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i want to hear: “you’re so tiny!”.

i want to be able to grab my thigh with two hands.

i want to see my bones.

i want to be ana high.

i want people to worry.

i want people to finally notice me.

i want boys to be interested in me.

i want to accept myself.

i want to see the number on the scale going lower and lower everyday.

i want to be loved.

i want to be important.

i want to be skinny.

i want to be beautiful.

So what? That’s no reason to continue fucking up. And it’s definitely no reason to give up.

One day of going over your calorie limit will NOT make you instantly gain 5 lbs. it probably won’t even make you gain one.

One day of not exercising will NOT instantly turn all of the muscles you’ve been working for into fat. In fact, it’s probably good to let your body rest for a little bit.

One day of crying is NOT what defines you. You feel worthless right now and yeah, maybe you’ve felt that way for a long time. But you’ve cried before and lived to see the next day and today is no different.