pj-berribear

I hate my emotions sometimes, I'm sounding emo right now lol! I wanted to quote something I've been listening to on loop for the past few days, I'm driving myself UP THE WALL-

I'm going to bite the bullet and maybe confess to them today?? Just so my feeling's will leave finally once they reject me, it's growing a little too much for me to handle and I'm scared of it right now! I've never felt this much for a person before, HELP ME-

I feel like I'm melting right now...

You heard the news! "Welcome to the Club!" is officially being made! I just need a person who knows how to code and make the music for the game. I was originally going to do this myself, though I don't know how to do those things and it will take a long while to learn... One small glaring issue, I sadly cannot pay you if you were thinking about helping. Here are a few reasons why:

1. I'm broke.

2. I don't know how to send money to people through a bank account. I probably have to learn that as well...

3. I don't think it's fair for me, the other people who are working on this for free, and to Party Coffin.

This is suppose to be a FAN PROJECT ONLY, which means I don't want to spend my own hard earn money on something that is suppose to be for fun. I'm not planning onto making this a business or whatnot, so it wouldn't make sense for why I'm wasting so much on it. Plus, Party Coffin doesn't like it when fans uses "Welcome Home" for profit. If I do give money to the people who are working on this, they're basically using "Welcome Home" for making their own profit. Another thing I like to mention is that since this is a fan project, Party Coffin is not even aware of its existance. That means that this game isn't official, so why waste money on something that doesn't involve with the creator of this series in the first place? This is not me saying I don't want to pay anyone, if I had all the money in the world then I would've been paying my crew because they do a lovely job on their part.

Another thing I have to mention, if you're interested into making this game a reality then you have to know the games basics: - This game is an AU of course, it is based off of DDLC (Doki Doki Literature Club!). It doesn't involve with the official series of them both in any shape or form besides four Welcome Home characters being present. - And the biggest thing, this is NOT A DATING SIMULATOR! Which means there is no romance involved in the storyline whatsoever. I don't like depicting Welcome Home characters (just characters in general) in a sexual light. It makes me feel very uncomfortable putting them into these types of categories. - Since this is not a dating simulator, this game doesn't contain any sexual content. The second act "Yuri scene" will play out differently for that being the case, the character stabbing themselves will have a complete different reason for why they did so. - Speaking about a character harming themselves, there will still be dark topics in here; self-harm, and mental health issues. If you don't like seeing these characters take on a dark note in the most gruesome ways, I suggest maybe not playing the final product. I know some of these characters are people's comfort characters, even Party Coffin's comfort characters. If he doesn't like the depictions of them in this game, I'll take it down. - The characters will all be the same and there won't be no changes to their designs or personality. The only drastical change to a character is Wally, he's going take on the personality of his beta-self then the modern version of him. This decision change won't be too much of a difference, other than Wally being a complete ahhhole. He's going to be harsh most of the game but he still haves that nice whimsical part of himself. I'm not butchering his character in anyway for him to fit in a plot, he haves a reason why he acts like that. Since that is all to the side now, I'll explain the actual game itself. If you're wondering "if this is based off of a dating simulator and there's no dating in it, then what's it about due to the basic premise of it being a visual novel that you cut out?". That to you folks, is the new plot here:

This won't be a visual novel at all but in fact; an old 1980's flash game. A learning children's game in specific. I'm leaning more on the "children show" aspect of what "Welcome Home's" target audience is.

The story is about these unknown game developers trying to revive the series in modern pop culture at the time; video games. In the 1980's video games were becoming a hit, so they're using that popularity to find interest into the show once again. Older people weren't thrilled about video games becoming a big thing with kids, so they wanted to make technology in a more positive way by creating an educational game.

The game though, was never finished and became lost media. The game was supposed to be on the new recent devices; a computer. It was something similar to Starfall and KinitoPET. The problem why it wasn't finished was the complicated format they were building on, they wanted to use more advanced techniques to make the game more engaging. They tried making a "certain character" more knowledged than the others. They created them into an AI so that the character in particular can communicate with the player through conversation instead of a click of a button or through text. That however, backfired.

That's it for now, here's some little sneak peeks for the game so far:

I would like to say, thank you for sticking with me for the long run! I hope this project turns out great and many will enjoy it! I'm doing my best for what I have now and I'm working very hard to push this game out! We'll continue building it and I'll like to say also, have a lovely day and God bless ya! @:}

Also, join my discord server for any new updates or if you want to help out in anyway!

Aw, don't I love dancing in the middle of the street haha! My ol' buddy recorded this a few days ago, it was an event going on at my town! I usually show off my puppets during this time, but I decided to show off my Jax cost play instead. I made this costume for last years Halloween, I didn't like how it looked originally cause Jax's head was shaped as a watermelon and that his hands and feet aren't big anough. Me and my friend quickly fixed him up for about a whole week this month, I stood up until three in the morning just to finish his head T0T But the event was pretty fun, bunch of people seem to like him a lot. And yes, I was dancing to this song in particular for this video. I just edited it so you can hear the song more clearer, in the original video you can hear a few people cheering me on in the background without me knowing it lol! I was too busy in the moment to have seen anyone paying attention to me.... So yeah. The DJ noticed me dancing a bit to a few of the songs, so she asked me if I had any song request they can play. I was going to pick Jax Toy, but I didn't want to embarrass myself because I didn't learn the dance for it yet :(

And plus, this song is fricking funny. I think I danced okay, not well experienced in that department. I kind of wanted to be zesty HA! I'm not though, that's for sure. What you folks rate this dance by? 3/10? I think so!

Yep, I took Wally to the zoo, me and my buds wanted to hang out outside of our little town! I had a blast :) I was surprised that the co-workers let me through the gates with this peanut, I might be first guy to ever take a puppet inside a zoo haha! I gotta be honest, it was fun having him at my side. But, many people were bothering me, I kept saying to my buddie "Is he part of the zoo exhibit now or what?!". Though, why am I complaining? I did choose to take a puppet with me in public, of course I'll draw attention whether I like it or not. Speaking about people bothering me, this nice lady saw him and said "he was as cute as a button", it's one of my favorite compliments for Wally now! I bet he would of liked it too if he was sentient. I also like to say, I walked about six hours total in this big ahh zoo! I was dying midway through, it was about as hot as a stove top and Wally made it worst with him smothering one of my arms! And the worst part is, when I came back home my nose was red! At least Wally is easy to carry around, Julie, Frank, especially Barnaby are so fricking heavy to have on my arm for barely a few minutes. Anyways, if you're wondering why Raggedy Andy and Ann is in here randomly, it's because I depict me and my friend as them. She's the little lady, and It's obvious who I am. I like using Andy as my icon or mascot for this account. Sure, I'm not original for making my own character. But, this guy is too much to pass off for that opportunity! I like to say that my bud took the pictures, as well.