eugh

life would be so much easier if I could just reply with "whatever." to everything.

Hate it so much when someone talks to me like they’re suffering the most, what about my own pain which I am very quiet about (this makes me more better than you because i’m suffering in silence but not being a crybaby about it) ?

the urge to lecture people on actual psychology vs the urge to just never speak to them again

desperate people disgust me because how tf can you embarrass yourself like that i would never. even if you're desperate don't fucking show!!! it doesnt even feed my ego it just makes me pity you and wonder why i ever allowed the likes of you to talk to ME

you ever just wanna say 'fuck it' and act like a complete caricature of the worst of your personality disorder even though you know it's gonna make you look like an asshole/annoying/etc. to perso/neurotypicals and make other people with the PD look 'bad', but you don't care anymore? like we are gonna be villainized by these people for the rest of time, why should we care to appease them anymore if they aren't ever gonna listen to us or our experiences anyway

you ever just wanna say 'fuck it' and act like a complete caricature of the worst of your personality disorder even though you know it's gonna make you look like an asshole/annoying/etc. to perso/neurotypicals and make other people with the PD look 'bad', but you don't care anymore? like we are gonna be villainized by these people for the rest of time, why should we care to appease them anymore if they aren't ever gonna listen to us or our experiences anyway

An account that focuses on showing underlying reasons for behaviours that come with different diagnoses when they have to humanize a character with NPD: straight up doesn't do it

I'm tired of people treating narcissism as "abusive hellspawn disorder" so every overconfident/cocky-but-good character is a narcissist now. sonic is a narcissist. rainbow dash is a narcissist. papyrus is a narcissist. fuck it miku is a narcissist too. they're all narcs.

my top hobbies are shame and embarrassment but i also occasionally dabble in envy

been getting into regret recently i think i've got a knack for it

lots of people are asking for beginner's resources and wondering where to start and honestly i'd say just start agonizing about things you have no control over, and also you can try uselessly pondering what might have been if things were different, and from there you can really branch out in whatever direction your heart guides you! for best results attempt this late at night when you're overworked and underfed and your room is a mess and you'll be a pro in no time! just remember to have fun and be yourself

this got more notes than i expected wow