indefinita

In a world full of worries you are my moment of happiness.

Sometimes your hearts cries while your eyes are dry. And I think that's the worst.

Sometimes your hearts cries while your eyes are dry. And I think that's the worst.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I wish this could stop. I wish I could reach out. I wish I could take your hands. I wish I could talk and listen. I wish I could function. I hate this and I hate myself for doing this. I really hate myself for being like this. I want this to stop, I do, I really do. But I'm so sorry, I have believed that I am better off alone. I have learnt my whole life that my loneliness is my only friend. That being alone means nobody hurts me and I hurt nobody. It's not that I thought you would hurt me, it's just I have been scared of everyone and everything for a long time. I'm scared of being left alone and abandoned and I believe that it's better if I walk away first. And that makes me being the one leaving, so it will hurt less for me. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm sorry. I really am.