hi

some moods from the marvel comics

A visual representation of what a lot of trans men go through.

Being trans isn't fun.

Being trans is a mental illness.

I would rather be cis.

I would rather not go to hell.

I would rather be what my family wanted.

I would rather not want to kill myself everyday.

I would rather be in the right body.

I would rather not get bullied everyday.

I would rather not feel broken.

But I am not. I am a boy stuck in a girls body. It is not fun OR a trend. Say it with me.

Not wanting to get up because there is no point

That empty feeling that people with depression cannnot put into words

Thinking of food, suicide, or anxious thoughts 24/7

Waking up in the middle of the night, numb and terrified, and not being able to sleep again

Forcing a fake smile on your face whenever a relitive or friend sees you, because you don't want to make them sad.

Losing interest in all the things you used to love

Feeling like a robot, repreating the same actions everyday.

Not wanting to be on this Earth anymore

Failing classes because 'I'm gonna die soon anyways'

Losing your whole appitite, or eating way too much to try and fill the bottomless pit of emptiness

Doing anything to feel something again

Desperately looking for a will to live, and giving up

Hearing the words "it will get better" but feeling like it won't

Listening to music to blast out the loud voices in your head telling you the world is better without you

Wanting to literally shoot your brains out because of how overwhelmed you feel from the emptyness that you just want to be gone

Almost calling a depression hotline, but end up not doing it because there is no point

Wanting to sleep, and just slowly fade away

Feeling hopeless, nothing will get better. I am broken