Pip 🦄

- // I think I’ll never get over you • C Mc• May 21st 2017//

It's when he looks at you and you can't fucking breathe. Not because he doesn't love you back. But because it's bone deep; merciless. Because you didn't choose this. Because you don't want this. Because if there was some kind of defense you could construct to stop the wind you wouldn't flinch when you don't see him, and more so when you do. It's when you're running on a Saturday all alone with infant hours. It hits you somewhere in-between a stop sign and the road. You lose your feet and find your knees and the gravel asks you why. There's embers in your stomach and you thought they were asleep. It's when you're smiling and you're laughing and it hits you like a drug. Your veins turn into lead and your daydreams start to morph. It's when your phone goes off at 2am and you don't have to check the name. It's forgetting your shoes and wearing his shirt and breathing through your sheets. It's when he touches you and there's not a mark, but it lingers like a burn. How can there be no sign of a sensation so surreal. It's when your sweater is thin and the air is ice and you want to go inside, but he'll be drunk and you're still sore and it's not that kind of night. It's when he looks at you and you fucking melt, promises and all. And it's not because he never loved you. It's because when he stopped so did you. - // I still believe your lies • C Mc • January 3rd 2017 //

"Why that look?" He asked. "What look?" I responded trying to hide my pain and as the image of you became clear inside my brain. "The look as if someone had broken you heart. The look of deep pain and hope that maybe one day it'll stop. The look of losing someone that's so important to you that you feel as if you'll never be whole ever again without them." - // Can you see through me? • Dany MG • January 1st 2017 //

- // You keep coming back • C Mc • December 27th 2016 //