Iris Jaxx

I BLOCK BLANK BLOGS!! NO EXCEPTIONS! AND PUT YOUR FUCKING AGE INTO YOUR BIO BEFORE YOU FOLLOW ME BECAUSE I AM NOT ASKING FOR AGES! IF YOU DO NOT OWN UP TO BEING AN ADULT I WILL ASSUME YOU ARE A CHILD AND BLOCK YOU.

im into some fairly intense kink (such as: cnc, breath play, somno, weapons, kidnapping, bdsm, D/s, and quite a few others) so be aware! Feel free to ask me shit or everything is tagged as “heat rants”, “squeak noises”, or “——— kink go brrrr(r)”

cashapp is $IrisJaxx or venmo is @Iris-J665 if you want content from me directly via messages

My OnlyFans is where all my best content goes and has been since 2020, otherwise i post bits and pieces on FetLife, Twitter, Tiktok (new), and my first tumblr (this one), or my second tumblr (this one), or my third tumblr (this one), i began posting to my LoyalFans in 2024 and i began posting to my Fansly in 2024. I also have kik, which im never on. i lost my instagram in 2019 for “explicit content” and will not rebuild it. i had snapchat from 2019-2022 and then for a week in july 2024 before it was banned again, it will not be rebuilt again.

I am very happily married to my Pond, we have 2 cats and no children yet. i dont care who you think you are im not gonna be interested in you sexually. Ever

Anything you want to ask me is tagged under “thank you for your curiosity” or “frequently asked questions and answers”

All my content is tagged under “me” or “my content”

My personal writings (horny) are tagged under “heat rants”

Anything about my guard-dog/bodyguard/babysitter/ brother Caine is tagged “my pretty puppy” and anything about my brothers girl, Bunny, is tagged “bunnyinlaw”

Anything about my Owner/Daddy/Master/Mate/Dominant Pond is tagged “my beloved pond” including asks that He has answered.

You've expressed many many times that you have absolutely no sexual desire for anyone apart from your partner. But people continue to express their sexual desire for you, to you.

The content you create exists explicitly to turn people on, but does it bother you when people express that desire? Like, do you dislike knowing that people desire you?

I've never been hit on in public, or even seriously flirted with. People don't seem repulsed by me, but I don't feel like anyone actually desires me in that way. But I can see if it was a constant thing, if that was the only way people interact with me, it would get quite tiresome and annoying.

it does get tiresome and annoying, but primarily because they don’t attempt to give genuine compliments, rather they only ever try and fail to hit on me with the very wrong assumption that i post sexy stuff and therefore must be open to being sexy for/with them. if people said “hey this one outfit looked really great on you” or “you look so happy in this shoot” or “this looked really fun, you seemed to be enjoying yourself”. those, i view as compliments, they mention choices that i made or my distinct pleasure. even “it was so hot seeing you do (whatever thing)” thats better than “oh youre hot” or “i wanna do xxxxx with you” or “tits” because those are dead statements that first, have no response that theyre gonna wanna hear, and second, arent things that actually count as compliments. i hear those way too often and so i answer by rote, “yea i know” “youd never get the chance” “yea the body is designer”

i couldn’t care less knowing that people desire me, because they and their desires, unless directly in regards to my work, are irrelevant.

if someone isnt feeding me, fucking me, financing me, or family to me, they don’t really matter. (with a rare exception for friends whom grow close enough to become my family)

one of the things im so very lucky to get to experience, is that my Puppy ( @an-mac-tire-a-sheilg ) is a great songwriter.

its a song that was written at my request and my challenge. its industrial gothic, super fuck-rock, and focused on the gift of Dominance/submission through mind control.

ooooooo it does so much fun..... apparently yesterday i was made to each a whole real peach, so that whole day is just missing, but i was.... talkative....

and today, suddenly a second song has appeared... weird how that happpens....

of course, yea.

im an exhibitionist, and knowing that people want to see me so badly that theyre willing to pay for the privilege, is a bit of an ego boost but mostly just hits the people pleaser parts of my brain. on top of that, being kind of held accountable i find very helpful.

ive been trying to get better about stuff like this, but it still feels so weird and no response that i can actually say is right, either i lie and just go 'thank you' which is wrong to me because of my own autism (im not thankful for being told something thats my entire job, 'youre so amazing/hot/insert positive thing here', constantly, and almost only by people who dont matter to me ie total strangers) which just feels empty/pointless/stupid anyway, or i give one of my normal (read: honest) answers of 'yea i know' (because again, every day, a lot of people saying similar things) or, extremely rare case, (when theyve given statement 'your ..... is so .....' about my physical) 'it was: a hand-me-down/birthday gift from my mom/expensive' (because inevitably its either my hair/freckles/eyes which were from mom, or its my body which was built by trauma/surgery) which i get told is wrong because 'society' dictates that as rude or flippant. the only times i can recall that ive gotten into actual arguments with Pond, were about that, where ill give Him my honest response regarding something and He views my answer as flippant or dismissive when im just being honest. my foster folks thought i was autistic as a kid, and never got me tested for anything, and when i start researching and exploring psychology i figured so too but ive since been tested and am not only autistic but aggressively so, and have adhd as well. i was bullied a lot by foster family and by strangers throughout my childhood and some in my adulthood because im that weird bitch. i tried to mask, sometimes, when i was little. without knowing what i was doing or what to/not to do. it never worked all it ever did was waste energy i didnt have and make my entire existence worse dealing with the burnout. Hes asked me things where i havent had a specific opinion and i give my answer as a middle-of-the-road kinda thing and i dont bash either side nor do i laude either side, and Hes seen that as passive-aggressive or the kind of thing my foster mom would say (shes extremely narcissistic, and her actions/reactions through my childhood did guide a lot of my early trauma and my early pattern matching in how to communicate with people) which terrifies me to no end. i have very few real fears. one of my fears is that i could turn into her. she may have been a good wife to her husband, but once they had kids and i came along, she was not a great mom.

I BLOCK BLANK BLOGS!! NO EXCEPTIONS! AND PUT YOUR FUCKING AGE INTO YOUR BIO BEFORE YOU FOLLOW ME BECAUSE I AM NOT ASKING FOR AGES! IF YOU DO NOT OWN UP TO BEING AN ADULT I WILL ASSUME YOU ARE A CHILD AND BLOCK YOU.

im into some fairly intense kink (such as: cnc, breath play, somno, weapons, kidnapping, bdsm, D/s, and quite a few others) so be aware! Feel free to ask me shit or everything is tagged as “heat rants”, “squeak noises”, or “——— kink go brrrr(r)”

cashapp is $IrisJaxx or venmo is @Iris-J665 if you want content from me directly via messages

My OnlyFans is where all my best content goes and has been since 2020, otherwise i post bits and pieces on FetLife, Twitter, Tiktok (new), and my first tumblr (this one), or my second tumblr (this one), or my third tumblr (this one), i began posting to my LoyalFans in 2024 and i began posting to my Fansly in 2024. I also have kik, which im never on. i lost my instagram in 2019 for “explicit content” and will not rebuild it. i had snapchat from 2019-2022 and then for a week in july 2024 before it was banned again, it will not be rebuilt again.

I am very happily married to my Pond, we have 2 cats and no children yet. i dont care who you think you are im not gonna be interested in you sexually. Ever

Anything you want to ask me is tagged under “thank you for your curiosity” or “frequently asked questions and answers”

All my content is tagged under “me” or “my content”

My personal writings (horny) are tagged under “heat rants”

Anything about my guard-dog/bodyguard/babysitter/ brother Caine is tagged “my pretty puppy” and anything about my brothers girl, Bunny, is tagged “bunnyinlaw”

Anything about my Owner/Daddy/Master/Mate/Dominant Pond is tagged “my beloved pond” including asks that He has answered.