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…good morning.

…goodnight.

…goodbye.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…to shut them up.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because yours is running out of time.

…because mine is.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

First off, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR FOLLOWING ME AND MY CRAPPY HEADCANONS Y’ALL! I’ve really enjoyed every moment of owning this blog and can’t wait to watch it continue to grow. 

Anyways, for the part that you’re actually reading this for: the raffle. 

To enter you just have to make sure you’re following me and reblog this post!

I’ll have the raffle running from today (Monday, 29th October 2018) until two weeks from now (Monday, 12 November 2018)

Once time is up I’ll use a random number generator to get my winners and then I’ll message you (24 hours to reply or I’ll pick another one, y’know, the usual shit)

Each winner can give me a prompt from here or one of their own. We’ll have to discuss what I can and can’t do but I’m pretty chill. Each prize (there will be 3) will be about 1,000 words each ^^

Detroit: Become Human drabble, Connor centered.

Warnings: Injuries and blood mentions

Memory corruption

Running scans for signs of damage

Connor stays perfectly still, LED flashing yellow and red, yellow and red. He blinks rapidly, consecutively, then stills. Blinks again. His vision glitches; strange, Connor was sure this vessel had just recently been dispatched, there should be no problem with any of his system and parts, nor had been injured recently. Connor blinks again.

There is a bullet hole straight through his head.

Angst:

1: “ Give me a chance. ” 2: “ Not you again.. ” 3: “ Leave me alone. ” 4: “ I don’t love you anymore. ” 5: “ Why do you hate me? ” 6: “ I lost the baby. ” 7: “ I thought you loved me. ” 8: “ I don’t need you anymore. ” 9:“ I can’t believe you! ” 10: “ We cant keep this up forever. ” 11: “ You’re a monster. ” 12: “ I hate you. ” 13: “ Don’t leave me… ” 14: “ You’re a disappointment. ” 15: “ Don’t die on me– Please. ” 16: “ I never meant to hurt you. ” 17: “ Are you upset with me? ” 18: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 19: “ I’m going to kill you! ” 20: “ Please don’t hurt me like this. ” 21: “ Thanks for nothing. ” 22: “ Dont call this number again. “ 23: “ Why did you spare me? ” 24: “ You need to leave. ” 25: “ I’m sick. ” 26: “ I’m dying. ” 27: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 28: “ I thought we were family!” 29: “ There was never an us. ” 30: “ So that’s it? It’s over? ” 31: “ I fucked up. ” 32: “ I came to say goodbye. ” 33:“ He’s dead because of you. ” 34: “ I don’t deserve to be loved. ” 35: “ About the baby… Its yours. ”

Love:

36: “ I’m so in love with you. ” 37: “ Dance with me! ” 38: “ Isn’t this amazing? ” 39: “ I wish we could stay like this forever. ” 40: “ Will you marry me? ” 41: “ I’m pregnant. ” 42: “ I need a hug. ” 43: “ You’re special to me. ” 44: “ I’m going to keep you safe. ” 45: “ Do you trust me? ” 46: “ Can I kiss you right now? ” 47: “ You’re cute when you’re angry. ” 48: “ I’ve liked you for awhile now. ” 49: “ Lets have a baby. ” 50: “ We’d make such a cute couple. ” 51: “ I want to take care of you. ” 52: “ Can we cuddle? ” 53: “ It’s lonely here without you. ” 54: “ I can’t stand the thought of loosing you. ” 55: “ Shut up and kiss me already. ” 56: “ Are you flirting with me? ” 57: “ Is that my shirt? ” 58: “ How did we get here? ” 59: “ You own my heart. ” 60: “ You’d be a great dad. ” 61: “ You’d be a great mom. ” 62: “ I want to protect you. ” 63: “ Whats the matter? ” 64: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 65: “ Did you do something different with your hair? ” 66: “ Is that a new perfume? ” 67: “ Stop being so cute. ” 68: “ You’re making me blush! ” 69: “ You’re teasing me again… ” 70: “ This is why I fell in love with you. ” 71: “ You’re the best! ” 72: “ They’re going to love you, don’t worry! ” 73: “ Oh, Are you ticklish? ” 74: “ Of course I remembered! ” 75: “ You’re one hell of a girl. ” 76: “ You’re one hell of a guy. ” 77: “ Are you jealous? ” 78: “ Hold me and never let me go. ” 79: “ Stop hogging all the blankets! ” 80: “ Lets run away together. ”

General:

90: “ Catch me if you can! ” 91: “ I’m fine. ” 92: “ Are you drunk? ” 93: “ Are you high? ” 94: “ We cant go in there… ” 95: “ Give it back! ” 96: “ Well this is just great. ” 97: “ Don’t touch me. ” 98: “ Not sure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person. ” 99: “ This was fun— Lets do it again sometime!” 100: “ I didn’t do it! ” 101: “ I did it… ” 102: “ I don’t remember that! ” 103: “ Well that’s pretty rude of you to say. ” 104: “ Get that thing away from me! ” 105: “ You owe me. ” 106: “ Do you believe in aliens? ” 107: “ Do you believe in ghosts? ” 108: “ Are you hitting on me? ” 109: “ Why are you naked? ” 110: “ You did what?! ” 111: “ You have… Superpowers? ” 112: “ Why are you bleeding? ” 113: “ Where did all these puppies come from?” 114: “ Don’t make me come over there myself! ” 115: “ That wasn’t funny. ” 116: “ This tastes horrible. ” 117: “ This is delicious! ” 118: “ Are you mad at me? ” 119: “ Stop ignoring me… ” 120: “ I love that show too! ” 121: “ Can I borrow that book of yours?” 122: “ Lets blow this joint. ” 123: “ Let me help you with that. ” 124: “ Take that back! ” 125: “ Wanna go see a movie with me? ” 126: “ No way, that’s so lame. ” 127: “ What are you listening to? ” 128: “ I brought you your coffee. ” 129: “ Don’t fuck this up. ” 130: “ Run! ” 131: “ Lets run away together. ” 132: “ I haven’t slept in four days… ” 133: “ Your turn to do the dishes. ” 134: “ Was I really that drunk? ” 135: “ Was I really that stoned? ” 136: “Give me back my phone! ” 137: “ You’re an asshole. ” 138: “ Are you cold? ” 139: “ This place gives me the creeps. ” 140: “ I swear my house is haunted. ” 141: “ Did you hear that? ” 142: “ It’s just your imagination. ” 143: “ Just how stupid do you think I am? ” 144: “ Stop being such a baby. ” 145: “ Go back to bed. ” 146: “ Are you okay? ” 147: “ I can take care of myself just fine.” 148: “ Thanks for helping me back there. ” 149: “ Since when have we ever been friends? ” 150: “ What on earth are you wearing? ” 151: “ I can’t feel my legs! ” 152: “ Stop texting me weird stuff so late at night. ” 153: “ Put me down! ” 154: “ There’s only one bed… ” 155: “ It isn’t what it looks like! Okay.. Maybe it is… ” 156: “ How did I loose it? ” 157: “ I read your diary. ” 158: “ This is awkward. ” 159: “ Didn’t you read the sign? ” 160: “ Do you think you can teach me that? ”

Below is NSFW prompts. Please if you’re rebloggling tell your followers if you’re interested or not in taking these sorts of requests.

“It’s just a scratch. You worry too much.”

“Ah… ! Don’t press there!”

“Just put a bandage on it and I’ll be fine.”

“That looks bad. Really bad.”

“Try not to look at it.”

“That hurts!”

“You’re going to need bedrest for at least a few days.”

“I’m going to be stuck in bed for how long?”

“That’s nothing, you big baby.”

“Here, let me help. I’m good at this sort of thing.”

“I can’t feel it. That’s bad, right?”

“Can you move?”

“How can something so small hurt so much?”

“It looks a lot worse than it is.”

“You’re a terrible patient.”

“Will you hold still? I can’t do anything if you keep squirming.”

“Wow, I’ve never seen skin turn that color before.”

“It’s just another a war trophy.”

“Shut up and let me help you.”

“I don’t care how tough you are. You can’t ignore that.”

“You think you love me, but you don’t. You don’t know the first thing about love!”

“Can’t you see? This is me!”

“I won’t let them break me.” 

“It all led me here - back to you.”

“You’re here. Y-You’re actually here.”

“I will not be blinded by your ignorance.”

“I will come back home even if I have to crawl.” 

“We are doing this my way from now on.” 

“Do you think it’s easy for me? Easy to just stand here alone and watch you with her, because it’s not!”

“I swear I’ll never do it again.”

“I let you down… I’m sorry. Just please don’t leave me.” 

“Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me!”

“I still feel like we’re gonna pass by each other on the street… I keep searching for your face.” 

“We all crave something, so what do you crave, ___?”

“I just wanna dance! With somebody - anybody!”

“I am so into you.” 

“You rock.” 

“I wonder what our children would look like.” 

“I’ve been waiting for you.” 

“I have felt nothing but admiration for you since the day you first said my name. It sounded so sweet coming from your lips.” 

“I knew. I knew since the day you dumped your spaghetti on me.” 

“Is that my journal?” 

“Don’t be scared, just close your eyes and follow the sound of my voice.” 

“It’s you - it’s always been you.” 

“This isn’t about me!” 

“Don’t give me up.” 

“That’s unfair! Everything about that is unfair - how dare you?!”

“What about me? What happens to me when you leave, huh?!”

“There’s no way to describe how you make me feel…”

“I can still hear the screams… they’re so loud.” 

“I can’t. I just can’t, okay? So, don’t make me.”

“You have nothing to worry about. He’s devoted to you and only you. There isn’t even a thought of betraying you in that pathetic head of his.” 

“I feel alive with you.” 

“What a pathetic excuse of a human, you disgust me.” 

“This is it - this is what I’ve been waiting for, so why am I so scared?” 

“I’m holding on for dear life, but, ___, I’m slipping.”

“Don’t let me fall or so help me-”

“I like you, jackass. It’s that simple. Get over it.” 

“Come over here so I can even out the other side of your face, you fucker! I dare you!” 

“Calm down there little rascal.”

“Touch me again and I’ll shove this plunger so far up your ass, you’ll smell like crap.” 

“It feels like I’m drowning without you here with me. Please come back.”

“I did my part, this is a two-way street!”

“I am reaching out for you, can’t you see me?”

“I can’t… swim.”

“That was completely reckless!” 

“I just saved your life!” 

“I built up these walls for a reason.” 

“Oh, darling, I can practically see your halo.”

“Fuck, I am so in love with you. I don’t think you understand just how much.” 

A lot of authors have this concern, that saying ‘thank you’ to more than one person or using a similar thanks each time is somehow not good enough. You just said yourself that every time you read “this is cute” you love it and blush. Well, every reader who gets a personal “thank you” from an author they admire feels the same way. 

What started to help me is trying to rely on my gut instinct more and trust myself. So I try to “just get it over with” and tell myself that I’m good enough and I don’t need to achieve perfection until I start to believe it. Now I use the tags that I have in mind without trying to analyze too much. If I catch myself starting to overthink, I stand up from my computer and leave, until I feel like my head has settled down again. The first or second title I can come up with is usually the one I chose anyway so now I just note down the first few things I have in mind. And I always answer comments even if it’s “just” a thank you. 

Our minds can learn and even though this has been hard to follow, recently it’s started to get easier. The more I try not to actively seek out perfection, the more comfortable I am with what I do.

(Part one: 1-50)