dead dove do not eat

welcome to my homestuck profic/proship sideblog because hey, some stuff should be private 💔

update: blog author watched supernatural HELLO wincest. FUCK

if you think you know me, pretend you don’t b/c i'll deny it anyway xP

(unless ur my moirail ily bffsie <3)

i guess minors can interact w me i remember being ur age lololol i cant stop u,, im not on any high horse about that tbh Dx

i DO avoid main tags wherever applicable because i'd like to keep problematic content and the way i engage with fictional abuse dynamics away from impressionable groups (minors, people who don’t want to see this kind of stuff, other survivors)

i write and stuff!! i'm munching through the dave's bro | beta dirk strider / dave strider tag on ao3 b/c its my favorite dynamic 💔

i'll draw, write, participate in challenges and gift stuff (hopefully) and take requests here!!

i love the concept of ult dirk so much btw i don’t express my haaaatred for him nearly enough but i DO draw him a lot

ships you can find here on this pathetic excuse of a blog!!

no straight ships here sorry guys i'm just a weird fujo like that,, i tried to like straight fictional ships but 💔 my heart lies in two men being fucking GAY

stridercest in any form (i fuckin LOVE striders)

brojohn (and dirkjohn)

jakedave

windicuffs (johnjake)

descendant x ancestor (any idc)

wincest

triggers for people!! (kankri moment)

ships that are just violent/abusive, serious noncon/dubcon warning

age gap stuff (INCLUDING young childhood trauma) :P

incest stuff duh that’s why this blog even exists!!

final notes:

hi!!! i separate fiction from reality! i seriously fuckin hate the thought of anything particularly on this blog happening in person!

thats my little cue-in for people teetering on the edge of "woah, is this person... a bad person??? that i shouldn’t support???

no please come back im not THAT kind of weirdo pls be moots w me!!!

i'm mildly traumatized 👍 and loooove engaging with fictional abuse dynamics to feed the brain worms BUT other than that i think i'm a pretty damn chill dude!!

maybe i should rename this account the davebuse blog. his shits gettin WRECKED. by me. the artist-author.

yes, BUT!

i'm trying to keep it at least 5 miles from This account!!!

anyway this was drawn while listening to

god yes i never finished a piece so fast.

i fucking love dark jake english so i launched him into this. give that man some violence

brodave where dave gets absolutely railed by bro

i didnt make this bloody enough sorry guys i failed

sadly, tis censored

i drew two of these and one of them is not safe for work lmao

brojohn tag was lookin empty so have some fuckass sad brojohn PLUS davebuse. i can’t treat dave right sorry :(

anyway heres a peek into the scenario where dave is desperate to have a relationship with his brother. who unbeknownst to him is fucked up

dave ==>

i never measure up. never fucking ever. no matter how hard i try, how many strifes i fight, how small i make myself. it doesnt count for shit.

john? he's a fucking dweeb. he doesnt even try. all he does is smile at bro and say "hi mr strider!" with that STUPID toothy grin.

and he gets everything.

why does he get everything? what kind of cruel ass god is getting his rocks off at my expense?

to make matters worse, john is totally innocent here. i can't even bring myself to hate him. and that pisses me off all the more. he deserves to be hated for the role hes taken from my life. my very own brother. my flesh and fucking blood.

and im not even his goddamn favorite.

staring at john's infuriating sappy smile when bro shows genuine interest in him. when he cares more about his fuckass movies than hes EVER been interested in anything ive ever told him. whatever. its whatever. im fucking used to it by now.

yeah. im used to it by now.

so why does it still sting?

and sometimes i guess john stays over out on the couch and i hear bro talk to him. i never know what theyre saying but its not like theyre all that quiet.

chatting away like real brothers. not that i would know.

john ==>

dave's bro is real cool! he lets me call him bro instead of mr strider and i think that’s awesome. my dad is the real uppity old school type and makes me call stranger sir and whatnot.

ive always wanted a cool older brother, i really envy dave! bro talks to me about all the things im interested in and actually seems to know a bit about them!

im so grateful they let me sleep over and have the couch, especially considering the apartment's pretty cramped! i like falling asleep watching TV- id never be allowed to do that back at home. plus bro gives me a ton of junk food!

the other night when dave was fast asleep bro came out to check on me. he sat next to me on the couch and i didnt really mind it! but then again im not too worried about that- dave's more the squirmy type when it comes to getting up close and personal!! i wonder why? hm. i dunno!

anyway, he got real close to me and was like, yknow i think youre cooler than dave. or something like that. and i was a little offended on dave's behalf!! the dude is WAY cooler than me.