tried creating a Jews and allies-only blog before, and antisemites still infiltrated it and have inserted themselves into just about every Jewish space to harass us, so that seems unlikely at this time. I truly appreciate the few people who stood by me; I hope you know who you are. But Iāve hit a breaking point, and my goal is not to come back to this blog. To the rest of you, I want you to know that your actions are unforgivable, and I hope you never know peace. You donāt deserve peace after destroying it for so many Jews.
