[unsent]: i’m so helpless i asked kohaku what to do. you’re the first girl who’s genuinely interested in me and you’re so adorable?? ? it’s weird[unsent]: what kind of presents should i get you? boxing gloves? toys? kisses? this is tough i should just ask[unsent]: the plants are fake. it’s kind of funny but i think i should actually tell you so we can buy real ones[unsent]: i think i’m getting sickerand  it feels like the medicine’s not working g you should leave please leave[unsent]: i don’t want to die, ryuu … i’m scared to be alone again, that you won’t be with me anymore …

[unsent]: a lot of the time at school, i think more about you than these classes. someone can ask me something and i won’t even hear them because you’re the only thing on my mind and i really miss all the endless days together. i can’t wait to get back to that, but this is really lame so you’ll never see it.[unsent]: i think it’s your fault, but one time, i thought about having sex with you in one of these classrooms. gdi. now i want to do it.[unsent]: sorry if i annoyed you during the blue moon. i just.. i really wanted to be there for you and i know i don’t know much, but i want you to let me in. i won’t force you though.[unsent]: i don’t know why i get jealous of ellie. i know how you feel and i don’t know, i think it goes beyond that. i think i’m a little jealous of your whole family. because i didn’t have that. but i’m trying to warm up to it. really. cause i love you and i’m beginning to love your family too since it’s like i’m finally getting one of my own.[unsent]: fuck this homework, i really really want you now.

[unsent]: i keep thinking about the last time you held my hand. hold my hand again. let’s just run and run and run and run and never come back.[unsent]: can i kill your dad?[unsent]: i’d rather we never have met at all. then you won’t look at me with such eyes and i won’t have to remember how you looked at me before.[unsent]: will you meet with me in secret? [unsent]: i don’t want to dance for you. i want to dance with you.

[unsent]: why the fuck would anyone suck a dick? that must be really gross.[unsent]: save for the gross hit on my dad shit, i really look up to you, you know. how you're able to do anything or whatever without looking like you're second guessing yourself and all... how do you do that?[unsent]: tell me why you like or i guess want to "fuck" my dad so much. and don't say it's because he's hot. actually i don't want to know. deleting this. stop being fuckin gross.[unsent]: how do you get a guy to like you?[unsent]: with all this.. zombie shit and stuff going on, i need to trust you on something. if anything happens to me, protect him. i trust you will though.

[unsent]: brother, you can do better than some stripper, i know you can so give her up before you get hurt.[unsent]: i really miss the way things were before this world came into our lives.[unsent]: i'm sorry.[unsent]: i'll never admit this, but you're the only person i could trust.[unsent]: i hate that i had to take matters into my own hands. after all, i want you to be happy, brother. but you left me no choice. better me than father.

ok this is after lanza learns how to spell a decent amount omfg

[unsent]: ur the onlee persun i actually trust so dont leave me[unsent]: found a kredit kard on the ground bot 100 donuts[unsent]: I DONT LIKE HIM SHUT UP HE IS SO STUPID[unsent]: i dont no what to wear to the skool dance[unsent]: you like me too rite???? like a litel sister?????

[unsent]: sorry i’m so annoying i swear i’m not always like this[unsent]: dear mikey. happy new year! i feel like if i was feeling sappy enough, i’d be able to tell you this face to face, but i really. reaally. really. think i like you. i mean i don’t think. i really do like you. it feels like kindergarten again because there was this girl i had a crush on back then and i would always try to talk to her except i have this condition where i annoy anyone i ever talk to so. that didn’t work out. and this is working out. i don’t know where i’m going with this. new years resolution: try to be a better boyfriend??? person??? god i really like you i hope you know that. im not sending this lmfao backspace backspace bac[unsent]: i played with barbie dolls when i was younger you know. i mean i’d always make them get into car crashes and stuff but my parents were expecting a girl[unsent]: kinda hoping we last forever but we’re in a war so who knows[unsent]: i was the one who set snakes onto camp sorry please don’t tell lieutenant erek and gwen