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and just to clarify if you liked my stories, the only reason I stalled out on any of them is that only time I had a beta was because a friend took pity on me when I pitched a fit about having none. Now I know my stories aren't good enough for anyone to help, and it hurts but it was valuable information because now I know I never would have succeeded as a published author

man, I sure do wish I'd gotten a chance to write professionally or had someone to edit/beta my works who truly cared about my writing as opposed to feeling obligated by their care for me before I drank so much my whole left hand developed neuropathy. Some artists are destined to fail and I'm one of them and it sucks but at least now I can completely give up since I can only type one handed

I tried, I really did. Even released something I'd had on deck for ages. But the first comment I read was that my story deserved better, and I know. I know that's true and why I wish I would die without being a pussy about it. I know my stories deserve better, and they'll never get it. So just.... let me go without being a selfish asshole

I wish you all wanted my stories the same I wanted to share,, but the fact of the mattter is there is soothing I Ican offer than has not alrady een done so

I wanted to tell stories but I now know I have nothing that anyone else wants. So just let me die in peace sine you do not care enough to help

hey guys, still want to die, but the docs are fighting my insurance and I think I can make it through the next few weeks at least. sorry for the outburst, borderline personality disorder means I sporadically display all the worst mental health woes and lash out at those who are most willing to comfort me. I am so sorry and love you all