A Compelling Plurality of Axes

1. The front of the shop is more of a hangout space. They even have an espresso machine and a bunch of books. The back is the toys and the...implements. Buck had a bad experience with a cock ring and wants to get one that's actually good quality and not going to require him to have a ring cutter on hand just in case. Google had told him this was the place to go for more kink focused stuff, and he might want more than a ring. What he'd want, he's not sure of, but maybe he'll figure it out. The person working at the front asks if he's there for the class, and Buck says, "Uh...which one?" And they say, "The shibari class, you've still got five minutes until it starts." So Buck heads into the back and through the sex toys and everything until he's in a small room that's probably used for all kinds of stuff. But today, there's a handful of people and a guy with a mannequin and a bundle of rope. Buck almost leaves, but the guy sees him and grins and says, "Hey, come on in, there's a couple seats over here." It would be weird to leave, right?

2. The guy's name is Tommy, and he sounds experienced with this kind of stuff. It's not weird and sinister, it's actually kind of...nice. He explains the history of shibari and the martial art that inspired it. He goes over material types, passing around short lengths of rope for people to feel. It's then that Buck realizes almost everyone else there is with someone or a couple of someones. So when it comes time to test some stuff out, Buck ends up with the same mannequin Tommy had been using. It's shaped like a dude, but that's fine. He doesn't plan on ever doing any of this anyway. "Even if you plan on being the one who's restrained, it's good that you can show your partner or partners the safest way to do this," Tommy explains. "That's, uh, that's a good idea," Buck says. "You're pretty good with the knots already," Tommy says. "Uh, yeah, my job," Buck says as a vague explanation. He's not about to talk about work here. He's even going by Evan to everyone in the room. Plausible deniability if they ever run into each other on the street.

3. Buck leaves with a decent foundation of a new skill and is halfway home before he realizes he forgot to buy the cock ring. He gets busy, there's a big fire in the hills and he can't get a day off. He's watching helicopters swoop low into smoke and drop sand and water, he's fucking exhausted by the time he's cut loose. A couple days later, he goes to the shop and realizes it's the same evening as the intermediate class Tommy had mentioned. Tommy looks equally exhausted, but he's still patient and helpful and good at explaining everything. It's soothing, in a way, almost meditative as Buck loops and ties rope onto the mannequin. But there's a couple things that can't be done with the limitations of its only sort of articulated limbs, and Tommy offers to be the guinea pig. So Buck carefully ties Tommy's arms behind his back with his hands pressed together. "Can you move your fingers?" he asks, and Tommy wiggles them a little. "How's that feel?" "Mm, good," Tommy murmurs, almost hazy. Buck tugs on a few spots to check that it's not too tight, and he's kind of proud of himself for doing so well. When he pulls the line and Tommy comes loose, Tommy turns and gives him an open, easy smile. "Thank you," Buck says, flushing. "For, uh, trusting me to do that." "Of course, Evan," Tommy says, squeezing his shoulder.

4. There's an advanced class that involves suspension, partial or total. Buck hangs back for this one, watching people take turns with their actual partners or friends. He's not willing to try it on Tommy, he doesn't want to hurt him. But after the class is over, Tommy pulls the curtain shut and loops the rope into the ring in the ceiling again. "You don't have to get me off the ground," he says. "But if you're going to be doing this to someone or have it be done to you, I want it to be safe. You'd be surprised how many 911 calls happen because of unsafe bondage." Buck flushes. "I, uh, wouldn't," he admits. "And I've actually never been... into this. I just liked how you taught the class." And Tommy blinks and looks baffled for a moment. "I mean, m-maybe with the right person, I could be into it," Buck adds, because he'd liked seeing that pleased, hazy expression on Tommy's face last time. "But not usually." "That's...honestly surprising," Tommy says. "You fall into it easier than anyone I've ever seen, and you're kind of a natural with rigging." "Oh, uh, I'm a firefighter," Buck says. "So I kind of have to use it a lot." Tommy hums and smiles and keeps pulling the rope through the loop. "Same," he says. "That's not how I got started doing this, it was my ex. But I've been a firefighter a long time." And they talk about it as Buck ties one of Tommy's heels to the back of his thigh and he suspends his leg from the ceiling, pulling until Tommy's thighs are spread wide. Buck checks his balance and rubs a hand over his middle back and says, "You're doing great." And Tommy shudders and leans a little until his head is almost against Buck's shoulder, and Buck steps forward to give him somewhere to land. "You, too," Tommy mumbles. And Buck runs his fingers through Tommy's hair and feels him relax against him and realizes that he maybe kind of loves this.

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3. “Have you considered,” Chimney said, head tipped back and eyes closed as the engine crept through afternoon traffic, “that there is perhaps another weirdo in this vast city we call home who also has an aversion to buying a car made this century?”

“His truck is from 1998,” Buck said, turning his phone around in his hands. The only reason no one had tried to take it from him was because Eddie, a victim of the call involving college students and a comically unwise amount of jello shots, was sitting next to him in a shirt covered in vomit. The smell was keeping everyone at bay.

Chim cracked open an eye. “That's nearly thirty years ago.”

“And not the takeaway,” Hen added.

“He hates new trucks,” Buck said, which was probably also not the takeaway, judging by the side eye Hen shot him. “He thinks they're vanity projects for men insecure in their masculinity.”

“He liked mine. He even did a tune up on it.” Eddie pinched his shirt between finger and thumb and held it away from his body. Two different students had vomited on him in under a minute. “How do we not have a spare shirt in the kit?”

“He didn't like your truck," Buck said, absently. “He almost didn't take you to Vegas when you pulled up in it.”

“I should have taken you instead," Tommy had said as he finished checking the Jeep’s fluids. He closed the hood and gave it an affectionate pat. “You keep her in good shape.”

Buck had no choice but to shove Tommy against the hood and climb him like a tree.

“Well, now I'm glad none of us hang out with him anymore,” Eddie said.

“We're here,” Bobby said loudly before Buck could do more than furrow his brow. “Eddie, go shower and get changed. Everyone else, let's make sure we're ready for another call and then go grab something to eat.”

Buck ran through the equipment checklist with Ravi, who headed upstairs to get lunch. Before he could follow, Bobby waved him over to the front of the bay and said, "How are you doing, kid?"

Buck briefly considered playing dumb and giving a run down on the check he just performed, but he was a long way out from being twenty-six and Bobby wouldn't have let him get away with it back then, either.

“Is this about the truck?" Buck said, fumbling his phone back out of the pocket. “Because I took a picture yesterday, and you can see most of the license plate.”

It had been late afternoon and Buck was on his way back from possibly the most depressing hang he and Eddie ever had: Eddie missing his son and Buck missing his boyfriend. Ex-boyfriend. Then in the late afternoon light, there was the truck,driving slowly past his building. Buck had taken a quick picture and then took off down the sidewalk, trying to wave Tommy down. Tommy must have seen him because he sped up and ran a yellow light and was gone.

Buck had the text thread open all night, but Tommy never bubbled. Maybe he’d gotten it wrong.

“You're having a hard time with this breakup,” Bobby said after a long, thoughtful look. “You weren't like this over Taylor.”

“It was pretty clear by the end that Taylor and I wanted different things. It was different with Tommy.” He sniffed, miserable. “I saw something there. I thought we were making it together.”

“Oh, kid,” Bobby said like Buck was breaking his heart. “Come here.”

It’d been some time since he had a Bobby hug, but it was as warm and loving as always. Maybe he didn’t get to have someone, not like how Bobby had Athena and how Maddie had Chim, how he thought he had Tommy, but he still got this: Bobby, who loved him better than a father could.

“If he’s driving by your place,” Bobby said, “maybe he saw something there, too.”

“Do you think I should call him?” he asked, hopeful.

“Come to dinner,” Bobby said, which was its own answer. “I’m making a braised short rib. The kids will be there. Bring a dessert. With the way Harry puts it away, bring several desserts. We’ll have an old fashioned family dinner.”

“I’ve been experimenting with a fruit tart,” Buck said, surreptitiously swiping at his eyes. “And a chocolate ganache.”

Bobby lovingly shook him by the back of the neck. “You’re going to be okay.”

“Always am,” Buck said, and slipped away to stow his phone in the locker. He was sick of looking at it.

4. His favorite thing about the loft, the main reason he let Ali talk him into taking it besides that it would be a nice place to have sex in, was the balcony. He never lived in a place with a real balcony before. That shoebox apartment in Poughkeepise had a little eve he could climb out on and then the slightly larger shoebox in Virginia Beach had a fire escape he snuck onto with a cold beer at night when the heat downgraded from murderous to merely oppressive.

But this was a whole balcony he outfitted with a table and chairs with deep cushions and even an ottoman he picked up at an estate sale. There was something so adult about spending a morning out on the balcony having a leisurely breakfast of his latest attempt at croissants and the cold brew he made himself, looking out over LA.

Tommy had liked the balcony and the view even if he hated the rest of the loft. He’d been very polite about it, admiring the clean modern lines. “You’re making me feel like a pack rat,” he’d joked. “Maybe I should give minimalism a shot.”

“I like your place,” Buck had protested. Tommy’s house was so perfectly him, filled with books and DVDs and old VHS tapes and weird little figurines lining the shelves. “I used to move around a lot when I was a younger. I got in the habit of not keeping a lot of stuff.” He’d studied the loft with new eyes. It was less clean and modern and more bare. “Where did you get those little wood figures? Maybe I should start a collection.”

“I’ll send you the link,” Tommy had said, but of course he hadn’t. They’d broken up and now the only personal touch was the containers of flours and the brownies cooling on a rack.

Buck finished off his cold brew and moved to the railing, arms propped on it. Down below, as if just waiting for him to notice, was Tommy’s Superman blue truck. Looked like he got the spot out front again.

He pulled out his phone and thumbed over to the text thread. The bubble appeared. The bubble disappeared. The bubble appeared.

What the hell. You only lived once.

You can come up, Buck texted, making sure to use proper punctuation because Tommy was a nerd that way.

The bubble disappeared. Tommy pulled out of spot and took off.

Well, at least he knew now.

5. Eddie dropped him off in front of the building, and said, “Are you sure you don’t want to stay with me? We can have an adult sleepover.”

Buck raised his eyebrows.

“Platonic!” Eddie yelped. “Adult platonic sleepover.”

“That’s worse. You sound like a—” The rest of the sentence stuck in his throat. Maddie had nearly been killed by that joke.

“Buck,” Eddie said.

“We’ve been up for almost twenty-four hours,” he said, dredging up a smile. “I’m gonna go get some sleep. You should also do that. You still have to finish packing.”

Eddie sighed, the exhaustion and Buck winning. “All right, but call me if—hell, I don’t know. Just call if you need to.”

“Sure thing,” said Buck, who was absolutely not going to do that. He shut the door and knocked twice against the window, giving the all clear, and Eddie pulled back onto the road.

Parked across the street was a Superman blue truck from 1998.

Buck broke into a run. A giant vanity truck laid on the horn because Tommy was right and every owner was an asshole. He waved a hand in apology, skidded between two terribly parked SUVs and rapped frantically on the passenger side window.

Tommy’s shoulders jerked up around his ears. The keys were in the ignition. Tommy’s grip tightened and then fell away, and he leaned over to open the door.

“You won’t text me but you’ll park outside my apartment?” Buck demanded, clambering inside. The seat was pulled up, and he had to shove it all the way back so his legs would fit.

“Hello, Evan,” Tommy said with an achingly brave little smile. “This seemed the less depressing option.”

“How?”

Tommy sighed. “It made sense in my head.” And then his gaze sharpened, and Buck was uncomfortably aware of his two day old scruff and greasy hair and the old hoodie that was desperately in need of a wash after the long day. Tommy’s voice gentled. “Hey, are you okay?”

Buck opened his mouth, the words ready to pour out in an unstoppable tragic deluge of this fucking awful day, and he knew exactly what would happen: Tommy would listen, eyebrows rising first with incredulity and then with horror, and he would walk Buck up to his apartment and make sure he got some food in him and, if Buck was extra pathetic, would sit with him until he nodded off because Tommy took care of him but never let Buck return the favor. No, that was a lie. Buck never bothered to see past the cool pilot veneer to the sweet man underneath who wanted to be taken care of. It was time for a change.

“It was a scary day,” he said, “but everything is okay now. How are you?”

There was that smile again, only sadder now. “I’m good, Evan.”

It might have worked before, but Buck was paying attention now. Tommy was tired and lonely and a little scared.

“I don’t think you are,” Buck said, being so, so careful. “Do you want to come up and tell me about it?”

Tommy’s hand was on the key. Buck waited. Please, god, please.

Tommy pulled it from the ignition and said, “Yeah, I’d like that.”

They got out of the truck and went inside, together.

+1. Parking on Tommy’s street was a nightmare. Between the student house on the corner and the Thompsons’ endless dinner parties, there was never an open spot he could squeeze the Jeep into. He begun his fourth circuit when Tommy called.

“You circle the block one more time and Helen from next door is going to call the cops,” Tommy said, amused.

“Tell her it’s the Thompsons’ fault,” Buck said. “What’s the normal number of dinner parties to have a week? It can’t be five. That’s way too many.”

“I think it’s called having friends.”

“We have friends, but we don’t invite them over every night.” He paused in front of the fire hydrant. “I’m a firefighter. I’ve got special dispensation to park in front of a hydrant, right?”

“Or,” Tommy said slowly, “you can park in my driveway like a normal, not insane person.”

Buck’s throat went die and his palms began to sweat. Please don’t let him fuck this up.

“I didn’t want to trap you if you needed to get out.” He winced. “Or, uh, assume.”

“Honey,” Tommy said, slow and sweet and only mild condescending. “Park in the driveway.”

“Okay,” Buck said. “See you soon.”

He pulled in and to the side, just in case Tommy needed to make a quick escape from his own house. Tommy was waiting on the front porch, bare foot and handsome and his eyebrows raised in a bitchy little arc. Buck loved him so much.

“Don’t start,” he said, slinging his bag over his shoulder. “Which of us spent months driving past where the other lived instead of just texting like a normal, not insane person?”

“And which of us almost brought back Covid flour shortages instead of texting?” Tommy shot back.

“Me,” Buck said happily.

“And me.” Tommy slid a hand along the back of his neck and reeled him into a kiss. “Come on. Dinner is almost ready.”