Inside Out

Unfair temptation You came on to me so strong you left me no choice to refuse you Attraction, got my attention To seduce you, my intention Equal satisfaction You came at me from every angle with no chance to resist you Zealous, lavish persuasion To surrender, my salvation Mutual jubulation

Every time I see you, I am meeting you for the same time. Though I forget to treat every new person as an individual; You do not all look alike yet you all sound similar. The familiar shape of your lips forming the same haunting words, Stones and arrows directed at me. I remember the faces yet the names elude me. A common name I have for you, , I remember!

People tell me I take nice pictures. I mainly focus on anything not human related but occasionally I take pictures of people. Not exaggerating but is usually turns out nice. Either by my own initiative or because they kept giving instructions on how their shots should be taken in order to make them appear a certain way. When I ask those people to take pictures though, I often end up disappointed. These people only take nice pictures of themselves is what I end up thinking. I tend to dislike 'me' in their pictures. Maybe that's why I generally dislike being photographed? Even though I love photography so much and sometime see a photo and think 'Ah, I'd like to have a similar picture of me'. Anyways, either it is I who invest too much into others, wanting them to be satisfied and pleased or they simply can't be bothered about anyone else but themselves? Users? They just don't care enough - they are nice people, just not when it comes to me.

I need to scream AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHARGHHHH!!!! *cough*

A reason why relationships do not last is simply because of the restrictions due to an implied code of conduct brought about by the label. Tell me, what's the difference between a girlfriend, a mistress, a partner and a wife? Is it length of relation, a legal issue, affaire de coeur or a social ranking? If these 'roles' were to be ranked, as the other party ever expressed missing the things you shared/had when you were a grade below. All four positions could have been filled by the same women to the one man, but with each title comes a different etiquette. Is it surprising that that man may miss some elements of each and become unhappy and confused whilst the lady tries too hard (probably) changing and transforming each time to fill new shoes? Then you get the classic, 'I don't know who you are anymore', 'that's not who I fell in live with'. If someone truly loves you, they will always live you. Therefore just be yourself, from the beginning to the very end.

Unable to handle -chilly- spicy dishes, substitute for a ginger and/or coarse black pepper, to get that flavoursome kick minus the burn. Having a problem with dishes full of spices, make use of fresh onions, garlic and a choice of herb to to bring texture and taste to your dishes minus the sometimes overpowering blend of fragances.

Sunset!!

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