if i ever let you down

[unsent]: i’m so helpless i asked kohaku what to do. you’re the first girl who’s genuinely interested in me and you’re so adorable?? ? it’s weird[unsent]: what kind of presents should i get you? boxing gloves? toys? kisses? this is tough i should just ask[unsent]: the plants are fake. it’s kind of funny but i think i should actually tell you so we can buy real ones[unsent]: i think i’m getting sickerand  it feels like the medicine’s not working g you should leave please leave[unsent]: i don’t want to die, ryuu … i’m scared to be alone again, that you won’t be with me anymore …

[unsent, before dating]: i've had the biggest crush on you since forever?? ? ok no i cant send this. i'll get rejected and you'll keep being a god/dess on earth,,  [unsent]: sometimes i forget why you like me back?? or why you doubt yourself when you're too perfect[unsent]: what if i wrote and drew a lil comic about you for your birthday. the tale of the greatest knight in the land, elian merrister!!!! :) ok it's happening as a surprise[unsent]: when someone asks about you, they always tell me long-distance relationships never work ... but i really hope this does. i hope we'll always love each other[unsent]: let's elope. it's a bad i dea but i seriously want to settle down with you somewhere we can both be happy