CARGO ☆

original remake

what’s so cool about not being able to feel empathy for your own friends, constantly feeling like you need supply, the trauma it usually takes to develop a cluster b disorder (npd included), the comorbidity of other disorders such as bpd wich i also have, the crashes (not so fun fact: one of them is literally how i found out i had npd), the envy, not being believed when you’re a self aware narc, being too scared to tell people about your illness because of how stigmatized it is, how angry and hurt it makes you feel when someone questions your status/superiority, the anger when you aren’t automatically seen as special/better, THE ANGER IN FUCKING GENERAL. I AM AN EXTREMELY ANGRY PERSON, IVE DESTROYED SO MANY THINGS AND WORSE. I GET SO ANGRY SO EASILY AND I HATE IT. FUCKKK! WHATS SO COOL ABOUT PEOPLE AUTOMATICALLY THINKING YOURE AN ABUSER BECAUSE OF YOUR DISORDER, OR THE DEMONIZATION (QUITE LITERALLY, PPL W NPD ARE BEING CALLED DEMONS BY SOME)